it's sunny with you

After realizing it, it turned out that Shen Haoyi would hug him suddenly, and Xiao Leqing felt the palm on the back of his head pressing down, making him feel so stuffy in Shen Haoyi's arms that he had difficulty breathing.With difficulty, she raised her head to get rid of that hand, raised her head to curse murder, and looked at his focused and affectionate eyes, and the tight corners of her mouth.Instantly forgetting the emotions just now, he grinned, "What does it matter, Jiang Xing is the one who sent me the Xiaobai."

It was rare to hold her intimately, and Shen Haoyi was reluctant to let go, "Le Qing, can I hug you for a while?" After entering the door, when Shen Haoyi put Jiang Xing down and returned to the living room, his eyes inadvertently glanced at the black and white couple bowls on the coffee table.Ever since Yue Qing knew Wan was a pair and lost her temper, she never used them again.For a while, Shen Haoyi thought that Le Qing was trying to avoid using these two bowls, so they didn't eat pasta for dinner.

I'm a little puzzled, when did he start being so polite.Shen Haoyi's expression of hope was reflected in his deep eyes, and Xiao Leqing felt that it seemed inhumane to refuse rashly. "If you don't feel tired, you can do whatever you want, anyway, I won't lose a piece of meat." Xiao Leqing was a little tired without having to look up at Shen Haoyi's face at such a close distance.He simply lowered his head and put his face on Shen Haoyi's shoulder, then closed his sore eyes, and the sore neck felt a little better.

When eyes were plunged into darkness and unable to see, Xiao Leqing found that her ears became sensitive to the surrounding sounds and environment.Calm down, I can feel the steady heartbeat in my chest, once, twice, three times... I feel at ease when I listen to it.

Unconsciously, Xiao Leqing raised the arm hanging by her side, and slowly hugged Shen Haoyi's waist tightly.I just felt that when the arms were wrapped around his waist, it was like a wordless response, and I immediately felt Shen Haoyi's arms hugging his waist tightened.

Even though the coat and cashmere sweater were on, he could vaguely feel the warmth slowly seeping through Shen Haoyi's body.Shen Haoyi seemed to put his head on his right shoulder, and he could feel his breath gently tickling his neck.Xiao Leqing smiled. I don't know when Shen Haoyi's existence has become an indispensable person around him.So when he suddenly became indifferent, his reaction would be so big.

His mind fell into deep thought again. Although Shen Haoyi had only seen the photo of his predecessor once, the shock was still impressive.At that time, if the disparity between her and that personality was not too far, Xiao Leqing almost thought that the one in the photo was her.

On the other hand, the reason why I and Shen Haoyi have no possibility of intersecting work or life.To be so acquainted with each other now, ah, bah, the acquaintance of the bullshit, it should be said to be familiar, and it is inseparable from the fact that Shen Haoyi took the initiative to find him.Thinking back now, Xiao Leqing feels that she was too nervous. Even if Shen Haoyi has amazing self-control, a person who almost hurt him twice, he can say that he doesn't mind and doesn't mind. It's too unreasonable to not even leave a psychological shadow behind. .

Xiao Leqing suddenly discovered that until now, even if Shen Haoyi had confessed, what he cared most about was not the same-sex confession and secular pressure, but the issue of whether Shen Haoyi regarded him as that and did it.Thinking of this, Xiao Leqing was a little nervous. Could it be that she really didn't like him?

I had imagined before that even if Shen Haoyi liked him, he wouldn't be together, after all, he was too similar to that one.For example, when Mengxuan and Shen Haoyu saw him for the first time, they were convinced that he was that person.Living with Shen Haoyi like this every day, he will inevitably think of his ex when he touches his emotions, and that would be a tragedy.Xiao Leqing also didn't want to experience being treated hot and cold again.

Life is not always without friends who drift away.It's just that Shen Haoyi is special, so he cares so much.It's better to end it early.Xiao Leqing slowly let go of Shen Haoyi's waist, and slowly returned to her side.He struggled to open his eyes and raise his head from his shoulders.Soon, Shen Haoyi's arm loosened.

"Le Qing." Shen Haoyi called out, but the person who turned and walked away did not respond.I could only follow him silently, not daring to do anything else.I don't quite understand why Yueqing was fine just now and didn't reject getting close at all, why she suddenly became depressed and ignored him.

