those romances

Life seems to pass by insipidly, and the heat of summer when flowers bloom and fall silently seeps in like dense stinging pains. It is not painful, but long and dense.

On Monday morning, Nan Guo woke up to the warm morning sun. The empty 621 dormitory echoed with the slight sound of wind and his own regular and heavy breathing.

On the opposite side of the bed, there was a cold and hard bed board, and on the other... the quilts were neatly stacked, without a trace of mess.

Qin Ge is not there either

This suffocating silence made his chest throb with fine and long tingling pain, and he began to hate summer and stay in the dormitory alone.

So when Nan Guo appeared in the physical education class, the whole class was terrified.

Cheng Huan and Cheng Yue looked up at the sky: "Is the sun coming out from the west?"

"Fart! I'm in a bad mood, you two come here—let me vent my anger."

The twin brothers rolled up their sleeves together: "I know you are uncomfortable, come here—let's talk."

The female squad leader on the side swallowed nervously: "You can't fight..."

"Enhancing the relationship. Nanguo, the scholarship has been handed out, when is the treat?"

The face of the South is more gloomy

Just as the scum counselor threatened, Su Changqing's scholarship was all wasted.After the summer vacation, he has to pay more than 6000 yuan for tuition and accommodation fees. Where did he get the money?

"——The counselor of the shitty horse is really not human! The whole family is killed by the dog."

He cursed viciously, and Cheng Huan and Cheng Yue were all frightened.

"I slipped away. I went to find Su Changqing, and came to PE class when my brain was flooded."

He stopped a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

Nan Guo didn't expect Qin Ge to be there, so he said hello, "Are you skipping class too?"

Wearing a white coat, Qin Ge sneered as he walked into the ward: "You can shut up. I'm an intern now, and the director of the hospital recommended me."

"Aren't you just a sophomore, so awesome? If I stay up late and die suddenly, can you save me?"

"I can book a funeral home for you"

"Well...that's not necessary, I think it's good to be alive."

Live to play games, order takeout, make friends and fall in love, go to comic exhibitions to pursue Two-dimensional diving, travel, stay out of bed in rainy days, barbecue beer and snowball fights in snowy days, enjoy many conveniences in the world, enjoy the prosperity and chaos of the world .Therefore, Nan Guo cherishes this life very much, and is timid and afraid of causing trouble.

Pushing open a crack in the door, before going in, she saw Su's mother holding Su Changqing's hand with tears in her eyes, and said helplessly, "...Mom, I'm sorry..."

Su Changqing lowered his head, his broken hair covered his eyebrows and eyes so that he couldn't see his emotions clearly, but the lower half of his face was as pale as snow, slightly blue, with a kind of desolate and quiet coolness.

Can't help but stop

"...I'm sorry for Daqing. I really hate Su Cheng. If I hadn't married him..."

Mother Su said intermittently: "In the next life, I don't want to meet him..."

Only then did Su Changqing raise his head, his face was cold and indifferent, and his voice was very soft: "Mom, you are tired, go to sleep. It will be fine, everything will be fine."

no trace of sadness

Nan Guo and Qin Ge felt terrified at the same time, standing at the door, going in and out, not knowing what to do.Mother Su fell asleep, Su Changqing tucked in the quilt, looked outside the door as if feeling something, then was stunned for a moment, then asked in a low voice in surprise:

"No class?"

Qin Ge raised his chin, motioned to the door and said

Recently, Su Changqing's cheeks have become thinner, and his mental attitude is not as depressed as imagined. The two of them deliberately ignore the unspeakable strange feeling in their hearts, and feel a little comforted.

Nan Guo paid attention to the chain in his hand, curious: "What is it?"

Su Changqing spread out his palm, and saw a bronze pocket watch lying on the palm of his hand.This pocket watch is inlaid with a whole piece of emerald green jade, which looks very valuable.

"My mother gave it to me, saying it was my father's relic. Let me keep it safe."

Nan Guo thought very seriously: You can sell it to save tuition...

"Master of the dormitory, when are you going back to school? Your counselor came to see you, but his attitude was not good, and he might trip you up and wear small shoes."

Su Changqing said: "I may suspend school."

"—Wh, what?!——What did you say, did I hear correctly, suspension of school?"

"Are you serious?"

Su Changqing repeated calmly: "I said that I might suspend school. I had such an idea a long time ago, but I just said it today."

