Messenger of Bliss
Chapter 41
After finishing the things outside his body, Heitu summoned the Imperfect Realm again.
In fact, he didn't want to come back. This place, which he would rather burn and escape, has carried too many unspeakable pasts.His sin, his resentment, his anger, his misery, condensed into a thin straight line, without waves, without end.
But he also knows that in an impoverished state, no matter what, no matter who, it is impossible to destroy it.The ecstasy and eccentricity are actually just tricks for people to pierce through the illusion through the vast black hole. It is just a bottomless abyss covered with an iron wall of nothingness.
The incomplete state dominates the people inside and is also dominated by the people inside.
Its new master, Jue Mingzong, has a reclusive, inner world.
Tolerant of evil spirits who are as pathetic as him, a group of homeless walking corpses moaning without disease, and sympathetic to their desolate, lonely, and empty lives that no one cares about.They are all wandering ghosts who were wiped out before they saw the light, and they cuddled up to each other while hating each other in the warm world.He gave them protection, but he had no choice but to take in their filth. He comforted their poverty, but he was also squeezed and eroded by the holes in his heart. He listened to them for years, but never talked.In the end, profit and loss are constant, and everything he accepts has nowhere to dissolve, and all of them are integrated with him in one go, and the deadly river of the most evil surges in his flesh and blood—tyranny.
However, they are all too complacent, they are too dependent on that indifferent man, as tough as him and indifferent, sinking in the mire of self-loathing, there is always an unbearable limit.
I don't know what is the source, what is the opportunity, the string is broken, he is suddenly confused, suddenly questioned, and suddenly finds that there is no solution to this question.There is nothing to be happy about in life, nothing to fear in death, and the boring straight line of life and death has been piled up into a deformed point by him, going round and round, it is not worth living, and it doesn't matter to die.He began to get bored, began to be absent-minded, and began to find ways to find opportunities to betray——
Betrayed the ghost that Zhouli attached to, betrayed his heart and original intention, betrayed the ego that bound him.
Only Jue Mingzong can find the entrance, and only Jue Mingzong is qualified to usher in his territory. He did not discuss with anyone, and he recklessly went his own way: abandoning the wings that regarded him as a god, and dispelling the cancer that gave him supreme power.He made up his mind, tried his best to split the tyrannical atmosphere, blowing a long Xun song, opened the door to those righteous teachers who tried to eliminate him countless times but could not do anything, and waited with relief.
Disappear, disappear, together with me, as you please.
However, he never imagined that on the day when he was about to draw an end to the rest of his impenetrable gray life, an uninvited guest brought an accident.
"Yo! The little tune is pretty good."
Heitu paused, he didn't speak, just looked at him stupidly.
"Why did you stop? Go on, da da... da..." The man hummed twice, as if he had forgotten what he was here for, and clapped his hands happily, "Your tune is too sad, but mine is fine. Do you want to hear it?"
Hei Tu did as he did in a daze, and after he changed the piece of mourning and music at will, it became lively and lively.Heitu didn't realize that he was smiling, until the man poked his face, he tilted his head for no apparent reason, the man sighed, simply picked up his trousers and jumped to his side in three steps and two steps, with He sat side by side, and arched him familiarly, "I praise you for your beautiful smile, there are two small holes on your face haha..."
"You... are pretty too."
"That's it, young master, I..." He blinked his beautiful fox eyes, raised his chin and looked at Heitu with interest, showing a bright and hearty smile.
"Huh? You're not dumb!"
"Ah."
"Well, I'm not playing tricks on you. Your music is really nice. I don't think you're stupid. Let's make friends. My name is Bai Yan, and my dharma name is Fanyu. What's your name?"
"Black butcher."
"Oh." He nodded, and immediately jumped up on the spot again, "It's not... Hei... Hei Heitu! Heitu? You said, you are Heitu?!" Bai Yan pointed at Heitu and shouted: "Decision ...The Jue Mingzong seems to be called Heitu, you..."
Heitu held his finger calmly, "Yes."
"Hahaha, what a coincidence, what a coincidence! Hahaha..."
Bai Yan withdrew his hand, snapped his fingers, covered his belly and laughed inexplicably, while Heitu watched him silently, thinking that he was probably just rejoicing for his achievements in capturing the Judgment Sect, and couldn't bear to be disturbed.
"Hey!" He stopped abruptly, suddenly turned his face away, and crossed his waist domineeringly, "You said, why is your life so good? You met me! Haha...God helped you! So I said it was a coincidence... "
"You don't kill me."
