Fang does not leave the year

Xue Zhilin didn't fall asleep all night, because when he closed his eyes, he could see Xiaoxi, who was saying goodbye to him covered with scars.

He had a bad feeling that he was going to see him right away.He called Liao Hongfei, and Liao Hongfei said he would wait until dawn.

Helpless, Xue Zhilin can only follow him if he wants anything from others.

He was about to leave after breakfast, but a man came... Song Luochuan.

Song Luochuan drove here with a big box, and happily asked Xue Zhilin: "Where's Xiaoxi? I ​​brought him something, and I have a way to make him stand up."

"Xiaoxi..."

At this time, Song Luochuan saw Liao Hongfei standing next to Xue Zhilin, "Mr. Xue, who is this? Are you friends?"

"I'm his boyfriend!"

People who don't talk much for ten thousand years can speak very quickly at this time.

Song Luochuan was a little confused, and looked at Xue Zhilin: "Boyfriend? Mr. Xue, why is he a boyfriend? Where's Xiaoxi?"

"Xiao Song..."

"He moved out and doesn't live here anymore," that Liao Hongfei said.

Song Luochuan looked at Xue Zhilin in disbelief, "Mr. Xue, what's going on? You kicked Xiaoxi out?"

"I didn't...I..."

Song Luochuan went up and gave him a slap in the face, then turned and left, stopped after taking two steps, "Mr Xue, this is a machine that can help Xiaoxi stand up, please pass it on to him, and then contact me, I will Help him install it."

Song Luochuan left after finishing speaking, leaving only Xue Zhilin looking at the box, wondering what he was thinking.

"Are you still going?"

"Go!" Xue Zhilin replied subconsciously.

"Let's go then!"

Originally, Xue Zhilin was going to drive, but he was not concentrating at all. Liao Hongfei was afraid of accidents, so he found a driver.

As the car drove all the way, Xue Zhilin's mood became more and more nervous. He didn't even dare to ask Liao Hongfei what his Xiaoxi looked like now, what kind of personality...

Because he knew that as long as he was a normal person, Xiao Xi would definitely come to him, instead of looking for an imposter like now.

After walking and thinking all the way, he didn't come back to his senses until Liao Hongfei said it.

He was shocked when he saw the environment, "He lives here?"

"We live here." Liao Hongfei corrected him.

"you?"

"Your so-called Xiaoxi...his identity is my elder brother, forget it...you can't explain a few words, you should go and have a look first!"

"it is good……"

The same path that Gu Pingsheng walked last time, he went through the stairs and came to the door.

"This is your house?"

"Yes, before, it was the two of us who lived together."

"Oh... open the door!" Xue Zhilin took a deep breath and gently closed his eyes.

As soon as Xue Zhilin opened the door, he heard Liao Hongfei calling: "Brother...Brother..."

Xue Zhilin opened his eyes and hurried into the room.

Xue Zhilin was startled by the scene in the room. There was only one person in the room, lying on the bed in white clothes.This is not the scariest thing, the scariest thing is the person on the bed, he has a needle stuck in the artery of his neck, and his face and body are covered with rats, his facial features and fingers have been gnawed No more, the blood soaked the quilt on the bed...

Liao Hongfei was terrified, he just yelled "Brother...Brother" heart-piercingly, and didn't dare to take half a step forward.

Xue Zhilin was also terrified, and he didn't know what to do.Two big men stood at the door, as if they were frozen, watching everything in the room.

The mice were scared away by Liao Hongfei's voice, and there were only three "people" left in the room...if the one on the bed could still be called a human.

Xue Zhilin was the first to react and started calling for someone to deal with it.

After finishing everything, it was already three days later, Liao Hongfei took Xue Zhilin back to the hut again.

He went to a room upstairs, ran several times, brought several boxes down, and put them in front of Xue Zhilin.

"what is this?"

"Look at what he left for you!"

Xue Zhilin bent down and opened it with trembling hands. Sure enough, it was all familiar to him, whether it was engraved or painted, there were Xiaoxi's marks.

