If this sweet shell is destined to be peeled off by you

Sitting in Nakajima's car, Jie Luo didn't know where they were going next.If it was in a crowd, noisy, then he would definitely refuse.After all, Nakajima asked him out today, and more importantly, he wanted to resolve the feud between the two.

"Where are you taking me, manager."

Those who were concentrating on driving did not look at Gero.

"We'll be there in a while."

Seeing that there were fewer and fewer cars on the road, until there was only this one car left, and it slowly drove up the mountain not far from the sea.

Watching the huge iron gate in front of him slowly open, a single-family villa gradually lights up under the night.

"You're home, let's get out of the car. Let's go to the rooftop. I have wine prepared."

Without moving for a long time, Jie Luo squinted his eyes and looked at this luxury house that only the rich can afford.

"From this point of view, Miss Cormorant is a chic person, abandoning such a big benefactor, hehe..."

With a helpless smile, he followed Nakajima to the rooftop.Yet almost two-thirds of it is taken up by the swimming pool.

"Sit down. What do you want to drink? I have prepared a lot. I don't know if there is anything you like."

Looking at the assortment of bottles on the low table next to him and several different cups underneath, Jie Luo just sat on the prepared blanket without moving.

"If you have something to say, let's say it first. Drinking makes people irrational."

"OK then."

Sitting next to Jie Luo, as far as the eye can see, the lively fireworks are constantly rising into the sky.Although the distance is relatively far, there is no one to disturb here, and the most important thing is the cleanliness.

"Um... Jero. I wanted to apologize to you about that night. But you kept avoiding me, and I didn't know what to do. I've been having insomnia since then."

Quietly listening to Nakajima's self-narration, Jie Luo's eyes only see the fireworks in the distant sky.

"Can you tell me why you are so angry? We... have never been so tense in our friendship for so many years."

"If you didn't have me, the store manager, you can open this bar by yourself, right? Then why did you choose a partnership? Don't tell me that your current assets are earned after you opened the bar. How much money can you make? It's all clear."

His tone was cold, like a cool wind blowing on such a summer night, it made people shiver.

"I don't really remember. I probably thought it would be easier to cooperate with others. Although my old man left me a lot of things, he kept asking me to do something. When I was betrayed by the cormorant, I was depressed , the old man asked me to go out and find something to do, and I really don't want to listen to his ramblings under his nose, so..."

Sighing, Nakajima felt a little heavy.He didn't want to mention the past, not because he didn't dare to face it, but because he had lived a very comfortable life for so many years, and getting involved with his family would make people feel inexplicably tired.

"Well. Partner... To be honest, the store manager, I don't know why I am so angry. And after a few days, I also let it go."

"Jero..."

He couldn't help covering Jie Luo's hand, but the other party withdrew it like an electric shock, turning his head and not responding to his gaze.

"You're lying. Jero, I don't understand what you're like. What do I have to do...you can go back to the way you were. You're resisting me with your fingers. I...except for that, I really don't I know what else is wrong."

Nakajima, who looked hurt, looked a little fragile at the moment.He tried his best to restore the relationship, but the other party couldn't respond.

"Ha ha."

The eyes are in the opposite direction to the fireworks display, where there are bright stars, reflected in Jie Luo's eyes, and on the blue pupils, the stars are constantly shining.

Standing up suddenly, Jie Luo went to the wine cabinet and poured a bottle of whiskey directly into his mouth. The liquid flowing continuously into his abdomen burned all the way, and his esophagus seemed to be on fire. His tongue had lost the sense of taste, and only his throat remained swallow.

Seeing this scene, Nakajima hurriedly got up to grab the wine bottle in Jie Luo's hand, and Nakajima was frightened by Jie Luo's abnormal behavior.

"Are you drinking like this to kill yourself?! Let go!"

After finally grabbing the bottle, there was less than one-third of it left.Just put it down, turned around and saw an even more abnormal scene.

