If this sweet shell is destined to be peeled off by you

"Didn't the store manager keep Ms. Cormorant?"

Asked by Jie Luo, Nakajima's frowning face became even uglier, and he sighed, unwilling to look directly at the person who asked the question, but he did not walk away to avoid it.

"Hey...can I pursue her? Manager."

Deliberately pretending to be very interested, he looked at Cormorant's betrayed lover with burning eyes.

"Don't make fun of me, just pack up and get off work."

Nakajima, who turned around and wanted to walk towards the lounge, had a serious expression on his face. He pushed the door in regardless of Jie Luo who was following behind him, sat on the sofa, and recalled the conversation between Cormorant and himself just now.

The door was pushed open by Jie Luo, and he turned off the only light source in the closed lounge very smoothly. In an instant, the entire room was filled with darkness, and only the power indicator lights of some electrical appliances struggled to emit a little light. .

Suddenly being hugged, ********.

There was no unnecessary movement, Jie Luo just hugged each other lightly, in the small room full of darkness, intersected with each other's shoulders and necks, and did not do anything else.

……

"You know Cormorant is my ex-girlfriend, right?"

In the quiet room, Nakajima's deep voice was full of helplessness.

"...I know."

known long time ago.I found out a long time ago, and I have heard Nakajima, who was in a mess, tell me several times.At that time, it was just a short time since we became friends. At that time, this man could still sleep, although now he will never drink to the point of drunkenness at will, and then he will not remember anything.

"Cormorant, she and I are childhood sweethearts."

"You have known each other since you were young, and you have been together for nearly 8 years after confessing your love. She has moved on to a new employee in her company, and she is still a girl."

"Eh?"

"She told you that they were true love. They broke up with you without even saying an apology. You were heartbroken and left the city where you were originally, and ran here. Am I right?"

"you……"

Nakajima's surprised expression could not be seen in the darkness, but his stiff limbs betrayed him completely.Because he didn't remember saying these things to Gero at all.

"Hey……"

Sighing, he let go of Nakajima's arm, Gero wanted to laugh at him but couldn't bear it.

"After you got drunk, you told me twice. Well, it was a long time ago, like when I first came here."

His face was hot, and Nakajima felt a little regretful.I control my drinking because of my own damn poor quality alcohol.He talks nonsense when he is too drunk, sometimes he does outrageous things, and occasionally wakes up to find himself collapsed on a quiet street, and sometimes his wallet is gone.

"Hey, store manager, can you sleep well tonight? Do you still need to take medicine?"

Jie Luo, who was sitting on the opponent's lap, still maintained an ambiguous posture and distance, but his face was indifferent that no one could see.There is an inexplicable conflict in my heart, and my calm and terrifying heartbeat is the only strong fortress.

"Who knows. It's getting late, you should go back."

From the beginning to the end, he never raised his arm and reached out to touch Jie Luo who was approaching actively. After saying this, he even turned his head to one side, unwilling to face him and generally remained motionless.

Although the relationship between the two of them as friends has always been very harmonious, even if they did something very excessive yesterday, making this kind of friendship that has been balanced for several years suddenly a little unstable, but these are all trivial things, Both of them are men with a lot of experience, they will not stick to physical relationships, and they can forget everything when they turn around.

There was a lengthy silence in the room, followed by Jero's unmistakable sigh.

"Thank you, see you tomorrow."

He got up quickly without stopping, and when he turned to go out, because it was too dark, Jie Luo suddenly raised his hand to turn on the switch, but he didn't want to bump into the sharp corner of the wall. The sound of inhaling made Nakajima want to stand up and see what happened to the other party, but Jie Luo quickly withdrew, leaving only the not very bright room, the man sitting there alone in a daze.

The heat that was left on Nakajima's body just now gradually cooled down, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Regarding the cormorant, it seems that even though the other party has left over the years, he has never forgotten it for a moment.The obsession with innocence and childishness when he was young, and the reluctance to give up cormorants, now it seems that it is only his own obsession.Isn't it good to live like this?

But today that woman came back again, and her appearance became mature as a matter of course. You can say that she is old if you are not polite. There are small and imperceptible gullies in the corners of her eyes that have been deposited by time. She didn't do anything to cover up, but she still has a frank charm. .

It's still so familiar, the same makeup habit, the same voice and tone as the day we broke up, and I "discuss" with myself in a tone that seems to be an order.

"I broke up with her. Late last year."

"And then? What are you going to do when you come back to me? Apologize? Ask for reunion?"

