she is on top

Hearing her voice, Su Luoyang turned his head and faced her.

A strange feeling rose in her heart, Xiao Le's overly calm appearance made her a little uneasy, but she couldn't tell where she was uneasy.I thought I was overthinking, so I forced myself to suppress the feeling in my heart and express my thoughts

"Since you know, why bother to ask me, anyway, there are reasons for both of you."

After saying this, even Su Luoyang himself felt a little bit of anger.When did I become so immature, as if as soon as things involved Xiao Le, I would not be like myself at all.

"I said that there is something I haven't told you all this time. The reason why I didn't dare to tell you about me was because I was afraid that one day you would find out and you would stay away from me and even never want to see me again. In this way, even if you don't like me anymore at that time, I won't ruin your reputation."

Xiao Le's tone was extremely gentle, and he spoke softly, as if he was talking to his lover, but he was actually extremely uneasy.

Su Luoyang frowned. Xiao Le used such excuses to prevaricate herself every time. She really couldn't think of any big secrets that could separate two people who love each other. It cannot be solved for the honor of the emperor.

Therefore, this is also the reason why she was sure that this was Xiao Le's excuse.

"Could it be that you have a hidden disease and can't have children? But so what, do you think I will abandon you because of this? If it's because of this, you don't have to. In the future, if there are children in the city, you and I will adopt one. alright?"

If Su Luoyang wanted to figure out what a man's difficulties were, then the biggest difficulty she could think of was this.Being unable to have children is the greatest sin in the eyes of the outside world.

There was surprise in Xiao Le's eyes. She didn't expect Su Luoyang to be so open-minded about this kind of thing. In the eyes of the ancients, there are three kinds of unfilial piety, and the worst is having no descendants.And Su Luoyang said that, it was tantamount to promising her a lifetime of being a couple, and giving up his right to be a mother. What a deep friendship it takes for Su Luoyang to do this.

Unfortunately, she is not a man.So, since this affection can transcend the secular world, can it also transcend gender?

A little fire of hope began to ignite in her heart.

Xiao Le smiled. Su Luoyang thought that he had been hit by his misfortune, and couldn't bear to show pity in his eyes. If this is the case, how much psychological pressure has Xiao Le endured for so long.

She couldn't help but take a half step forward, stretched out her hand to touch Xiao Le's face, but just when she was about to touch it, Xiao Le took a half step back, causing her outstretched hand to freeze in mid-air.

"No, that's not the case.. The reason why I don't dare is not because I have a hidden disease, nor is it because I have another wife in my hometown. It's not every answer you want, but..."

The expression on Xiao Le's face finally couldn't hold back any longer, showing a look of entanglement and pain. She stretched out both hands, took off the hat on her head, and untied the hairband with one hand, and the black hair let out in an instant. , the face that was too delicate at first, now showed a soft and beautiful color, showing a faint girlishness.

Su Luoyang's frown became tighter and tighter, until Xiao Le put down his black hair, his eyes showed a look of shock, and his feet also unconsciously took a few steps back because of the shock.

She wanted to lie to herself, it wasn't what she thought, besides, Xiao Le didn't say anything, but just when she was still harboring a little fantasy, Xiao Le said bitterly

"Because I'm a woman."

I am a woman, but I have never disliked my identity as a woman. I fell in love with you as a woman, just because I was afraid that you would not accept me.My bitterness, helplessness, and pain are all caused by fear.

Su Luoyang's last hope was extinguished, and he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.

In an instant, all the information came to my mind, and all the clues from the past were confirmed at this moment.

Why Xiao Le's appearance is much more delicate than ordinary men, why is her figure not as tall as ordinary men, why is there always a fragrance on her body, why is she always unwilling to treat Everyone announced the relationship between the two. It turns out that there is really an unspeakable 'hidden'.

Since she is a woman, why do she have to do... that kind of thing to herself again and again!Thinking that I have been deceived for several years, and I almost have a physical relationship with a woman, and the other party has lied to my feelings again and again, saying that "I will not marry her in this life", It's really a joke.A raging anger rose in his heart, almost igniting her.

"You won't forgive me, will you?" Xiao Le clearly saw disgust and hatred in Su Luoyang's eyes. Such eyes were enough to drive her into the abyss.It turns out that the so-called love can transcend the world, but it cannot transcend gender.

"Luoyang.."

"Shut up, you liar! What right do you have to call me by my first name!" Su Luoyang's eyes widened, and he interrupted Xiao Le's words mercilessly, even the address changed unconsciously.These two words were once uttered from this person's mouth, like good medicine, which can cure everything.Now it made her feel extremely embarrassed.

"Okay..I just want to tell you that I didn't lie to you except for concealing the identity of the woman. I pretended to be a man at the beginning, just to survive in the troubled times. I never thought I would meet you. So many things happened with you again. When I came back to my senses, I couldn't control myself and couldn't get out. I don't expect you to accept me, but..."

