[comprehensive] flower tone girl
Chapter 53
Turning on the switch of the fire of death energy, for Sawada boy, it probably means that the fire flames in the sky became clearer after being hit by the death energy bomb and his shirt exploded.
Even if the blood of the first generation flows in his body, and his talent is excellent, it is impossible to become a genius in one day.
Sawada Tsunayoshi touched the bamboo sword on the first day, so it is naturally impossible to beat the head general of the Kendo Department.
"Since you have made up your mind to stand on the dueling field, don't back down, and don't hesitate, Tsuna."
Before going on stage, Kanon patted the boy on the shoulder.
"It doesn't matter if you lose face, the premise is that you have really done your best, whether it is mental strength, physical strength, or perseverance."
What is the brown-haired boy desperately trying to do?
He was beaten to the ground again and again by Chida, and the audience booed, "Hurry up, waste chai gang!".That is not encouragement, but mockery similar to watching a good show.
Kanon held up her mobile phone, and from time to time captured the scene where Tsunayoshi Sawada was knocked down.As far as this behavior is concerned, it is difficult to judge whether she is the friend of the poor boy - but the corners of the girl's lips have been tightly pressed, and her eyes have never moved away from the boy who was teased as a monkey. It can be seen that she is not malicious, but is quite serious, watching the child who is working hard.
She stood in the inner circle of the onlookers, and next to her was the central figure in the duel—Kyoko Sasakawa.
And the best friend of the school girl, Kurokawa Hana.
"Sasakawa-san, which side do you support?" Hanano asked suddenly.
The girl with short orange hair may have been at a loss for a long time because of the boys fighting for her. At this time, she could only reply with a questioning voice of "Huh?"
"Gangji only started picking up the bamboo knife at noon today."
In the noisy training ground of the Kendo Department, everyone was excited.
Sasakawa Kyoko and Saiki Hanon had little to do with each other—in other words, since the first day of school, the grade representative became friends with Sawada Tsunayoshi, and stopped paying attention to other classmates.
At this time, listening to the voice of Saiki, who is called a goddess and is indeed so outstanding that people can't match it, Sasakawa Kyoko is actually a little nervous.
"I talked him out of it because he couldn't possibly win."
Sasakawa Kyoko secretly looked at Saiki Hanon's profile.There was no expression on the beauty's face, and the blue eyes were reflected coldly by the phone screen. She took another picture of Tsunayoshi Sawada being knocked down.
"Everyone will laugh at him when he loses." Qi Muhuayin laughed suddenly, in a mocking tone, "Look, those who booed, they don't care at all how many injuries Gangji suffered, whether they were injured once Standing up for the first time... In their eyes, it's just fun."
"Even if they are talking about cheering, no one really wants him to win."
"Because compared to him being no longer a good-for-nothing, everyone hopes that he will become his original decadent appearance again, and use it to mock bullying and show his sense of superiority."
"It's so interesting." Saiki Hanon suddenly turned her head, her blue eyes were full of sarcasm, "Is this the same for you, Kyoko Sasakawa?"
Kyoko Sasakawa opened her eyes wide and took a step back in panic.
Kurokawa Hana supported Sasakawa Kyoko, and frowned angrily: "I said you, even if you are a grade representative, don't go too far! Since you are a friend of Sawada Tsunayoshi, why don't you cheer him up! Instead, you are complaining about Kyoko here! "
Qi Muhuayin's brows and eyes softened.
She stared at Sasakawa Kyoko with those shining eyes, and the corners of her lips curved: "The support Tsunayoshi wants most is not mine. Sasakawa-san, who do you support more? The one who used you as a bet The powerful Mochida-senpai, or the good-for-nothing boy who is desperately fighting for you?"
"If you continue to pretend like you haven't seen anything, maybe that good-for-nothing boy's heart will die."
"Sanki-san..." Kyoko Sasakawa covered her thumping chest, she couldn't tell what was going on in her heart right now.The school girl had a lot of questions to ask, but the last thing she asked was this sentence, "If Sawada-san loses, do you mind?"
"It doesn't matter, after all, this is a game he decides on his own."
——Even if he loses and becomes a dog, she will accompany the boy and help him grow up slowly.
However, this indifference only made Sasakawa Kyoko feel indifferent.
There was a hint of anger in the eyes of the always gentle girl.
unfair.
Everyone knows that Sawada Tsunayoshi really regards Saiki Hanane as a friend, but is this excellent girl so arrogant? !
And that Natsume Takashi had been standing next to Saiki Hanon quietly watching the game without saying a word.
Are they really friends? !
Maybe it's a fight against injustice, or it can be regarded as an impulsive impulse.Even Kyoko Sasakawa didn't understand why she put her hands around her mouth and shouted into the arena with all her strength——
"come on!"
The booing voices were stunned into silence by the sudden soprano.
Everyone looked at the school belle who suddenly exploded in amazement, including Mochida, who was considered to be unilaterally violent on the field, and Sawada Tsunayoshi, who was raped.
Kyoko Sasakawa looked firmly at the precarious young man half kneeling on the ground with a bamboo knife supporting his body.She took a deep breath, and shouted again in the quiet arena——
"Don't lose, Sawada-san!!!"
Don't lose, Tsunayoshi Sawada.
The brown-haired boy was trembling all over, and his whole body was in pain, but the soreness in his eyes and the joy in his heart made him unbearable.
Ah, what could be happier than getting the loud support of the girl you like when you can't hold on anymore?