"Take a year off from school and come back?"

He hesitated for a moment, then shook his head slowly.

Nan Guo immediately screamed: "Is this 'suspended from school' or 'dropped out'? There are two different meanings! How old are you? What can you do if you don't go to school? Work in a factory or be the owner of a small restaurant? Would you like me to pay you back?" Not happy. If you are short of money, tell me. The school has just issued a scholarship. I will support you, and Qin Ge will also help you. Don't say such things on the spur of the moment to scare people. Get rid of such thoughts !"

Qin Ge frowned, staring at his face firmly: "Do you still remember the agreement with Shen Tu. What will Shen Tu do when you leave?"

But I heard him say: "I coaxed him, you don't believe it anyway."

Qin Ge then sneered

"I also want to wait for Shen Tu to come back, but... you have also seen that the situation in my family... I have experienced so many things, I have no intention of studying. Staying at school is just a waste of time."

"Then...then what are your plans for the future?"

When speaking, Nan Guo's expression showed a trace of timidity and fear, and his voice sounded cautious.

Su Changqing's calm and indifferent eyes moved to the sunny and lush window, and suddenly he smiled with the corners of his mouth bent and said:

"I haven't figured it out yet, and I'll tell you when I figure it out."

When he walked out of the hospital, Nan Guo still touched his chest and was still in shock: "Why do I feel that Su Changqing...is there something wrong with him?"

Qin Ge nodded

"He said a few words, and there was nothing wrong with the meaning, but I looked at him... I always felt scared."

"Human nature is a complicated thing"

Qin Ge said something out of nowhere, and Nan Guo was stunned: "Why is it related to human nature?"

Qin Ge didn't mean to explain, and said, "Su Changqing asked me to contact several well-reputed nursing homes."

He immediately widened his eyes in disbelief: "It means——when Auntie recovers from her illness, will Su Changqing send Auntie to the nursing home?!——How can this work? There are everyone in the environment of the nursing home. Doesn't he want to do this? Did my mother push it into the fire pit?"

"The fire pit is not enough. The environmental facilities and service level of the formal nursing home are considered good, and the hospital also sends people to take care of it every year. If Su Changqing really has no time, I can understand sending my aunt to the nursing home."

"He said he had dropped out of school, how could he have no time..." Nan Guo patted his head and said with a headache: "Sometimes I really don't understand Su Changqing, I can't understand many things he does."

"...I don't understand either"

The two looked up at the sky together, with an invisible sadness on their faces.

In the blink of an eye, on Friday, Su Changqing went back to school to do some experiments, went back to the dormitory to sleep at night, and was shocked by the cold and empty atmosphere of the haunted house in the 621 dormitory.

Nan Guo, who was "chipping" the instant noodles on the bed, said very bitterly: "I am the only one left, not even a squeaking mouse. Every night the quilt is cold and warm. I died suddenly in the middle of the night, probably in ten days It's been so bad for half a month that no one knows."

Qin Ge punctured: "Why are you angry?"

"——I'm not angry, I'm just bored!—There's not even a living thing that talks. I've been here for almost two years, and it's the first time I feel uncomfortable. This is wrong, our dormitory shouldn't be Like this—”

Nan Guo suddenly threw away his chopsticks, crawled out of bed, stood in front of Qin Ge, and complained: "I don't want to live like this anymore, I want Shen Tu to come back, Su Changqing to come back, don't practice, the four of us go to the vegetable market Buy fruit, and travel to the seaside."

Qin Ge's snow-white cheeks overflowed with cold sentimentality: "Don't say that. I feel uncomfortable. Me, actually I..."

The voice stopped suddenly, he turned his face away, still with a cold look, and said: "You have to learn to get used to it. I won't lie, I promise you that I will go back to the dormitory every weekend in the future, and I will never break my promise. "

Nan Guo sensitively sensed that his emotions were not quite right, so he nodded slowly: "I believe you are not lying to me. I will go to the hospital to find you when I am not in class, and do a physical examination. You have to Give me a discount."

Another unspeakable silence

Dinner appointment at the Xinsan canteen, just after taking a bite of Ansheng rice, Qin Ge suddenly received a call, and his whole body froze like a thunderbolt.

Nan Guo asked timidly in a low voice, "Why, what's the matter?"

Qin Ge paused for a while before saying:

"Aunt passed away"