Looking at the out-of-control woman in front of her, Xiao Le's heart felt like a knife, and she really wanted to go up and hug her, but she also knew that she had already lost this qualification from the moment before.

"Heh..." Su Luoyang couldn't help but sneer when he heard this outpouring of true feelings, his eyes were full of sternness, "You are a big lie, and at this moment, are you still trying to deceive me? All along, You played with me between applause, it's not easy, but it's really a good trick, with your current appearance, what qualifications do you have to ask me?"

Su Luoyang tried her best to control her emotions and not let herself collapse, but the slightly trembling hands holding the corner of the table had already betrayed her inner emotions. "Let's go, don't show up again...I...don't want to see you again." Saying these words, she had exhausted all her strength, and her heart seemed to collapse in an instant, leaving it empty.

"So all the reasons are because I am a woman, because you fell in love with Xiao Le who is a man, not the original me." Xiao Le smiled miserably, tears slid down his face, leaving A trail of tears.He said such a sentence in a slightly retaliatory manner, and there was a lot of resentment in his words.

It's ridiculous that she originally had a little hope that Su Luoyang would be different from ordinary women, but now it seems that she doesn't know whether to say that she is naive or optimistic.

"Get out!" Su Luoyang could no longer suppress her inner emotions, Xiao Le's words almost made her lose control.Sweeping the table with his right hand, all the tea sets were smashed to the ground with a crisp sound.

Her eyes are red, and her silver teeth are almost gnawed. She doesn't know what qualifications a liar has to blame her, and she is faintly on the verge of breaking out. Stop, I'm going to cut you into pieces!" Su Luoyang stared at the person in front of him, gritted his teeth word by word, and said what was in his heart.

"Your Majesty!" Ah Zheng hurried in when he heard the sound of porcelain breaking in the outer hall.

What she saw in front of her eyes made her dumbfounded. There was a strange atmosphere in the hall, especially the sad expression on Xiao Le's face, with disheveled hair and a mess.And Su Luoyang, who was facing her, was also full of grief and indignation, which made Ah Zheng wonder whether there was a rift between the two of them because of tonight's incident, and they quarreled because of tonight's incident. Could it be that His Majesty was angry because of tonight's incident? General Yu?

"Ah, drive this person out. From now on, I won't allow this person to set foot in the Palace of Eternal Harmony!" Su Luoyang turned his back, not wanting to take another look at Xiao Le. If she looked at her any more, she would feel how amazing she was. madness.

If it wasn't...she really wanted to throw this deceitful person into the sky prison.Thinking of this, she took a step and left the inner hall, staying in the same place with this person for a moment longer, she felt like she was going crazy.

Xiao Le stared at the back of Su Luoyang's resolute departure, and even smiled lightly again. There was a distorted smile on his face full of tears, which made Ah Zheng feel a little creepy, and couldn't help it in his heart. Compassion arose.His Majesty has always been the most accommodating to General Xiao, why today... Could it be that the relationship between the two is broken?

"General, Your Majesty is in a fit of anger, you should go back first, maybe tomorrow will be fine." Now that Su Luoyang has confessed, Ah Zheng can't disobey his master's order no matter how much he sympathizes with the person in front of him.

She still knows who she is.In fact, I just said this to comfort Xiao Le. After all, she grew up with Su Luoyang, and she has never seen her look so determined and angry. It is still unknown whether the two of them will have a tomorrow.

Xiao Le looked up at Ah Zheng, turned around slowly, and walked out in a daze.

Ah Zheng hurriedly followed, at this time the gate of the palace was closed, and only by holding Su Luoyang's token could he let the other party out of the palace smoothly.

I don't know if it is showing the broken relationship between the two, or the sky is laughing at it. It is clear that the sky is still cloudless, and now it is raining heavily outside at some point.

"General, you should tie your hair well, otherwise you look like this, and the people in the palace talk a lot, and those officials will listen to it, and I'm afraid they will have to interfere with your words and deeds tomorrow." Ah Zheng held the umbrella in one hand, and the other He stretched it out, and in his hand was the hair tie that Xiao Le threw on the ground just now.

Xiao Le didn't seem to hear her words, the expression on her face didn't move, she looked up to see countless raindrops falling from the sky, hit the eaves, hit the glazed tiles, making a 'pop' sound, God doesn't do anything tonight Beauty, even God has trouble with her.

Feeling aggrieved, Xiao Le held his breath, plunged into the heavy rain, and walked quickly towards the palace gate.If there is a thunderbolt at this moment, it is best to kill yourself, and it will be happy once it is over, and you don't have to live to suffer all the pain in the world.

"General!" Seeing this, Ah Zheng hurriedly held up his umbrella and followed. The rain was too majestic, Xiao Le left very quickly, and Ah Zheng had to take care of himself and help her hold an umbrella. , the two of them were still more than half wet.

She couldn't help but get a headache. God knows what kind of stimulation Xiao Le received.

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