He wants to respond.
Maybe this is his only chance.
"Sasakawa-san..." He stood up again, pointed the tip of the bamboo knife at Mochida, who was pale and unbelievable, and a fleeting smile from the heart appeared on the corner of his lips, and then his whole face became ferocious!
"Even if it is death... I will win for you!"
boom!
"resurrection!!!"
"Death to beat you!!!"
The boy's eyebrows were burning with bursting orange flames. He was naked, wearing only a pair of blue and white striped boxer briefs. He raised his bamboo knife and jumped up, sending out a fierce and precise blow to Mochida!
"I won——!" Sawada Tsunayoshi stood beside Mochida-senpai who was beaten to the point of fainting from shock, like a wild beast out of its cage, and the roar echoed deafeningly in the silent venue.
"Won?"
"The good-for-nothing is really..."
"Wow--!!!"
"Nice job!!!"
Amidst the cheers of the audience, Sawada Tsunayoshi extinguished his flames and fell down exhausted.
After unlocking the threshold, under the catalysis of the dead air bomb, the flames released have exceeded the tolerance of this useless body.
"Sawada-san!"
Qi Muhuayin stopped her forward step, looked at the school girl who rushed out, and couldn't help but smile with satisfaction on the corner of her lips.
"Let's go, Takashi." Kanon held onto the boy who had been standing silently by her side, "It's time to pick up Teacher Dazai."
"It's really all in your plan, Kanon." The little angel Natsume, who had been holding back and didn't cheer Tsunakichi, realized that his back was covered in cold sweat at this moment, and his hands were covered with fingertips when he clenched his fists. It hurts to poke.
"Well……"
She just said to Natsume Takashi, "Don't open your mouth to cheer for Tsunayoshi this afternoon, I want to assist him and Sasakawa Kyoko".
Saiki Kanon is a girl who is so good that she is called the goddess of campus.
——Is there anything different about Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was included in the circle of friends by such a girl?
——The waste chai gang who could only get 17 points in the test before was able to raise his score to an average of 70 points within two weeks!Even with the help of the god of learning, it means that he may not be such a waste, right?
This kind of attention has accumulated little by little. In this adolescence that is about to move around, you must be curious about this person, Tsunayoshi Sawada, right?
——Does he have some advantages that were only discovered by Saiki Kanon?
To this day, the good-for-nothing boy who accepted the challenge of the senior kendo club leader "for Sasakawa Kyoko" has stood up unyielding again and again——
How could Sasakawa Kyoko be unmoved?
The imagination of "he may have advantages" and the speculative nature of "other people's family may be the best".At the moment when Hana Saiki intentionally revealed flaws and suspicions to Kyoko Sasakawa, as a girl who said "Hana said that Tsunayoshi Sawada may be secretly in love with me", under the simultaneous effect of vanity and sympathy, in that noisy In an environment full of excitement and adolescent hormones, how could it be possible not to have impulses?
Well, what she did was just to give this story a beginning.
The so-called assist means that after helping the hero and heroine to suggest the beginning of the story, they have to retire and let the hero and heroine write down the future story by themselves.
Whether it is a tragedy or a comedy, it has nothing to do with assists.
"It would be great if Gangji could seize the opportunity." Huayin sighed with emotion in a low voice.
Perhaps, he would also choose to give up this relationship because of his identity.
Well, first love always comes quickly and dies early.But you can't stop pursuing one just because you might lose it, right?What is the difference between a guy who thinks he has seen through everything but actually has no courage to face the possibility of the future, and a cowardly giant baby living in a cover?No matter how long a lifetime is, a life without any change is already dead.
People can fail, but they can't feel sorry for not doing it.
Because time doesn't wait, it doesn't go back, it just goes forward.
If you don't catch something in time, maybe you will never have such an opportunity and such a good mood in this life.
However, maybe Tsunayoshi will blame him for doing such a thing in the future, right?
Everyone will feel that feelings are pure, and this calculated feeling is not beautiful and ideal enough.
But what kind of emotion is without reason or inducement?
Appearance, temperament, character.fortuitous event.
Isn't this the best time?
The good-for-nothing boy who desperately fought to be treated as a bet girl, was encouraged to fight back, and was cared for by the girl he liked after fainting...
Saiki Hana knew that she had induced the best start.
As for Sawada Tsunayoshi himself, once he can be noticed by others, he will find that he is really a very good boy.
However, is it really right to interfere with the emotional direction of others without authorization?
Maybe there are indeed assists among friends, but take into account other people's personalities and what's going on...
Is this kind of thing right or wrong?
If it was her own business, it would be fine even if she killed herself, but if it was someone else's business, why was she still so restless and terrified even though she could foresee a happy ending?
... "I'm doing this for your own good"?
Is she really qualified to do this kind of thing for the good of others?Is she interfering too much?Is she doing something wrong?
The girl who fell into self-torture again still held Natsume Takashi's hand gently, not daring to clenched it tightly to give herself strength, nor did she dare to let the other party notice her abnormal state.
She is no different from every junior high school girl who simply holds the good idea of "helping friends", and she really thinks so in her heart.
But why, she felt uneasy as if she had done something wrong?
If one day, Kyoko gets hurt because of Tsunayoshi's mafia godfather status, will Tsunakichi feel that if Saiki Hanon hadn't "kindly" assisted him, he wouldn't have become attached to Kyoko, and Kyoko wouldn't have been hurt? up?