Jie Luo quickly took off his clothes and pants, completely naked, and plunged into the swimming pool.

"Hey?!"

There was no time to speak, and no time to take off his clothes. Nakajima, who jumped into the swimming pool to fish for Jieluo, was very nervous.He knew that Jie Luo was a good drinker, but he didn't expect him to start to look drunk so soon today.

"Jero! Stop messing around!"

In a panic, he grabbed Jie Luo, who was about to sink to the bottom, and after surfacing, he kept dragging him to the shore, but the other party was unwilling to go up, and repeatedly pushed the wall of the pool.

"It's dangerous for you to go into the water after drinking so much, and you will die! Go up, let's have a good chat, don't torture me, okay? Please!"

His mind began to become unconscious, and a strange temperature spread all over his body. The feeling of cold and heat made Jie Luo swallow in pain.

"I just... said, I don't know why... I was angry, but I was actually lying to you..."

The two hugged in the water and kept kicking the water to avoid sinking. Nakajima even had to grab the handrail next to him with one hand to ensure that Gero would not be submerged in the water.

"For so many years...I haven't had sex with anyone, but you...you let me have the kind of...expectation that I shouldn't have. So afraid of being...restrained, I'm afraid..."

He was talking nonsense, but Jie Luo knew what he was talking about at the moment, and he clearly knew that it would be difficult to take back what he said.After that, there is really no way out.

Listening to Jie Luo's rambling words, Nakajima's mood seemed to be tugged, some inexplicable emotions secretly surfaced, and the surging emotions were deliberately suppressed, making it difficult to concentrate.

"But……"

Putting his arms around Nakajima's neck, his lips with a wry smile pressed against his ear.The tightness in his chest urged him to finish what was in his heart, as if only in this way could he not be swallowed by the emotions that were about to come out.

"But it's really scary, you... When you couldn't hold back the impulse and pushed me into the car, I was so excited... When you left..."

Suddenly it was difficult to swallow, and the words that were brewing could not be spoken for a moment.

"...It's so cold, it's really cold... Nakajima, I shouldn't have excessive expectations for you, and I shouldn't have ignited strange passions on my own, that's my fault...It's my fault, it's me... My head is broken, I thought I could... get, get a little warmth from you."

The swimming pool in midsummer is not cold, but at this moment, Jie Luo is trembling and twitching, barely leaning on Nakajima's shoulder.

"On the day you took the medicine, you lay beside me and secretly kissed me, stroked my hair, and held my hand... For the first time, I felt that someone took my body temperature... I am so happy... This kind of inappropriate Some feelings, but I can't forget them, and I'm so greedy that I want more. I'm sorry..."

Listening quietly to Jie Luo's words, Nakajima couldn't digest what happened for a while.This was the Jie Luo he had never seen before. He didn't have all kinds of seductive eyes, and he didn't have the proud posture of being alone and independent. Instead, he was so fragile, hurt, and he was at a loss and felt pity.

"……do not talk."

"...It's all my problem. I want to torture you and get angry with you. I can't figure it out... These things are all blamed on you, but in fact, I should be blamed. I am the one who avoided the problem, and it is also the one who has messy thoughts. ...I secretly...greedy..."

As if swallowing the bitterest pill, the last few words sounded extremely low.

"Ask for you...want to have you."

The nails almost dug into the flesh, but they couldn't resist the cramping pain in his heart.I thought it would be more rational to speak soberly, but Jie Luo found that he couldn't speak at all, so he might as well drink some wine, and it would be easier to speak when his body and brain were not so clear, and convey his true feelings.

"do not talk……!"

Kissing Jie Luo's lips suddenly, followed by sucking and plundering like a storm.He had never seen Jie Luo like this before, but he had an irresistible attraction to him who was unfamiliar.

Recalling every night when I couldn't sleep, even if I let my mind go, there is still the shadow of Jie Luo constantly hovering in front of my eyes, burning myself a little bit at midnight when people can't build a wall of reason.Confusedly classified as he caring about his friendship with Jie Luo for many years, it seems that this is indeed not the case now...

