Messenger of Bliss

Chapter 20 Dilemma

Bai Zheng left the word "Huanhai" and it disappeared, leaving no room for Bai Qi to even think about it.

Bai Yan knows Bai Zheng too well, this person will never take care of things that can be cleaned by himself.The calmer he looks on the surface, the more helpless he will be.

Something happened to Bai Che, what happened?Why is it still in Huanhai?

Bai Yan is no stranger to Huanhai, and it is precisely because he is no stranger that he feels panic.

I didn't believe in fate before, but now I have to believe it.

He stood there blankly, the ominous premonition was like a biting cold wind, which made his heart flutter.

Facing it, running away, deceiving yourself forever as long as you don't touch the obvious consequences.Bai Yan stood on the cliff for a long time, staring at the foot he had unknowingly stepped on, and raised his head thoughtfully.

"It's so tricky..."

He closed his eyes and let out a long sigh, feeling frustrated, and simply lay down on the snow.It's not easy to be a cold and immoral person, to be indifferent to things that have nothing to do with yourself!

Bai Yan uttered a short sneer, and reflected on himself, realizing that he was not only stupid, but also childish.

No matter how self-loathing you are, no one can completely turn away from the shadow of the past. You want to get rid of it, you want to abandon it, but there is a mess of accounts stuck behind you, and you can't calculate it clearly, and you can't pay it back. What should you do?

That person came to the side at some unknown time, Bai Qian opened his eyes a little, raised his limp arm to reach his hand, "Come, lie down with me for a while."

Heitu grabbed his hand, but directly pulled him up, and wrapped him tightly in his arms, "It's cold on the ground."

Bai Yan patted him on the face, but obediently obeyed, he snuggled into his arms, wanting to give himself a moment of peace, forget all the troubles that were stagnant in his chest, and do nothing think.

Heitu seemed to have a tacit understanding with him, he just kissed him lightly on the ear, and then hugged him silently.

The sun always rises, whether you like it or not.

What is passing away can never be kept, and what is coming can never be avoided. No matter what kind of attitude it takes to greet, stooped, timid, confident, or even strutting, it will not care about these, either it will arrive as promised, or Leaving on schedule, neither waiting for anyone nor being late, cold and fair.

"Fan Yu."

Heitu spoke suddenly, he knew that no matter how open-minded Bai Yan was, he would have to get over the fetters, that would be their fate.

"Ah."

"Let's go to Huanhai."

"Let me think again."

"Go."

"Think again."

Heitu kissed him on the forehead, "Go, go to Huanhai."

"Think about it after you've said it all!" Bai Yan hammered his back with gritted teeth, his voice muffled and annoyed, "There are ten thousand possibilities for Bai Che, nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine of which I can accept calmly, but the only one Which one, Heitu, what if? What if..."

He looked up at him, his eyes were red like a rabbit, and he was sleepless all night. He didn't know that going to Huanhai was the best way, he didn't know that Heitu was Bai Che's only straw, and he didn't know that Heitu would suffer The damage meant that Bai Che would die, but he still had to weigh it.

Pros and cons, what indifferent words, the white ridicule of the past, even if there is only a piece of fluff on one end of the balance, he can make a decisive choice, but now it is different from the past.

To love someone is to practice favoritism, to be cautious, to be indecisive.

On one side of the scale is Heitu.

It would be great if the other side wasn't Bai Che.

It would have been nice if it had been earlier.

Not at all, so entangled.

"What do you want me to do..."

"Fanyu, don't be afraid of anything, don't be afraid." Heitu grabbed his hand, rubbing the tip of his nose in his palm soothingly, he kissed him tenderly, looked at him affectionately, there was no grievance in his quiet eyes, only a heart full of love. Willingly.

He even laughed it off.

"You can't let go of that child. If you don't go, we won't have a good time."

Bai Yan seemed to be discouraged, his eyes suddenly became dazed, yes, no matter what step he took, he would not feel better.

Heitu can tolerate his dishonesty, but what about Bai Zheng?What about Bai Che?What about Master?What about those people who have praised him, used him and pampered him for 1000 years?Can you understand him?

It will definitely be possible, Bliss Gate, resentment is not allowed.

