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When returning home from get off work that day, Ye Qingzhou didn't see Gu Li, and for some reason, he walked to the east of the community by accident, and he saw Gu Li sitting on the slide, blankly and distracted.Ye Qingzhou looked at him from a distance, but didn't go over.

Since returning from the orphanage that day, Ye Qingzhou could hear Gu Li get up in the middle of the night to pour water in the living room, and then sit down almost every night, and then there was silence in the dark night.He didn't know what Gu Li was doing alone in the dark, and he didn't go out of the room to disturb him.

Until one night, Gu Li was lying alone in the yard on the reclining chair he was desperately trying to buy, holding a cigarette in his hand, and he was about to burn his fingers, but he didn't notice it at all.Ye Qingzhou rushed out to take down the cigarette, extinguished it in the flower bed, and then sat on the steps.

The two of them looked at the sky, and it was said that there was a meteor shower of some kind tonight, but there were layers of clouds in the sky above Luocheng, which dimly shone on the courtyard, and the sky and the earth seemed to be covered in a gray hood.

"Ever since seeing Jia Jia that day, you've been a little bit out of sorts, what's wrong?" Ye Qingzhou gently asked Gu Li.

Gu Li numbly stretched out his hand and touched the cigarette again.

"Qingzhou, I have a daughter."

"Ah?" Ye Qingzhou's eyes widened: "What about her? Was she sentenced to your ex-wife in the United States?"

"Her name is Gu Anzai. She should be more than 5 years old now, but she is gone."

Gu Li took a puff of cigarette with trembling hands, tears leaked from the corners of his eyes.Ye Qingzhou suddenly understood the reason why Gu Li often wandered around late at night for so many days.

"Congenital heart disease, my mother and I don't have this disease, but I don't know why it fell on the child." Gu Li threw away the cigarette butt, folded his hands in front of his chest, curled up in the reclining chair, and gently trembling.

Ye Qingzhou stared at Gu Li firmly, he had never seen Gu Li like this.Although we have only known each other for a few days, Ye Qingzhou can tell that even at the age of 30, Gu Li still has a youthful face, standing in the sun with sharp eyes and a calm posture, who can melt you with a smile at any time.This person will always look like he is in love with someone. Who would know that there is an extremely sad heart hidden under this glamorous appearance.

"This disease is not a fatal disease. Annie and I think it will be cured. We have been treating her for four years in the United States. She

Four years old, do you know how cute a four-year-old mixed-race little girl is? "Gu Li's tears flowed down quietly.

After Gu An left, Gu Li used to suffer from depression, unable to cry or laugh, and after gradually recovering, he was busy with divorcing Annie.But Gu Anzai appeared in his dreams every night and wrenched his whole body.

"But in the end it was still not cured. She left. When she left, she said she was going to play bubbles in the square. The doctor has not allowed her to go out for a long time. I carried her on my shoulder. On my shoulder, she held a plastic bubble blower. Great, just walk on my shoulders." Gu Li huddled up on the recliner, his shoulders seemed to be weighing all the burdens of the past and present, trembling non-stop.

Ye Qingzhou stood up and approached him, letting him rest his head on his shoulder, Gu Li was silent, tears flowed into Ye Qingzhou's shoulder socket.

Even when Gu Anzai was born, Gu Li and Annie knew that they might soon face her departure. Even though they had made such psychological preparations, they still endured the pain of extinction when facing the loss.

After marriage, Gu Li has been facing the torment of his own mental and physical inconsistencies in some aspects. He has unspeakable guilt when facing Annie. In the second year after marriage, he mustered up the courage to file for divorce, but at the same time, he learned that Annie Pregnancy news.Gu Li was overwhelmed by the arrival of the new life. He told himself that maybe it was God's hint that he wanted to live a good life, so he calmed down and waited for the arrival of the child with Annie.

In the following years, he spent most of his will to treat his children. Marriage and love are no longer important to him. He wants his children to be healthy, which is his only pursuit.But Gu Anzai left anyway, and at the same time took away all of Gu Li's mind and thoughts.After the child's death, the marriage with Annie, which was in vain, seemed to be a reef exposed after the tide ebbed, revealing the tragic truth, which was inevitable and finally came to an end.

Gu Li cried and fell asleep in the recliner.Ye Qingzhou carried him back to the house, Gu Li was very heavy, and Ye Qingzhou felt a little tired in carrying him. He opened the living room door with all his strength, and looked back at the sky. Those meteors that were said to be coming did not come at all. In a flash, most wishes in this world cannot be fulfilled.