"Ah?" Bai Yan shook his fingers, "I can't bear it just because of your Xun song."
"I'm guilty."
"I only care about the happiness after death, and I have nothing to do with the crimes in life. My lazy and meddlesome master made excuses for coming to this poor place, but it is worthwhile to listen to your song..." He is free and easy He waved his fly whisk and said with a smile: "It would be a pity if such a touching Xun song became the swan song. I will spare your life. Run away and see you again."
Heitu stared at him and smiled.
He planned to leave as soon as he left, and he has nothing to do with what kind of dross the world has become, but the appearance of Bai Yan made him change his mind.
This person, like a ray of dawn, inadvertently pried open a gap.He arrived late at the right time, his frank voice, childish smile, and reckless words without restraint, dragged him away from the cliff shore lightly.At that moment, his eyes were wet for a long time, he hesitated for a long time, and unexpectedly, he was a little unwilling to leave.
Desolate and barren people only need a little sporadic kindness to pretend that it is love.
He looked at him, as if looking at another self, a self that seemed familiar but was out of reach.
The moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, he is me, the remnant in my longing.
want to live.
Although ridiculous and even absurd, I think, for this person, live.
Too bad it's too late.
Thank you, meet once, you listen to my song, I will give you a big gift.
A heart of innocence, don't give to the world, don't give to everything, only give to you.
"Fan Yu."
"Huh?" Bai Yan looked around, and it took him a long time to realize who was calling him, but when he looked back, he saw that person holding a bloody heart, stretching out his arms towards him, and using his last bit of strength, he smiles.
He stood there in panic for a long time, and only uttered three words——
"why?"
"Okay, see you again."
The long-lost smile and long-lost tears are all thanks to you.
"So you must, must..."
All the world well.
Before the words fell, he disappeared.Until the mighty crusade arrives, until Bai Yan takes this opportunity to rise to the top and become an immortal, until he explains the truth again and again but no one will believe it, until the appearance of Judgment Sect becomes more and more blurred, until the embarrassing time is wasted Even though Bai Qian didn't have the opportunity to reveal his inner feelings——
I actually envy you.
Heitu was walking on the vast uninhabited land. He was a little pleasantly surprised. The barren land 500 years ago actually grew green grass, and some shoots sprouted from the dead branches. It was a lively scene of returning to life , and even faintly heard birdsong.
The ice melted, and the mood changed drastically. This place is not what it used to be.
"Fanyu, we're going home."
While walking, Heitu put his cheek on the white jade, and whispered to it: "Here, I will build you a more spacious house, this place is all mine, no need to expand the yard, and I will plant magnolia trees for you." , do you like it? By the way, you little greedy cat, I can’t bear to be angry with you when you’re hungry, crying and fussing, so here…” Heitu took a few strides and stomped his feet, “ Look, how about I build a big kitchen? I will cook delicious food for you every day, as long as you can...you can..." He hesitated to speak, rubbed his sore eyelids, and kissed lightly on the white jade, " The sun is drying your ass, don’t sleep anymore, get up and talk to me, I’m not used to chatting all day without you.”
He carefully covered his ears, and there was silence.
"Okay, okay, don't bother you, don't disturb you, I will listen to you, when I finish my work, you must wake up, otherwise, I will be really angry."
He smiled dotingly, staring at the wave that was about to move in the distance, thoughtful.
Fan Yue, Mo Qiong, Huan Hai, Qiang Yu, Bu Zhou.
There are still unfinished business.
Passing through this last hurdle is bliss, the bliss of him and Bai Yan.
Heitu wrapped the white jade with a silk handkerchief, put his hands on the grass, and said softly: "Fanyu, I will return as soon as I go, don't worry, you have given me enough happiness, I will not return to the old Cassia , you wait here for me obediently, okay?"
If you don't say anything, you agree.Heitu sighed, got up and walked slowly towards the destined bondage.
The closer you get, the harder it is to walk.
A huge suction force wanted to swallow it up. The former Heitu seldom feared anything. He ignored everything, including himself.But since he had a little curiosity about that person, he gradually learned to be afraid, jealous, soft, sad and happy, he became flesh and blood and tempered, he was even more annoying, but he finally knew how to accept and appreciate Own.
It was also at that time that he understood that maybe he was wrong, but he never lost his right to exist.
When he cherishes that person more and more, he also cherishes what that person cherishes more and more, his life.
Jue Mingzong never deceived himself, he admitted openly that he was timid.