Only he will never be forgiven again.

Bai Yan smiled bitterly, in the end, he still had to sacrifice Heitu.

He slowly stroked Heitu's stretched eyebrows, tiptoed and touched his lips, "Fool, I'm not even worth it for you...Do you like me that much?"

Heitu smiled, too sweetly, "Fanyu, I love you."

"Am I worthy?"

Heitu didn't speak, but nodded firmly, and slowly hugged him tightly.

Everywhere in life knows what it is like, it should be like Feihong stepping on the mud.

The two snowmen holding hands will eventually be engulfed by the heavy snow together, and when the snow clears and the green hills fade away, they will eventually disappear together.Fortunately, they were born in the same quilt, died in the same coffin, depended on each other for the rest of their lives, and were so perfect that they were fearless.

Huanhai, an isolated island that lives and dies on its own.

There are two kinds of prisoners inside, the dead and the dying.

It's just that after the catastrophe, everyone has become the same kind of person, and I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse.

Bai Qian was stepping on piles of white bones, making creaking noises, the floating gourd was rarely silent, a mouse scurried past his feet, Bai Qian glanced at it, and stopped in his tracks.

"The lotus grows in the mud, and it cannot survive without some dirty water on its body."

Heitu responded lightly, and Bai Yan turned around, "Jae Mingzong, I've always wanted to ask you, how did you choose these five places?"

"dice."

"Throwing..." Bai Qian was speechless, "Is it so casual?"

"Hmm." Heitu lowered his eyes, "It's beyond my expectation that things have come to this point."

"You do not know?"

"Yes." Heitu patted his head and smiled faintly, "Put that heart in the Nanshan Spirit Pagoda to suppress tyranny. But I didn't expect that one day, you would steal it. "

"So you can speak clearly slowly, dumb." Bai Yan scratched his palm, "Then why did it get into my body?"

Heitu thought for a moment, then said solemnly: "Probably they have a connection with me."

There was no frivolity in his serious look, but Bai Yan suddenly blushed, kicked him hard, and said stiffly: "Didn't you covet Lao Tzu a long time ago? When you gave it to me 500 years ago , why don’t you agree with each other?”

Heitu smiled slightly, "At that time, I thought that what you wanted was my life."

"Huh? Now?"

Heitu suddenly wrapped his arms around him, put his chin on his shoulder, and whispered in his ear: "When I found you in Wangchuan River, I thought, from now on, Fanyu, I will never let you go again." I will go."

Bai Yan seemed to be struck by lightning, his whole body trembled numbly, his heart melted into his body, but he was still gripped to death by this man.He suddenly realized that this was definitely Heitu's conspiracy to sneak in, and he obviously succeeded.

"This is your trap, right? You did it on purpose!"

Heitu let him make trouble with a smile on his eyes, leaned over and kissed his slightly pursed lips, "If you say yes, then yes."

"You're full of sweet talk, I think you're just pretending to be honest!" Bai Yan wiped his mouth shyly, his gloomy face finally dispelled the gloom for the time being, Heitu looked at his beautiful smile, and put his arms around his waist, "Go Bar."

Bai sarcastically froze, but then raised the corners of his mouth even more exaggeratedly. He laughed dryly twice, climbed onto Hei Tu's shoulder, buried his head in the crook of his neck, "Carry me on your back."

"it is good."

The noisy Fanyu Shangxian was silent all the way, and Heitu felt a little damp, but that person was stubborn and good-looking, so he shook his head and pretended to turn a blind eye.

"right here."

"Huh?" Bai Qian jumped off Heitu's back. There were countless rotten and swollen corpses floating in the water along the endless coastline, but he had no intention of seeing these withered flesh. died.

"Dirty things, here?"

Even if he knew what it was, he was still used to calling it a dirty thing, and he hated things that Heitu disliked.

"Well, not far."

Bai Yan took a deep breath, trying to make himself look less nervous, he didn't even dare to look around, he was afraid of seeing Bai Zheng.

If they're not there, all is well, if they're...

If they were there, Bai Qian had to admit that he wasn't ready.

It is too cruel to force Heitu to accept what he hates deeply without complaint, and force him to be the self he hates deeply without complaint.

