Gao Yang watched his back disappear at the exit of the exhibition hall before walking in.He searched around the exhibition hall, and finally found Zhang Zhengping in front of the two photographs of Bai Fuzhen.He looked intently at the Tiger Leaping Gorge, with appreciation in his eyes, but unconsciously sighed.

He still recognizes Xiaobai's photography skills, not only that, but he seems to be able to find something in common in Xiaobai's works.Otherwise, he wouldn't have lingered in front of an ordinary photograph, and even let out a long sigh.Gao Yang could guess that Vice President Zhang is also a person with a story, but he is so low-key and humble in a high position. Maybe he was just an ordinary person before.

Gao Yang boldly stepped forward and shouted, "Vice President Zhang."

Zhang Zhengping turned his head to look at Gao Yang, with a kind smile on his face: "It's you, young man."

Gao Yang nodded: "You seem to like Xiaobai's photography works?"

Zhang Zhengping smiled: "Yes, the things he shoots always remind me of myself when I was young... Are you and him a couple?"

Gao Yang didn't expect him to ask such a question, but he did hear it. He was still a little embarrassed, and blushed as a tacit consent.

Zhang Zhengping said kindly: "It's okay, I can understand. What can I do for you?"

Gao Yang clenched his fists, and said straight to the point: "I want to talk to you again about Xiaobai joining the club. He told me that he wanted to be a photographer since he was a child, and he really liked photography. But for some reason, He gave up this dream and chose the current path. But he didn't want to give up in his heart, so he went to Xiangshan to take pictures every autumn, and traveled to every corner of Xiangshan, which is why he got the picture of "Cupid" Arrow'.

He is a person who doesn't talk much and doesn't like excitement. His favorite thing is either studying or working.But he is willing to go out for photography and travel all over the country alone.If he didn't have an obsession with photography, he wouldn't carry a camera everywhere.After he heard your invitation, he almost didn't even think about rejecting it right away, which is something that no ordinary person would do.

Because there was a barrier in his heart that wouldn't allow him to do that, he had a lot of injuries that I didn't know about, but I wanted the best for him.Even if he doesn't want to tell me, I want to clear all the unpleasantness for him. "

From Gao Yang's eyes, Zhang Zhengping saw the stubbornness and sincerity unique to this young man. His enthusiasm and generous speech made him greatly change his view of this generation of young people.Needless to say, he can also see Bai Fuzhen's love for photography and inner conflicts, and his words can't change his opinion.Only this person in front of him can lead him out of the haze in his heart.

He asked Gao Yang: "You are with him, he doesn't even want to tell you his past, don't you care?"

Gao Yang felt that the vice president seemed to be very concerned about the relationship between him and Xiaobai, but now he was more concerned about whether he would give Xiaobai another chance to join the club.However, he still answered honestly: "I am not with him to know his past. I like him only after I know him now. There is no me in his past, which belongs to him." Memories, his privacy, I am not curious at all. On the contrary, I am more concerned about my future with him, and that is his world that I don’t want to miss half of.”

Zhang Zhengping took out a card from his suit pocket, took off the pen at the collar, and said while writing: "Go back and tell him what you think, he will tell you about his past, he has a knot in his heart." , only you can help him untie it. This is an invitation to join the club, as long as he is willing to come, I welcome it anytime."

Gao Yang took the card handed over by Zhang Zhengping, seeing Xiaobai's name and the red seal on it, he was so excited that he couldn't speak.He held the card carefully in the palm of his hand, as if holding Xiaobai's dream, and said gratefully: "Thank you, Vice President Zhang, I have confidence that Xiaobai will definitely go."

Zhang Zhengping waved his hands and said with a smile: "Go back quickly, don't keep your boyfriend waiting too long."

Gao Yang was blushed again by Zhang Zhengping's words, and felt that when he said the word boyfriend, there was a sense of nostalgia for the past, and he seemed to like to tease the relationship between the two.When he knew about the relationship between the two, he said he understood rather than accepted, which made Gao Yang feel inexplicably kind to him.

If he said accept, Gao Yang would feel that he is relying on the old to sell the old, and that he and Xiao Bai are his business, and you don't have to force yourself to accept it or not.Instead, he's talking about understanding, as if he's been through it too and knows how blessed it is to be understood.

When Gao Yang came back to his senses, Zhang Zhengping had already gone far away. Looking at his straight back, Gao Yang was silently grateful in his heart, and ran all the way back.

When he opened the car door and got in, Bai Fuzhen seemed to be dozing off, and said softly with half-opened eyes, "I'm back."

Gao Yang leaned over and kissed Xiao Bai on the face, and said, "Well, fell asleep after a while?"