Even without turning her head, Xiao Leqing knew from the sound of footsteps that Shen Haoyi was following, and felt that the sofa next to her sank and Shen Haoyi sat down.Xiao Leqing avoided eye contact, so he looked down at the handmade carpet under his feet. "Hao Yi, um, you should change someone you like. It's not okay for me to look like this. Besides, I'm better looking than me, and I have a better personality than me. I guess it's all over the street. It's not that cool people like you are popular now. Is it your type? Plus you have such an outstanding appearance that it is not difficult to chase others."

Shen Haoyi tried his best to be patient, if Le Qing just said she was straight or didn't like him and refused.Even if he didn't do a good job of psychological preparation, he might be able to retreat.Just now, I thought He Yueqing had some hope, but now the hope is inexplicably shattered.What does this have to do with looks?Does Le Qing think that he judges people by their appearance as long as they are more refined?

What's the use of being good-looking?Anyway, as time goes by, you will grow old.Le Qing has been single for so long, don't you understand?Love is such a thing, it is not easy to meet someone who likes wholeheartedly and desperately wants to be together for a lifetime, how can it be as easy as buying a mobile phone or a computer?Shen Haoyi suppressed the restlessness in his heart. "Why?"

Xiao Leqing was not calm anymore.Shen Haoyi actually asked why, his hint was obvious enough.Looks, looks, up to 90.00% eight looks.Damn, Shen Haoyi must make him complain that he looks so similar to that one, let's avoid seeing me think of him after we are together, and then getting entangled in hot and cold, why don't we break it as soon as possible to save trouble in the future? ?If Xiao Leqing had to say these hypocritical things clearly, even if Shen Haoyi wanted to hear it, he wouldn't want to say it at all, okay?

Shen Haoyi looked at Le Qing who bowed her head silently and never looked at him, and remembered that it hadn't been long before she confessed.Just now, I saw Le Qing taking care of Jiang Xing closely and patiently, and I forgot to give Le Qing time to think about it.After all, the decision could change his life forever. "Leqing, think about it. Tomorrow at 06:30 is the time you usually get home from get off work. I'll wait for your answer. No matter what you decide, I respect you."

Xiao Leqing never raised her head to look at him. Finally, the footsteps in the living room gradually faded away until the sound of the door closing was vaguely heard and disappeared.Xiao Leqing sighed and lay down on the sofa exhausted.Shen Haoyi really didn't expect that what he meant by appearance meant that he looked like that, or did Shen Haoyi pretend that he couldn't hear it, did he have to say it so clearly?He also said that he often came to wait when he got home tomorrow, and it seemed that he had never told him that he had taken annual leave.Forget it, it doesn't matter.

Messy thoughts lingered in her mind, and she was not interrupted until the phone rang, and Xiao Leqing got up unsteadily to answer the phone.He still has a conscience, and remembers to call his brother when he is reluctant to leave.

"Brother, how are you doing?" As always at the beginning, Wu Xianming's cheerful greetings showed that the vacation with Su Qi was not bad.However, according to past experience, if Xian Ming called and didn't call him brother by name, he probably had something to say. "Fortunately, if you have something to say directly." Xiao Leqing got straight to the point, and she was not in the mood to make detours at the moment.

There was silence for a while, and Wu Xianming tentatively asked, "Brother, what's the matter with you? You sounded weak." Xiao Leqing hadn't opened her mouth yet, and she sent several questions from there, "What is the disease? Did you go to the hospital? Are you sick? How long has it been? Why didn't you tell me?"

Xiao Leqing smiled helplessly and cursed a few words. "Little bastard, I can't expect your brother to get better. I'm healthy now and I don't have any diseases." I have to say that after this phone call, I feel much better after being inexplicably disappointed. "Say what you want to say quickly, and I'll hang up if it's okay."

"Oh, I wanted to say something, I forgot." Listening to what he said offline, Xiao Leqing raised her forehead, "Okay, let's talk about it when you think about it. By the way, you and Ah Qi are okay. "

As soon as Su Qi was mentioned, Wu Xianming suddenly regained his energy. From his babbling narration, Xiao Leqing roughly understood that Su Qi liked the seaside, and they lived there for a long time.At the end of the chat, when he was about to hang up the phone, Xian Ming finally remembered what he wanted to say at the beginning, that is, when he was watching the sea with Su Qi before making the phone call, he heard Su Qi confess that he liked him for a long time.Wu Xianming became excited and wanted to share.

The silly brother was so excited, Xiao Leqing insulted him a few words symbolically.Xiao Leqing couldn't tell the difference between being happy for Xianming and worrying about him.I don't know whether this is Xianming, the happiest feeling after all the hard work, or the prelude to the beginning of the next parting.Feelings are not deterministic, and it is always easy to fall into passivity.

