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Seeing Xiao Liu busy cleaning up the dormitory, the squad leader who came over after hearing the sound sat next to Xiao Wang and asked warmly: "Are you going to the hospital? Did you eat too much?"

"It's okay, monitor, leave it to me." After tidying up everything, Xiao Liu sent the monitor away, pulled a chair to Xiao Wang's side, and briefly checked Xiao Wang.

"It's okay, maybe I was just scared."

"Sorry, I asked you to clean up again, it's dirty..."

"Doctors are still afraid of being dirty... Aren't you writing a criminal investigation article now? Vomit and excrement are all things that must be checked..."

Seeing Xiao Wang's face darken, Xiao Liu immediately shut up.

"Xiao Liu." Xiao Wang grabbed Xiao Liu's hand: "Do you think I'm useless... I'm a medical student, and I'm afraid of death."

"The fear of death is people's instinct. I have it too, but it's not obvious. But I think you must have a deep reason." In response, Xiao Liu clasped Xiao Wang's hand and patted: "Give it to me." The way you and I treat the deceased as a piece of meat is much better."

""Meat? ?Your idea is so novel... Wait, how did you have the opportunity to read these before you studied medicine? "

"I don't know. It was like being bewitched during that time. But it was also at that time, Dr. Ming's wife, Aunt Ming, who was the forensic doctor." Xiao Liu nodded seriously: "We are a small city, and the forensic doctor is the forensic doctor." Then one."

"Don't change the subject, you haven't told me how you saw dead people..." I didn't care to lament how few female forensic doctors were in that era, Xiao Wang was more concerned about why Xiao Liu could often see dead people.

"The first time I was pushed into a ditch by my classmates when I was a child, and I picked up an abandoned corpse. It was in the state of giant view. It felt like soap soaked in water. It was soft and sticky, probably saponified... .The second time was when I was bullied by seniors who threw me into an abandoned urban village. I found a hanged female body in a house... The ground was a mess. Now that I think about it, if it wasn't for incontinence after death, it probably was The fallen offal..."

"Wait? No one cares about you being bullied?? You didn't tell the teacher??" Before Xiao Liu finished speaking, Xiao Wang couldn't hold on anymore.

"Because my father is a bad man, it is justice to bully the son of a bad man." Xiao Liu said lightly, but Xiao Wang was terrified when he heard it.A little bit is that sentence, three people bullying another is called bullying, and thirty thousand people bullying one is justice.

"So you see dead people so relaxed and calm now, maybe it's also the result of trauma emergency?"

Xiao Liu nodded: "I think so too. But I don't think there is any problem. Not only does it not affect my life, it even helps me now."

Xiao Wang stroked Xiao Liu's hand. It was big, but because it was thin, it was bony and sexy. "Did they still bully you later..."

"Later... Later, there was a medical college next door to where I lived. At that time, a group of older children would come to the playground every morning after six o'clock. They played football, and I showed them their bags..."

"You won't resist??"

"Why resist."

"This is bullying..."

"I've said it all. Does anyone think there is a problem with children who bully bad people? No, never. Everyone is watching with cold eyes, and even I think it's right for me." Xiao Liu smiled bitterly.After a long time, Xiao Wang discovered the different meanings represented by different facial expressions of Xiao Liu. Although Xiao Liu recalled the past in pain, he could talk and laugh; when he was very angry, he would be expressionless.In daily life, although the page is expressionless, the eyes are soft.

To be able to find nuances on the faces of people like Xiao Liu who don't have many facial expressions, Xiao Wang is doing his best.

"And, that group of people, it's okay, they'll buy me breakfast at the end of the package. Do you think I'm doing this for food, and I'm worthless." After Xiao Liu finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed: "Later we You know, the one-story house in the corner of the medical school playground is a mortuary, and most of the teachers are parked in it. Once a fan in the morgue was kicked by a ball. I was asked by the group of children to go in and look for the ball... "

"And then you see all kinds of...general teachers...."