"My brother's name is Liao Hongwei. He's eight years older than me, and he's not yet 30 years old. I found out that something was wrong with my brother a year ago." Liao Hongfei cleaned up the quilt and clothes on the bed, and he planned to throw them away. , burn.

"My brother studied very well when he was a child, and my parents had high expectations for him. But when I was nine years old, my parents passed away suddenly, leaving me and my brother. For me, after graduating from high school, my brother Don't go to school anymore, you don't know, he received a notice from the best science school in China at that time... But he tore up the notice for me. He started working day and night, just to let me live Slowly, his body began to have problems... He suffered from liver disease, a very serious liver disease. Three years ago, he was tricked into taking the first sip of drugs, and then it was out of control. I I once reported him and sent him to a drug rehabilitation center, but he still smoked after he came back, he used this to anesthetize himself and avoid the pain of liver disease attack..."

Liao Hongfei paused when he said this, as if he was in pain and didn't want to think about it.

"A year ago, he had another attack of liver disease, and he was in a coma for a long time. I was not at home at the time, and when I came back, he was no longer my brother...I was very scared at the time, and this was the plot of a ghost story. But he Very friendly, let me not be afraid. He told me his name is Li Weixi, and then asked who I am? Where is this? He also asked... where are you?"

"He asked me too?"

"Yes! I checked your news on the Internet and found out that you are the prince of the Xue family, so I told him. He went to find you immediately, but for some reason, he came back again... very sad. I Ask him if you don’t want to go to him? He said he just couldn’t go on, and then he didn’t talk anymore..."

Xue Zhilin finally understood... understood why he was sad, because there was already a Xiaoxi at home.

Liao Hongfei continued: "No one in the family makes money, plus he has to buy... to buy that thing, I have to go to school and have various expenses. Finally, he gave me a pendant, which he carved when he was awake. Let me wear it every day, I hope that one day I can meet you by chance, I hope you can find out, and then... take me away.

He also told me a lot of things between you... only the two of you know, those are enough for me to deal with your questioning of me, and then I used the excuse of being busy with study to stay in the library every day and not go home .

After I left, he was a patient with advanced liver cancer who couldn't live by himself at all, and because he smoked that, I couldn't find someone to take care of him, so I had to go back every week to buy food and drink for him, and help him Clean the room.I came here three days ago. At that time, he was obviously fine, but it only took three days...and he became like this. "

Xue Zhilin's mind is very confused now, and he can't figure it out.But he wasn't very sad about the death of a poisonous ghost, he just regretted that his Xiaoxi had come back to life, but he still didn't have the chance to say a word to him.

"This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss."

What he was talking about was Xue Zhilin's mood at the moment.

Liao Hongfei packed all the things on the bed in a few jumbo bags he just bought, and glanced at Xue Zhilin who was staring at the box in a daze.

"Mr. Xue, take those things away. They were all drawn and engraved when he was thinking about you. You love deeply. God is too ruthless to let him come into my brother's body... If My brother is in good health, so you can... Alas, Mr. Xue, although I don't know whether I should say this to you, I still want to say: My condolences!"

Xue Zhilin closed the boxes, and said to Liao Hongfei: "It was your elder brother who died, and you should mourn. My Xiaoxi is not dead yet, and I will continue to look for him."

"Mr. Xue, do you really have the heart to let him become a lonely ghost with memories of his previous life? He once told me that it was because you had too much obsession with him that he was unwilling to leave. If he He has been wandering in the world for too long, he doesn't even have the qualifications for reincarnation, he can only disappear... Mr. Xue, can you bear it?"

Xue Zhilin gently closed his eyes. At this moment, all thoughts of him were lost!

It was almost the end of the year, Gu Pingsheng ran several times under Fang Yue's urging, and finally took Fang Nian to his home for the New Year.

The happiest thing is Fang Yue. He hasn't seen his godfather for a long time, and this time he can finally be with him every day.

"Godfather, you are in the house, can I go out and set off fireworks for you?"

