Zheng Cheng greeted Yue Yuan, and followed Han Ruge into the room.His room was not big, but it was tidy, in stark contrast to the living room outside.A small dressing table is full of skin care products. It can be seen that he cherishes his face very much and likes to maintain it.On the bedside table were a few neatly sized fashion magazines, the cover of the outermost one was a handsome guy with the same haircut as Zheng Cheng.

There was only a chair in front of the dressing table in the room, so Zheng Cheng didn't sit down, but stood by the bed and asked, "Is that roommate of yours not working?"

"He's a bartender at the bar, working night shift." Han Ruge took off his uniform jacket, motioned Zheng Cheng to sit on a chair, and sat on the bed himself.He continued, "There is also a roommate who is a cartoonist and stays in the room every day drawing."

After finishing speaking, he picked up the top magazine from the bedside table, flipped it casually in the palm of his hand, and said, "It's your turn, tell me why you are in a bad mood?"

Han Ruge's tone of questioning was like that of an elder, which made Zheng Cheng a little funny. He was obviously two or three years younger than himself and looked like a minor, but he was very understanding when he spoke .

"Our supervisor wants me to go to the UK as an exchange student for one and a half years." Zheng Cheng was afraid that Han Ruge would not understand the meaning of an exchange student, and explained, "It just wants me to go to a British university to study for a master's degree. Come back when you are in the third year of graduate school, and the master's degree from Guoxin will also be given to you."

"Then you have two master's degrees after graduation, and you're a returnee with a master's degree. Brother Cheng Cheng is really good." Han Ruge didn't go to college, but he usually met a lot of college students, and he got to know him somewhat during the chat.Then asked, "Didn't you say that studying abroad is expensive?"

"This is an exchange of public funds, and there is no need to pay tuition fees over there." Zheng Cheng replied, "You need to pay for accommodation and living expenses yourself, but you can apply for scholarships."

Han Ruge knowingly asked: "Such a good opportunity, what are you still worried about?"

"You know." Zheng Cheng looked out the window, not far away was a very high-end residential area, towering into the sky, in his eyes, it looked like a model the size of a palm.He came back to his senses and said somewhat contradictoryly, "Actually, I don't know either."

"Are you reluctant to part with your lamb leg? But you and him are just friends." Han Ruge said in a teasing tone, "If I were you, I would choose to exchange. Compared to staying here, it is impossible Worrying, it’s better to go to a new place to find a better self. Isn’t it said that homosexuality is very common in the UK, and you can still get married. Maybe you can find a handsome little brother with blond hair and blue eyes when you go there.”

Zheng Cheng was not sure, so he murmured softly: "Looking for a better self?"

"That's right!" Han Ruge put the magazine in front of Zheng Cheng and said, "When I first came to Beijing, I wasted two or three years on men, and now I just want to be a famous model." Teacher. Although the dream is far away, at least I don’t feel empty.”

"Your dream will definitely come true." Zheng Cheng felt that Han Ruge, who spoke like a child, was actually more rational than himself, so he couldn't help but trust him, and began to tell the truth, "I can't bear him, even if we can only be friends, I really want to see him every day. I dare not tell him the truth, at least I can still be friends now.

Every day when he passed by me, he would call me Brother Cheng and ask me to have dinner together.Will complain to me about his daily life, his brother is very strict and always assigns him a lot of tasks.Although he was dissatisfied with his mouth, he was still very serious when he did it.

When I played basketball with him, we had a tacit understanding. He knew that I would definitely pass the ball to him, and I also knew that he would definitely make a shot.But even so, he only regards me as his good brother Cheng Ge.I have tried it several times, and he is so innocent that he doesn't seem to know that there are people like homosexuals in the world.

I could never speak to him, nor would I.I really want to go to graduation and have to go my separate ways, so I don't have to worry about it anymore. "

"I don't think there is anyone in the gay circle who is more innocent than you." Han Ruge looked at Zheng Cheng's red eyes, and said lightly, "If you read a lot, will you become so single-minded? Tianya Where there is no fragrant grass, why hang on a tree."

Zheng Cheng smiled helplessly, if he could, he hoped that he was not a homosexual.To fall in love with someone uncontrollably like him, but not dare to speak out, is the most cowardly and pathetic.

"I don't want to be like this either. I have always been careful to hide my sexuality. I dare not get too close to boys easily, for fear that I will fall in love with someone." Zheng Cheng looked at Han Ruge with some despair, "What do you have?" Is there a way? It can change me like this."

Han Ruge put down the magazine in his hand, stood up, looked at Zheng Cheng and said, "Now there is a person who is willing to associate with you standing in front of you, would you like to try?"