"Well, it can be regarded as a general teacher, but it is different from what we have now. You should know that in the past, after the death row inmates were executed by shooting, they would directly pull down the medical specialist as anatomy teaching aids. I remember very clearly that there was a corpse with a herringbone seam where it was When it was pierced, the whole face bloomed." Xiao Liu made a gesture.

With this gesture, a dusty memory in Xiao Wang's mind was opened.

The picture is blurry, but Xiao Wang can hear crying, a black coffin, and white paper floating outside.

Finally, Xiao Wang remembered the root of his fear of death.

When he was a child, Xiao Wang was dragged by his hard-core father to watch the shooting in other places.

It wasn't in the local area, but it happened that his father took him on a business trip, so he stopped to let Xiao Wang feel it.At that time, many executions were carried out in public.The prisoner knelt down facing the wall wearing a black hood, and was shot dead directly from the top of his head.In many cases, there are rows of mourning teams outside the execution ground, saying that when someone dies, they will be dragged away and buried.Of course there are more, the corpses are not claimed, and they are finally left to the hospital, which can be regarded as the best use of everything.

"If you don't do good things when you grow up, you will be shot like this when you grow up!"

Father's words, occasionally like seeing blood donation seeping out of the black cloth bag at that time, but the next scene was Xiao Wang's nightmare. Father ordered people to open the black cloth bag, where it should have been a complete head , like a smashed watermelon.

Bones, scalp, and mushy brains were scattered all over the ground. The state of his brain blooming scared Xiao Wang so that he couldn't sleep for several nights. He felt that as soon as he closed his eyes, some headless corpse would come back to him.

Thinking of this, Xiao Wang had another stomachache. If Xiao Liu was not by his side, Xiao Wang felt that he must have vomited.

After suppressing the nausea, Xiao Wang couldn't help but smile: "Your endurance is really strong..."

"If you can't bear it, you can't live. There is no way. But, fortunately, it's you. If I say that to others, they will probably think I'm a pervert." Seeing Xiao Wang sweating profusely, Xiao Liu felt something was wrong and asked : "Are you really okay?"

"It's nothing, it's really nothing... just thought of some bad things." With a wry smile, Xiao Wang felt that he was very fragile, and he could be frightened like this even when he saw a dead person. What about the ones Xiao Liu passed by?

Thinking of this, Xiao Wang shook his head: "If you treat the corpse calmly, you are considered a pervert... Then don't I... deserve death?? After all, my sexual fetish is so strange..."

"Sexual fetish?"

"Like heterosexuality..."

"Oh, I don't think it affects others, doesn't violate the law, isn't it all my own private matter..."

"Okay, then you know my privacy now, quickly exchange it with yours. Tell me, do you have any special hobbies?"

"Then tell me what you like and what you expect from your partner."

Xiao Liu blinked and thought for a while, then suddenly reached out and touched Xiao Wang's waist, and pinched it hard, and Xiao Wang jumped up with a loud "ow".

"I really like this kind of waist, which is very thin but still has muscles."

Xiao Wang didn't understand, how could someone like Xiao Liu look so natural when he said such explicit words, maybe it was because everyone put a fixed frame of coldness on Xueba in advance, so they said that everything was human and animal harmless?

At that time, there was no word for male dog waist. Although the description was not accurate, Xiao Wang also got the meaning.I don't know why, but Xiao Liu's figure that he was once proud of made him feel very embarrassed.

Shamed and annoyed, Xiao Wang picked up the pillow from the bedside and beat him, shouting, "Shameless!"

Xiao Wang hadn't hit it a few times before he saw the instructor standing at the door, tongue-tied.

That night, before the lights were turned off, under the watchful eyes of the entire dormitory building, Xiao Wang and Xiao Liu, good brothers, side by side, did 200 push-ups each, with the instructor behind their backs, counting 1,2,3,4, [-], [-], [-] very loudly.

Early the next morning, I don't know how Xiao Liu's health is. When I ran in the morning, Xiao Wang's back hurt...It hurts very much, it hurts more than being fucked all night...