Fang Nian was very happy: "Good!"

Although he only said one word, he couldn't help coughing.

Fang Yue hurriedly patted him on the back, poured him another glass of water, and then went out to set off fireworks.

Gu Pingsheng came down from upstairs while on the phone, and saw Fang Nian sitting in front of the French window looking out at Fang Yue, with extremely serious eyes.

"What? Do you think my son is handsome?"

Fang Nian was taken aback, and turned around to see Gu Pingsheng, "Are you done with your business?"

"Hmm! How are you? Is your body able to bear it? If you are tired from sitting and can't bear it, go back to the house and lie down for a while."

"No, Yue Yue set off fireworks for me to see!"

"Okay!" Gu Pingsheng sat on the sofa and turned on the TV. In fact, he didn't watch it at all. He was looking at the man in the wheelchair.

He feels more and more like Fang Nian.

Fang Yue ran into the house after setting off the fireworks, and Fang Nian warmed his hands. Both of them were laughing until the nanny came and took Fang Yue to wash his hands.

"If you don't come here, why don't you go find Lao Xue to celebrate the New Year together?"

Fang Nian suppressed his smile, then looked at Gu Pingsheng, and answered his question: "No! If I don't come here, I will celebrate the New Year alone, clean."

"You mean we brought you here and disturbed your cleanliness?"

Fang Nian lowered his head and smiled, "Where! I'm thinking more and more. I'm also very happy to spend a year with him."

"Do you know that little lover of Lao Xue? He secretly sold your things."

"Sold?" Fang Nian was surprised, isn't it his own?Why is he still stealing from himself?

"Yes! Both Yueyue and I saw it with our own eyes."

"Oh..." Fang Nian didn't know what to say anymore, and he felt a little guilty, it wasn't his own.

"Xue... Mr. Xue won't come?" Fang Nian changed the subject abruptly.

"What? Do you miss him?"

"No……"

"I called him. He went back to his old house for the New Year, but he won't come."

"Oh!"

"He has abandoned you, why are you still thinking about him? He has taken his little lover back to meet his parents, what are you still thinking about him?"

"I...I didn't."

At this time Yue Yue ran out, Fang Nian hurriedly said to him: "Yue Yue, godfather is tired, push me back to the house to rest, okay?"

"Okay!" Fang Yue agreed very simply.

Fang Nian didn't come out until the New Year's Eve dinner started. He ate while watching TV. There was a child, and the house was very lively.

Until midnight, Fang Yue kowtowed to Fang Nian and Gu Pingsheng to pay New Year's greetings, and Fang Nian gave him an exaggeratedly large red envelope... Fang Yue was so happy that he almost jumped up.

Amidst the non-stop sound of firecrackers outside, Fang Yue was taken by the nanny to take a bath and go to bed. At this time, it began to rain lightly outside, it was already spring rain, and only Gu Pingsheng and Fang Nian were left in the living room.

"Xiaoxi..." Gu Pingsheng stared at Fang Nian.

Fang Nian felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, "Mr. Gu...what do you want to say?"

"I want to call you Fang Nian... is that okay?"

Fang Nian was shocked, "Why?"

"Because I think you are really like Fang Nian. Every move, your habit of facing Yueyue, and the tone of your speech are all very similar to Fang Nian... I, I miss him so much."

"Really?" Fang Nian said two words quietly.

"That's right! Fang Nian was killed by me...by me. Whether it's my guilt towards him or his love for me, I can't forget him..."

"Mr. Gu..."

"Can you grant me this wish?"

Fang Nian could hear the longing in his words, but he held back his tears, hesitated for a long time, and said two words: "No!"

Then he went back to the room, leaving Gu Pingsheng drinking there alone.

Gu Pingsheng didn't sleep, he drank intermittently until dawn, and then received a call from Xue Zhilin.

"Old Xue... Happy Chinese New Year!"

"Old Gu, Happy Chinese New Year!" Xue Zhilin's voice sounded very nasal, as if he had a cold, and Gu Pingsheng was drunk, so he didn't hear it.

