[SK] I don’t have to love you

The idea that Krist came up with was really bold and ridiculous.

But once this idea was opened, he seemed to be possessed by a demon, and he could never forget it.

Krist moved back to the hospital bed next to Singto.

Uncle Boonrod was old after all, and even if he insisted because of worry, Krist couldn't bear him to stay in the hospital all the time.

In the dead of night, he prefers to be alone with Singto.

In the past, he rarely saw Singto sleeping.In the beginning, although the two often worked together, they were always in front of others. Even if Singto occasionally fell asleep due to exhaustion, Krist couldn't keep watching blatantly.

After we got together, it was very easy to get some time to be alone. At night, Krist was often so tired that his bones became weak. Most of the time, he became confused before Singto finished cleaning up the scene. In the early morning of the next day, Singto always wakes up early before him.

With Singto's peaceful sleeping face, it's rare for him to look at it seriously like now.

But when she thought that his silence was due to coma, Krist couldn't feel happy.

Krist's body has not yet recovered, and the doctor's family members have repeatedly asked him to pay attention to rest, but he still can't help sitting next to Singto until late at night every day.

They have broken up now, but since there is no one else in the ward, of course no one knows that he has been secretly holding Singto's hand.

It's just that a few days have passed, but Krist has never seen the mood swings that Kat said. Singto has been sleeping so deeply, so quiet that Krist sometimes checks his breathing to make sure that he is still alive, let alone extravagant hopes. He would shake Kris' hand back.

Krist has been heartless since she was a child. The biggest troubles she experienced when she was young were nothing more than a series of symptoms brought about by rebellious period and adolescence. After work, she added some malicious abuse on the Internet at most. Over the years, he has already learned not to take it seriously.

The only thing he can't let go of for a long time is the breakup with Singto.

On the day of breaking up, Krist had already made up his mind, but when he said those words, he stared closely at Singto's face, and suddenly realized that what he most wanted to hear was actually his persuasion.

During the few seconds of Singto's silence, Krist only felt the uneasiness in his heart turn back and forth, so that when he finally heard the "yes" from his mouth, the sudden buzzing in his ears made him He almost forgot to respond.

Obviously he was the one who brought up the breakup, so it seems too hypocritical to say so, but he really always felt that the hardest part of living for more than [-] years was just the few months of breaking up with Singto.

But now, seeing Singto lying lifelessly on the hospital bed like this, Krist realized that the pain of separation was really nothing compared to his uncertain life and death.

Except for the fainting when he first found Singto, Krist has always been extremely calm, so no one knows how much he now hates his waywardness that day.

But it was just a breakup, why was he so angry that he couldn't say that in front of the reporters?If it wasn't for talking nonsense, he wouldn't have to run away in a hurry, and of course Singto wouldn't have followed him out, they wouldn't have had that car accident, and Singto wouldn't have been lying here.

It's a pity that no matter how much he regrets, time will never come back.

Krist could only look at him who was lifeless, his heart ached like a knife that couldn't be pulled out, and there was nothing he could do except forcefully endure the piercing pain.

There was really nowhere to relieve the pain, almost driving people crazy, but Krist didn't know who to talk to.

Probably because he was afraid that he would really collapse, on this day, Krist secretly changed into his regular clothes and went to the church that he hadn't forgotten in his dream.

When he arrived, he found that it was just in time for worship. Rows of believers were standing in the church, all singing hymns with their heads bowed. The priest standing on the stage was younger than the Evan he saw in his dream. I don't know how many times.

Krist stood at the end of the crowd, closed his eyes reverently, listening to the low and melodious tone, his clattering heart seemed to have finally calmed down a bit.

After an unknown amount of time, the believers in the church gradually dispersed. Krist opened his eyes, only to find that he and the young priest on the stage were the only ones left in the hall.

The priest had obviously noticed him, met his gaze, and smiled at him.

The priest seemed to be only in his twenties. He was about the same age as him. Judging only by his age, he was really not suitable to stand in the position that should be convincing. His strength is comparable to that of the late Father Evan, which makes people feel at ease involuntarily.

"Father." Krist offered to salute him.

The priest stepped down from the stage slowly, and asked with a smile, "Did something happen to you? I just saw that your complexion was not good."