"Come back? Why do you say come back? Is it difficult for me to get to know you again and come back again? Besides, I don't want to apologize to you. In my opinion, you haven't treated yourself badly over the years. "

"I really miss you. Your blunt tone of voice chokes me so much that I have no power to fight back."

"Don't say superfluous. Start again, can you do it?"

There was no other expression on her face from the beginning to the end, and she said something that sounded excessive in a blunt, cold tone like the night wind.

"You're still so unreasonable."

"Che, I know you haven't forgotten me for so many years. I asked many people, your friends and relatives, they only said that you play around in the world, and you have never been tempted by anyone. You have never let me go completely, that's it Right?"

In a tone of sure victory, what is described is not a fact of embellishment.The cormorant's eyes seemed to be overflowing with the pride that must be gained.

"Don't say such nonsensical words anymore. If you separate, you will separate. It's been so many years. Who will hold each other tightly."

Avoiding the tall figure of the cormorant, not looking at her capable professional attire and her long black hair that is smooth and black.

"Have you fallen in love with anyone now? You know me, it's best not to lie to me. "

Suddenly, the tense police interrogation-style dialogue became a bit difficult to deal with. The night wind blew on the exposed skin and began to feel cool. I couldn't help but took out the cigarette and fire from my pocket. Shima wanted to end this exhausting conversation as soon as possible.After all, when I was young, I would lose every time I faced a cormorant.

"No. I haven't met anyone I like, but it's too far-fetched to say that I haven't let you go in my heart for so many years."

Choosing to reply sincerely can save you a lot of trouble, otherwise, with this woman's method, I'm afraid there will be more trouble after lying.Cormorants have always been the kind of people who can burn each other, and don't hesitate to burn themselves. Although they are serious and passionate, they are really hard to mess with.

Back then, Nakajima was fascinated by such cormorants.

"I think about you... Cormorant, maybe I miss you more. After all, you once made me like you so much. I longed for love and family so much. I longed to be with you in the end. With this kind of life... to have you as a I felt happy for the ultimate goal, and at that time, I really felt happy.”

"So? Don't you want to experience it again?"

It makes people deeply feel that the language is weak, as if no matter how it is explained, the cormorant always holds the dominant position in discourse.

"Listen to me, okay?"

The cormorant didn't speak any more, but just watched steadily.

"It used to really make me feel happy. Every day and every night, I feel that you can be by my side, and I have nothing else to ask for. I thought you must marry me, so, self-righteously, you will become mine Wife... Cormorant, one time is enough to break someone's heart. If you do it again, you will really have nothing left in the other person's heart. Let me go, please? Let me put the last point to you Keep the longing, don't take it away..."

"please……"

Cormorants have always acted decisively and impulsively, but they do not lack the ability to think.After listening to Nakajima's words, he fell into deep thought for a while, but quickly made a decision.

"I will come to see you again. I haven't decided on the time yet. I hope you can think clearly at that time. I'll go back today first."

People say that a man cannot mature until he gets hurt. After many years, Nakajima finally admitted his weakness.The cormorant's name was engraved on this wooden wedge embedded in her heart, even if it didn't hurt, she never disappeared.

"Hey... I have survived for more than thirty years, am I here to be funny..."

With a helpless smile, the dim light was a bit dazzling, and he covered his eyes with his hands, and Nakajima, who was slumped on the sofa weakly, was left with a mess in his heart.

It was very cold outside, but Jie Luo, who was driving home, endured the low temperature and insisted on opening the window to let his body temperature be taken away by the wind.

Taking off the suffocatingly restrictive top, looking at the face in the mirror with lazy and melancholy eyes, a nameless feeling of impatience rose.The center of the floor without a carpet is very clean. I can still recall what happened on this floor yesterday. The soaked self, Nakajima, a friend and colleague whose eyes are irrational but have hot desire, was broken. The subtle sense of subversion of balance, everything comes from itself.

"It's been too long... haven't I gone out to fuck... Heh, heh, hahaha..."

Thinking of this, Jie Luo was actually amused by himself, and the empty room was full of his uncontrollable laughter.Laughing until tears came out, she fell down on the sofa while wiping, and turned her head to see the lubricant that was used last night on the cabinet next to it.

The cigarette he just lit was in his mouth, he reached out to grab it, and stared at the bottle in a daze.

***************.

"Feel sorry,**,*……"

The cigarette butt that was still bright red was about to burn out, but Jie Luo's expression of enjoyment was not affected. He just clamped it between his fingertips with his fingers, curled up his fingers and clenched his fist.

"!......"

****************************************************** Knocked on the bleeding wound.

"……it hurts……"

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Changed the text to the point where I began to doubt myself haha