[SK] I don’t have to love you

The moment Kongpohp heard his voice, regardless of the doctor cleaning the wound, he subconsciously put his arms behind his back.It's just that this action made his face involuntarily reveal a bit of pain.

But he didn't care about crying out for pain, so he quickly comforted him: "It's okay, the doctor said it's my physical problem, and it just takes longer to recover than normal people."

Krist looked at the doctor questioningly.

The doctor frowned, but he also gave him the same answer: "It's rare for him, but it's not uncommon. As long as you pay attention to cleaning the wound and changing the dressing frequently, you'll be fine."

Krist's throat was so dry that he couldn't speak a word.

"Senior Arthit, you'd better go out and wait for me, I'll come out to find you after changing the medicine." Kongpohp urged dryly.

Krist shook her head, her voice was so low that it almost disappeared between her lips and teeth: "No, I'll watch you change here."

Kongpohp wanted to persuade him, but seeing that he had no intention of compromising, he had no choice but to give up.

It's just that he deliberately turned his body sideways, trying to somewhat block Krist's sight.

Krist stubbornly walked to his side, staring at the bloody wound.

The doctor had already started to move his hands, Kongpohp's muscles visibly tensed up, and he no longer cared about Krist's gaze.

Krist looked at his pale face instantly because of the pain, and felt a sharp pain in his heart, and grabbed his other hand.

Kongpohp gripped him reflexively, surprisingly hard.

But compared to Kongpohp, what is the pain of being grabbed?

Krist stared at the doctor's movements, and at the same time felt the strength of Kongpohp's pain, and said to herself word by word in his heart: "Look clearly, every drop of blood on this, every piece of open flesh, It's because of your selfishness. Didn't you keep saying that you want to run away from him? But in order to find a reason for yourself to stay by his side, you can even think of such a despicable trick. You just want to satisfy your own desires It's just selfish desires, but what Kongpohp feels every minute and every second is a real, piercing pain."

And he didn't even realize that his hidden desire hidden under many excuses could actually reach this level.

Krist suddenly felt a chill from his bones.

What would his darkest thoughts do to this fantasy world if even he didn't know?Will Kongpohp suffer more painful injuries in the future?

Krist's heart suddenly ached uncontrollably, and his vision became blurred.

Kongpohp let go of his hand tightly, then raised it to cover Krist's eyes, and whispered softly: "Don't be afraid, it really doesn't hurt that much."

Krist's hands covered the big palm in front of her eyes, and under this heavy cover, tears began to flow out unscrupulously.

Obviously now Kongpohp is suffering because of him, but he still endures the pain and wipes his tears.

During this period of time, Krist has always felt that Kongpohp is like him in the real world, and he is very wronged because he likes him alone.

In fact, how can he compare to Kongpohp.

In the real world, when he couldn't feel Singto's response, he chose to give up and avoid harm, but Kongpohp never looked back.

I don’t know if the authors who make the stories sad and tortuous, if they know that the people in the stories are also flesh and blood in another world, their hearts are turned into ashes and their bones are broken, will they regret giving it to others so easily? Destiny set up a series of hardships.

And the author's infatuation with Kongpohp is obviously his biggest weakness.Senior Arthit, whom he loves, is the one who can hurt him most easily.

It was night, Krist insisted on taking a second bath for Kongpohp himself.

This time, he was in no mood to think about what was there and what was there. He washed him carefully and changed his clothes carefully, all the while being silent and serious.

Under such an atmosphere, it is impossible for Kongpohp to have any more thoughts.It's just that he probably thinks that Krist's series of performances are all because he loves him, and there is a faint sense of happiness between the corners of his eyes and brows.

After washing, the two lay side by side on the bed, and Kongpohp fell asleep early because of this happiness, sleeping peacefully.

Krist couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and finally turned over and sat up.

With the experience of pressing on Kongpohp's wound on the first day, the two switched sides when they slept. Krist got out of bed and sat directly on the floor beside Kongpohp, staring at the bandages on his arm in the moonlight.

Even though the wound was bandaged neatly and beautifully now, the bloody look when the dressing was changed was still swaying in Krist's mind all the time, and the guilt that was about to burst his chest did not stop for a moment.

The sleeping Kongpohp unconsciously wanted to turn over, and was about to press his arm, Krist hurriedly supported him, and Kongpohp woke up leisurely because of his movement.

Seeing him sitting on the floor, Kongpohp was quite surprised: "Why don't you sleep? What are you doing sitting here?"

Kris bit her lower lip, her voice hoarse: "Kong, I'm sorry."

When Kongpohp saw his eyes on his wound, he immediately understood: "It's just an accident. Besides, it's better for me to suffer this little injury than for you to drown. There is nothing to apologize for. Besides, senior Arthit hasn't been here all the time recently. Take care of me? To be honest..."

There was a little more embarrassment in his expression: "I'm actually very glad that I got hurt a little because of you."

Faced with his overtures, Krist felt that his heart was being stabbed by a needle, and the pain was more specific.

The moonlight tonight was very bright, and it happened to shine on them through the undrawn curtains, so that both of them could see each other clearly.

He looked at Kongpohp silently for a long time.

That gaze that seemed to be full of thousands of emotions finally made Kongpohp's smile froze inch by inch.

"Everything you've said and done to me so far..." Krist looked into Kongpohp's eyes. It was obviously just a question, but every word was heard in the ears of the two, but it was like a courtroom speech. The long overdue ruling finally made people unable to escape, "Do you have any thoughts about me?"

This is a line from the original play.

How to make Kongpohp confess and let the plot continue?

Krist knew it clearly, but these days, she seemed to deliberately let herself forget it.

It was he who asked first, and Kongpohp chose to confess his love in that long dark blue night.

Since then, the ambiguous state of stalemate between Arthit and Kongpohp has disappeared, whether it is rejection or acceptance, everything has become clear and straightforward.

Hearing his question, Kongpohp was just like in the play, the starlight in his eyes flickered again and again, his Adam's apple flustered several times, his mouth opened and opened, and finally he said in a low voice: "What the senior said, yes What's the meaning?"

Krist had a sore nose and almost shed tears again.

He understood that the magic about this ordinary day was broken in these two simple sentences.

Even though his subconscious deliberately concealed his intentions perfectly, in the end, there was nothing to hide in front of Kongpohp's long-awaited wound.

Krist smiled, if he was given a mirror at this moment, he would understand how sad this smile looked: "Kong, I'm going to move back tomorrow."