snow bird

A few days ago, I read the comments of "Dog Thirteen" and saw a sentence, "Children who do not have this kind of experience are happy."

When Xiao Liu saw this sentence, he froze for a moment, is it really like this?

There is a saying that is true, children learn about the world when they are disappointed with adults again and again, but what if there is no hope from the beginning.

After watching the movie, Xiao Liu said that he was quite envious of the little girl, because he grew up in a world of despair.

With all kinds of people in the same world, Xiao Liu was born in a family with good material conditions.

Xiao Liu's grandparents were cadres before retiring. After the restructuring, his grandfather became the factory director.

In the 90s, he was still quite rich, but in the end he raised his father who lived and waited to die, and hit it off with his grandma's family who sold their daughters to marry their sons. Regardless of their mother's consent, they got married and had him.

Xiao Liu's parents don't know how to take care of their children at all. His father is still idle, and his mother plays with her outside every day. The two of them are either beating or scolding at home, and they have never had a peaceful life.

"At first, my grandparents thought that my father would mature when he became a father, but it turned out that's not the case." Xiao Liu said.

When Xiao Liu was young, his father caused him a lot of trouble.Xiao Liu never went to kindergarten, because his father beat other children after two days there, because he felt that the child was bullying Xiao Liu, but in fact it was just two children playing.

In the era of closed environment, bad things spread thousands of miles, Xiao Liu's father is not a thing, don't play with him, everyone in the factory knows.

In elementary school, the situation was even worse, especially after Xiao Liu's father beat the doctor.Xiao Liu was smart since he was a child, and he became the only thing his father could boast about, who didn't graduate from junior high school.

Xiao Liu had a fever and the doctor asked Xiao Liu to rest. His father disagreed and beat the doctor. You asked where your mother was. To be precise, a mixed doubles hit the doctor.

Since then, Xiao Liu has become the laughing stock of the whole class. In the era when there were not many medical troubles, he was the doctor in the best hospital in the district, and everyone would point fingers at Xiao Liu.

The prestige established by good grades disappeared, and bullying Xiao Liu has become "political correctness" in the class.The schoolbag and homework book will be thrown away as long as Xiao Liu is not in the position.

Not only did Xiao Liu's parents not help Xiao Liu, but every time Xiao Liu was bullied, broke his books and stained his clothes, they still beat him severely when he got home.It made Xiao Liu dare not go to the bathroom with his courseware, and finally developed into carrying a schoolbag when going to the bathroom.

What about the teacher, pretending not to see this matter, why?The teachers who helped Xiao Liu were all threatened by Xiao Liu's parents. Once a teacher couldn't stand it anymore and took Xiao Liu to his house for a meal. Xiao Liu's father almost smashed down the teacher's house, while Xiao Liu's mother sat Weeping loudly at the door of the teacher's house, saying that the teacher abducted and sold children.

From then on, Xiao Liu didn't dare to ask others for help. Whoever helped him would be unlucky. Xiao Liu himself knew that he didn't dare to ask others for help.

"His father is a hooligan and his mother is a shrew." Every day Xiao Liu goes to school, someone will point to his spine and say this sentence.

And some rumors about Xiao Liu are also floating around.Your mother is JN, you are not your father's child, etc. Xiao Liu can only cover his ears and pretend that he can't hear.

Even with such unreliable parents, Xiao Liu still has a pair of respected grandparents after all.

Sunrise and sunset, no matter how brilliant life is, there are also moments of ebb.Xiao Liu's grandfather retreated from the front line.Where there is courage, there is harm.Back then, Grandpa Little Liu provoked many people when he made drastic reforms to his business.When grandpa loses his position, retribution will naturally come.

Xiao Liu's grandfather met a young man on the bus, and his parents were laid off by Xiao Liu's grandfather.The young man recognized Grandpa Xiao Liu, and after getting out of the car, he punched and kicked the old man.

Elderly people, how could they bear this, were sent to the emergency room of the hospital, and were told that they were dying.Xiao Liu's grandma was so out of breath when she knew about this incident that she passed out.

Xiao Liu's father took a knife to find Xiao Young's theory. No matter what, people in their 30s were no match for a group of teenagers. They were chopped off their hands and feet and thrown to the side of the road to die.Not only that, Xiaonian smashed Xiao Liu's house and shaved Xiao Liu's hair.

After a night of torture, Xiao Liu's mother disappeared with her passbook.

At that time, Xiao Liu was already in junior high school. In order to avoid being ridiculed by others, he shaved his head.And the classmates in the class would laugh at him, "Liu Zizi gave birth to a Liu bald head." Yes, since then, Xiao Liu's father has been called Liu Zizi.

Grandpa and grandma walked back and forth.His father is disabled and has no job, and his mother is missing. Everyone knows that Xiao Liu is pitiful, but no one dares to take care of Xiao Liu.Xiao Liu's father was unemployed, and the money saved by his grandparents was quickly wiped out. Every day at home, he smashed things and cursed people.