——No, Sawada Tsunayoshi likes Sasakawa Kyoko, even without you, under the training of Li Baoen, he will be so dazzling that he can attract the girl he likes.
So, why would she go to such lengths?
Because, now she is just an ordinary junior high school student who wants to do something for her friends.
So, why must she be able to easily guess so many possibilities when she is only thirteen or fourteen years old.
Is being smart a mistake?
Suddenly, she longed to see Osamu Dazai.
There was something about him that resembled hers.
Clever, cunning, unscrupulous—
She was protecting something precious, so what about him?
-
Kanon Saiki finally found Osamu Dazai, who was fished out by someone and lay flat on the grass like a pickle to bask in the sunset by the embankment of Namori Town.
Knowing for the first time that there are people who regard suicide as a hobby, Natsume Takashi was so shocked that he could only look at this future cohabitant and the new math teacher in the class with indescribably complicated eyes.
"Well, this river sparkles in the sunset, it's so beautiful..." Osamu Dazai's eyes lit up without remorse, "The temperature and depth of the water are also very suitable—"
"Although it's late April, the weather isn't that warm. Be careful of catching a cold, Dazai-sensei." Kanon pulled the young man up, "Hurry up and go home, take a shower and change your clothes. Have you changed your clothes?"
"Well, not at all!" The young man's candid tone made Natsume Takashi feel the urge to stay away from him.
"Takashi, you go home first, I'll take Dazai-sensei to buy clothes and daily necessities." Hanon wasn't surprised at all, after all, this is an out-and-out rogue tramp.
"Ah, what a shame~" Osamu Dazai stroked the little girl's palm, and smiled obsequiously, "Goodbye, Kishi-kun."
Natsume Takashi: Aren't you really taking advantage of the girls, rogue teacher?
Anyway, Kanon is also a girl.
"Let me help." Natsume Takashi stepped forward and grabbed Osamu Dazai's wrist, pulled him away, and stood between the two, "Please be careful, don't flirt with female students, Mr. Dazai .”
"Wow." Dazai Osamu approached Natsume Takashi, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and asked in a very gossip tone, "Do you like Xiao Hanyin?"
"You think too much." Natsume's boy, who had been tossed by Saiki Hanon's pranks for a long time, pushed Dazai away, "Please walk well!"
"Eh."
As if he found an interesting toy, Osamu Dazai secretly showed a smile that was about to play tricks on others, eager to try.
——Then was directly interrupted by Saiki Kanon.
"I actually wanted to ask Takashi to go home first and help Mr. Dazai clean up a room." Saiki Hanane pulled Natsume Takashi and him to change positions, and then shook Dazai's hand, "It will probably take a while to go shopping. A lot of time, can I ask you to go back first, Kishi?"
Finding out that the girl actually had something to say to this man, what could Natsume Takashi do in the face of that gentle smile.
"Okay, be careful, I'll go back first."
"Well, you have to be careful, Kishi."
Hanon felt uneasy and gave Natsume Takashi a few talismans—although he also carried them, but if he didn't go home together, Hanon would always feel a little worried.
When Natsume boy climbed up the road by the embankment and walked far away, Dazai Osamu held Hanano's hand and couldn't help laughing: "Are you just the mother chicken who watched the little chicken go foraging alone?"
Kanon pinched off the middle finger of the other party with a "click", and smiled kindly: "Did you just say something, Mr. Dazai?"
"Wow, wow, it hurts like hell!" The young man squatted down in pain, "I'm sorry!"
Huayin silently helped him repair his finger.
"Feel sorry."
After a long time, she held the other's palm against her forehead and apologized softly.
"Hmm." The young man looked down at the top of the little girl's head, raised his other hand and gently rubbed her head, "Forgive you. Didn't you say you want to take me shopping?"
"Hmm. Dazai-sensei likes the current style of clothing collocation?"
"Yeah, isn't it tasteful?"
"Well, it's not bad, very handsome." The girl paused, "Do you think I'm holding it too tightly?"
"No, even if the bone is broken, it can be repaired, right, Master Onmyoji?"
"What, aren't you afraid of pain, hypocrite."
"This description is too much! You have to treat me to ice cream!"
"I like vanilla and coffee."
"What kind of coffee do children like, strawberry is very good."
"Eh? Then strawberry tastes good. Where's Dazai-sensei?"
"Well, let me think about it..."
"Have you ever eaten before?"
"Hey, do you think I'm that miserable!"
"It doesn't look like childhood at all."
"It's so miserable! Even if it's a game console, I'm still using the latest model!"
"Eh? Dazai-sensei also likes to play games? Isn't he the type who is good at playing chess?"
"Did you misunderstand something... I am a lively young man full of vigor!"
"Really." The girl raised her head suspiciously and glanced at the young man who loves suicide, and suddenly smiled, "It's decided, let's go buy the latest game console!"
"Wow, really? That's expensive!"
"No problem, I have already obtained my Onmyoji qualification certificate, and I can make my debut at the end of next year to earn back!"
"No, wait a minute, onmyojis have to do research too?!"
"That's right, this real world." The little girl sighed old-fashionedly.
It caused the two to raise their heads and lower their heads, and after a few seconds of looking at each other, they both laughed until tears overflowed.
"I like Dazai-sensei."
Huayin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, raised her head, raised her eyebrows, and clasped her five fingers between the man's fingers coquettishly.
"I like Dazai-sensei."
The girl in the school uniform tilted her head slightly, and the ending sound seemed to have the soft hook that this man had when he spoke.