With a smile on his lips, Bai Fuzhen looked out the window and said, "The sun is so beautiful." Then he turned his head, looked ahead and said, "Xiao Yang, do you want to know?"

Gao Yang looked at Xiaobai's side face, his mood was much better than before, and he said in a relaxed tone: "Well, I'm listening."

Bai Fuzhen took Gao Yang's hand, put it on his lap, held it tightly, and said embarrassingly for the first time: "I said it, it is no longer the perfect image in your heart."

Gao Yang chuckled, and said casually: "Who said you are perfect in my heart, you are so rigid, it would be hard for me to make you laugh. You always tease me, don't think I don't know that you are serious on the surface, In fact, there are many bad ideas hidden in my heart. And you are either studying or working every day, and you force me to study. There is no such boring person as you in the world. You just say it, no matter what you say, I will rely on you , the kind that clings to you every day and can't be pushed away."

The corner of Bai Fuzhen's mouth chuckled, knowing that Gao Yang was trying to ease the atmosphere, and wanted him to speak out what was in his heart easily.But his hand was holding his own tightly, and the palm of his hand was sweating slightly, but he was actually more nervous than himself.

"My parents are college classmates. They met because of their passion for academic research. Later, they went abroad to study for a doctorate, and then returned to China to be professors at Peking University. They got married not because of love, but because they wanted to do academic research together forever. They don't care about life. , don't care about the family, don't care about me. I sometimes wonder what's the difference between them and two addicts who get together every day and take drugs.

My existence is just an explanation from them to my grandma. With me, my grandma won't bother to interfere with their crazy behavior anymore.I grew up with my grandparents. They never go home. The laboratory is where they stay 360 days a year.Since I was sensible, I felt that they were abnormal, and years of academic research had turned them into monsters. "

Bai Fuzhen's tone seemed to be telling a distant ancient story, "And when I grow up, they try to turn me into a monster like them, and let me directly fill in the undergraduate, master, and doctoral programs under their names when I volunteer for the college entrance examination. In their eyes, photography and so on are simply nonsense. I don’t want to be close to them in my life. As a compromise, I came to Guoxin and took the major they selected for me.

But I left them, and the situation didn't get better. My body is full of their crazy blood. My genes are more than 90.00% similar to theirs. I have academic talents beyond ordinary people.I became like them, like giving up on myself, and I wanted to feel what it was like to devote myself to academic research.

I don't like the feeling, I can't find my meaning and value in the boring world.It's like punishing yourself, trapping yourself in it for self-torture.As revenge for them, I once wanted to ruin my whole life. "

When Bai Fuzhen finished speaking, the tightly clenched hands were already soaked in sweat. It was the other party's sweat, but the palms were cold.Gao Yang looked at him and said: "But you are completely different from your parents, aren't you? Your academic talent is your advantage over others. You are not obsessed with it or wasting your talent. You like photography , the talent in this is no less than others, but you are unwilling to become a professional photographer. You are afraid of realizing your dream, so there is no way to blame your parents for preventing you from filling out the photography major. Alright.

Your excellence is destined to make you different from others. A rational person like you can always handle everything well. You just have conflicts in your heart.If this contradiction is gone, it will be impossible to find a way forward. "

Bai Fu looked at Gao Yang, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and asked, "Is it just a contradiction? Shouldn't I hate them?"

Gao Yang felt sorry for him, so he forced a smile and said, "Do you want to take your hatred as punishment for them? They have long since felt nothing but academic research, right? Your hatred for them can only be rooted in your In my heart, the only person trapped in the pain is yourself. Like your parents, they are extraordinary people, and it is difficult for external things to interfere with them. We are different. A little thing can make me depressed all day. But one day has passed, and everything has changed again, hasn't it?

Think about it from another angle, how much your parents should have contributed to the scientific research community.In a sense, they have become the benefactors of the whole world, and those of us who reap the rewards should be grateful to them. "

Gao Yang felt that his comforting words were simply too incompetent, he had never done such a thing before, and he didn't bother to do such a thing.When he is in a bad mood, he will curse at others, and if he is in a bad mood, he will almost feel better after a good meal.A grudge as deep as that in Bai Fuzhen's heart must not be eliminated with a few words, but he has no way to say more soothing words other than what he thinks in his heart.

Bai Fuzhen suddenly said, "They must be in love together."

Yes, if there is no love, how can it be possible to get married.It's good to be a partner to do academics, there is no need to get married at all.But they still ended up and made promises to each other.For the two of them, they have the most loyal love.It's just that they don't realize what family is?Forget their responsibilities and obligations, along with their love for you.

Gao Yang looked at him, wanting to hear him continue.

Bai Fuzhen suddenly started the engine, and said with a smile, "Go back, you cook tonight."

