[SK] I don’t have to love you

The second day of capture the flag was no different than in the show, lackluster.

This is different from life where every day is unknown. For Krist, such a repetitive plot is really not interesting at all.

Fortunately, the time of this day is still jumping, and most of the parts that were not performed in the play passed by in a flash, and it didn't last that long.

Even though he has already tasted the bitter fruit of being unable to skip important plots, he still has some luck in his heart. When it comes time to tie the hand rope at night, the corner behind the stairs where he hides to wipe his tears in the script becomes Krist’s forbidden area. , far away all night.

At night, the playground was brightly lit, and there were scenes of the brothers and sisters loving and loving each other everywhere, but Krist felt an indescribable coldness from them.

Probably because he knew that these people were all fake, he erected an insurmountable ice wall in his heart.

Krist is a man with friends everywhere, and he can mingle with people wherever he goes, but in this inescapable script, he feels a kind of loneliness that cannot be broken away.

Unable to blend in, but didn't want to leave, even watching their excitement, Krist felt that the suffocation in his heart could be relieved.

Just sitting alone on the bench by the playground, Krist couldn't help but wonder for the first time, what is his current situation in reality?Or is he really dead?

Although Krist has been unable to restrain his feelings for Singto, he is not the only person who believes in love.

Parents, siblings also play a vital role in his life, even after realizing that Singto doesn't love him, he is still trying to live his life.

But he didn't expect that in the end, he lost his mind and lost his life because of a man.

I don't know how my parents will be sad.

Krist grew up under the doting of his parents, and the relationship with them is naturally very deep.

What makes him sad at the moment is not that he may be dead, but that his parents are afraid that the white-haired man will give up the black-haired man.

This kind of grief is more heartbreaking than losing a loved one, because there is a lot of guilt mixed in it.

Krist felt a surge of heat and humidity in his eyes. He quickly lowered his head to wipe it, and then raised his face. Everything in front of him changed as quickly as a special effect in a movie. In a blink of an eye, it became the place where he tied Kongpohp's hand rope The setting, the originally lively and noisy playground is now only left with some distant background sounds.

"Senior Arthit, are you okay?" Kongpohp's voice came from behind.

Krist quickly wiped his eyes again, turned to look at him, and immediately found that this situation coincided with that in the play.

He couldn't help feeling a strong sense of powerlessness in his heart.

Kongpohp was still waiting for his answer, but Krist didn't want to say a word.

He passed directly beside Kongpohp, wanting to leave the place.

However, Kongpohp repeated his tricks and grabbed his hand as he passed by.

I had an experience once, this time Krist was not confused, and immediately shook off his hand: "Don't touch me!"

Kongpohp was stunned for a moment, looked at his hand that had just been thrown away, and said in a low hoarse voice: "I just want Senior Arthit to help me tie a bracelet."

Under Krist's "unreasonable making trouble", his sensibleness is even more distressing.

Krist turned his eyes away, and forcefully suppressed his soft heart: "There are so many seniors and sisters on the playground, you should go to their departments."

As he spoke, he quickened his pace again.

Kongpohp caught up with three steps and two steps, and stopped him directly.

Krist took a step to the side, and he also stopped a step to the side. After doing this three times, Krist finally stopped angrily: "Kongpohp!"

Kongpohp stretched out his arm, and handed the bracelet to him with the other hand, with an undeniable stubbornness in his eyes.

Krist glared at him viciously, also refusing to take the rope over.

In this corner where there were only two people, they were deadlocked like this, neither of them willing to admit defeat.

Although Kongpohp is stubborn, he is not so perverted. Most of the time, he is a well-behaved little boy in front of Arthit.

I don't know if Krist's non-cooperation inspired his wolf nature, no matter how much Krist stares, he just refuses to compromise.

Krist had already shed tears, and her eyes were inevitably sore after staring for a long time. She didn't notice for a while, but she shed another tear.

Krist: "..."

Never in his life had he experienced such a humiliating moment.

Kongpohp was obviously taken aback by his tears, and the stubbornness on his face disappeared in an instant. He was stunned for a while, and the hand that had been outstretched suddenly lifted up, wiping away the moisture on his face.

Krist couldn't help but suffocate at such a tender gesture, and pushed him aside without thinking too much.

