Messenger of Bliss

It was just dawn, and Bai Yanlai refused to get out of bed in the warm blanket. The sound of footsteps outside the room came from far to near, until the door was pushed open, he remained indifferent.

"You were very polite when you were my apprentice, why did Bai Zhengzhi teach you for a few days, and you can't even knock on the door?"

"Heitu doesn't sleep with you, what are you afraid of?" Bai Che didn't open which pot he picked up, and pretended to look around, "Speaking of which, what about others?"

"I went to buy buns." Bai Yan's mouth twitched, "Pour a glass of water."

"It can't bother me." Bai Che picked up the teacup on the table, shook it in front of his eyes, but refused to give it to him, and drank it by himself, "It's so considerate, it's still warm."

Bai Yan didn't bother to talk to him, so he had to get out of bed to fend for himself, "Why, are you jealous?"

"It's impossible." Bai Che rested his cheeks and looked at him with mischievous round eyes, "Uncle, he loves you so much, yet he goes out to sleep every night, um...does he..." Bai Che went Bai Yan bowed beside him, and smiled maliciously, "No way?"

The water that was put into his mouth was almost sprayed out, and Bai Yan squeezed Bai Che's ears vigorously, wishing to twist them into twists, "I know better than you whether he can do it or not! The person who has been waiting for three months won't come, so look for him early in the morning." Am I unlucky?"

"Hey, hey! Song... Song..." Bai Che gritted his teeth, and retorted aggressively, "I said you're playing it off! It's been three months, can you still hold it back? I was hoping to observe it, Who would have thought...ah, it hurts...it hurts! Uncle... I was wrong, let go!"

"Little bastard is so lenient, please ask yourself first!" Bai Yan swung him away, gulped down a stomach full of water, and smashed his butt on the chair angrily, "Are you going to rely on me?" when?"

"Don't be in a hurry, calm down first." Bai Che walked around behind him and beat his back, "What about you? How long are you going to pretend?"

"Fake it until you get out."

"Then just pretend." Bai Che put his hands on his shoulders, and pretended to sigh deeply, "Originally, I'm too embarrassed to bother you, but seeing that you and your husband treat each other like guests, you don't do anything. , and the guilt in my heart disappeared... and Brother Heitu is so kind, I am really reluctant to leave!"

Bai Yan couldn't take it anymore, he picked up the shoes on the ground and threw them with his backhand.With an exaggerated "Ouch!", Bai Che dodged away with a playful smile, but bumped into the people standing outside.

"Master..."

"Now you know that I'm your master? Do it early..." Bai Qian turned his head angrily, and the unfinished words were stuck in his throat.He coughed twice and smiled awkwardly, "Brother, when did you come?"

A look of helpless panic flashed across Bai Zheng's face, he quickly turned his arms hanging in the air, and asked sharply, "You haven't lost your memory?!"

"You don't want me to think about it again?" Bai Qian was all too familiar with his stern look, he pressed his forehead that was stunned by anger, and cocked his legs carelessly, "I'm alive." , aren't you happy?"

"You should die a few times less." Bai Zheng crossed the threshold without looking sideways, and sat down directly opposite him, "Where is Heitu?"

"The upper beam is not upright and the lower beam is crooked. I know who this kid learned his arrogance from." Bai Qian snorted lightly, and looked at Bai Che playfully, "Have no eyesight? Pour tea!"

"Yes Yes."

As if he had changed into a different person, Bai Che respectfully offered the teacup with both hands, acting cautiously and humblely, Bai Che poked him in surprise, "Who are you kid?"

"Uncle Master was joking."

"Ha..." Bai Yan rubbed his nose, "Bai Zhengzhi, you are really amazing, I haven't enjoyed this kind of courtesy in 100 years."

"You haven't learned anything good about you, but you've learned ten percent of it by being glib and cunning." Bai Zheng pushed away the teacup Bai Che handed over, but still didn't give him a favor, "Master asked me to take Bai Che back home. .”

"Huh?" Bai Qian tilted his head pretending to be confused, "Heitu visited the Bliss Gate a few days ago, and said that Master is in retreat."