"Do you want to die for love with me?" Osamu Dazai bent down and clasped the little girl's fingers.
"No, I still have many people who love me by my side."
"Ah, that is really pitiful and happy." The young man narrowed his eyes, "Maybe one day he will regret not leaving this world sooner."
Is life really a kind of happiness for a person who is too sensitive and too smart?
"Only this, I am different from Dazai-sensei." Hanon raised her hand and pinched the young man's cheek, "Because I know better than Dazai-sensei that this world is far wider than we know."
"What..." the young man puffed up his cheeks.
"Haven't you thought about it?" Kanon let go of Osamu Dazai, and jumped two steps back, "In this world, even onmyojis, monsters, and ghosts exist, how could there be no hell?"
"Then I must go to hell."
The setting sun sprinkled on the young man's body, dyeing his eyes with distinct warmth and darkness.
"That's right, and you can't die in hell. So if you don't want to suffer too much, just be a good person seriously and save yourself some good fortune, Mr. Dazai."
Osamu Dazai stood on the overpass leading to the commercial street, looking at the little girl who was smiling against the backlight with a gloomy expression.
"There is nothing in this world that Osamu Dazai cannot predict."
The young man suddenly remembered what Oda Saku said to himself before leaving.
He felt that this sentence could also be sent to the little girl in front of him.
If you can't escape even death, you can only live.
The world is wider and more cruel than imagined.
"...This is really an incredible suggestion. It's really thanks to you that you can be so calm. Is it because there is no boundary between life and death?"
"No, I just realized something after meeting Dazai-sensei."
"Ok?"
"A person's sense of loneliness is inherent, no matter how many friends and relatives he has, whether he has a lover and children, whether he is happy or sad, rich or poor, as long as he is still an independent person, then he will always be alone. Live with loneliness every moment."
And you, it's like being swallowed up by this loneliness.
"It's just that most people don't realize this, just like they are so ignorant that they can't even distinguish between happiness and happiness, and even hesitate to face the things they really desire in their hearts."
Just like you.
"Because everyone is used to living a life of confusion, those who see clearly will feel out of place, doubt their own correctness, be overwhelmed by loneliness, and be sunk by themselves."
Just like me before this moment.
The girl brushed up her wind-blown hair, and her confused look became firm just before the last ray of golden sunlight was about to be swallowed up by the town.
"I'm not going to be sunk by myself."
As she said this, she slowly calmed down the restlessness and uneasiness in her heart, and returned to her usual calm appearance, smiling gently, like a warm wind blowing.
However, something important sank into her again and strengthened her soul.
When Osamu Dazai met the girl on the embankment, he seemed to see his own shadow covering her.
However, in such a short period of time, the girl is like a white snake that is shedding its skin, not afraid of the inner pain brought about by growth, and without hesitation she casts off the past snake slough and ushers in a new life.
Being able to realize the existence of a sense of alienation and loneliness, and being able to say "I will not be sunk by myself" here, is so strong that it makes people tremble inside, Saiki Hana.
What a scary girl.
However, seeing such a desperately growing and moving forward, she would feel that there must be reasons for his Dazai to keep him alive.
"I really want to see it." The young man put one hand into his windbreaker pocket, and held the girl's soft and slender palm with the other, his gentle tone filled with anticipation, "The wider world you talked about. "
"Well, okay."
She seemed to see the warm light gradually being ignited in his eyes, and couldn't help but deepen the smile on the corner of her lips.
"Well, if there is a chance."
-
Dazai Osamu, who followed Saiki Hanon into the Saiki house with big bags and small bags, hadn't had time to praise this exquisite and dreamy Japanese-style house under the lights, when he was taken aback by the beast eating snacks under the cherry blossom tree .
"Oh, did you pick up and raise the strange omnivore, Qi Mu?"
Although he was talking to the little girl, Hibari Kyouya did not take his eyes off Dazai Osamu's face, and his tone became more and more excited.
"Why..." Osamu Dazai dropped the shopping bag in his hand and hid behind Hanyin, "Why is this person at your house, Hanyin?!"
"Ah, I forgot to tell you, Hibari-senpai lives next door." Kanon also dropped her schoolbag and shopping bag, tore Dazai Osamu from his back and threw it in front of the beast, "Well, we have to get along well, I'm going to make dinner."
"Hey, wait a minute, Kanon—"
"Now that the injury is healed, let's continue, omnivore."
"No, no, wait a minute—"
Listening to the cheerful noises coming from the front yard, Kanon rubbed her nue rubbing against her thigh, and put on her apron.
"Never mind?" Natsume Takashi, who came to help in the kitchen, also put on his apron and rolled up his sleeves.
"Well, Senior Hibari will be careful."
Natsume Takashi couldn't help lighting a candle for Mr. Dazai in his heart: "Is there a festival between them?"
"Ah, Mr. Dazai tried to hang himself on the senior this morning, but was beaten into the infirmary by Senior Hibari."
"...What a sinful fate."
"Who knows."
"You feel better?"
"Because Dazai-sensei is cute."
Natsume Takashi felt a chill behind his back.
He was originally worried that Hanyin would suffer from that frivolous man, but it seems that his worry was completely unnecessary... No, on the contrary!
Well, anyway, as long as Kanon is fine.
Natsume boy decided to ignore the earth-shattering screams coming from the front yard.
Anyway, the only neighbors around are the Yunque family, so don't worry about disturbing the people, eh.