"Fanyu, you really came."

Bai Zheng's voice was like a huge hammer, knocking Bai Zheng into pieces, he stood there in a daze, not like a god.

It wasn't until someone took his cold hand and the warm voice of that person came into his mind that he came back to his senses.

"Fanyu, don't be afraid."

Bai Yan turned around in a daze, "Senior brother, where's Che'er?"

Bai Zheng stared at Heitu vigilantly, "What is he here for?"

Bai Qian rubbed his eyebrows and explained weakly: "Only he can save Che'er."

Bai Zheng pursed his thin lips tightly, retracted Shen Bi, "Follow me."

"Ah."

On the high ground of Huanhai, there is a brick building, where the guards of the exiles used to live.Later, the savage prisoners rebelled and killed them all. This relatively hotbed and soft place became the highest symbol of violence and power on the closed dead island.Soldiers from various countries threw the condemned prisoners and fled immediately.It is a mass grave for goodness and a sanctuary for evil. In Huanhai, all laws and regulations are not worth mentioning. Survival, and only survival, is the only rule.

Bai Qian also really figured out a truth in this place 100 years ago, if you are the only good person among a group of heinous people, then you are the only sinner.

Any class, any world, is divided into different classes.

"arrive."

The brick tower was empty, and Bai Che was lying on the clean bed, no matter how he looked at it, he was just asleep.

"How did he come here?"

"Who knows." There was a hint of worry on Bai Zheng's stern face, "I brought him back to the Bliss Gate from Fan Yue, but he slipped out by himself in a blink of an eye, and when I found him again, I saw him fainted the shore."

"Haven't woken up?"

"I haven't woken up."

"Don't tell Master yet."

"If I want to tell him, I still need to go all the way to find you?"

Bai Qian was too exhausted to argue with him, he went to the bed and sniffed Bai Che, but he didn't breathe.

He subconsciously looked at Heitu, and the last trace of luck disappeared the moment he met his gaze.

Happiness and reality are always tit for tat, beauty is fleeting.

"you…"

Heitu smiled, "Go out, I'll save him."

"Why do you want me to go out?" Bai Qian couldn't hold back any longer, a line of tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes, he stared at him, his voice was full of pleading, "Tutu, there must be a perfect solution, there must be another way, and then Think... let me think again..."

"The reason why Jue Mingzong is so powerful is because there is no other way." Heitu embraced him, kissed his eyelid comfortingly, "Fanyu, I'm fine, you go out and wait for me, okay? "

Bai Yan was crying so hard that he felt sorry for Heitu, his composure, his fulfillment, his tolerance, and his love for a useless self.

But he still gritted his teeth and pushed him away cruelly.

He asked himself, giving up Bai Che, no matter what, was absolutely impossible.

Bai Yan wiped his face carelessly, grabbed Bai Zheng, "Let's go."

Early death and early birth.

Bai Zheng picked up a fallen leaf on the ground, waved it, and it turned into a handkerchief.

He handed it to Bai Qian, "It's ugly to cry."

Bai Yan pouted and took it, "Not as ugly as you."

"You..." Bai Zheng sighed with a wry smile, "We've known each other for thousands of years, but I never thought that the first tear of Fan Yu Shangxian was for Jue Mingzong. Bai Yan, you also have a sincere heart."

Bai Yan covered his heart, and smiled, "My heart... belongs to him."

Bai Zheng glanced at him, "Have you thought about the price?"

"I thought about it."

"Can you afford it?"

Bai sneered, "As a person, I always enjoy myself in a timely manner. The price? As much as I can bear."

"Where is Master? Are you going to hide it from him?"

Bai Yan squatted down, smacked his lips, "I can't hide it, I can't hide it, let nature take its course."

"you…"

"Fan Yu!"

The two turned their heads together, and Bai Yan looked at the intact Heitu in surprise, smiled and threw himself on him, and was about to hug him, but saw that he was sweating profusely, with a serious expression on his face, and his heart was still hanging. Before landing, he was lifted back alive again.

"what happened?"

"That thing is attached to the seal in his body, and there is nothing I can do if I don't remove the seal."

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