Messenger of Bliss

Bai Zheng wanders around the Middle East and West in the mundane world, and the time seems to be infinitely extended by this wasting.He was born with a domineering face, coupled with his seriousness, no one dared to disturb his quietness.He stopped and walked aimlessly, his sad state of mind was gradually replaced by boundless emptiness, he accepted the fact that Bai Yan had died, and frankly admitted for the first time that he felt sorry for that person.

"Bai ridicule..."

Xu Shi wanted to bid him a decent farewell, Bai Zheng carried two jugs of wine and came to this place by accident.

The wooden house has long been deserted, and dried magnolia petals fell to the ground like confetti. He stood on tiptoe and carefully avoided these wreckage. , The other pot was picked up directly, and the head was poured down.

"Cough cough..."

The strong wine pierced his intestines, it was spicy and choking, Bai Zheng managed to stop his cough, wiped his mouth with his cuff, couldn't help taking a small sip, and let out a long sigh.

"Good stuff, no wonder you love to drink so much." Bai Zheng raised his head, looked up at the full moon hanging high in the sky, and smiled for no reason, "I really don't like you..."

But now, I am really lonely again.

"You said that the two of us have been arguing for 1000 years, fighting for 1000 years, and never said a good word to each other. It's not my fault. Who made you arrogant and always make trouble for no reason? How can you have half a fairy's reserve? But do you believe it? I’ve never hated you, and I’m even a little grateful to you…” Bai Zheng picked up a petal and murmured to it, “Don’t be complacent, do you think I can’t see it? Under the surface, there is a pool of stagnant water! Haha...Everyone is pretending to be stupid, and if you want to show off, it will show that you are clever, right? Look, you screwed up! Hahaha..."

He lowered his face, drank the rest of the wine in one gulp, slammed the wine jar, and got so drunk that his vision was blurred.

"I'm actually... special... special..."

It doesn't matter, the Sri Lankan is dead, if he can't hear, I don't count as a loser.

He slipped along the edge of the stool and fell to the ground, his eyelids were still open dimly, he moved his mouth, and before his mind fell into chaos, he pulled out his heart from the bottom up, and finally said the sentence that he planned to die in the womb all his life. if--

"I want to be friends with you."

"Um…"

After sleeping for too long, Bai Zheng rubbed his swollen temples and sat up slowly, the scene in front of him made him at a loss for what to do.He knew this place, he also knew this bed, but when did he come here, and how did he come here, his memory seemed to have been cut in half, and he couldn't even remember a single stroke.

"woke up?"

Bai Zheng stared blankly at the person approaching him, stunned for a moment, then coughed lightly twice, "You..."

"If you can't drink it, you still drink it. It's strange if you're not drunk." Sitting by the bed, Bai Che blew on the teacup in his hand, "Come on, be careful of getting hot."

Bai Zheng took his hand to drink, and looked at his clothes again, "Where is my robe?"

"It's muddy all over, it's so dirty, I'll take it off for you."

"En." Bai Zheng was noncommittal, pulled up the quilt and lay down again, Bai Che put down his teacup, and gently pushed him, "Master, go back, are you still angry with me?"

Facing the wall, Bai Zheng said indifferently: "I am no longer a member of the Paradise of Ultimate Bliss."

"It seems that I have not calmed down." Bai Che curled his lips helplessly, resting his chin on his shoulder, and complained aggrievedly: "Tch! If you want to resign from the immortal position, you have to express it to the Emperor of Heaven. If you say you don't want to do it, you won't do it." , how irresponsible!"

"I will present it myself, don't bother you." Bai Zheng shrugged his shoulders, "Let's open."

"Master..."

"Don't call me Master, I can't bear it."

"That's what you said." Bai Che secretly smiled, leaned into his ear, and whispered, "Hui'an..."

"You!" Bai Zheng turned his head and met the child's strange eyes. He rolled his eyes at him, not wanting to fall into his arms, and leaned on his arm without looking at him, "Why are you here?"

"Of course I came to find you."

"Why are you looking for me?"

"Looking for you to settle accounts."

"You?" Bai Zheng laughed angrily, "Okay, what's the deal?"

"You don't believe what you say."

"When did I break my word?"

Bai Che couldn't help but lifted the quilt and got in, hugged his waist tightly, and said angrily, "I swore that I would be with me forever, how long have you been with me? Just throw me away!"

Bai Zheng wanted to break free from him, but his strength was taken away by his words, he let him hug him, and began a long silence.

Bai Che didn't interrupt, he knew him too well, this person was always like this, he had to untangle himself when encountering any problems, obviously there was only one tendon, but there were countless dead knots.

"Che'er..."

As the setting sun sank into the distant mountains, Bai Zheng's stiff body finally moved. He covered the back of his waist with his hands, and his hoarse voice revealed a trace of unbearable loneliness.

"I don't understand you."

he's lost.

"Well, you are too stupid."

"Ha..." Bai Zheng laughed out loud, "But what?"

"But, I'm smart enough." Bai Che arched his forehead against his back, "The more transparent a person is, the more hesitant he is, the more stupid he is, the more unscrupulous he is. There are not many crazy people, and there are not many people who are as foolish as you but well-behaved, only me, with half a bottle dangling, living the most boring life."

"It sounds like Fanyu is much better than me."