——The impression in the eyes of little angel Natsume is really quite bad, Dazai-sensei.
Even if the blood of the first generation flows in his body, and his talent is excellent, it is impossible to become a genius in one day.
Sawada Tsunayoshi touched the bamboo sword on the first day, so it is naturally impossible to beat the head general of the Kendo Department.
"Since you have made up your mind to stand on the dueling field, don't back down, and don't hesitate, Tsuna."
Before going on stage, Kanon patted the boy on the shoulder.
"It doesn't matter if you lose face, the premise is that you have really done your best, whether it is mental strength, physical strength, or perseverance."
What is the brown-haired boy desperately trying to do?
He was beaten to the ground again and again by Chida, and the audience booed, "Hurry up, waste chai gang!".That is not encouragement, but mockery similar to watching a good show.
Kanon held up her mobile phone, and from time to time captured the scene where Tsunayoshi Sawada was knocked down.As far as this behavior is concerned, it is difficult to judge whether she is the friend of the poor boy - but the corners of the girl's lips have been tightly pressed, and her eyes have never moved away from the boy who was teased as a monkey. It can be seen that she is not malicious, but is quite serious, watching the child who is working hard.
She stood in the inner circle of the onlookers, and next to her was the central figure in the duel—Kyoko Sasakawa.
And the best friend of the school girl, Kurokawa Hana.
"Sasakawa-san, which side do you support?" Hanano asked suddenly.
The girl with short orange hair may have been at a loss for a long time because of the boys fighting for her. At this time, she could only reply with a questioning voice of "Huh?"
"Gangji only started picking up the bamboo knife at noon today."
In the noisy training ground of the Kendo Department, everyone was excited.
Sasakawa Kyoko and Saiki Hanon had little to do with each other—in other words, since the first day of school, the grade representative became friends with Sawada Tsunayoshi, and stopped paying attention to other classmates.
At this time, listening to the voice of Saiki, who is called a goddess and is indeed so outstanding that people can't match it, Sasakawa Kyoko is actually a little nervous.
"I talked him out of it because he couldn't possibly win."
Sasakawa Kyoko secretly looked at Saiki Hanon's profile.There was no expression on the beauty's face, and the blue eyes were reflected coldly by the phone screen. She took another picture of Tsunayoshi Sawada being knocked down.
"Everyone will laugh at him when he loses." Qi Muhuayin laughed suddenly, in a mocking tone, "Look, those who booed, they don't care at all how many injuries Gangji suffered, whether they were injured once Standing up for the first time... In their eyes, it's just fun."
"Even if they are talking about cheering, no one really wants him to win."
"Because compared to him being no longer a good-for-nothing, everyone hopes that he will become his original decadent appearance again, and use it to mock bullying and show his sense of superiority."
"It's so interesting." Saiki Hanon suddenly turned her head, her blue eyes were full of sarcasm, "Is this the same for you, Kyoko Sasakawa?"
Kyoko Sasakawa opened her eyes wide and took a step back in panic.
Kurokawa Hana supported Sasakawa Kyoko, and frowned angrily: "I said you, even if you are a grade representative, don't go too far! Since you are a friend of Sawada Tsunayoshi, why don't you cheer him up! Instead, you are complaining about Kyoko here! "
Qi Muhuayin's brows and eyes softened.
She stared at Sasakawa Kyoko with those shining eyes, and the corners of her lips curved: "The support Tsunayoshi wants most is not mine. Sasakawa-san, who do you support more? The one who used you as a bet The powerful Mochida-senpai, or the good-for-nothing boy who is desperately fighting for you?"
"If you continue to pretend like you haven't seen anything, maybe that good-for-nothing boy's heart will die."
"Sanki-san..." Kyoko Sasakawa covered her thumping chest, she couldn't tell what was going on in her heart right now.The school girl had a lot of questions to ask, but the last thing she asked was this sentence, "If Sawada-san loses, do you mind?"
"It doesn't matter, after all, this is a game he decides on his own."
——Even if he loses and becomes a dog, she will accompany the boy and help him grow up slowly.
However, this indifference only made Sasakawa Kyoko feel indifferent.
There was a hint of anger in the eyes of the always gentle girl.
unfair.
Everyone knows that Sawada Tsunayoshi really regards Saiki Hanane as a friend, but is this excellent girl so arrogant? !
And that Natsume Takashi had been standing next to Saiki Hanon quietly watching the game without saying a word.
Are they really friends? !
Maybe it's a fight against injustice, or it can be regarded as an impulsive impulse.Even Kyoko Sasakawa didn't understand why she put her hands around her mouth and shouted into the arena with all her strength——
"come on!"
The booing voices were stunned into silence by the sudden soprano.
Everyone looked at the school belle who suddenly exploded in amazement, including Mochida, who was considered to be unilaterally violent on the field, and Sawada Tsunayoshi, who was raped.
Kyoko Sasakawa looked firmly at the precarious young man half kneeling on the ground with a bamboo knife supporting his body.She took a deep breath, and shouted again in the quiet arena——
"Don't lose, Sawada-san!!!"
Don't lose, Tsunayoshi Sawada.
The brown-haired boy was trembling all over, and his whole body was in pain, but the soreness in his eyes and the joy in his heart made him unbearable.
Ah, what could be happier than getting the loud support of the girl you like when you can't hold on anymore?
He wants to respond.
Maybe this is his only chance.