Jiang Xing, for example, has always been sober and actively keeps his distance.It is still not light to be hit like this.Originally considered a lively person, the silent peace is a fight that Shen Haoyi usually has.As for Xianming, he was slightly better than Jiang Xing, but he could vividly remember the uncomfortable time when he just came back.

Perhaps it was a tacit understanding from childhood to adulthood, although Xiao Leqing controlled his emotions well and did not show it, Wu Xianming, who knew his thinking well, noticed his strangeness.He reassured that he had done everything that should be done, and he was lucky to win and lose his life.If friends around Xiao Leqing said this sentence, they might think, ah!Really free and easy.But from what Wu Xianming said, no matter how Xiao Leqing heard it, she felt that she was really pretending.It's like a child pretending to be mature, very awkward.

In fact, Xiao Leqing knows that now Xianming is no longer the person who only cried when he was a child and needed to be covered.As he grew up, he became taller and began to be more responsible. If Wu Xianming could stop acting childishly, change his attitude of doing things as he pleases, and be able to plan a little bit, don't be too stubborn to focus on a goal and go straight to it regardless of any factors. If you don't let go, you will undoubtedly be a mature man.It's a pity that he doesn't fall for any of the above problems.

When Su Qi and Xian Ming first came out of the closet, Xiao Leqing objected at the time because same-sex relationships were not accepted by the world.As for the attitude towards homosexuality, Xiao Leqing is neutral.After all, it wasn't long before the university reunited with Jiang Xing. When he heard the news of homosexuality, Jiang Xing readily admitted it.Xiao Leqing was also awkward for a while, and then figured it out.

It's just that it doesn't mean that his younger brother will agree.Xianming's coming out made Xiao Leqing's headache even worse. After Jiang Xing knew about it, he directed Xiao Leqing to read books written by homosexuals.Xiao Leqing knew the fur of this group.But still insisting on opposing Xianming, and trying to persuade him to give up Su Qi for such a long time, another important reason is: Xiao Leqing can hardly believe why the perfect and excellent Su Qi likes Xianming.

During that time, Xiao Leqing thought too much, felt that Su Qi and Xian Ming's relationship was just for fun, and he couldn't think of any other reasons for Su Qi and Xian Ming's relationship.After all, Xian Ming is completely different from Su Qi. Su Qi is over-mature and pursues perfection in everything. He always does things in a proper way with a purpose and plan. He knows what he wants and always achieves his goals in an orderly manner.There is such a big gap between Xian Ming and him, there are so many advantages and no disadvantages, I can't figure out which one is lucky enough to be favored by Su Qi?A lifetime is so long, what if Xianming is cast aside halfway?

Xian Ming has always done things without hesitation, when he decided to leave with Su Qi, Xiao Leqing could only silently watch his back.I hope he can achieve his wish and don't fall too badly.Life is often counterproductive.Now that they are dating again, I only hope that Su Qi can be a good person to the end, and don't leave Xianming anymore.

Speaking of which, she didn't know what was her favorite point, and Xiao Leqing didn't even know what would make Shen Haoyi like her, except that she looked a little like that person.I was really nervous before, but I didn't feel anything wrong.His thoughts drifted to Shen Haoyi unconsciously, thinking of his confession, his face that looks similar to someone, well, Xiao Leqing's head got bigger when he thought about it.

He simply sat up from the sofa to take a shower, and only when he stood up did he notice that the used bowl was still in place on the tea table.Xiao Leqing couldn't help sighing, if it was before, Xiao Leqing would wash the dishes immediately after the meal, so as to avoid the leftovers from being difficult to clean and causing trouble.But now, unknowingly, I got used to not caring about anything after eating.

After cleaning the bowls with great effort, Xiao Leqing went back to the bedroom and lay down in the mood to take a bath.In my mind, before Shen Haoyi left, he said that he would come to listen to the answer at eight o'clock tomorrow. I really wanted to call him and tell him not to come, or send a text message to explain it directly.Also just think about it.

Xiao Leqing sighed.Forget it, it's useless to think too much, let's talk about it tomorrow.

The author has something to say:

When I was writing about Xianming, I thought about the time when my brother broke up in love. Oh my God, I was scared to death. I was afraid that something would happen to him because of his obsession and he would abuse me.Fortunately, it will come out soon.

But when he saw his lovers, he told them that he would go east and never go west.And when we get along, it takes a lot of effort to take out the trash.Sorry for hurting him for so long.My younger brother is usually troublesome at home, and it doesn't make people worry about things outside.

I just hope that he will avoid detours and usher in happiness soon, then he will be so relieved