But he couldn't back down.
Come on, tyrannical spirit, I can't destroy you, but I can wear you down. One day, I will win.
He closed his eyes and held his breath, stepped into the forbidden area calmly, and stood with his hands behind his back.Even though I have experienced this pain countless times, I still can't get used to it.It feels like being tortured in hell, going through the cycle of death, letting you taste the reality of nightmares, but never letting you wake up.It bites the consciousness, engulfs the mind, and tortures the body. Sharp laughter, angry roars, and mournful sobs resonate together, ugliness and darkness entangle and spread, and evil spirits are constantly whispering, complaining, and complaining in the depths of the mind. Their suffering and dissatisfaction are bound to crush the souls of the listeners, turning them as distorted and corrupted as they are.
Heitu endured it, his scalp was numb, his clothes were already drenched, the gaps in his bones seemed to be stretched open, and then immediately filled with pain.He can't fall down, he still has a sweet dream, after this calamity, his and Bai Yan's house will be full of flowers and trees, and they will live an ordinary life of laughing, cursing, harp and singing.He has to fight, he has to resist, protecting that person, giving him a complete life is his only expectation.
Get over it, get over it.
Time seemed to stand still for a long time.
Heitu was paralyzed like falling apart, the pain eased little by little, replaced by weakness all over his body, he tried to move his stiff limbs, obviously it was a relief, but his brows were furrowed.
Not right.
too easy.
The tyrannical spirit is perfect, he has been with it for 500 years, how could he not know how powerful this thing is, it is impossible to be so weak, it is impossible to be so vulnerable, it is impossible to let himself go so easily.
Simply incredible.
There was a coolness in his chest, Heitu shuddered, a dangerous thought hurriedly passed by, he tremblingly poked into the skirt of his clothes, the unbelievably familiar touch made him turn pale with fright, when?what happened!
A hundred secrets are sparse, no matter how much he thinks about it, he dare not imagine that this white jade can run back calmly and absorb all the tyrannical energy in his body!
You can hear what he says, see what he does, and protect him even if he turns into a rock.
"Fanyu...my Fanyu..."
Heitu covered Baiyu's heart with his hands that were shaking like chaff, crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound.
The author has something to say:
Bai Yan will be back in the next chapter~
Everything will be fine!
In fact, he didn't want to come back. This place, which he would rather burn and escape, has carried too many unspeakable pasts.His sin, his resentment, his anger, his misery, condensed into a thin straight line, without waves, without end.
But he also knows that in an impoverished state, no matter what, no matter who, it is impossible to destroy it.The ecstasy and eccentricity are actually just tricks for people to pierce through the illusion through the vast black hole. It is just a bottomless abyss covered with an iron wall of nothingness.
The incomplete state dominates the people inside and is also dominated by the people inside.
Its new master, Jue Mingzong, has a reclusive, inner world.
Tolerant of evil spirits who are as pathetic as him, a group of homeless walking corpses moaning without disease, and sympathetic to their desolate, lonely, and empty lives that no one cares about.They are all wandering ghosts who were wiped out before they saw the light, and they cuddled up to each other while hating each other in the warm world.He gave them protection, but he had no choice but to take in their filth. He comforted their poverty, but he was also squeezed and eroded by the holes in his heart. He listened to them for years, but never talked.In the end, profit and loss are constant, and everything he accepts has nowhere to dissolve, and all of them are integrated with him in one go, and the deadly river of the most evil surges in his flesh and blood—tyranny.
However, they are all too complacent, they are too dependent on that indifferent man, as tough as him and indifferent, sinking in the mire of self-loathing, there is always an unbearable limit.
I don't know what is the source, what is the opportunity, the string is broken, he is suddenly confused, suddenly questioned, and suddenly finds that there is no solution to this question.There is nothing to be happy about in life, nothing to fear in death, and the boring straight line of life and death has been piled up into a deformed point by him, going round and round, it is not worth living, and it doesn't matter to die.He began to get bored, began to be absent-minded, and began to find ways to find opportunities to betray——
Betrayed the ghost that Zhouli attached to, betrayed his heart and original intention, betrayed the ego that bound him.
Only Jue Mingzong can find the entrance, and only Jue Mingzong is qualified to usher in his territory. He did not discuss with anyone, and he recklessly went his own way: abandoning the wings that regarded him as a god, and dispelling the cancer that gave him supreme power.He made up his mind, tried his best to split the tyrannical atmosphere, blowing a long Xun song, opened the door to those righteous teachers who tried to eliminate him countless times but could not do anything, and waited with relief.
