snow bird

Summer in Shanghai has arrived, with humidity + high temperature, and the perceived temperature is much higher than the actual temperature.The course is over, and before the exam, everything comes to an end for the time being.

For the medical profession, others are exam weeks, they are exam months.Compared with the relaxed freshman year, the seniors still have to memorize books piled up tens of centimeters. The seniors in the senior grades also lose their hair in handfuls, and their scalp becomes more and more obvious day by day.In order to find a good place to endorse, not to mention the library, even the cafeteria is full of people.

Recently, Xiao Liu likes to read in the dormitory and avoid exercise as much as possible.

One is that he doesn't want to compete with his seniors for a position, and the other is that Xiao Liu's physique is the kind that sweats a little. The white short-sleeved shirt in summer is one of his nightmares.The mood of not wanting to wash clothes prevailed, even if the dormitory was a little stuffy, he still wanted to stay in the dormitory.

At that time, unlike now, every dormitory had an air conditioner, and there was only a small ceiling fan in the poor room, with a small range. In addition, it was required to dress neatly in the dormitory, so all dormitory doors and windows had to be opened.

Xiao Liu sat under the fan in the middle of the dormitory, using a book as a fan while brushing up questions.Feng Jikou made him very hot, but there was nothing he could do about it.Xiao Wang didn't know where he went. He probably squatted in the teacher's office blowing code words on the air conditioner.Xiao Liu was a little worried about whether Xiao Wang would be able to pass the end of the semester, but seeing Xiao Wang's confidence, he could only let it go.

After a while, everyone returned to their normal study life.Busy with final exams and mock MCAT quizzes.

The turmoil of the thesis is over, and Xiao Huang has become famous in the school because of his courage to expose academic corruption.Many people praised Xiao Huang for being as upright as his mother, which made Xiao Liu feel complicated.Xiao Huang, what has he been through, and the appearance of such a character of vengeance made Xiao Liu a little worried about Xiao Wang and his uncle.

Thinking about it, the only happy thing recently is that Xiao Liu got the internship offer from Shen Tang just now.But Xiao Liu never expected that Shen Tang's headquarters would be in the imperial capital.

"Let's discuss it when Xiao Wang comes back." Thinking of Xiao Wang, Xiao Liu suddenly smiled.Just like that song, just thinking about it makes me happy, it really is.

But this kind of happiness didn't last for a few minutes, and an annoying person appeared at the door.

As the sound of leather shoes stopped at the door, Xiao Liu raised his head and saw Xiao Huang standing there.

"Here!" Xiao Huang stretched out his hand and flew over a bottle of iced carbonated drink, with an irresistible sunny smile on his face.

"Thank you." He grabbed the drink bottle, although he didn't understand what kind of medicine was sold in the little yellow gourd, but Xiao Liu decided not to anger Xiao Huang and accepted his gift.

Unlike the meticulously dressed Xiao Liu, Xiao Huang's trousers and sleeves are all rolled up, and his shirt has a big V-neck, which looks nondescript.

Xiao Huang walked into the room unceremoniously, closed the door directly, and sat down next to Xiao Huang with a stool.

"Open the door." Xiao Liu pointed to the door.

"I have something to tell you."

"If it's not an academic problem, please go back, I'm busy reading."

"Oh, my student master, can you give us such scum a way to survive?..." Xiao Huang pretended to laugh: "You are so incomprehensible, and your mind is only thinking about learning, your little sweetheart will follow me!" Someone else ran away."

Xiao Liu sighed. He really didn't know how to communicate with people like Xiao Huang. He was self-righteous, arrogant, and shameless. It seemed that all adjectives could be placed on Xiao Huang.Whenever Xiao Huang made Xiao Liu uncomfortable, Xiao Liu would lament that it was not easy for Xiao Wang not to become so bad.

"All right, all right, my lord has a lot, so I don't care about it with you. Let's make an exchange." Seeing Xiao Liu's disgusted face, Xiao Huang took the initiative to back down.

"I refuse, please leave." Xiao Liu made a gesture of seeing off the guests.

"You don't want to know about Xiao Wang's past."

"Do not want to."

"Where's his uncle's?"

"Then mine."

"I'm not interested anymore. As a classmate, I will remind you for the last time. Please leave." Xiao Liu stuffed the Coke back to Xiao Huang, and made a gesture of seeing off the guests.

I thought Xiao Huang would be angry, but I didn't expect Xiao Huang to nod thoughtfully: "It seems that you are a person who is not interested in other people's privacy. It makes people feel safe. I should learn from you."

Xiao Huang replied suddenly, Xiao Liu understood what Xiao Huang was doing here, and blamed his uncle.

I heard from Xiao Wang that ever since uncle Gan said by name that he likes Xiao Liu's personality, the poor Xiao Liu has become Xiao Huang's observation object, and he can try his best to understand it every day.

Xiao Liu didn't quite understand what children from families like Xiao Wang and Xiao Huang were thinking about every day.Although they are in the same school, Xiao Liu has a clear goal, to go to the military academy, save money and pay, become a doctor, and secure a job.As for Xiao Wang and Xiao Huang, it seems that they want to be happy, but this happiness is divided into two different directions. Xiao Wang is having fun with others, and Xiao Huang seems to be trying to make others happy. This other person is the dry uncle. .

