If this sweet shell is destined to be peeled off by you

To bravely take a step towards Maeda, Xueyue needs to accumulate countless courage.He who has never been loved has always been lonely as if isolated from the world.No matter what kind of enthusiasm was being played in front of him, he couldn't catch a little bit of it.

"Are you afraid?"

Looking directly into Xueyue's eyes, the unavoidable heat is in front of her eyes, lying under Maeda's body, Xueyue was so nervous that she began to stammer.

"I, I have... a little bit, no one has touched me before..."

Caressing the trembling person in his arms, Maeda dared not exert any force.

"Tell me the truth, Xue Yue, don't force yourself in front of me."

After getting along, Maeda finally saw Xueyue clearly.He is habitually tolerant, forcing himself to adapt to others, but in fact he is never willing to say whether he is happy or not.

"...Well, I'm afraid."

"Are you afraid of pain?"

The physical pain was unavoidable at first, Maeda had already warned himself, until this day, he must be more gentle, and he would not be able to forgive himself for hurting Xueyue.

"No, actually there are..."

I was so timid and wanted to respond to the other party.

"What else?"

Maeda's fiery desire was suppressed by reason, and he was surprisingly patient at the moment.

"I... have never liked anyone, and I don't know if this kind of emotion for you can be called liking, but you are very good to me, you... are good to me, this is the first time I feel that I can be with another person It’s really nice to have such close contact in one’s life.”

Xueyue straightened her body, put her arms around her lover, and pressed her face against the other's chest, feeling her heartbeat.

"I like the breakfast you made, and sometimes I look forward to you being bored with me, dazed together, and feeling very comfortable with you. However, you give me too much, even if you are willing, but I I don't want to give you anything. Maeda... I don't know what liking is like, what love is like, so I don't know how to use these intangible emotions to repay you. All I can give you is response, even if No matter how scary it is for me to do...with you, I am willing to give myself to you. "

It is rare to hear Xueyue say so many words to herself seriously, it is impossible not to be moved, at this moment all Maeda can do is return a tight hug to calm the excitement in her heart.

"However, I feel terrible. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly no longer be the same as before, you will tire of me, you will be like the furniture you are used to, and you will gradually stop liking me. I can't be as chic as Mr. Gero , You can end the relationship with a person with a smile. It has never happened before, I don’t know what to do...so I am afraid. I am afraid that you will lose your enthusiasm one day, and I am afraid that I will become inseparable from you. "

A sentence seems to shake Maeda's will, as if on the day I kissed Xueyue for the first time, my calmness and rationality were left behind, and the real feeling brought by the temperature in my arms made me feel satisfied and not enough , There was a stabbing pain hovering in the chest.

"If one day you leave me, I can't imagine. I only know that I will be afraid, a hundred times more afraid than now."

"will not!"

Just rub Xueyue into my body like this, let him become a part of myself, this will make him feel at ease, and I will also feel at ease.

"I can't promise you what will happen to us in the future, but I don't want to leave you. If my enthusiasm for you is impulsive, then it doesn't make sense. I like you more and more, and I can't stop..."

At the end, the voice gradually became smaller.Xueyue felt something hot and humid on her cheek, and the trembling Maeda couldn't speak any more.

He is crying.Tears fell, and in the dim living room of Maeda, the two embraced and refused to let go.Xue Yue only felt that something was falling in her heart, and the things she could no longer grasp slowly disappeared into the darkness.

This night, Maeda just wanted to warm the originally cold Xueyue with his body temperature, hugged him, stroked his back in the dark, and kissed his lips and cheeks.Even though the longing for the complete Xueyue was so longing that she couldn't restrain it, but the tide of desire was calm tonight, replaced by the warmth like a torch.

"I won't leave you, won't make you afraid, won't make you sad. Xueyue, I love you, so much that my heart hurts."

Xueyue, who entered the dreamland, couldn't hear what Maeda was saying in her ear, but this moment was very warm and reassuring.

If you don't have someone to hug you, it's not that you can't live alone.It was only once he had it that he realized how warm this life is mixed with emotions.

Maeda's embrace is more comfortable than a sofa, more comfortable than a bed, and more reassuring than a bathtub.The night is so short that one does not want to wake up.

But after all, people have to face the next day, whether it is sunny or raining.

The atmosphere in the bar remained the same, the two were still at a stalemate, neither of them wanted to take the initiative to speak, but gradually, Xue Yue found that the store manager was getting more and more depressed.

"Are you okay? Manager, you seem to be very tired recently."

There are beards protruding from the chin, the cheeks seem to be a little thinner, and the clothes are not as decent as before. There are obvious wrinkles on the shirt, and the slumped look seems to have suffered some blow, which makes people very worried.

"I'm fine, thank you Xueyue, you are cuter for worrying about me so much. Hehe..."

He laughed dryly twice, the smiles were a bit forced, Nakajima seemed to be seriously ill.

During the day, I was still receiving hypnotherapy from a psychiatrist, and I felt that I could at least maintain my sanity, but the doctor repeatedly emphasized that the source of such a sudden state disorder was a heart disease, and if I didn’t want to tell the truth, I had to work hard to solve it myself.

However, Nakajima has nothing to do now.He tried to reach a reconciliation with Gero, he wanted to let each other off, he wanted to say loudly to Gero that he had had enough, and he wanted the original Gero back.

