Messenger of Bliss

Bai Yan didn't say a word all the way, his chest seemed to be tied with a heavy weight, which made him breathless.

Heitu was hiding from him, he was hiding from himself.

Heitu said that Xue Ji is a beauty, but why did she seem to see an old and haggard face when she came to kill her?Is that gray silver hair an illusion?

If not, am I ruining someone else's life again?

The Great Immortal of Bliss only wanted to escape from the cage, but he couldn't think of it. Those were just the two ends of the cage, and after that step, it was still a cage.

Cocooning yourself.

Heitu didn't go back to the inn, he walked a long way, but actually it wasn't too far for him.There was a fjord, through which a long river covered with broken, thin ice flowed silently.It was already dusk, and the bitter wind cut through their cheeks like a blade. Fortunately, they were not afraid of the cold.

Heitu put down his white hat, took off his cloak and put it on for him, and sat beside him, finally breaking the silence.

"I don't want to ask."

"I asked, will you tell me?"

"Probably not."

"Then where do you ask me to start?"

Looking at each other speechlessly, Bai Yan didn't bother to get angry with him, buried his head in his cloak, and said sullenly: "What are you doing here?"

Heitu looked into the distance, "The glacier is about to melt."

"Is it."

"Yeah." Heitu turned to look at him, "Fanyu, if I change back to the old Judgment Sect, will you care?"

Care, these two words again.

"You used to be pretty good." Bai Yan smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, and asked instead: "What if I? Change back to the former Fanyu, do you care?"

Heitu didn't answer him either, just said: "I just want you to be happy."

"Happy..." Bai Yan raised his head, looking up at the vast expanse of clouds and rosy clouds, his eyes filled with unspeakable confusion, he smiled wryly twice, not knowing whether he was asking or answering himself.

"Immortal Bliss, can you still be unhappy?"

"Why did you leave the Gate of Ultimate Bliss?"

Bai Yan squinted at him, and said with a light smile, "Is Jue Mingzong going to confide in me?"

"My heart is your heart."

Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed loudly. He lay down on the cold ground, his torso was completely frozen, and he was abnormally awake.

"After entering the Gate of Ultimate Bliss, happiness becomes a responsibility. I have nothing but happiness. If one day I am unhappy, it will be a disgrace to my mission." He turned over, put his elbows on the ground, and looked at the Heitu's back, "Jesus Mingzong, do you understand? I hate the Paradise of Paradise, I hate happiness, I hate happiness, and I hate happiness only."

"Understood." Heitu didn't turn his head, and answered crisply.

"Fanyu, I hate evil, I hate evil, I hate only evil."

"Really?" Bai Yan lay back again, with his hands behind his head, letting the strong wind howl in his ears, his lips moved in a murmur, but no sound came out.

"It turns out that we are two extremes and envy each other."

Bai Qian suddenly thought of something, raised his leg and kicked Heitu on the back, "Tutu, do you remember? How did I find you 500 years ago in an impoverished state?"

"Ah."

"Haha, will you still do it? I really want to listen to it again."

Seeing that he seemed to be taking out something from the lapel, Bai Bai was both surprised and happy, "You really have it?"

"Ah."

Bai Qian always felt that Heitu was like a treasure chest, as long as he wanted it, he would give it to him without any deceit and no conditions.

The pathetic Tao Xun sounded like weeping and complaining, but it was sad but not hurt.In such a vast, lonely world where there is only each other, the little bit of indistinct worry, along with the last ray of mottled setting sun, slowly and calmly hides in the sky and gradually disappears.

Bai Yan hummed involuntarily. He was endowed with extraordinary music and endowed with music, and could never forget it, but his tunes were high-sounding and few, and it was hard to find a bosom friend.Everything in the world is dull, most of the time, his life is more boring than anyone else.

Until he heard this Xun song.

During the 1000-year journey of immortality, the only time he stopped sincerely was when he heard the Xun song played by that man on his way to defeat that man.

He smiled at him, and he smiled at him, and he said coolly to spare his life, but he begged him to take his heart.

"Does it sound good?"

Bai Yan woke up from the memory, the lingering sound lingered, and he couldn't get rid of it. He didn't realize that Heitu had already stopped, let alone when he walked up to his side, staring at the gun in his hand in a daze. Tao Xun.

"It sounds better than it did 500 years ago, have you always carried it with you?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"If you hear it, it will come."

"You have been in the sea of ​​bitterness for 500 years, and I didn't come."

Heitu stood up, and gently pulled back his wind-blown hair, "You're here."

As gentle as a swaying snowflake, it is held in the hands carefully and melts willingly.

Bai Yan looked at him, Heitu was a ghost, and he was fascinated by the ghost.

He took his hand, slipped into his cloak, and he let that hand touch his heart, silent but hot.

"Fanyu. I just want you to be happy."

If I change back to the old Heitu, I will still love him.

At that moment, Bai Yan remembered what Heitu said.

He understood him.

You don't have to force yourself to examine good virtues, and you don't have to force yourself to brew shame. Even if you indulge in willfulness and harm nature, all the costs will be borne by me for you.

Long time, long time, long time.

What is good, what is evil, what is nectar, what is bitter fruit?

Bai Qian didn't want to save him, didn't want to lead him to become a fairy and ascend to bliss, he just wanted to drag him down or be dragged down by him, fall off the cliff, step into the abyss, without hesitation.