Although I pinched the dry uncle in my heart, but the dry uncle is Xiao Wang's uncle after all, and what Xiao Liu can do to him is of course as a parent.

"Xiao Huang, for the sake of the exam, please study hard. Are you ready for the MCAT?"

"Hey, Xueba, just look at me and I know whoever said this. To be fair, I have prepared a lot of things for you to 'buy' you for a while." After speaking, Xiao Huang got up and ran out, and ran away again after a while When I came back, I moved a stack of study materials and threw them on Xiao Liu's desk: "I'll give you the study materials, and you tell me how to make Uncle Gan like it. It's fair."

"Xiao Huang..." Xiao Liu glanced at the information Xiao Huang brought over, and found that some of them were practical. Based on the principle of not indebted to others, Xiao Liu decided to make a quick decision: "I think the person that Uncle Gan likes The first rule is what to do when you have time...don’t waste your time thinking about others.”

"So you think I should read a book now?"

"Yes."

"Okay. I'll be there in five minutes, then tell me the second one."

"When others are unhappy, shut up."

"Old Liu, these words are not authentic... What do you mean when others are unhappy and shut up, I think you are unhappy now, should I shut up..."

"What do you think?" Xiao Liu frowned, the man in front of him was really up to no good.The emotional quotient that despises the heroes in daily life becomes completely 0 when he meets uncle Gan.

"It's not worth it... I have so many books, so you just tell me this little?" Xiao Huang was struggling for the last time.

Xiao Liu looked at the pricing of the book and felt that he was really a bit dark, so he added: "How about I chat with you after the exam is over? Actually, I don't have much contact with uncle Gan, I also need to ask Xiao Wang .”

"Okay, okay, great!" Holding Xiao Liu's hand and shaking it vigorously, Xiao Liu's brain was almost thrown out.

Humming a ditty, when he got up and walked outside, Xiao Huang suddenly turned around and asked: "Xiao Liu, you never investigate other people's past, don't you feel uneasy communicating with these people who don't know the details?"

"Uneasy? No. Because the sense of security is dynamic and stable." Xiao Liu smiled, and Xiao Huang walked away in surprise.

Hearing the sound of leather shoes leaving rhythmically, Xiao Liu was a little shaken again.

"Dynamic stability"?What kind of funny vocabulary is this? Xiao Liu also admires his own brain that just slaps it and thinks about it.But Xiao Liu believes in that sentence, as long as he trusts in his heart, that is the most stable relationship.

But is such a relationship wishful thinking?

"Is liking without physiological motivation called liking... No, wake up and read a book..." Patting his face, Xiao Liu went to the sink to wash his head, trying to calm himself down, put These distracting thoughts flew aside.

However, the actual situation is that when Xiao Liu sat back on the stool in the dormitory, he couldn't help but start thinking about Xiao Wang in his mind. After living almost 20 years old, Xiao Liu experienced for the first time a kind of anxiety that was not caused by fear. My mind is restless, and it is different from the previous mission.

Putting down the English book, Xiao Liu unfolded a blank sheet of paper and began to write in order from 100 to 85. If he made a mistake, cross it out and continue writing. When he made a mistake, cross it out and continue writing. , Wrote 62 wrongly, crossed out and continued writing.

This method is the way Dr. Ming taught Xiao Liu to clear away distracting thoughts. He said that his son Xiao Ming often used it.Xiao Ming is like a lamp in Xiao Liu's life.Envious but not jealous, unattainable but yearning.Xiao Liu wants to have solid professional knowledge like Brother Xiao Ming, and become a useful talent in the future, but he can't help but sigh, what would his life be like if he had a level line like Brother Xiao Ming.

"Even if I can go to a better school, I won't be able to meet Xiao Wang. It's pretty good now." Thinking of this, Xiao Liu suddenly smiled.

"Eh..." When writing the last 100, Xiao Liu made a mistake again.

Looking at the 100 numbers and 4 typos on the paper, Xiao Liu realized for the first time that he had so many distracting thoughts.

Just as Xiao Liu looked at the A4 paper full of numbers in front of him, familiar footsteps came. Although everyone wore the same leather shoes, everyone walked at a different frequency. Xiao Wang walked with a strange toe-toe problem , so the wear and sound of the shoes are not the same.

Xiao Liu turned around, just in time Xiao Wang appeared at the door.

"Sure enough, you are in the dormitory. I asked the school for a meeting room. It has air conditioning. Let's go. Most of the students in the class are reading in it. The dormitory is so hot." Xiao Wang walked over and dragged Xiao Liu without hesitation. Walking outside, Xiao Liu moved his body, and the A4 paper full of numbers floated down.

"What is this?" Xiao Wang picked up the paper, a trace of disappointment flashed across his face: "I thought you were talking about me again..."

"A way to focus people's attention. There should be no mistakes from 1 to 100, which means that the mind is very peaceful."

"Tsk, it seems that your thoughts are confused. You have made mistakes so many times." Xiao Wang poked Xiao Liu with his elbow and joked: "What's wrong? Are you thinking of me?"

Xiao Liu nodded seriously: "Yes."