"Sasakawa-san..." He stood up again, pointed the tip of the bamboo knife at Mochida, who was pale and unbelievable, and a fleeting smile from the heart appeared on the corner of his lips, and then his whole face became ferocious!
"Even if it is death... I will win for you!"
boom!
"resurrection!!!"
"Death to beat you!!!"
The boy's eyebrows were burning with bursting orange flames. He was naked, wearing only a pair of blue and white striped boxer briefs. He raised his bamboo knife and jumped up, sending out a fierce and precise blow to Mochida!
"I won——!" Sawada Tsunayoshi stood beside Mochida-senpai who was beaten to the point of fainting from shock, like a wild beast out of its cage, and the roar echoed deafeningly in the silent venue.
"Won?"
"The good-for-nothing is really..."
"Wow--!!!"
"Nice job!!!"
Amidst the cheers of the audience, Sawada Tsunayoshi extinguished his flames and fell down exhausted.
After unlocking the threshold, under the catalysis of the dead air bomb, the flames released have exceeded the tolerance of this useless body.
"Sawada-san!"
Qi Muhuayin stopped her forward step, looked at the school girl who rushed out, and couldn't help but smile with satisfaction on the corner of her lips.
"Let's go, Takashi." Kanon held onto the boy who had been standing silently by her side, "It's time to pick up Teacher Dazai."
"It's really all in your plan, Kanon." The little angel Natsume, who had been holding back and didn't cheer Tsunakichi, realized that his back was covered in cold sweat at this moment, and his hands were covered with fingertips when he clenched his fists. It hurts to poke.
"Well……"
She just said to Natsume Takashi, "Don't open your mouth to cheer for Tsunayoshi this afternoon, I want to assist him and Sasakawa Kyoko".
Saiki Kanon is a girl who is so good that she is called the goddess of campus.
——Is there anything different about Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was included in the circle of friends by such a girl?
——The waste chai gang who could only get 17 points in the test before was able to raise his score to an average of 70 points within two weeks!Even with the help of the god of learning, it means that he may not be such a waste, right?
This kind of attention has accumulated little by little. In this adolescence that is about to move around, you must be curious about this person, Tsunayoshi Sawada, right?
——Does he have some advantages that were only discovered by Saiki Kanon?
To this day, the good-for-nothing boy who accepted the challenge of the senior kendo club leader "for Sasakawa Kyoko" has stood up unyielding again and again——
How could Sasakawa Kyoko be unmoved?
The imagination of "he may have advantages" and the speculative nature of "other people's family may be the best".At the moment when Hana Saiki intentionally revealed flaws and suspicions to Kyoko Sasakawa, as a girl who said "Hana said that Tsunayoshi Sawada may be secretly in love with me", under the simultaneous effect of vanity and sympathy, in that noisy In an environment full of excitement and adolescent hormones, how could it be possible not to have impulses?
Well, what she did was just to give this story a beginning.
The so-called assist means that after helping the hero and heroine to suggest the beginning of the story, they have to retire and let the hero and heroine write down the future story by themselves.
Whether it is a tragedy or a comedy, it has nothing to do with assists.
"It would be great if Gangji could seize the opportunity." Huayin sighed with emotion in a low voice.
Perhaps, he would also choose to give up this relationship because of his identity.
Well, first love always comes quickly and dies early.But you can't stop pursuing one just because you might lose it, right?What is the difference between a guy who thinks he has seen through everything but actually has no courage to face the possibility of the future, and a cowardly giant baby living in a cover?No matter how long a lifetime is, a life without any change is already dead.
People can fail, but they can't feel sorry for not doing it.
Because time doesn't wait, it doesn't go back, it just goes forward.
If you don't catch something in time, maybe you will never have such an opportunity and such a good mood in this life.
However, maybe Tsunayoshi will blame him for doing such a thing in the future, right?
Everyone will feel that feelings are pure, and this calculated feeling is not beautiful and ideal enough.
But what kind of emotion is without reason or inducement?
Appearance, temperament, character.fortuitous event.
Isn't this the best time?
The good-for-nothing boy who desperately fought to be treated as a bet girl, was encouraged to fight back, and was cared for by the girl he liked after fainting...
Saiki Hana knew that she had induced the best start.
As for Sawada Tsunayoshi himself, once he can be noticed by others, he will find that he is really a very good boy.
However, is it really right to interfere with the emotional direction of others without authorization?
Maybe there are indeed assists among friends, but take into account other people's personalities and what's going on...
Is this kind of thing right or wrong?
If it was her own business, it would be fine even if she killed herself, but if it was someone else's business, why was she still so restless and terrified even though she could foresee a happy ending?
... "I'm doing this for your own good"?
Is she really qualified to do this kind of thing for the good of others?Is she interfering too much?Is she doing something wrong?
The girl who fell into self-torture again still held Natsume Takashi's hand gently, not daring to clenched it tightly to give herself strength, nor did she dare to let the other party notice her abnormal state.
She is no different from every junior high school girl who simply holds the good idea of "helping friends", and she really thinks so in her heart.
But why, she felt uneasy as if she had done something wrong?
If one day, Kyoko gets hurt because of Tsunayoshi's mafia godfather status, will Tsunakichi feel that if Saiki Hanon hadn't "kindly" assisted him, he wouldn't have become attached to Kyoko, and Kyoko wouldn't have been hurt? up?
——No, Sawada Tsunayoshi likes Sasakawa Kyoko, even without you, under the training of Li Baoen, he will be so dazzling that he can attract the girl he likes.