Seeing that he changed the subject, Gao Yang felt uncomfortable.He clearly said that he didn't care about his past, but this feeling of half-telling and concealing it turned out to be so uncomfortable.However, seeing Xiaobai's mood improved a lot, he was still very happy.She patted his arm and said, "You think of me as a cook! Didn't you agree that you would cook for me after I quit smoking? I've quit smoking completely, so you cook tonight."

Bai Fuzhen turned his head to look at Gao Yang, and said very confidently: "I don't know."

Gao Yang stretched his legs, leaned on the back of the chair, and said, "Then go to the restaurant to eat, you treat."

Bai Fu said: "If you want to invite guests, you have already invited them."

Gao Yang asked, "When?"

Bai Fuzhen replied: "You had dinner the day before you went home during the winter vacation. That's what you planned for that meal."

Gao Yang wailed: "Does this count? Didn't I order if you agreed to invite me to dinner?"

Bai Fuzhen: "I gave you a chance, but you didn't order it, so I ordered your favorite food, all of which have chicken."

Gao Yang recalled it for a while, and suddenly thought of it and said: "Don't try to lie to me, there is no chicken in the egg and leek pancake, I have a good memory."

Bai Fu smiled: "I didn't mention chicken, there are chickens."

Gao Yang didn't expect Xiaobai to play tricks like this now, he couldn't beat him at all, and began to pretend to be wronged and said: "No, that meal doesn't count, I was in a bad mood that day, and I will order another meal today."

Bai Fu asked him, "What happened that day?"

Gao Yang was a little embarrassed and said, "If you invite me to dinner, I'll tell you."

Bai Fuzhen agreed: "You decide what to eat tonight."

Gao Yang smiled: "Then go to the alley to eat Hangbang cuisine. I went there last time. The cheese chicken cakes there are very delicious, as well as chicken wings with egg yolk, crispy chicken with salt, and roasted chicken with rosemary. Just order these, You only need half a roast chicken, and you can add another dish if you want to eat."

Bai Fuzhen listened to him patiently, and signaled with his eyes that it was time for him to get to the point.

Gao Yang coughed twice, and started to say: "The day before that day, I accompanied Brother Cheng to Sister Shanshan to foster his tortoise. Sister Shanshan talked to me a lot about you, and I thought she was going to chase you , You also trust her very much. When I think that she knew you ten years earlier than me, I feel very sad. You didn’t come to the laboratory that day, and I had to go home early the next morning. Okay? But you sent me to the station and gave me a kiss, so I understand. No, I chased you right after school started, hehe."

Bai Fuzhen was amused in his heart, but Gao Yang was actually as innocent as a child, he could speak out what he had to say straightforwardly.Compared to him, Bai Fuzhen felt that he was not honest enough because he had kept those things in his heart for too long, and he didn't even have the courage to speak out.I am used to taking responsibility alone, and keep the good and bad things in my heart.Suddenly one day, there was a person who was willing to share with him, and warmed himself with sincerity.Bai Fuzhen thought to himself, really wanted him to live in his heart, so that he could see and know everything.

Feeling a lot lighter suddenly, Bai Fuzhen said teasingly: "She chased me, ten years ago."

"Ah?" Gao Yang exclaimed, "Do you agree?"

Bai Fuzhen replied: "No."

"Why?" Gao Yang wanted to find out, "Sister Shanshan is good-looking and has a good personality, why didn't you agree?"

"Because I don't like women." Bai Fuzhen lamented Gao Yang's strange brain circuit, rubbed his forehead lightly, and put his hand back to hold the steering wheel.

"You, you are of the same sex..." Gao Yang covered his mouth with his hands before he finished speaking, "So you only like boys, what about me? I used to like girls, but now... I only like you, then Do I count?"

He didn't wait for Xiaobai to answer, and continued: "It's over, it's over, if you don't want me, I can't go to girls to date again. I don't feel at all when I see other boys. No, I don't seem to be interested in girls. I don’t feel it anymore. What kind of love am I? I have become your exclusive love! You have to be responsible for me!”

Bai Fu smiled at the corner of his mouth and said, "I'm in charge!"

"What about the time? Give me a deadline guarantee!" Gao Yang added.

"Forever! The rest of our lives." Bai Fuzhen slowed down the car, took Gao Yang's hand and held it on his lap.

This is more or less the same, Gao Yang thought to himself, as long as a gentleman like Xiaobai is stalking him, he won't be able to shake him off even if he wants to!

Suddenly relieved, Gao Yang said solemnly: "I won't go to the alley anymore, I'll show you my skills tonight, and make a table full of Chinese people!"

Bai Fuzhen smiled slightly, turned off the turn signal he had just turned on, and went straight to the squirrel garden.

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