"Um... um... ha, ah..."

Taking advantage of Jie Luo's consciousness to relax, he pulled the handrail suddenly, and Nakajima took the people ashore together.Both of them were wet, and one of them couldn't stand still, and even trembled violently.

"wait for me a while."

After saying that, he helped Jie Luo back to the blanket, quickly took out a towel from the side, wrapped one around Jie Luo, and covered his hair with the other to wipe off the dripping water.

"I'm going to change clothes."

Turning around and walking away, Jie Luo was alone on the roof at the moment.The eyes can see that the fireworks are blooming one after another, but they cannot hear the sound.The surrounding area was so quiet that there was hardly any noise, only the sound of bugs in my ears.

After drying his body and changing into dry clothes, he came back, only to find that Jie Luo was only wearing a towel, but his hair was still dripping with water.

"Hey... When did you drink so badly, you got drunk in an instant. Your hair is still so wet, come on, let me wipe it for you."

Sitting back next to Jie Luo, he helped him wrap the bath towel around his body, and then gently wiped the dark golden hair, the movements were so gentle that one would think that hard work would crush people.

"...Nakajima, Ms. Cormorant once told me an interesting answer. Before she left, she told me that you are the kind of person who can break yourself for love. Now, is it still the case?"

After combing his damp hair, Nakajima lowered his head and thought about this question.

"She was right. But now... I don't know."

"Hehe... I always thought that for my life, the only thing that can accompany me is freedom. Constantly changing bed partners, having skin-to-skin relationships with those men and women, no one can leave a trace in my heart. Something. But now it seems that it is because I am getting older... That's why I have so many strange emotions when I was hugged and fell asleep by you. It is not so much that I was angry with you at the beginning, but more angry at myself for being so abnormal Bar……"

Smiling helplessly, looking at his naked body, Jero slowly curled up his legs, and lay on the soft blanket with his back to Nakajima.

"You don't... like... me?"

I couldn't believe my own judgment, so I had to ask the other party.

"No, it's all an illusion."

"But I care about you very much. Sometimes I don't want to. When you ignore me, I want to see you. Even if I'm mentally ill, I want to lie in the bar because I can see you occasionally. Even if I can't see you, I still want to see you." Knowing that you are near me gives me peace of mind. Jero... you say your feelings are illusions, but mine are real. I... care about you, want you, and don't even want you Touching other men. These, I can't take it as an illusion."

Just as Jie Luo lay down, he hugged the other person's body into his arms, without looking into the other person's eyes, and intuitively felt that Jie Luo was still trembling.

"Heh... So, what are you trying to express? Are you trying to restrain me?"

Smiling, Nakajima's arm felt very comfortable.

"It's not wrong if you think so. But I don't know how to give you freedom. It should be said that I don't want you to continue your previous life. Now let me see you being taken away by other men or women, I will probably be very angry Explosion... Jie Luo, you are used to being free, I dare not force you to be with me, but it is too painful to keep losing sleep like this..."

Kissing the wet hair, tightening his embrace towards the other party, stroking the tight back, but at the moment he was in a calm mood.

"Then let me lend it to you for the time being, until you no longer suffer from insomnia... ok..."

A sudden sense of loss of strength struck, the strength of alcohol surged up, and almost a second later, Jie Luo fell into a coma.

The author has something to say:

Nakajima's father is a big financial backer, Jie Luo's father is doing business all over the world, Maeda's father is a public servant, Xueyue's father is... Xueyue is the most pitiful, she doesn't know who her father is, and cries.

In my impression, Nakajima's voice should be Keiji Fujiwara (the old man is not a devil), and Jie Luo's voice should be Uncle Zun (well, I just kneel down to listen to his lazy voice every day). I don't know the relationship between the two of them, but Swimming Pool confessed to this conversation, emmm... It makes me feel emotional when I think about it.