So, why would she go to such lengths?
Because, now she is just an ordinary junior high school student who wants to do something for her friends.
So, why must she be able to easily guess so many possibilities when she is only thirteen or fourteen years old.
Is being smart a mistake?
Suddenly, she longed to see Osamu Dazai.
There was something about him that resembled hers.
Clever, cunning, unscrupulous—
She was protecting something precious, so what about him?
-
Kanon Saiki finally found Osamu Dazai, who was fished out by someone and lay flat on the grass like a pickle to bask in the sunset by the embankment of Namori Town.
Knowing for the first time that there are people who regard suicide as a hobby, Natsume Takashi was so shocked that he could only look at this future cohabitant and the new math teacher in the class with indescribably complicated eyes.
"Well, this river sparkles in the sunset, it's so beautiful..." Osamu Dazai's eyes lit up without remorse, "The temperature and depth of the water are also very suitable—"
"Although it's late April, the weather isn't that warm. Be careful of catching a cold, Dazai-sensei." Kanon pulled the young man up, "Hurry up and go home, take a shower and change your clothes. Have you changed your clothes?"
"Well, not at all!" The young man's candid tone made Natsume Takashi feel the urge to stay away from him.
"Takashi, you go home first, I'll take Dazai-sensei to buy clothes and daily necessities." Hanon wasn't surprised at all, after all, this is an out-and-out rogue tramp.
"Ah, what a shame~" Osamu Dazai stroked the little girl's palm, and smiled obsequiously, "Goodbye, Kishi-kun."
Natsume Takashi: Aren't you really taking advantage of the girls, rogue teacher?
Anyway, Kanon is also a girl.
"Let me help." Natsume Takashi stepped forward and grabbed Osamu Dazai's wrist, pulled him away, and stood between the two, "Please be careful, don't flirt with female students, Mr. Dazai .”
"Wow." Dazai Osamu approached Natsume Takashi, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and asked in a very gossip tone, "Do you like Xiao Hanyin?"
"You think too much." Natsume's boy, who had been tossed by Saiki Hanon's pranks for a long time, pushed Dazai away, "Please walk well!"
"Eh."
As if he found an interesting toy, Osamu Dazai secretly showed a smile that was about to play tricks on others, eager to try.
——Then was directly interrupted by Saiki Kanon.
"I actually wanted to ask Takashi to go home first and help Mr. Dazai clean up a room." Saiki Hanane pulled Natsume Takashi and him to change positions, and then shook Dazai's hand, "It will probably take a while to go shopping. A lot of time, can I ask you to go back first, Kishi?"
Finding out that the girl actually had something to say to this man, what could Natsume Takashi do in the face of that gentle smile.
"Okay, be careful, I'll go back first."
"Well, you have to be careful, Kishi."
Hanon felt uneasy and gave Natsume Takashi a few talismans—although he also carried them, but if he didn't go home together, Hanon would always feel a little worried.
When Natsume boy climbed up the road by the embankment and walked far away, Dazai Osamu held Hanano's hand and couldn't help laughing: "Are you just the mother chicken who watched the little chicken go foraging alone?"
Kanon pinched off the middle finger of the other party with a "click", and smiled kindly: "Did you just say something, Mr. Dazai?"
"Wow, wow, it hurts like hell!" The young man squatted down in pain, "I'm sorry!"
Huayin silently helped him repair his finger.
"Feel sorry."
After a long time, she held the other's palm against her forehead and apologized softly.
"Hmm." The young man looked down at the top of the little girl's head, raised his other hand and gently rubbed her head, "Forgive you. Didn't you say you want to take me shopping?"
"Hmm. Dazai-sensei likes the current style of clothing collocation?"
"Yeah, isn't it tasteful?"
"Well, it's not bad, very handsome." The girl paused, "Do you think I'm holding it too tightly?"
"No, even if the bone is broken, it can be repaired, right, Master Onmyoji?"
"What, aren't you afraid of pain, hypocrite."
"This description is too much! You have to treat me to ice cream!"
"I like vanilla and coffee."
"What kind of coffee do children like, strawberry is very good."
"Eh? Then strawberry tastes good. Where's Dazai-sensei?"
"Well, let me think about it..."
"Have you ever eaten before?"
"Hey, do you think I'm that miserable!"
"It doesn't look like childhood at all."
"It's so miserable! Even if it's a game console, I'm still using the latest model!"
"Eh? Dazai-sensei also likes to play games? Isn't he the type who is good at playing chess?"
"Did you misunderstand something... I am a lively young man full of vigor!"
"Really." The girl raised her head suspiciously and glanced at the young man who loves suicide, and suddenly smiled, "It's decided, let's go buy the latest game console!"
"Wow, really? That's expensive!"
"No problem, I have already obtained my Onmyoji qualification certificate, and I can make my debut at the end of next year to earn back!"
"No, wait a minute, onmyojis have to do research too?!"
"That's right, this real world." The little girl sighed old-fashionedly.
It caused the two to raise their heads and lower their heads, and after a few seconds of looking at each other, they both laughed until tears overflowed.
"I like Dazai-sensei."
Huayin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, raised her head, raised her eyebrows, and clasped her five fingers between the man's fingers coquettishly.
"I like Dazai-sensei."
The girl in the school uniform tilted her head slightly, and the ending sound seemed to have the soft hook that this man had when he spoke.
"Do you want to die for love with me?" Osamu Dazai bent down and clasped the little girl's fingers.