Ordinarily, it’s just such a question, and he just needs to say a few words to prevaricate it, but maybe he needs someone to talk to at this moment, Krist only hesitated for a moment, and couldn’t help but whispered: "I used to... because I was in a coma for a month after the car accident, during that time, I saw Father Evan in a dream, so I wanted to come and see him when I woke up."

The priest raised his eyebrows, and looked a little surprised, but he quickly restrained his surprise: "It seems that God blesses me, it's good that I can wake up."

How could Krist care about this now? He hesitated for a moment, and then said: "That was... a bit unbelievable dream. In the dream, Father Evan said that it was a fantasy world born of my obsession. The priest thought that the dream I met Could it really be Father Evan in heaven, is what he said true? Or...or is it just a random dream I had when I was dying?"

This time the surprise on the priest's face could not be concealed.

God is sorry, because of the sudden death of Father Evan, he was placed in the priest's seat at a young age, except for a smiling face that can deceive people, in fact, he really doesn't have much ability.

Originally, whether the believers came to confess or pray, he only had to turn over and think of a few passages from the Bible he had memorized in his mind, and he would be able to fool them. Who would have thought that this gentleman would give him such a fantastic opening? .

But as a priest, he couldn't show his timidity no matter what. He rearranged his expression, pondered for a while, and then said, "The person who knows the answer to this question should be you who is in it."

Whether it is the abbot or the priest, most of the words are so inscrutable. They obviously didn't say anything, but the listeners would think of an answer they wanted to believe on their own, so they suddenly felt that the other party was indeed a master. It makes sense!

Fortunately, the headless Krist also has the same mentality. The priest was ambiguous, so he was really fooled.

But Krist quickly asked: "Is it possible for the fantasy worlds of those two people to intersect?"

The priest smiled and blinked.

Krist thought that he didn't express clearly, so he hurriedly asked again: "I mean, is it possible for me to meet another person who also has his own consciousness in this fantasy world?"

The priest cleared his throat, and his voice sounded a little distant: "What God has prepared for those who love Him is something that eyes have never seen, ears have never heard, and hearts have never imagined."

What he recited was a sentence from the Bible, and Krist was naturally familiar with it, but just hearing someone say it, he couldn't help but feel a sense of enlightenment.

He lowered his head and murmured: "So it's possible..."

Seeing his serious appearance, the priest couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

If he could, he really hoped that he knew everything like Father Evan at this moment, but he might be decades away from that step.

"In short, the Lord will bless his child, so you don't have to worry too much." He couldn't help but comfort him.

Krist thanked her, and came out of the church, looking at the dappled sunlight shining through the branches and leaves, the thought that had been suppressed in her heart seemed to have been magnified a lot.

Returning to the hospital with a heavy heart, Krist found that Boonrod had arrived at some point, and was sitting in front of Singto's hospital bed at the moment.

In fact, the person Krist is most afraid of seeing now is him.

Even if the other party didn't say a word of blame for hurting his son like this, he still felt shameless.

It's just that in Krist's opinion, this level of punishment is far from enough for him, so he stubbornly lives in the same ward with Singto, facing him every day with a knife-like shame.

"Uncle." Krist greeted hurriedly.

Although Boonrod came to accompany Singto for a while every day, he had very little talk, and hardly had any in-depth communication with Krist.

But today, when he heard Krist's voice, he was uncharacteristically turned around and looked into his eyes quietly.

Seeing that look similar to Singto's, Krist felt a sore pain in his chest again.

After staring at him for a long time, Boonrod suddenly asked, "Have you and Singto already broken up?"

Krist was taken aback, and stared at him blankly: "You... how do you know? Singto told you about our relationship?"

Krist's close friends know about their relationship, but on Singto's side, except for his manager who gets along with him day and night, no one seems to know anything about their relationship.

This is one of the reasons why Kris feels that the other party doesn't care about him at all.

But if, if he even told his father, wouldn't this so-called reason become a ridiculous misunderstanding?

Boonrod didn't answer, but suddenly took out a small sky blue velvet box from his pocket and handed it to Krist.

Krist felt his eyelids twitch, and he held his breath.

Could it be that the box contains rings?

Krist stabilized his mind, took the box over, and gently opened it.

Lying quietly on the black silk lining were two gears that he was so familiar with.

Those two, the cogs they gave each other back in season one.