Disappear, disappear, together with me, as you please.
However, he never imagined that on the day when he was about to draw an end to the rest of his impenetrable gray life, an uninvited guest brought an accident.
"Yo! The little tune is pretty good."
Heitu paused, he didn't speak, just looked at him stupidly.
"Why did you stop? Go on, da da... da..." The man hummed twice, as if he had forgotten what he was here for, and clapped his hands happily, "Your tune is too sad, but mine is fine. Do you want to hear it?"
Hei Tu did as he did in a daze, and after he changed the piece of mourning and music at will, it became lively and lively.Heitu didn't realize that he was smiling, until the man poked his face, he tilted his head for no apparent reason, the man sighed, simply picked up his trousers and jumped to his side in three steps and two steps, with He sat side by side, and arched him familiarly, "I praise you for your beautiful smile, there are two small holes on your face haha..."
"You... are pretty too."
"That's it, young master, I..." He blinked his beautiful fox eyes, raised his chin and looked at Heitu with interest, showing a bright and hearty smile.
"Huh? You're not dumb!"
"Ah."
"Well, I'm not playing tricks on you. Your music is really nice. I don't think you're stupid. Let's make friends. My name is Bai Yan, and my dharma name is Fanyu. What's your name?"
"Black butcher."
"Oh." He nodded, and immediately jumped up on the spot again, "It's not... Hei... Hei Heitu! Heitu? You said, you are Heitu?!" Bai Yan pointed at Heitu and shouted: "Decision ...The Jue Mingzong seems to be called Heitu, you..."
Heitu held his finger calmly, "Yes."
"Hahaha, what a coincidence, what a coincidence! Hahaha..."
Bai Yan withdrew his hand, snapped his fingers, covered his belly and laughed inexplicably, while Heitu watched him silently, thinking that he was probably just rejoicing for his achievements in capturing the Judgment Sect, and couldn't bear to be disturbed.
"Hey!" He stopped abruptly, suddenly turned his face away, and crossed his waist domineeringly, "You said, why is your life so good? You met me! Haha...God helped you! So I said it was a coincidence... "
"You don't kill me."
"Ah?" Bai Yan shook his fingers, "I can't bear it just because of your Xun song."
"I'm guilty."
"I only care about the happiness after death, and I have nothing to do with the crimes in life. My lazy and meddlesome master made excuses for coming to this poor place, but it is worthwhile to listen to your song..." He is free and easy He waved his fly whisk and said with a smile: "It would be a pity if such a touching Xun song became the swan song. I will spare your life. Run away and see you again."
Heitu stared at him and smiled.
He planned to leave as soon as he left, and he has nothing to do with what kind of dross the world has become, but the appearance of Bai Yan made him change his mind.
This person, like a ray of dawn, inadvertently pried open a gap.He arrived late at the right time, his frank voice, childish smile, and reckless words without restraint, dragged him away from the cliff shore lightly.At that moment, his eyes were wet for a long time, he hesitated for a long time, and unexpectedly, he was a little unwilling to leave.
Desolate and barren people only need a little sporadic kindness to pretend that it is love.
He looked at him, as if looking at another self, a self that seemed familiar but was out of reach.
The moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, he is me, the remnant in my longing.
want to live.
Although ridiculous and even absurd, I think, for this person, live.
Too bad it's too late.
Thank you, meet once, you listen to my song, I will give you a big gift.
A heart of innocence, don't give to the world, don't give to everything, only give to you.
"Fan Yu."
"Huh?" Bai Yan looked around, and it took him a long time to realize who was calling him, but when he looked back, he saw that person holding a bloody heart, stretching out his arms towards him, and using his last bit of strength, he smiles.
He stood there in panic for a long time, and only uttered three words——
"why?"
"Okay, see you again."
The long-lost smile and long-lost tears are all thanks to you.
"So you must, must..."
All the world well.
Before the words fell, he disappeared.Until the mighty crusade arrives, until Bai Yan takes this opportunity to rise to the top and become an immortal, until he explains the truth again and again but no one will believe it, until the appearance of Judgment Sect becomes more and more blurred, until the embarrassing time is wasted Even though Bai Qian didn't have the opportunity to reveal his inner feelings——
I actually envy you.
Heitu was walking on the vast uninhabited land. He was a little pleasantly surprised. The barren land 500 years ago actually grew green grass, and some shoots sprouted from the dead branches. It was a lively scene of returning to life , and even faintly heard birdsong.