Zheng Cheng raised his head almost reflexively, his face was full of surprise, and he smiled wryly after a long time and said, "Stop joking."

"I'm serious. The way you are now is that you lack love experience, so you can't help yourself when you fall in love with one." Han Ruge said seriously, "You can try to date me to dilute your feelings for Gao Yang, How will you know the difference between real love and secret love if you don’t try it?”

Zheng Cheng still couldn't accept it: "Are you sacrificing yourself to help me?"

"I'm not that kind. I quite like you, especially your body. I've been abstinent for so long, and every time I see your body, I still can't help but want to move." Han Ruge smiled, "We have to get along with each other when we date. In terms of love, I can be regarded as an experienced senior, and you will definitely not suffer."

Zheng Cheng was very conflicted in his heart, and asked: "I have to decide whether to exchange in one month. Are you willing to do it with only one month?"

"I hope that after a month your decision is to go to the UK for exchange." Han Ruge sat back again, picked up the magazine and flipped through it casually, "If your decision is not to go, I hope you chose to stay for me. come down."

"Thank you." Zheng Cheng acquiesced to Han Ruge's proposal, and his mood suddenly became lighter.

When Gao Yang went to the basketball court with Zheng Cheng at night, a group of people looked at him as if they saw a fairy descending from the earth.Even Ma Fengqiang didn't know that he would come tonight, so he rushed up and hugged him and said, "Brother Yang, you are finally here, I haven't seen you on the field for almost two months."

Gao Yang pushed him away, and said with some disgust: "Damn! Didn't I play in the academy league last week?"

"You're on, I'm not!" Ma Fengqiang leaned into Gao Yang's ear and said, "You're not here, someone is very arrogant."

Gao Yang didn't believe it, and asked casually, "Who is it?"

"It's that Yan Fei who always grabs my ball." Ma Fengqiang said in a low voice, "Give him some color tonight, he will only obey you."

Zheng Cheng heard their whispers from the side, and said impartially: "Yan Fei just likes to show off, and his skills have indeed improved a lot."

It was only then that Ma Fengqiang noticed Zheng Cheng, and boasted: "Brother Cheng, you have such a handsome hairstyle! Brother Yang, what do you think? You can try it too."

"I've already exaggerated." Gao Yang said, "I can't handle inch hair."

Yan Fei was tying his shoelaces in the distance, and then he noticed Gao Yang, and shouted: "Lamb Leg, I haven't played together for a long time, I will be on your team tonight, let's see our tacit understanding."

Ma Fengqiang immediately said: "Don't team up with him, you have to hang him to dampen his spirit."

"Xiaoqiang, why have you become so childish?" Gao Yang patted Ma Fengqiang on the shoulder, and entered the stage first.

"Brother Cheng..." Ma Fengqiang looked at Zheng Cheng with an aggrieved face, hoping to get some comfort from him.

"You are his opponent, of course he wants to grab your ball. It's just that your skills are inferior to others, don't be sad." Zheng Cheng patted him on the shoulder and followed Gao Yang.

The next afternoon, Han Ruge sent a message to Zheng Cheng, saying:

"Brother Cheng Cheng, let's start dating tonight, let's have dinner together!"

Zheng Cheng didn't expect that he was serious, and he did what he said, so he flinched a little.I don't know if it's right to do this, but it seems to be the only way to solve the current predicament.

Immediately afterwards, another message popped up in the message bar:

"Don't flinch, I've already changed shifts."

Zheng Cheng couldn't help laughing, the other party knew him too well, as if he could see his hesitant expression from afar.The first time he went to his place for a haircut, he could tell right away that he liked Gao Yang.On the contrary, the person concerned is always unable to see his own feelings for him clearly. This is probably the commonality among people of the same kind.

He typed a few words on the computer keyboard and sent it: "Okay, I'll find you at five o'clock."

Zheng Cheng was waiting at the door of the barbershop on time. When Han Ruge came out, he was not wearing a uniform. He was wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of denim overalls. He looked very small and cute.

"Brother Cheng Cheng!" Han Ruge shouted in a very sweet voice, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

Facing Han Ruge's immature and lovely face, Zheng Cheng was in an inexplicably good mood, and replied with a smile: "You decide, I can do it."

Han Ruge said: "Then go eat Korean barbecue. I've been craving meat so much recently. Does this mean I'm going to gain weight? Do you think I'm fat?"

"Not fat." Zheng Cheng knew that Han Ruge paid much attention to his image, just like Gao Yang cared about his hairstyle, "You are too thin, you should put on more flesh."

"It's still thin?" Han Ruge put his arm in front of Zheng Cheng, pulled a piece of meat and said, "Look, it's all meat."