Bai Zheng's skin suddenly turned a thin layer of red. He has always been good at lying, but now that he is exposed, he can't think of any other way except to keep silent.

"Shut up...it was explained before the retreat."

After a long while, he squeezed out a faltering sentence.

"Oh, that's how it is…"

"Master's order, don't disobey." Bai Zheng clenched the hem of his clothes nervously and said daringly.

Bai Yan pursed his lips, "Please brother, please tell me that Che'er and I have not seen each other for a long time and I miss you very much. Allow him to stay for a few more days and talk with me. Master will understand."

"Excuse me!" Can't see that he is teasing himself, Bai Zheng sarcastically said: "I didn't see you miss anyone when you were looking for death and life!"

"He died twice, you are sensible."

"Don't disgust me! Bai Che is my apprentice, and I won't let you talk about it!"

"Your apprentice..." Bai Yan glanced at Bai Che, and the two smiled at each other.Bai Yan nodded, and yelled loudly after watching the excitement, "Senior brother taught you a very good lesson, but Che'er said just now that he doesn't want to go back!"

Bai Zheng glared at Bai Che, and then looked away for a moment, "I've been running wildly outside for three months, and I don't want to leave, do I?"

"No!" Bai Che made a grimace at Bai Zheng, knelt down obediently at Bai Zheng's feet, carefully pressed his cheek against his knee, and muttered in a crying voice: "You didn't even come to see me, I thought...you didn't want to." What about me..."

Knowing that he was pretending to be pitiful, Bai Zheng easily softened his heart.

"I don't want you."

Bai Zheng stared at his hair, he should touch him to comfort him, but that slightly trembling hand seemed to be as heavy as a thousand weights, he couldn't hold it up, couldn't put it down.

"Are you going?"

Bai Che immediately put his arms around his waist tightly, and smiled flatteringly, "Let's go!"

Bai Zheng couldn't pull him away, so he had to drag the sack to stand up, "Sink to death!"

"Then I'll carry you on my back."

"Go away! Walk well!"

"No..." Bai Che took Bai Zheng's arm and rubbed it together, "Master, I haven't seen you for three months, do you miss me?"

"Do not want to."

"But Che'er misses you so much."

"Miss me, you still don't..."

The words that were spoken could not be undone, and it was too late to regret, Bai Zheng glanced at Bai Yan irritably, and left the same four words as before - "I can do it myself."

"Cut! You encourage yourself!"

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, one is willing to lay a trap and the other is willing to drill.Bai Yan looked at the backs of the two of them pulling away, knowing that there was no need to do more to keep them.Disturbed by these two uninvited guests in the early morning, he yawned and climbed back to bed to continue his sleep.

Only a thin line away from falling into the dream field, the huge swaying sound of the door pulled Bai Yan back to the edge of waking, he rubbed his eyes and sat up, looked at the red-faced man in front of him, and smiled.

"What's the hurry? I didn't rush you."

"Fanyu, you..."

"Everyone has a grudge against the door." Bai sneered nuzzled, "Go, close the door."

Heitu did so blankly, but his eyes did not move for a moment, as if he was confirming something.

"Come, come here."

"Oh."

Heitu put down the steamed stuffed bun and walked over, Bai Qian could tell that there was light in his eyes.

"Hug me, will you?"

Heitu nodded, and gently hugged him.

"Bai Che told you?"

"I met them, Bai Che told me...you have recovered your memory."

"He didn't tell you that I was pretending?"

"Fake it?" Heitu looked at him in shock, the tear that was about to fall was still shed, "You..."

Hei Tu "you" for a long time, Bai Qian just stared at him quietly, not making any more excuses for his deception.Just because he believed in something that belonged only to each other, he was confident and confident.

"Fan Yu..."

Heitu took his hand, interlocked his fingers, and gently gave up all questioning.

"Are you angry?"

Heitu shook his head, "It's better that you are alive."

"I'm just curious, which one do you prefer, this me or that me?"

"Which one is you." Heitu kissed his fingertips, "Fanyu, as long as it's you, it's just you."