"Of course he is much stronger than you." Bai Che replied without thinking, "but the price is much higher."

"What price?"

"It's too tiring and too hard. People like him can only be free by burning themselves. Unlike you, who are simple and easy to satisfy."

I'm...easy...satisfied?

Bai Zheng asked himself, but couldn't get an answer.

"Maybe it's not easy now."

The wind leaked from his mouth, and the words in his heart blurted out, both Bai Zheng himself and Bai Che were taken aback, he pursed his lower lip, turned to look at Bai Che, his dim eyes outlined the corner of his mouth with a smile, the meaning was unclear.

What exactly do I want?

I'm still looking at the flowers in the mist, and he has insight into everything?

"Che'er, do you think I'm the same as Bai Yan from before?"

What am I talking about?

Bai Che smiled: "Why do you ask this?"

Bai Zheng shook his head, not realizing that the anxiety had already been completely etched on his flushed face, "That's all, just asking casually. It's getting late, don't turn your back on the guest, get up."

Just as Bai Zheng was about to get up, Bai Che suddenly grabbed his wrist, and pressed his whole body on his body. Bai Zheng stared at him in bewilderment, "Bai Che! What are you doing? Let go!"

"Huian."

"Ok?"

"You are different."

Bai Zheng was stunned for a moment, then asked involuntarily: "What...is it different?"

"If I tell you, you promise me, no matter how angry you are, you can't expel me from the sect."

With a heart beating wildly, Bai Zheng swallowed a mouthful of air, pretending to be calm and trembling: "Is it so serious?"

Bai Che nodded vigorously, "Yes!"

"Could it be that you have caused some trouble?"

"That's it."

Bai Zheng's pupils shrank, "What happened?"

Bai Che smiled, "Close your eyes."

"What are you selling?"

Bai Che twisted coquettishly, "You should close it first!"

Bai Zheng has nothing to do with him, so he can only do what he says, "Well, let's talk."

Holding his breath, Bai Che leaned over slowly, almost without hesitation, and gently kissed the corner of his lips.

itch.

The whole person froze.

Can't scratch.

Eyelashes fluttered a few times, Bai Zheng looked at him motionlessly, as if he didn't know the person in front of him.

"Bai Che!"

The surging undercurrent turned into a tsunami, and Bai Zheng didn't even understand why he was so angry, was it because he was humiliated, or because he was exposed?

Of course he couldn't think of this, he was too slow.

So slow that the mind compares with the heart, I don't know how many beats have stagnated.

When the gust of wind hit, Bai Che was ready to suffer any consequences, but the slap that was slapped stopped beside his cheek for no reason.

He was jolted out of bed.

Bai Zheng straightened his back, Bai Che couldn't see his expression, he could only speculate through his thin back that he had the last trace of pity for him.

"Are you... playing tricks on me?"

"I don't." Bai Che bent his knees and knelt down, "It's here, it's different."

Bai Zheng was speechless, as if waiting for his explanation.

Bai Che stepped forward on his knees and hugged his leg, "I want to be his apprentice, not yours. I want to call you Huai'an instead of Fanyu. That's different! I have to say it more clearly What? I..."

"No need!" Bai Zheng snorted, abruptly cutting off his confession.

He is afraid.

Fear is false, more fear is real.

He didn't have the courage to fly like moths into a flame like Bai Yan, he only wanted Bai Che to be well, and he was also well.

Once the secretive matter is put on the table, it is doomed to be overwhelmed.

"Stop messing around."

"I'm not fooling around."

"I have a bad temper, and I am dull and depressed. Everyone avoids me, you..." Bai Zheng laughed at himself, and his attitude became calmer, "Bai Zheng entrusted you to me, so I will take care of you and treat you well. It's a matter of duty, your child's heart, for a while, misunderstood this dependence as... um... admiration... I don't blame you, you probably suffocated at the Bliss Gate, and you will spend more time in the future, just... just..."

He spoke louder and louder, as if trying to calm down his lost confidence.Bai Che just patiently let him finish speaking, then quietly raised his arm, broke away his clenched fist, and held his hand.

"I, Jiang Yu, Bai Che, have gone through betrayal and betrayal, abandonment and abandonment, glory and downfall, perfection and incompleteness, and in just over a hundred years of life, I have tasted all the heat and cold. This exquisite heart with seven apertures, Can't you see clearly what you desire? But Bai Zheng, what about you? Can you see clearly?"

His hand had to be shaken off.

"Master."

"Ok?"

But Bai Che let go first.

The word "Master" without any disturbance made Bai Zheng realize that he was ridiculous, why was he disappointed?Is this not what I want?

He glanced at his empty palm, puzzled.

"Shen Bi!"

Bai Zheng suddenly turned around, only to see Bai Che summoned a long whip and offered it with both hands.

"Hit me and punish me, it's up to you, but you can't stop me from liking you. I'll say it again..." Bai Che looked at him firmly, stopping every word, full of irresistible stubbornness.

"I like you."

There was a throbbing pain at the tip of his heart, and Bai Zheng was stunned. He had a vague intuition that if he stayed for a while, he would surrender.

Some words are really not pleasant to listen to.

How could he care about Shen Bi?With his left foot mixed with his right foot, he fell in embarrassment, got up and fled.