"There's no flesh at all, do you want to be skinny?" Zheng Cheng looked at Han Ruge's arm in front of him, which was as slender as an underage child.His skin is very fair, and Gao Yang was also very fair last winter, but he seems to have gotten a bit dark recently if he didn't pay attention to sun protection.Zheng Cheng found himself thinking of Gao Yang easily, which was unfair to Han Ruge.

He regained his senses and pulled his thoughts back, hoping that he could focus on the people around him.

"Look at my arms, they are two thicker than yours." Zheng Cheng said, exposing his arms.

"Look at the difference in height between us, can I still grow taller?" Han Ruge squeezed Zheng Cheng's arm, it was hard and strong, "It's all muscles."

Zheng Cheng replied honestly: "You don't need to grow any longer, your height matches your face very well."

"What kind of arrangement?"

"so cute."

"Besides being cute? Do I look good?"

"It's also pretty."

The two of them went to the movies after dinner, a very ordinary way of dating, but Zheng Cheng felt extremely at ease.The two left the cinema and walked slowly along the road.

Summer is approaching without knowing it, and the time for research one is running out.Zheng Cheng lamented how quickly time passed. At this time last year, he had just received the admission letter from Guoxin.This scene seems to have happened yesterday, but the happy mood at that time has long since disappeared.

Taking advantage of the darkness, Han Ruge quietly held Zheng Cheng's hand. He had never been so timid in love, but this time he was extremely cautious, for fear that Zheng Cheng would withdraw his hand.

The moment Zheng Cheng felt his hand being held, his heart skipped a beat, and he immediately held the other's hand instead.Han Ruge's hands are very small like his own, and the palms are a little cold, and the palms of the palms are a little peeled due to frequent contact with hair dye and other hairdressing agents, and they feel lumpy to the touch.

Zheng Cheng gently rubbed his palm with his thumb, and asked, "Does it usually hurt?"

"At the beginning, not only the skin peeled off, but also the skin was eroded. The medicine he applied the night before got better, but the next day, he went back to work and went back to work. The pain was so painful that he couldn't sleep." Han Ruge said with a normal heart. Said, "After a long time, I got used to it. My hands are almost used to it now, but occasionally the skin still peels off, but it doesn't hurt anymore."

Zheng Cheng felt distressed and asked, "Can't you wear rubber gloves?"

Han Ruge replied: "You can apply hair dye and perm. You are not allowed to wear gloves when washing customers' hair. They will feel uncomfortable. Do you feel sorry for me?"

"Yeah. You barbers have to work very hard. You have to stand from morning to night, with both hands raised." Zheng Cheng glanced at the other party. Han Ruge's eyelashes are very long, blinking in the dark night flash.He was good-looking, almost like a girl.

"How can it compare to your high-achieving students, who can enter a big company after graduation." Han Ruge teased, "If you become rich in the future, can you support me?"

"Yeah." Knowing that Han Ruge was joking, Zheng Cheng took his words and said, "If you become a famous stylist, don't forget me."

Han Ruge said with a smile: "I will never forget, I want to take care of you when the time comes."

Zheng Cheng smiled: "Okay."

The two of them were rolling against the road against the evening wind. The weather in June was already a bit hot, and the leaves on the roadside were rustled by the wind, gently beating on the heartstrings of the two of them.

Zheng Cheng sent Han Ruge home very consciously, and he stopped when he got downstairs, saying: "Go up, pay attention to the stairs."

Knowing that Zheng Cheng would not follow, Han Ruge didn't ask any questions, and said with a smile, "Be careful on the road! Don't be abducted by bad uncles."

"No." Zheng Cheng said with a smile, "I'm worthless."

"Who said that?" Han Ruge teased, "You are quite valuable with me."

Zheng Cheng smiled: "Go back and go to bed early."

"Good night!" Han Ruge took advantage of Zheng Cheng's inattention and kissed him on the cheek, then quickly went up the stairs.

When Zheng Cheng regained his composure, Han Ruge had disappeared at the stairs, the voice-activated lights on the stairs were on, and the sound of footsteps trotting up the stairs could be heard from the corridor.He gently touched the place where the other party just kissed with his hand, there was a faint burning sensation, and the palm of his hand held him too, as if he could still feel Han Ruge's peeling but soft little hand.

The moon has risen very high in the sky, Zheng Cheng looked up at the moon, even though it was 38 kilometers away, he still felt that it was close at hand.Every night, it appears above the sky on time, even if it is raining, even if the clouds are thick, it has never been absent.

After the footsteps in the corridor disappeared, Zheng Cheng stepped up and walked back, and an almost inaudible sigh was gently blown away in the evening wind.

He thought, this might not be a kind of attachment.

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