"I've changed, how do you know it's still me? What do you love about me? This face?"

"Yeah." Heitu teased him, but also told the truth, "Now that I think about it, it's because of your face."

"Then you go live with your face."

"But it grows on you."

"I'll find you a better looking one."

"No one looks better than you."

"What if there is?"

"will not have."

"So determined?"

"En." Heitu's fingers penetrated into his neckline, along the delicate and white collarbone all the way to his chest, and stopped at the place where the ashes had resurfaced.

"Listen, it's dancing."

"so what?"

"Only you can give him life, Fanyu..." His lips and teeth were rubbing together, and his sobbing voice sounded like weeping, "He belongs to you, only you, and the only you."

Bai Yan felt distraught and infatuated, the self-imposed restraint of three months was about to break through the limit, Heitu raised his eyes, and smiled without any desire, every bit of affection touched his itching spot, no matter what. Bewitched him vibrately.

Bai Yan couldn't help but licked the corner of his mouth, suddenly threw him down, and sucked his lips frantically and greedily.Heitu raised his head, yelled profligately, and cried indulgently, enjoying his plundering of himself.In the cloud and rain of losing his mind, he sacrificed those suppressed desires, raging passions, and taboo impulses devoutly and unreservedly to this, the most cherished person.

His Brahma, his calamity, his god.

"Seduce me like this, have you thought about the consequences?"

The confusion in his expression hadn't subsided yet, Heitu curled up sleepily in Bai Yan's arms, and smiled faintly.

"Seduce you, just to bear the consequences."

Bai Yan brushed away the messy hair sticking to his forehead, wiped away the sweat on his face, his fiery breath brushed against his ears with a soft and soft voice, "I ask you, in the past three months, how much have I given?" You have so many opportunities, why didn't you take advantage of it and fell in love with me?"

"You said you took advantage of it." Heitu showed two silly dimples, "I don't want to, do what you don't want."

"I've lost my memory, so maybe I would like to?"

"That you... are a child, even if you want to, you have to wait for him to grow up."

He spoke extremely seriously, so earnestly that it made Bai Yan feel distressed.

"Tutu, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"You treat me like a baby, but I always bully you."

"It's okay, I like it."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Heitu touched his lips, "Just do whatever you want, and ignore the others."

"If you continue to connive like this, I will become a tyrant."

"That's my honor."

"Idiot..." Bai Yan rubbed his cheek with the tip of his nose, "Well...it's so annoying, it's time to shave off the stubble."

"Then I'll go clean up. The buns are cold, are you hungry?"

"Not hungry, not hungry. I'm digesting!"

Bai Qian pulled him back into his arms, and casually picked up the Tao Xun beside the pillow, "I always forgot to ask, what's the name of that piece of music?"

"no name."

"Huh? Take one."

Heitu lowered his head in embarrassment, "Actually, I... thought of one..."

"tell me the story."

"Vatican and I are the same."

"Vatican is the same as me..." Bai Yan smiled thoughtfully, "But I have already drifted away from the Buddha.

"That's not what it means." Heitu took a deep breath on Bai Yan's neck, his tone was firm as if he was making an oath, "It's Fanyu, and me."

"Hahahaha..." Bai Yan squeezed his chin, "Jae Mingzong, I think you're trying to set yourself on fire again.

Heitu wrapped his arms around his neck, showing a bright smile.

"Burn me to death, Bai Yan, forever, don't let me go."

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It's over!

This article is not long, so it’s over here, and the same sentence, everyone will be well~

It is not my original intention to abuse, but I have deposited some thoughts in this article. In fact, I am not an optimistic person, so I accidentally abused while writing small stories.But I also feel that this is the reality. Life is not too sweet, not too interesting, not too fulfilling, emptiness and things go counterproductive, but you must live with expectations, and you must make a little boring and futile effort, even if it is absurd, occasionally You can boldly examine yourself, don’t be afraid of canoeing, the important thing is to persevere ~ so the protagonists in my article will have a good ending, it can be regarded as a small encouragement~

Also to myself.

I hope everyone can be loyal to their hearts, face the light, and continue to be happy seriously~

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