Seemingly bright but not dark

After school, everyone slowly left, and when it was almost eleven o'clock, only Zhao Miao and Zhao Jiayu were left.

Zhao Miao was trying to solve a physics problem when suddenly a person stood beside him.Zhao Miao looked up, then lowered his head and continued to write and draw on the draft paper, "What's the matter?"

"This... These are the English notes I compiled during the National Day. As Teacher Gu said, there are actually many routines in English. I hope it can help you." Zhao Jiayu put the notebook in Zhao Jiayu's hand. After Miao got on the table, he ran away immediately, leaving only Zhao Miao with a dazed look on his face.

Zhao Miao flipped through the notes, no wonder Gu Sheng always disliked his writing, it turned out that he saw it was so good.Is Zhao Jiayu planning to show his affection?Zhao Miao was very hesitant, wondering whether he should accept this notebook or not.Although there is no resentment towards Zhao Jiayu anymore, it doesn't seem to mean that they can reconcile.

No matter how late it was, Zhao Miao still had to go to Gu Sheng's house, or in other words, to sleep at his house.So when Gu Sheng just opened the car door and was about to go home, a little brat jumped into the passenger seat.

"The brat is quite self-conscious?" Gu Sheng smiled and drove home.

After the two of them took a shower, Zhao Miao continued to work on his questions in the study, while Gu Sheng wrote translation materials on the side.Gu Sheng's fingers were slender, and he typed very fast. He looked very powerful and pleasing to the eye.

Zhao Miao just listened to the crackling sound of the keyboard and completed his task for the day, but it seems that Gu Sheng's task has not been completed yet.Zhao Miao supported his head and looked at Gu Sheng, "How did the teacher learn English before? Do you have any notes?"

"If I didn't throw it away, it should be in the box in the farthest corner. You're quite a smart boy, have you learned from the experience and lessons of your predecessors?" Gu Sheng joked.

If Zhao Jiayu hadn't given him the notes, Zhao Miao would never have thought that this could be done.This person who can speak six languages ​​may have hidden some great treasures, otherwise why did he learn so well, so Zhao Miao thought about trying to see if he could get some information.

Zhao Miao went to look through it, and found two thick English notebooks in the far corner.To Zhao Miao's surprise, there was blood on the back of one of the books.This made Zhao Miao immediately think of the scar on Gu Sheng's wrist, indicating that the suicide should have occurred in high school.

Gu Sheng glanced at Zhao Miao, but he didn't expect to be found out.

"Why is it so thick?" Zhao Miao walked up to Gu Sheng and tried his best to hold on, even though his heart was already turbulent.

"Because I still had to be a tutor at the time, I even took notes from elementary school and junior high school. It has been several years since I graduated from the college entrance examination, and I don't know how much the college entrance examination will change. If you don't mind it, just read it. There are also problem-solving skills for various types of questions and sample questions. But this is not the most important thing, it still depends on the usual accumulation. It is very useful to practice listening more and memorize a few more words and phrases, you know?" Gu Sheng asked.

Zhao Miao nodded, he knew that taking notes could only save two steps, and he really had to rely on himself.It's just that I really like Gu Sheng so much that I want to collect his things.

It was still the same, Gu Sheng slept in the study, and Zhao Miao slept in the bedroom.

Just as Gu Sheng lay down, the door opened again, and Zhao Miao jumped onto the bed, "I have a few questions I want to ask you, and I'll go back to my bedroom to sleep later."

Gu Sheng nodded.

"Are you really gay?" Although Zhao Miao couldn't figure out how men fall in love with each other, he cared about everything about Gu Sheng, so he wanted to know more.

Gu Sheng nodded, since that day, he didn't want to deny his sexual orientation in front of Zhao Miao, it doesn't matter anyway.

Zhao Miao's heart seemed to slow down a beat, he collected himself and continued to ask, "Is what you said that day true?"

"What about the real thing? What about the fake one?" Gu Sheng asked back.

"Although it's only been two months, I still don't think you would do that. Your strong self-esteem may not allow you to do such a thing, let alone the reason is too far-fetched." Although Gu Sheng usually had a hippie smile on his face , but more face-saving and serious than anyone else.Gu Sheng would be terrified when he got angry, Zhao Miao estimated this based on his two months of experience.

Gu Sheng sneered, "What's the use of having strong self-esteem? Your mother still knows how to give you some living expenses every month, but I'm like an orphan. There are so many places to spend money during college, I can't bother Wang Hui Bar?"

If he hadn't talked to Zhou Caixiao, Zhao Miao would really have believed Gu Sheng's nonsense.It's just that this afternoon, Zhao Miao sent a message to Zhou Caixiao to find out about Gu Sheng's situation in college.

I did have a boyfriend, but it wasn't a patriarchal relationship. It was a normal relationship, but they broke up later.When Gu Sheng was in college, he received various scholarships every year, went out to work and study, and tutored several children in English.The money is enough for him to live on, and he doesn't need to use any inappropriate means to get the money.

It's just that Zhao Miao didn't understand why Gu Sheng lied to him, or was it just a joke.Maybe I want to test it out, there must be a reason, Zhao Miao really wants to know.

"Obviously you can hide all this, why did you tell me?" If anyone could say these things that would tarnish his reputation from Gu Sheng, then Zhao Miao probably didn't know these things from Gu Sheng.Zhou Caixiao also said that if it weren't for the good relationship between him and Gu Sheng, she would never have said these things.

"I just want to know what it's like for someone you trust so much to be miserable. Zhao Miao, I'm not as good as you think, don't just trust me. I don't even trust myself!" Otherwise, there would be no wrist cutting For this kind of thing, because he was accompanied by his grandma, Gu Sheng was not considered lonely, and could endure all that.It's just that grandma left too, so Gu Sheng couldn't stand it anymore, including beating people in class and committing suicide.Just feeling too tired, Gu Sheng looked at the two posthumous photos on the wall and wanted to find a way to relieve himself, so he picked up the fruit knife on the table.I just didn't expect Wang Hui to make a sudden home visit and stop everything.

Don't blame others for their mistakes, this is what Wang Hui entrusted to Gu Sheng.But he used this principle to an extreme, because it was not his own fault, so every time Gu Sheng beat someone, he would be ruthless, in a way that wouldn't give someone a chance to survive.From then on, no one in the class dared to say that he was half wrong with Gu Sheng, and even the street gangsters did not dare to provoke him.What's more, Gu Sheng didn't intend to beat up the little bastards, and they didn't provoke each other, so everyone was happy.

Zhao Miao hugged Gu Sheng, "Don't try like this, I don't care what you look like. No matter what your orientation is, it won't affect our relationship, and those things before, whether true or not, are all in the past .You are fine now, don't think about the past. I am a jerk myself, why test me?"

Gu Sheng pulled Zhao Miao away, "That's different!"

Zhao Miao was just fighting, nothing serious at all.

"That's the same thing. If you are really tempting, then let me tell you, I don't care. No matter what kind of you you are, you are the best in my eyes." Maybe I was very unconvinced at first, but slowly I accepted it, Zhao Miao liked to get along with Gu Sheng very much, it was very happy.