"Should I take more rest? Look, I haven't shaved my beard, and my face is thinner. I'm not as handsome as before."

If it was said that he was broken in love when he was hugged by the store manager as a rag to wipe his tears, then Xueyue would rather believe that he is really in a state of broken love now.

"It's nothing, I just want to experience the decadent style now, don't worry."

His heart seemed to be uncomfortable, and Nakajima wanted to sleep for a while now.

Instead of chatting with the store manager, Xueyue went back to work.

"It is my pleasure to serve you, dear customer, what do you need?"

"Mr. Inoue."

The guest who was definitely looking at Xueyue was a good-looking young man with bright eyes, a smile on his mouth, wearing a casual large hoodie, sitting alone at the table, but called out Xueyue's last name.

"Eh...? Do we know the guest?"

Replying with an elegant smile, Xue Yue was secretly a little surprised, because in his memory, he had never seen this man.There is only the word "Xueyue" on his work card, and there is no surname on it at all.

"Irie, Irie Shinichi."

She still couldn't take her eyes off, but Xueyue's heart was inexplicably cold, and she always felt that it was safer to be stared at by this kind of calm gaze, and the gaze of other customers that seemed to be lit up instantly.

"So, Mr. Irie, do you need an order?"

Forcibly suppressing the discomfort in her heart, at this moment Xueyue was a little flustered.

"Don't be so nervous, although we don't know each other, I really want to be friends with you!"

Irie squinted his crooked eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was very bright, with a sunny look, so good-looking that he seemed to be able to infect others.

It must be because he is so good-looking, Xueyue gradually became less tense.

Xueyue, who only sat for half an hour, was busy greeting others and walked almost non-stop.His tall and slender body takes steady steps, and sometimes light hits his face, but the part covered by bangs is dark, with a feeling of abstinence, his cold face and just-right smile look both impressive I feel a little close, but it's just to the point, and I don't want to get too close to anyone.

Sure enough, Inoue Xueyue is an attractive person, not only because of his good looks, but also because of his clean appearance.This kind of cleanliness that exists in intoxication and desire, but is not affected at all, is even more precious.

"Heh! You are still planted in the hands of the teacher... Well, but yes, with the teacher's means and ability, it is normal to get you."

After watching it for a while, Irie muttered impatiently to himself, drank the last sip of his cocktail, and the stranger who was in the way sat across from him and was talking to himself.

"Sorry, pay the bill."

When he reached out to take out his wallet, the uncle on the opposite side had already put the money on the table first.

"I beg you I beg you, don't bother. Can you give me your contact information?"

The slightly greasy look made Irie a little annoyed, and he frowned imperceptibly, leaving only a polite smile on his face.

"We've never met each other before, how can I ask you to spend money on a treat, sir. Next time, if we meet again by fate, I will definitely accompany you. I will leave today."

Xueyue, who was standing by the table, took the money from the river very silently, before the man in the brightly colored hoodie left the bar in a hurry, the only sound left was the bell ringing at the door.

Looking in the direction of the door, the man who struck up a conversation had a look of loss, his loss was written all over his face, and he didn't hide it at all.

"Sir, please put away your personal belongings. If you need anything else, please call me at any time."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and returned to the vicinity of the bar. Xueyue has always been not interested in this kind of strike-up. If he can avoid it, he is more willing to go far.

"That boy just now, know you?"

Unexpectedly, when Jie Luo asked a question, Xue Yue didn't know how to answer.

"He knows my last name, but I don't know him. But why did senior ask me that?"

Arrange the cleaned utensils neatly, and put the slightly damp fingers together.

"How long do you think I've known you, Xueyue, if I wasn't an acquaintance or knew you outside the bar, who would make you show that expression."

Jie Luo's observation skills were so keen that Xue Yue was embarrassed, but he could only slander in a low voice.

"I'm so easy to see through..."

"Who knows. In short, I have watched you gradually integrate me with... what the store manager taught you in the past few years. Most people should not miss it."

Leng Buding mentioned the store manager in the conversation, Jie Luo's eyes were a little unnatural, his fingers tightened, and his bloodless joints looked a little cold.

"That's right... Mr. Irie, today, he knows my last name, and he said he wants to be friends with me. He's really a strange person..."

Xueyue's resistance from strangers made him uncomfortable at the moment, but fortunately, Irie had already left.

"By the way, does he like you and wants to pursue you? He deliberately investigates your identity or something. This kind of perversion is quite common..."

"no."

He didn't look up, and the way his eyes were covered by his hair made Jie Luo somewhat unable to see his expression at the moment.

"He's not interested in me, I can feel it. When I'm close, I feel very unnatural. Although I'm laughing, I don't know why I feel a little sharp. Saying that he likes me is better than saying that he hates me. I hope I won't see you in the future to him..."

Maybe Irie wasn't at fault, but Xueyue just felt unnatural for no reason.The person he was looking forward to not meeting in the future met him at the door of his house in the morning a few days later.

The author has something to say:

Shinichi Irie is online!My favorite little cutie!There are basically no bad guys in this article, so if you choose cute among the good guys, it is really cute.But the road ahead is going to be very long, and it was painful for me to start unwinding and rewinding the line, but it was very enjoyable after taking it back!