"Jade Mingzong, I live too dogmatically."

His voice was a little hoarse, he smiled brightly, took a step forward, opened his cloak, and wrapped Heitu into his arms.

"Is it cold?"

Heitu hugged his waist tightly, "It's not cold."

"Stupid wood." Bai Yan's chin tapped on his shoulder, "I don't want to ask anything anymore, go and see that kid."

"Ah."

Three shifts.

Ah Han had done heavy work for a day, and fell asleep again, Heitu's indifferent face showed a subtle expression, Bai Yan poked him with his elbow, and said in a low voice: "Is there anything incredible?"

When Heitu heard this, he even wrote the word "unbelievable" in his wide-open eyes, but it was fleeting.

He nodded, "Yeah."

Forgive him for not being able to explain, Bai Qian didn't go into it any further, just asked: "Then have you seen any clues?"

"Ah."

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,too-boring!Slightlyslightly..." Bai Qian stuck out his tongue at him, and flicked his sleeves, "Look for yourself, I'll go out and wait for you."

Bai Yan was about to leave, but was dragged back by Heitu, "There is someone."

"How can there be such a big night..."

A beam of faint light cast a circle of light on the dilapidated paper window, and after a while, the door was pushed open.

"Han... Ah Han..."

Nanny Zhou hurried to the bed, while trying to wake up Ah Han, she kept turning her head and looking outside the door, as if something imminent had happened.

"Hmm..." Ah Han opened his eyes in a daze, "Nurse? Am I dreaming..."

"It's not a dream!"

Mother Zhou didn't have time to explain, she picked him up, put down the lantern, and hurriedly put on clothes for him, although Ah Han was confused, she obediently put on his shoes, and said with a smirk, "Where are you going?

"Where are you going... Where are you going..." Nanny Zhou clenched her hands and stamped her feet anxiously, "Silly, run! Run as far as you can, no, no, find a place to hide first, it will be dawn tomorrow morning , I will try to get you out! Go!"

Ah Han blinked, "Nurse, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Are you sad?"

"Don't worry about it!" Nanny Zhou rubbed her eyes, hugged Ah Han, and patted him hard on the back, "Brother Han, listen to what Nanny says, okay?"

"Oh."

Nanny Zhou pinched his cheek with a smile, "Let's go."

"It's so late, Mother Zhou is not resting, where are you going?"

A gloomy voice came from outside the door, just like this night, soaked in bone-piercing cold.

Nanny Zhou took a deep breath, turned around, raised the corner of her mouth abruptly, "I've seen my father-in-law."

The eunuch waved his hand, "Excuse me, you haven't answered our house yet, why are you taking the child?"

Nanny Zhou gritted her teeth, "What is the father-in-law talking about, the child is not feeling well, the old slave came to see him."

"Mammy..."

Nanny Zhou glared at Ah Han, Ah Han shut up honestly, knelt on the ground with his head down, not daring to speak.

The eunuch laughed sharply, "If you are sick, you need a doctor, but there is no delay."

"We are such a lowly person, a bitch has his own life, don't bother you."

"Our family doesn't know whether your old life is cheap or not, but his life..." The father-in-law suddenly pointed at Ah Han, the smirk on his face was gone, "Nurse Zhou, speak more carefully, don't lose your head .”

Nanny Zhou gasped, and quickly kowtowed, "Father-in-law forgive me, this old slave knows his mistake, but I don't know what the father-in-law is looking for this child for?"

"What are you looking for him for? That's what I'm looking for him for." The eunuch rubbed his hands, "Okay, it's cold weather, and our family doesn't care about it. Empress Rende, when she learned that the child was seriously ill, Let our family pass on her decree, and take this child to Chang'an Palace to have a look."

Nanny Zhou subconsciously protected Ah Han behind her, "Why does the Empress care about Brother Han?"

"Presumptuous!" The eunuch strode forward and slapped Nanny Zhou on the face, "How can a dead slave ask about the empress's affairs? Slap!"

"Yes Yes…"

Nanny Zhou slapped herself loudly several times, and she couldn't stop if the eunuch didn't tell her to stop.Ah Han was stunned for a moment, his big eyes rolled down his face, and when he came to his senses, he hugged Nanny Zhou and cried, "Mommy, what are you doing! Why are you beating yourself?" Huh? Hit Ah Han, Ah Han won't make you angry anymore, hit me, hit me!"

Nanny Zhou just focused on beating. Seeing this, Ah Han climbed to the eunuch's feet and kowtowed three times, "Grandpa, I didn't slack off in my work, and Nanny Zhou didn't slack off either. Don't hit her, hit me. Hit me!"

The eunuch saw that he was not crying ugly, frowned impatiently, and beckoned behind him. Several guards ran over, gagged Ah Han, and dragged him away.The eunuch smiled contemptuously, brushed off the trouser legs that Ah Han had grabbed, and spat at Nanny Zhou, "Keep beating, our family will be leaving now."

Everyone is gone, the cold palace is still the same cold palace, there is no room for people, let alone dignity.

Nanny Zhou vomited a big puddle of blood with a "wow". She was stunned for a while, then crawled to the door with difficulty, powerless and helpless.She wanted to ask the sky, but it was covered by dense dark clouds, they blocked the moon, and the sun probably wouldn't come out tomorrow.

In the end, the hand that was raised high, as if calling for something, still fell with the lax consciousness.