Seemingly bright but not dark

When Gu Sheng got up and was about to wake Zhao Miao up, he found that the child was already up to read a book.Unexpectedly, he was quite self-controlled. Gu Sheng thought that Zhao Miao just wanted to play.

Because I somehow wanted Zhao Miao to be with me, at least with Zhao Miao, the food would be better, so I brought him here.By the way, you can supervise and let Zhao Miao study hard, so you don't have to worry about it now.

Gu Sheng gently closed the door and went into the kitchen to make breakfast.There was nothing delicious in the refrigerator, so Gu Sheng could only get some bread and milk, and then asked Zhao Miao to have breakfast.

Even though it was just a simple breakfast, Zhao Miao could eat it deliciously. Gu Sheng really liked watching Zhao Miao eat.

"I have something to do today, so I study hard at home alone. In order to prevent you from eating junk food, I will order takeaway for you. Maybe I can go home at night, so it's okay to be alone?" Gu Sheng was quite worried, Zhao Miao was the first The first time I came to City C, I was not familiar with the place.It's okay to stay at home all the time, but I'm afraid that Zhao Miao won't be able to stay idle and wants to run outside.

"You still treat me like a child? Do whatever you want to do. I'll just do my homework at home, and my phone number is saved on your phone. I promise I won't go out." Assigning so many homework makes me tired died.After finishing the previous words, Zhao Miao muttered again in a low voice.Just now I was dizzy from memorizing words, Zhao Miao has no mood to go out today.

Gu Sheng laughed, "You're so cute!"

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What Zhao Miao didn't expect was that Gu Sheng was not only busy all day, but every day, he almost left early and returned late, and he couldn't see anyone during the day.Zhao Miao finished his homework a long time ago, so he had to use reviewing to pass the time.Five days have passed since the good eleventh holiday, and Zhao Miao thinks it might be more worthwhile to go to Sanya with Han Youliang.

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and Gu Sheng hadn't come back yet.Zhao Miao had no choice but to take a shower first. Halfway through the shower, a person suddenly rushed into the bathroom, throwing up while holding the toilet.

Gu Sheng got up after vomiting, and stood in front of the sink to rinse his mouth.After turning off the water, Gu Sheng turned around, looked at Zhao Miao and laughed, "The kid is in good shape!"

"Of course!" Zhao Miao is most satisfied with his figure, with abdominal and chest muscles, everything he should have.

But just as Gu Sheng finished speaking, Gu Sheng turned around and vomited again.

Zhao Miao, "..."

Although very dissatisfied, Zhao Miao endured it, thinking that Gu Sheng was just drunk.Zhao Miao washed his body clean, wrapped it in a bath towel, and then helped Gu Sheng up.

After helping Gu Sheng up, Zhao Miao went out to get a glass of water for Gu Sheng to rinse his mouth.

"Why do you drink so much again?" Although Gu Sheng is really good, he has too many bad habits.Zhao Miao didn't like Gu Sheng's smoking and drinking very much, it was very harmful to his body.Gu Sheng is not only a smoker, Zhao Miao also found out that he was drinking heavily recently.

"The contract was settled today, so I drank some wine with you." Gu Sheng leaned on Zhao Miao's shoulder, drowsy.The reason Gu Sheng gave was very far-fetched. These days, he only came back drunk every day, so there is no way to talk about the contract every day.

"Aren't you going to find some excuse to come back?" Zhao Miao had no choice but to help Gu Sheng to lie on the bed.Zhao Miao went to the bathroom to wet the handkerchief, and then came back to wipe Gu Sheng's face.After wiping his face, Zhao Miao didn't know what to do.If you don't wipe your body clean, you won't be able to sleep well.only......

Zhao Miao said in Gu Sheng's ear, "I didn't sneak a peek at you on purpose, but I had to. You've already seen me just now, so it's even."

Gu Sheng didn't respond and had already fallen asleep.

Zhao Miao carefully unbuttoned Gu Sheng's shirt until only a pair of underwear remained.Work hard without complaint, helping Gu Sheng clean his body like a hardworking little wife.

After finishing, Zhao Miao also broke out in a sweat.He wanted to go to the bathroom to take a shower again, but before he could turn around, he was pulled down on the bed by Gu Sheng.

The two were so close, even though they often stuck together before, there was at least one piece of clothing between them.Now, Gu Sheng only had a pair of underwear, while Zhao Miao was still wrapped in a bath towel, so he didn't have time to change into his pajamas.The two were close together, Zhao Miao didn't know what this feeling was, but suddenly thought of Gu Sheng's joke that day.He is obviously a straight man, why does his face get hot?

Gu Sheng lay on Zhao Miao's body, "It's great, it won't hurt anymore."

"Gu Sheng...are you asleep?" Zhao Miao called out several times, but Gu Sheng didn't respond.Near the heart, Zhao Miao could feel Gu Sheng's breath, a little itchy.

Zhao Miao got up and looked at the sleeping Gu Sheng.The facial features can be said to be impeccable, Zhao Miao rarely saw such a delicate face.In other classes, there were even bold girls who confessed to Gu Sheng, but those love letters and gifts were all thrown in the trash can.Moreover, Gu Sheng seemed very bored, and when he happened to be in a bad mood, he would scold the students badly.

[Parents didn’t send you here to fall in love, if you want to fall in love, just drop out of school. ]

These are Gu Sheng's original words, Zhao Miao has rarely seen him so impatient with one thing.But it seems that he really hates students falling in love. At the beginning of school, Gu Sheng said that no one is allowed to fall in love, and that it's over if he finds out.In fact, Gu Sheng didn't hold on too tightly. Anyone who was Liu Qingyuan and Xiao Ruhua could tell that they were having an affair, but Gu Sheng didn't say a word.I just occasionally mention a sentence or two in the class, telling everyone not to do something that delays study during the critical period of the third year of high school.

Zhao Miao guessed that what Gu Sheng hated was the teacher-student relationship!In fact, such a thing happened in the school. A new young teacher fell in love with the students in the class. There was a big disturbance, and the school took great efforts to suppress the news.The teacher was fired. I thought it was true love, but in the end the two broke up and were not happy.In Gu Sheng's words, falling in love with a person who hasn't fully formed the three views is an idiot's behavior. Either you deceive him, or he deceives you.Anyway, there are very few people who come to the end, and most of them die without a problem.

These are all Han Youliang told Zhao Miao, because he was too far away, Zhao Miao also went in his left ear and out of his right ear, so he didn't pay much attention.

When Zhao Miao covered Gu Sheng with the quilt, he caught a glimpse of the scar on Gu Sheng's left wrist, which was a sign of suicide.

Psychological torment is much more painful than physical torment, so many people choose to self-mutilate to relieve their psychological pain.Zhao Miao guessed, what kind of reason caused Gu Sheng to hurt his body like this?Why do painful things happen to Gu Sheng, who is obviously so cheerful, but is haunted by depression.Because he couldn't breathe, he chose to end his life.