The ice melted, and the mood changed drastically. This place is not what it used to be.
"Fanyu, we're going home."
While walking, Heitu put his cheek on the white jade, and whispered to it: "Here, I will build you a more spacious house, this place is all mine, no need to expand the yard, and I will plant magnolia trees for you." , do you like it? By the way, you little greedy cat, I can’t bear to be angry with you when you’re hungry, crying and fussing, so here…” Heitu took a few strides and stomped his feet, “ Look, how about I build a big kitchen? I will cook delicious food for you every day, as long as you can...you can..." He hesitated to speak, rubbed his sore eyelids, and kissed lightly on the white jade, " The sun is drying your ass, don’t sleep anymore, get up and talk to me, I’m not used to chatting all day without you.”
He carefully covered his ears, and there was silence.
"Okay, okay, don't bother you, don't disturb you, I will listen to you, when I finish my work, you must wake up, otherwise, I will be really angry."
He smiled dotingly, staring at the wave that was about to move in the distance, thoughtful.
Fan Yue, Mo Qiong, Huan Hai, Qiang Yu, Bu Zhou.
There are still unfinished business.
Passing through this last hurdle is bliss, the bliss of him and Bai Yan.
Heitu wrapped the white jade with a silk handkerchief, put his hands on the grass, and said softly: "Fanyu, I will return as soon as I go, don't worry, you have given me enough happiness, I will not return to the old Cassia , you wait here for me obediently, okay?"
If you don't say anything, you agree.Heitu sighed, got up and walked slowly towards the destined bondage.
The closer you get, the harder it is to walk.
A huge suction force wanted to swallow it up. The former Heitu seldom feared anything. He ignored everything, including himself.But since he had a little curiosity about that person, he gradually learned to be afraid, jealous, soft, sad and happy, he became flesh and blood and tempered, he was even more annoying, but he finally knew how to accept and appreciate Own.
It was also at that time that he understood that maybe he was wrong, but he never lost his right to exist.
When he cherishes that person more and more, he also cherishes what that person cherishes more and more, his life.
Jue Mingzong never deceived himself, he admitted openly that he was timid.
But he couldn't back down.
Come on, tyrannical spirit, I can't destroy you, but I can wear you down. One day, I will win.
He closed his eyes and held his breath, stepped into the forbidden area calmly, and stood with his hands behind his back.Even though I have experienced this pain countless times, I still can't get used to it.It feels like being tortured in hell, going through the cycle of death, letting you taste the reality of nightmares, but never letting you wake up.It bites the consciousness, engulfs the mind, and tortures the body. Sharp laughter, angry roars, and mournful sobs resonate together, ugliness and darkness entangle and spread, and evil spirits are constantly whispering, complaining, and complaining in the depths of the mind. Their suffering and dissatisfaction are bound to crush the souls of the listeners, turning them as distorted and corrupted as they are.
Heitu endured it, his scalp was numb, his clothes were already drenched, the gaps in his bones seemed to be stretched open, and then immediately filled with pain.He can't fall down, he still has a sweet dream, after this calamity, his and Bai Yan's house will be full of flowers and trees, and they will live an ordinary life of laughing, cursing, harp and singing.He has to fight, he has to resist, protecting that person, giving him a complete life is his only expectation.
Get over it, get over it.
Time seemed to stand still for a long time.
Heitu was paralyzed like falling apart, the pain eased little by little, replaced by weakness all over his body, he tried to move his stiff limbs, obviously it was a relief, but his brows were furrowed.
Not right.
too easy.
The tyrannical spirit is perfect, he has been with it for 500 years, how could he not know how powerful this thing is, it is impossible to be so weak, it is impossible to be so vulnerable, it is impossible to let himself go so easily.
Simply incredible.
There was a coolness in his chest, Heitu shuddered, a dangerous thought hurriedly passed by, he tremblingly poked into the skirt of his clothes, the unbelievably familiar touch made him turn pale with fright, when?what happened!
A hundred secrets are sparse, no matter how much he thinks about it, he dare not imagine that this white jade can run back calmly and absorb all the tyrannical energy in his body!
You can hear what he says, see what he does, and protect him even if he turns into a rock.
"Fanyu...my Fanyu..."
Heitu covered Baiyu's heart with his hands that were shaking like chaff, crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound.
The author has something to say:
Bai Yan will be back in the next chapter~
Everything will be fine!
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