Sometimes Xiao Liu thinks that the school uniform is really good, and it will not let people find that they have not had new clothes for several years.

At that time, Xiao Liu, who was about to graduate from junior high school, was confused and didn't know whether he should continue his studies. He wanted to study, but his family couldn't even afford the tuition.The mother secretly asked someone to send some money for Xiao Liu to study, but the father snatched it all and used it for gambling.If he loses the bet, he threatens his mother and beats the child to death if he does not send money.

As a last resort, Xiao Liu knelt down and begged the person who gave the money not to come again, he could not give any more money, and it would be bad for anyone to give any more money.

The person who gave the money stopped coming, and his father lost his income, so Xiao Liu became a sandbag.Around that time, someone told Xiao Liu that he was willing to help him, and Xiao Liu believed it, but unexpectedly entered into a nightmare.

Fortunately, it was just a nightmare. Xiao Liu finally got out of the nightmare, but the nightmare left traces on his body.

All the compensation was used by Cripple Liu to "start a business", and none of the money was spent on Xiao Liu.

After that incident, Xiao Liu became a little afraid of people, especially people who "treat him well".

The third year of junior high school came in a blink of an eye. Xiao Liu, who had excellent grades, randomly filled out his volunteer application, packed his things and prepared to go out to work.Xiao Liu's grades in the high school entrance examination entered the top ten, Xiao Liu was admitted for free by the city's key points, and someone was willing to sponsor Xiao Liu to study. These three news followed one after another.

But Xiao Liu was not happy, and was even afraid of the person who sponsored him, especially when Xiao Liu found out that the person who sponsored him was Dr. Ming who was beaten by his father back then.

"Little Liu, come to uncle's house for dinner, okay?"

Doctor Ming, no, it should be called Vice President Ming, who is very warm to Xiao Liu.Dr. Ming's wife, let's call her Aunt Ming, is very considerate and has prepared a lot of school and daily necessities for Xiao Liu.

How many years, this is the first time to be treated so tenderly, Xiao Liu is not used to it.

"This is your brother Xiao Ming, who is studying abroad." At the doctor's house, Xiao Liu saw a photo of a sunny boy on the table, tall and handsome.As for Xiao Liu, because of malnutrition, he only graduated from junior high school in the 150s.Xiao Liu is very calm, no envy, no jealousy, just feel that different people have different fates.

But what is fate?Is life fixed?The opportunity in fate floats towards you, will you grasp it?

"I'm going to give it a try...I also want to live a stable life." Maybe it's because I felt the warmth at Dr. Ming's house, maybe it's because the young man in the photo made Xiao Liu envious.He decided to trust others again, even if he was really deceived again, would it be worse than the last time?

"Xiao Liu, uncle understands your situation, uncle..." Dr. Ming carefully thought about his words, afraid of hurting Xiao Liu's self-esteem.

"Uncle, I understand. Don't worry, I will cherish it." Xiao Liu is not very good at talking, but he speaks the truth.

Xiao Liu also has self-esteem, but he is not so fragile, otherwise he would not be able to survive.

In this way, with the support of Dr. Ming, Xiao Liu went to high school, the best high school in the city, and lived on campus.

Fortunately, he lived in the school, which saved Xiao Liu from his father's harassment. In the middle, Xiao Liu's mother visited him a few times, and brought a little boy whom he didn't know, saying that he was his younger brother.

The three years of high school passed quickly. Unlike the sudden growth and leap to the forefront, Xiao Liu's grades have always been among the best, very stable.When he was divided into arts and sciences after the third year of high school, Xiao Liu chose science and told the teachers that he was going to be admitted to the Military Medical University.

"Are you crazy??"

"Advance approval does not affect the score, as long as my score is high..."

When the teacher talked to Xiao Liu, Xiao Liu was like a child who made a mistake.Xiao Liu also knows that the school cares more about the number of places in Tsinghua University, Peking University, Fudan Jiaotong University, and one less is a kind of reputation loss for the school.

"There are so many medical schools in China, why do you want to be a military doctor?" The teacher didn't understand.

"The military academy is free, and there are subsidies. There is basically no need for living expenses. I have read the brochures of the previous class and assigned jobs. If I can stay in the army, I will be settled."

"You can apply for student loans."

"The loan needs to be repaid, and the income of the first few years of working has been wasted. But after studying for 8 years, I can save a lot of money."

Facing Xiao Liu with clear logic, the teacher was also defeated.

"Xiao Liu, do you know that there is a thing called a political review? You need a political review to enter the military academy." The teacher finally couldn't help but say this.Not long ago, Xiao Liu's father was arrested for opening a casino and sentenced to three years in prison.

Of course Xiao Liu knows, this is where he has been worried about being brushed off, completely different from ordinary students.

Xiao Liu stared at the teacher with his eyes wide open for a while, then lowered his head. He didn't want to accept the reality, but there was nothing he could do.

"I know, but I have to try..."