"Old Gu, are you listening?"

"...listening!"

"Old Gu, let me tell you a secret..."

"Speak!"

"Xiaoxi...is he spending the New Year with you?"

"Yes! He's sleeping."

"Old Gu, Xiao Xi who is sleeping at your house right now is Fang Nian... your lover... Fang Nian!"

"Are you drunk! What a mess!" Gu Pingsheng was very happy to hear that, but he didn't believe a single punctuation mark.

"What I said is true! Xiaoxi has passed away, and now the soul in Xiaoxi's body is Fang Nian...it is Fang Nian! Don't you feel it?"

After hearing this, Gu Pingsheng really woke up more than half of the wine, "Is what you said true?"

"It's true! If it's not true, how could I be willing to let Xiaoxi go out to live, how could I be willing to suffer a little harm? It's just because he thinks about you, misses you, and loves you."

Gu Pingsheng wanted to stand up and look for Fang Nian, but he drank too much, his legs and feet were a little out of control, and he couldn't stand up no matter what.

"Old Gu, these are the reasons why I kept the secret from you. Fang Nian didn't let me tell. He is not in good health and he has only a few days to live. He doesn't want you to feel sorry for him again..."

Gu Pingsheng stood there for a long time, his body was finally his own, and he couldn't wait to run into Fang Nian's room...

There was a plop in the room, Gu Pingsheng picked up the phone, and said to Xue Zhilin over there: "Old Xue...he has left..."

Xue Zhilin couldn't believe it, "Leaving? Isn't... isn't it good? Why... why... Lao Gu, wait for me, I'll go right away."

The phone was dropped on the stall, and Gu Pingsheng was also sitting on the floor paralyzed, shouting in his heart: Fang Nian...Fang Nian, why are you so cruel, you have the heart to leave me?You really are willing to part with me and Yue Yue...

Gu Pingsheng kept shouting in his heart, but he couldn't say a word...

Instant loss of voice!

Xue Zhilin came and saw two words written in blood on the pillow - "Farewell"!

do not……

Then I saw Fang Nian curled up on the bed...his face and lips were purple, his fingers and toes became thick, and there was blood at the corner of his mouth. It seemed that he had gone through pain, after all, his heart disease was so serious .

But, isn't he taking medicine all the time?Why did you suddenly get sick?

Not caring about this, Xue Zhilin helped Gu Pingsheng up and sat down.

"Old Gu, let's discuss it? Although his soul is Fang Nian, his body is Xiao Xi... Now that Fang Nian is gone, his body is still Xiao Xi. You... can you let me handle him?" Aftermath."

Gu Pingsheng sat blankly, his eyes did not fluctuate at all, "Do whatever you say!"

"Fang Nian left something for you and Yue Yue. Let's go get it together when things are over."

"Um……"

"Old Gu, I don't know how to persuade you. Your Fangnian is gone, and my Xiaoxi is gone..."

Gu Pingsheng still didn't respond at all, and Xue Zhilin was also helpless.

When Yueyue got up in the morning, he saw his godfather passed away, crying heartbreakingly, Xue Zhilin had to take care of the old and the young, and he was too busy at all, so he had to let Li Weixi's parents come over, his son passed away, Inform them no matter what.

In fact, Xue Zhilin was also very sad, he had never met Xiaoxi once - neither Xiaoxi met nor said a word...

Now, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, he wants to send Xiaoxi away with his own hands...

In the future, even his mutilated body will be invisible, who will understand his heartache?

It was already the third day of junior high after the funeral. Xue Zhilin gave Gu Pingsheng what Fang Nian had left behind. Gu Pingsheng accepted it blankly, and then disappeared the next day, leaving behind his son for Xue Zhilin.

"Uncle Xue, where did my father go?" Fang Yue took Xue Zhilin's hand and asked while standing in the yard looking at the clouds in the sky.

"Your father...will be back soon." Xue Zhilin answered irrelevantly.

"En!" Fang Yue nodded firmly.

(end)