Kongpohp staggered a bit, and when he stood still, Krist had already left quickly.

Kongpohp raised his hand in his direction, but in the end he just held the hand rope tightly in his palm, staring blankly at the direction he was leaving.

Krist didn't linger in the crowd and walked out of the school.

The scene where the two tied the hand rope in the original drama was very ambiguous, and the sour smell of love was everywhere, and he didn't cooperate so much, so I don't know if he passed the test.

If he was forced to repeat it again, he would probably really collapse.

Feeling really uneasy, Krist went to the church where she had prayed before.

Just like last time, the church was very quiet. He clasped his hands on his chest and slowly closed his eyes: "Merciful Lord, if you can hear my prayers here, please bring my parents out of sorrow as soon as possible." .”

As for himself, as for himself - facing that majestic statue, this time Krist didn't even know where to start praying.

Krist opened his eyes and turned around, only to find that there was a benevolent priest behind him this time.

Krist opened his mouth in shock, and it took him a long time to find his own voice: "Father Evan, haven't you already—"

Halfway through the speech, he suddenly realized again: "So I'm dead too? I'm really dead."

Evan is indeed the priest of this church, but he passed away two years ago. Krist is also very familiar with the elderly because he often comes to church with his parents.

He had already guessed that he might be dead, but when he really saw another deceased person appearing in front of him, he still felt a sense of sadness in his heart.

Father Evan smiled at him lovingly: "Sometimes life and death are not the most important thing, my child."

Since coming here, Krist has been facing the situation in front of her alone, so it goes without saying that she feels hesitant in her heart.

The appearance of Father Evan was like a life-saving straw to him. He didn't dare to hesitate for a moment, so he grabbed it tightly.

"Father Evan, what's going on now? Why did I come here out of nowhere?" Krist asked impatiently, fearing that the priest in front of him would suddenly disappear again.

Evan reached out and stroked the top of his hair: "The Lord is merciful, and will satisfy the most pious wish of his beloved children. It was not you who came here, but your own obsession that brought all this before your eyes."

Krist looked at him and repeated blankly: "You mean... I came here because of myself?"

"Everything that a believer encounters has God's good intentions. Your wish is like this, and the Lord just fulfills it. If you want to find out the reason, you should first ask yourself what you really want in your heart." Evan It seemed that she appeared just to say a few words to him, and then disappeared before his eyes.

"Father Evan! Father!" Krist chased outside the church without giving up, only to realize that he would not appear again.

It's just that all the doubts in his heart were not solved.

So is this all out of his fantasy?Because he was obsessed with the entanglement with Singto before his death, he entered into such an illusion.

Does this mean that only by getting rid of the attachment can he break free from here?

But what is his attachment?

After breaking up with Singto, Krist thought countless times that it would be fine if she hadn't participated in that selection, if she had been rejected from the very beginning and hadn't played Arthit-everything, it seems They are all telling his regrets.

So until he was dying, was he persistently expecting everything to start all over again?

If everything starts all over again, he doesn't want to love again.

Life was short, and he didn't have to love him.

This is the only sentence he has been thinking about all the time, but it is really naive to say it, because no one's life can be repeated.

But I didn't expect him to be so obsessed with this, and forcibly opened up a new path outside of life.

Krist couldn't help showing a wry smile.

But who knows if Evan also came from his fantasy?

What if all this in front of him stems from his obsession?And why is it often impossible to act according to His will?

The plot repeated over and over again seemed to warn him solemnly, "Don't struggle, no matter what, you can't escape the fate of loving him."

Krist felt an indescribable tiredness welling up from his heart.

This night was very long, as if the god in charge of time forgot to help him skip unnecessary plots.

Krist lay on the bed and thought for a long time before deciding to face the challenge head-on.

Through these two days of experience, he also found that as long as it is not a separate plot where two people develop a relationship, it doesn't matter if the others are skipped, and he has never seriously followed the plot in the dungeon where the two get along alone.

Even if the script can force him to meet Kongpohp, it can't force him to have feelings for him.

As long as he holds himself together and reads through all the plots with a calm heart, he will probably be able to leave.

Originally, his wish was to erase those good memories of Arthit and Kongpohp, so to speak, this encounter really fulfilled his obsession.