Seemingly bright but not dark

Sitting on the bed, Zhao Miao not only put on Gu Sheng's sweater, but was also wrapped tightly in a quilt.

Gu Sheng brought in the freshly cooked millet porridge, put it on the bedside table, and looked up at Zhao Miao, "It's a little hot, I'll drink it later."

Zhao Miao threw himself into Gu Sheng's arms, "I miss Teacher so much, but I can't come to see you."

Because I want to be outstanding, I can't waste time coming to Gu Sheng's house. It's not long before the college entrance examination, so I can't do that.But I couldn't help it, so I ran over secretly, leaving two snowmen on purpose, and wanted to tell Gu Sheng: He was here.

Gu Sheng gently rubbed Zhao Miao's hair, "Do you know my aversion to teacher-student relationship?"

"I know, but I don't regard you as a teacher at all, and I hope you don't regard me as a student." At first, Zhao Miao felt that Gu Sheng was not the image of a teacher in his mind, so he didn't regard Gu Sheng as a teacher at all.Later, because she fell in love with Gu Sheng, she didn't even consider him a teacher.The reason why it is called a teacher is because of necessity and habit.It is impossible for Zhao Miao to call Gu Sheng by his name in front of everyone, because he is used to it, so he also calls it that in private, but Zhao Miao never regards Gu Sheng as a teacher.

Gu Sheng hates the relationship between teachers and students, Zhao Miao had guessed it a long time ago.It's just that Zhao Miao felt that this was not a big deal, he didn't belong to Gu Sheng's class, and he came here because he was repeating his studies.The two get along more like friends, and Zhao Miao also takes it for granted that they are not a teacher-student relationship.

Gu Sheng smiled, "Do you know why I hate teacher-student romance?"

Here's a story that's even more reluctant to advance:

Gu Sheng's father, Gu Min, is also an English teacher, and he and Wang Hui are both college classmates and colleagues.Gu Min is gentle and handsome. He married his college classmate Yang Ni when he just graduated from university and gave birth to a little boy, Gu Sheng.

The family is happy and harmonious, and Gu Min is also very good at teaching. Many students in the class are admitted to good universities. It can be said that the double harvest of career and love is already perfect.

But when Gu Sheng was seven years old, all the good things were broken.There was a girl in Gu Min's class who boldly confessed to him, but Gu Min naturally refused and asked that girl to study hard and stop thinking about such things.

One night, the girl came to Gu Min's house directly, just as Yang Ni went back to her hometown to visit her grandmother.That was the first time Gu Sheng saw Gu Min beating someone. During the dispute, Gu Min slapped the girl.The girl covered her face and ran out. Gu Sheng was frightened and kept crying.Gu Min hugged and coaxed Gu Sheng for a long time, and he didn't sleep all night. It wasn't until dawn that Gu Sheng fell asleep.

But something happened suddenly, and the police came to the door, saying that Gu Min was suspected of rape|rape, and asked to cooperate with the investigation.The neighbors around saw the police coming, stood at the door to watch, and heard some things that had not yet been certified.Once spread to ten, ten to hundreds, almost everyone in N town knew about Gu Minqiang|rape.

It turned out that something happened to the girl after she ran out last night, and when she was found disheveled the next day, she roughly guessed what happened.After the girl woke up, she directly said that it was Gu Min who raped her. This was clearly a frame-up, but Gu Min could not find any evidence to prove his innocence.

In Town N more than ten years ago, not to mention surveillance cameras, there were not even a few street lights. Walking at night depended on people holding flashlights.At that time, the medical conditions were not well developed, and the hospital could not find out that the things in the girl's body were consistent with Gu Min through tests.

Because there is no evidence, the police can only listen to the victim's testimony and judge Gu Min as a suspect.

There were more gossips, and many people looked at the Gu family differently.Yang Ni couldn't take it anymore, so she divorced Gu Min and left N Town.

Gu Min committed suicide the day after he divorced Yang Ni. Gu Sheng watched his father drink paraquat into his mouth and slowly fell to the ground.Gu Min's eyes widened, staring at Gu Sheng.The family is broken up, only grandma is still there.But Gu Sheng saw his grandma holding the bottle of paraquat in a daze with his own eyes. If it wasn't for Gu Sheng, grandma might have left long ago.

Gu Min died to show his ambition, but the gossip and gossip in the town did not dissipate because of this, on the contrary, it intensified, and there were all kinds of ugly nonsense.

Gu Sheng has been subjected to campus violence since he was eight years old. When he was in elementary school, he was always called the son of a rapist. His notebooks and books often disappeared; when he was in junior high school, he was often charged protection money, otherwise he would be beaten. ; Later, grandma also passed away.

A group of women with big mouths were discussing Gu Min's matter again, and the words were too harsh, and grandma got angry with them for a while, so she quarreled with them.Because of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, grandma went to the hospital and never came out again.

Gu Sheng suddenly became an orphan, and his personality changed drastically.Before, he was so cowardly that it was unbelievable that the teachers felt that Gu Sheng was too pitiful.Try to watch those bad students and prevent them from bullying Gu Sheng.

From the day his grandma passed away, Gu Sheng seemed to be a different person.Once, an annoying deskmate mentioned Gu Sheng's father, and that deskmate was beaten to death.In the future, Gu Sheng will go further and further down the bad road, and Wang Hui can only persuade him to study hard, not private matters.

Zhao Miao was shocked when he heard all this.Wang Hui often told him that Gu Sheng was very similar to him, they were both pitiful.But Zhao Miao felt that he was nothing at all. Gu Sheng obviously had such a good family, but he became like this.No matter how hurt the girl was, afterward pushing another person into the endless abyss, people couldn't feel sympathy for her.

"So I really hate the teacher-student relationship, and I really hate girls." After his father passed away, Gu Sheng developed a fear and aversion to girls. When he was studying, he usually sat with boys and tried to avoid contact with girls.

Zhou Caixiao is really an exception. She is a warm and cheerful girl, but she is not feminine at all, and sometimes she is more masculine than boys.At the beginning, Gu Sheng avoided talking too much with Zhou Caixiao, but when Zhou Caixiao found out that Gu Sheng seemed to be suffering from depression, things changed.Zhou Caixiao would often take Gu Sheng to see a doctor with her professional teacher, and the two of them came and went and gradually became acquainted.

Gu Sheng deliberately took a science class, mainly because there were few girls, and he found it troublesome.Because of his father's lesson, Gu Sheng refused people in front of many people.He will not consider the other party's self-esteem, interests are paramount, and he will not have the slightest consideration for the students, otherwise he will be the one who will be harmed. This is Gu Sheng's principle.

Zhao Miao raised his head and kissed Gu Sheng, his lips were still trembling, but he couldn't control his behavior.I wanted to rely on Gu Sheng before, but now I want to protect him even more.