"No, I still have many people who love me by my side."
"Ah, that is really pitiful and happy." The young man narrowed his eyes, "Maybe one day he will regret not leaving this world sooner."
Is life really a kind of happiness for a person who is too sensitive and too smart?
"Only this, I am different from Dazai-sensei." Hanon raised her hand and pinched the young man's cheek, "Because I know better than Dazai-sensei that this world is far wider than we know."
"What..." the young man puffed up his cheeks.
"Haven't you thought about it?" Kanon let go of Osamu Dazai, and jumped two steps back, "In this world, even onmyojis, monsters, and ghosts exist, how could there be no hell?"
"Then I must go to hell."
The setting sun sprinkled on the young man's body, dyeing his eyes with distinct warmth and darkness.
"That's right, and you can't die in hell. So if you don't want to suffer too much, just be a good person seriously and save yourself some good fortune, Mr. Dazai."
Osamu Dazai stood on the overpass leading to the commercial street, looking at the little girl who was smiling against the backlight with a gloomy expression.
"There is nothing in this world that Osamu Dazai cannot predict."
The young man suddenly remembered what Oda Saku said to himself before leaving.
He felt that this sentence could also be sent to the little girl in front of him.
If you can't escape even death, you can only live.
The world is wider and more cruel than imagined.
"...This is really an incredible suggestion. It's really thanks to you that you can be so calm. Is it because there is no boundary between life and death?"
"No, I just realized something after meeting Dazai-sensei."
"Ok?"
"A person's sense of loneliness is inherent, no matter how many friends and relatives he has, whether he has a lover and children, whether he is happy or sad, rich or poor, as long as he is still an independent person, then he will always be alone. Live with loneliness every moment."
And you, it's like being swallowed up by this loneliness.
"It's just that most people don't realize this, just like they are so ignorant that they can't even distinguish between happiness and happiness, and even hesitate to face the things they really desire in their hearts."
Just like you.
"Because everyone is used to living a life of confusion, those who see clearly will feel out of place, doubt their own correctness, be overwhelmed by loneliness, and be sunk by themselves."
Just like me before this moment.
The girl brushed up her wind-blown hair, and her confused look became firm just before the last ray of golden sunlight was about to be swallowed up by the town.
"I'm not going to be sunk by myself."
As she said this, she slowly calmed down the restlessness and uneasiness in her heart, and returned to her usual calm appearance, smiling gently, like a warm wind blowing.
However, something important sank into her again and strengthened her soul.
When Osamu Dazai met the girl on the embankment, he seemed to see his own shadow covering her.
However, in such a short period of time, the girl is like a white snake that is shedding its skin, not afraid of the inner pain brought about by growth, and without hesitation she casts off the past snake slough and ushers in a new life.
Being able to realize the existence of a sense of alienation and loneliness, and being able to say "I will not be sunk by myself" here, is so strong that it makes people tremble inside, Saiki Hana.
What a scary girl.
However, seeing such a desperately growing and moving forward, she would feel that there must be reasons for his Dazai to keep him alive.
"I really want to see it." The young man put one hand into his windbreaker pocket, and held the girl's soft and slender palm with the other, his gentle tone filled with anticipation, "The wider world you talked about. "
"Well, okay."
She seemed to see the warm light gradually being ignited in his eyes, and couldn't help but deepen the smile on the corner of her lips.
"Well, if there is a chance."
-
Dazai Osamu, who followed Saiki Hanon into the Saiki house with big bags and small bags, hadn't had time to praise this exquisite and dreamy Japanese-style house under the lights, when he was taken aback by the beast eating snacks under the cherry blossom tree .
"Oh, did you pick up and raise the strange omnivore, Qi Mu?"
Although he was talking to the little girl, Hibari Kyouya did not take his eyes off Dazai Osamu's face, and his tone became more and more excited.
"Why..." Osamu Dazai dropped the shopping bag in his hand and hid behind Hanyin, "Why is this person at your house, Hanyin?!"
"Ah, I forgot to tell you, Hibari-senpai lives next door." Kanon also dropped her schoolbag and shopping bag, tore Dazai Osamu from his back and threw it in front of the beast, "Well, we have to get along well, I'm going to make dinner."
"Hey, wait a minute, Kanon—"
"Now that the injury is healed, let's continue, omnivore."
"No, no, wait a minute—"
Listening to the cheerful noises coming from the front yard, Kanon rubbed her nue rubbing against her thigh, and put on her apron.
"Never mind?" Natsume Takashi, who came to help in the kitchen, also put on his apron and rolled up his sleeves.
"Well, Senior Hibari will be careful."
Natsume Takashi couldn't help lighting a candle for Mr. Dazai in his heart: "Is there a festival between them?"
"Ah, Mr. Dazai tried to hang himself on the senior this morning, but was beaten into the infirmary by Senior Hibari."
"...What a sinful fate."
"Who knows."
"You feel better?"
"Because Dazai-sensei is cute."
Natsume Takashi felt a chill behind his back.
He was originally worried that Hanyin would suffer from that frivolous man, but it seems that his worry was completely unnecessary... No, on the contrary!
Well, anyway, as long as Kanon is fine.
Natsume boy decided to ignore the earth-shattering screams coming from the front yard.
Anyway, the only neighbors around are the Yunque family, so don't worry about disturbing the people, eh.
——The impression in the eyes of little angel Natsume is really quite bad, Dazai-sensei.
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