Seemingly bright but not dark

After evening self-study, Zhao Jiayu was walking by the side of the road.When he realized that someone was following him, he ran into the alley without looking back, turning around in an attempt to avoid the stalker.

In a corner, Zhao Jiayu found two people standing there, and the faint light allowed him to see their faces clearly.

"Let's go back!" Zhao Miao didn't want to do anything to Zhao Jiayu, this person was still Gu Sheng's darling, if he went too far, it wouldn't end well.

"Look at him, then at you, and leave like that?" Han Youliang asked.

Zhao Miao was leaning against the corner, what was he doing when other people's family of three was having fun?Fighting for a little money, can only eat instant noodles or other junk food.In these years, people are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts, but others seem to be very happy, and that happiness is stolen from themselves.

"That's your classmate for three years, do you really want to help me?" Zhao Miao laughed.

"You are still my neighbor for more than ten years! Is there any need to compare? Besides, can someone like me talk to him?" Han Youliang asked back.

Zhao Jiayu held his head, wondering if he should bear this.He didn't want to be born in this world, he didn't want to be the son of Zhao Yunfeng and Yang Li, he just wanted to die.

When Zhao Miao and Han Youliang came out of the alley with their schoolbags on their backs, Gu Sheng was standing under the street lamp smoking a cigarette.Seeing Zhao Miao come out, Gu Sheng smiled and said, "Is that Zhao Jiayu inside?"

"...Yes." Zhao Miao admitted.

Gu Sheng sneered, "Isn't it really cool?"

"..."

"Speak!" Gu Sheng raised his voice again, his face full of anger.

Zhao Miao didn't say anything, just hit him, and he won't regret what he did.

"Yesterday I said that I would listen to me carefully, so I will do it today. Zhao Miao, I am so disappointed in you." Gu Sheng entered the alley, carried Zhao Jiayu out, and took a taxi to the hospital.

Gu Sheng usually doesn't take this route, he just passes by here when he is sending Zhou Caixiao home.Hearing the movement, he didn't want to meddle in other business, but just happened to be Zhao Jiayu's parents called, hung up the phone and turned his head to take a look, Zhao Miao just came out with his fists shaking.

Maybe he was really disappointed, Gu Sheng didn't care about Zhao Miao anymore.No matter what Zhao Miao did, Gu Sheng didn't say a word, even when Zhao Miao was sleeping, Gu Sheng didn't call him.

Zhao Jiayu stayed in the hospital for two days before returning, and on the way home from school, Zhao Jiayu had a partner, Du Bowen.In fact, the two walked the same way, but Du Bowen's family used to drive to pick them up. Recently, for some reason, they started to walk, so the two went to school and went home together.This was discussed quietly with Du Bowen by Gu Sheng, wanting him to protect Zhao Jiayu.

During the self-study class on Sunday night, it was not Gu Sheng who walked in but Zhou Caixiao. "Your class teacher has something to do this week, so I usurped power. I am this week's class teacher. There is a small English test tonight. After the test, I will review it by myself. You know, look at the countdown on the blackboard, seriously a little."

"understood!"

Zhou Caixiao and Gu Sheng had similar habits. After the test papers were handed out, they sat down at the end to read the test papers.Han Youliang originally wanted to copy it, but he really didn't want to do it tonight, but Zhou Caixiao was here, so he had no choice but to give up.

Zhao Miao was not in the mood to do the questions either, and the two of them hadn't talked since that night.Zhao Miao is also a person who refuses to admit defeat, he doesn't think there is anything wrong with him.But Gu Sheng ignored him, which made Zhao Miao very uncomfortable, and even regretted hitting Zhao Jiayu a little bit.

With only half an hour left until the end of the exam, Zhao Miao did two multiple-choice questions, and he couldn't do it anymore.

"Come out with me." Zhou Caixiao knocked on Zhao Miao's desk. She and Gu Sheng are college alumni and have a very good relationship.However, Zhou Caixiao came here to teach only as a hobby, and she followed Gu Sheng when she heard Gu Sheng said that she would be a teacher for a while.

Although the teaching is physics, the class is quite humorous, even more interesting than Gu Sheng's class.

Zhao Miao followed, and the two of them reached the corridor beside them.

"Teacher Gu is a temperless person. If you want to be the same as before, please apologize to Zhao Jiayu. There is no moral intention to kidnap you, but Zhao Jiayu doesn't necessarily want to be born in that family. School violence, because of a bit of depression, so Gu Sheng didn't want him to be hurt. I don't know much about your affairs at the moment, but violence can't solve the problem." Zhou Caixiao said.

"But......"

"Are you jealous that Zhao Jiayu has parents' love?" Zhou Caixiao asked.

Zhao Miao lowered his head, really jealous.

"But I can tell you clearly that Zhao Jiayu's parents don't love him too much. Gu Sheng always complains to me about those parents who treat their children as learning machines. How are you doing? Grades are indeed important, but grades are not the only thing. Zhao Jiayu’s parents have not noticed that their son is sick until now, they only know to ask if their son can go to Tsinghua University and Peking University. Don't." Zhou Caixiao whispered in Zhao Miao's ear, "Gu Sheng used to suffer from severe depression and almost committed suicide. He was very angry and didn't want his student to be depressed every day and hopeless for the world. ;The other one became the last straw that broke the camel's back, what if Zhao Jiayu really died as you wished?"

Zhou Caixiao felt that she talked too much, but there were some things that should be said, otherwise it would be hard to make sense, and she also believed in Zhao Miao's character.

After school, Zhao Miao stayed in the classroom until Zhao Jiayu and Du Bowen were about to leave before he packed his schoolbags and followed them out.

Both of them realized that someone was following them, so they stopped. Du Bowen looked at Zhao Miao and said with a smile, "It's not good to overdo some things. Do you think you can really cover the sky with one hand?"

"This is between me and him, does it have anything to do with you?" Zhao Miao sneered and glanced at Zhao Jiayu.

Zhao Jiayu lowered his head and hid behind Du Bowen.

"Teacher Gu asked me to protect him, so I must protect him well. Zhao Miao, some people are suffering enough in this world, why make others suffer?" Du Bowen asked.

"So I deserve what I deserve. What others suffer is suffering, and I deserve what I deserve?" Zhao Miao asked back.

"..."

"Again, this is between me and him, please step aside." Zhao Miao said again.

Du Bowen was still standing where he was, and several people were deadlocked for a long time.Zhao Jiayu stood up, "Squad leader, you go first!"

"Do you think it's possible?" Du Bowen wanted to pull Zhao Jiayu behind him, but he didn't.Sighing, "I'll be waiting for you not far away, if I don't wait for you in 5 minutes, I'll come over."

Zhao Jiayu nodded, and he said after Du Bowen left, "I'm sorry..."

"sorry......"

Zhao Jiayu was surprised, with an expression of disbelief.

"This is the first time and the only time I apologize. I was a stranger before, and I will be the same in the future. I admit that I made a mistake this time, and I will not make this mistake again. I'm sorry." Zhao Miao said.

"I'm sorry, I hurt you because of something that shouldn't have happened. Teacher Gu told me that I didn't blame you that day." Zhao Jiayu said with a blushing face.

Hearing Gu Sheng, Zhao Miao smiled.I kind of miss that bastard who doesn't count. He clearly agreed to be responsible for his meals for the entire senior year of high school.

"Goodbye." Zhao Miao ran towards Gu Sheng's house.