if i walk towards you will you run away

Leng Yan remembered Ouyang Xu's boastful appearance like a big trumpet in the past, and the corners of his mouth raised a small arc unconsciously.

Ouyang Xu thought to himself, why does this scumbag look better the longer he grows, his face is delicate and indifferent, but when he smiles, he is a little naive and cute.He asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"Nothing." Leng Yan put away his smile.

Ouyang Xu: "This dish is not as delicious as before."

Leng Yan nodded.

Ouyang Xu asked suddenly, "Didn't you tell me that you were going to get married? Why didn't you get married?"

Leng Yan: "There is no suitable one."

Ouyang Xu: "I don't believe it. After so many years, how many silly girls have been fooled?"

Leng Yan: "Occasionally, I will find out with conscience."

Ouyang Xu smiled, "Why have you changed, you have become eloquent."

Leng Yan said, "You have changed too."

Ouyang Xu looked at him with interest.

Leng Yan: "I'm even more rascal than before."

"Really." Ouyang Xu laughed, "Leng Leng, you really changed."

Ouyang Xu called him cold.That memory in Leng Yan's mind came alive again.During the five years after the separation, he repeatedly described that time.

He wanted to say, I haven't changed.

Ouyang Xu pretended to be casual and said, "What about Fu Chen, are you with him?"

Leng Yan froze for a moment, "No."

"Since they are all single," Ouyang Xu looked into Leng Yan's eyes, "how about we start over."

At that moment, Leng Yan felt that everything around him seemed to be still, only the sound of the beating heart remained.

But what Ouyang Xu said next made his heart sink.

Ouyang Xu said, "It's okay to be friends with benefits." After speaking, he laughed at himself, "It's not like we haven't done it anyway."

Leng Yan managed to maintain the expression on his face, "Stop joking."

Afterwards, Leng Yan remained silent, and Ouyang Xu didn't feel much pleasure when he said such hurtful words.The two of them broke up after eating hastily. In short, the meal was not pleasant.

When Lin Ruoxue, their common college classmate, found out, she hated iron and said to Ouyang Xu, "What are you talking about! You want to be together again. Why do you say such things?"

Ouyang Xu exploded immediately, "Who would have thought! He made me so sad, can't I hurt him? I just give him back what he said."

Lin Ruoxue patted him on the back, "Why bother?"

"Yeah, why bother?" Ouyang Xu smiled wryly, his voice lowered, "He doesn't care about me at all, no matter what I do, he won't care."

He just couldn't be reconciled, he grew up so big, and the only tears in his life were dedicated to Leng Yan.But for Leng Yan, he is just an object to be thrown away.

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Ouyang Xu accompanied Lin Ruoxue to buy furniture. When they walked out of the mall, they met Leng Yan who was walking in.

Lin Ruoxue sighed in her heart, the evil relationship between people is really small.

But she hadn't seen Leng Yan for several years, and greeted him warmly, "Long time no see."

Leng Yan was surprised for a moment, then smiled faintly, "Long time no see."

Ouyang Xu said indifferently, "Why are you here?"

Leng Yan: "I live nearby and come to the supermarket to buy things."

Ouyang Xu: "Are you free next Sunday?"

Leng Yan thought it was a matter of work, "I'm free, what's the matter?"

Lin Ruoxue received Ouyang Xu's gaze and said to Leng Yan, "I'm getting married that day, can you come?"

Ouyang Xu: "At the Honghe Hotel at six o'clock in the evening."

Leng Yan said yes, but he really wanted to know who Lin Ruoxue married, was it Ouyang Xu, but he didn't ask.If it's the two of them getting married, that would be really nice.

After Leng Yan left, Lin Ruoxue said, "What are you doing, he doesn't think I'm married to you!"

Ouyang Xu didn't take it seriously, "What's the matter? Could he still be sad, that cold-blooded person."

On the day of Lin Ruoxue's wedding.Leng Yan saw Ouyang Xu standing at the door in a suit from a distance.

Very handsome, Leng Yan thought in his heart, he would always be the first to notice him in the crowd.

As he got closer, his heart flew up to the clouds, as if a villain was cheering in his heart, it turned out that Ouyang Xu was just the best man.Leng Yan took a deep breath, feeling that he was really worthless.

The groom is Lin Ruoxue's boyfriend in college.So Leng Yan met many college classmates whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

As the best man, Ouyang Xu helped block a lot of wine.By the end of the wedding banquet, I was a little unsteady.Lin Ruoxue pushed him to Leng Yan's side, "Leng Yan, I can't do anything now, please help me take him home."

Leng Yan was caught off guard, and said blankly, "I don't know where his home is."

But Lin Ruoxue had already turned around and left without hearing his words.Seeing that she was busy, Leng Yan didn't bother her, and asked Ouyang Xu directly.

Ouyang Xu drank too much and became dazed. Leng Yan asked him where his home was without saying where, but just stared at Leng Yan without blinking, his eyes sparkling.

Leng Yan's heart suddenly softened, he pulled Ouyang Xu up, and stopped a taxi at the door.

After getting in the car, Ouyang Xu still couldn't tell where his home was, so Leng Yan could only take him home.

Ouyang Xu said suddenly, "Leng Leng, I feel uncomfortable."

Leng Yan: "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Ouyang Xu didn't speak, and leaned his head directly on Leng Yan's shoulder.It didn't take long before he fell asleep peacefully.

When the car drove downstairs, Leng Yan called Ouyang Xu, "Wake up, we're here."

Ouyang Xu opened his eyes in a daze, still in a daze, and obediently followed Leng Yan after getting out of the car.

Seeing that he could walk by himself, Leng Yan didn't help him, but Ouyang Xu said aggrievedly, "I feel bad, can't you help me?"

Leng Yan had no choice but to turn around to help him, Ouyang Xu stretched his arms around Leng Yan's shoulders, half of his weight was on Leng Yan's body.

Hearing the low sobs, Leng Yan turned his head in surprise and saw tears continuously flowing down Ouyang Xu's face.

Actually cried.

Leng Yan struggled to get Ouyang Xu to settle down on the bed.He was not very good at taking care of drunk people, so he asked Ouyang Xu to wipe his face with a hot towel, poured a glass of warm water and put it on the bedside table, and sat on the sidelines to watch.

Ouyang Xu was still crying, muttering something Leng Yan couldn't understand while crying.

Leng Yan suddenly heard vaguely, "Leng Leng, why did you leave me?"

Leng Yan was silent for a long time, then said softly, "I'm sorry."

The next morning, Ouyang Xu woke up with a splitting headache. Seeing himself in a strange room, sitting on the bed trying to recall, he only vaguely remembered something.He looked around, the layout of the room was extremely simple, even if he drank the fragments, he could guess who it was.

Ouyang Xu got up and walked to the living room. Leng Yan was not there. On the dining table was an insulated bucket, a bowl, and a note, "I'm going to work. There is porridge in the insulated jar. You can eat some by yourself."

Inside the thermos was porridge with vegetables and lean meat, with a faint aroma wafting out, and Ouyang Xu's stomach let out a timely growl.

He remembered that Leng Yan treated him very well in the past.Although most of the time he seems to dislike him, sometimes it is really outrageous to be gentle.

That's why he was so sad after Leng Yan broke up with him unilaterally.If he had recognized that Leng Yan had no heart as early as the first meeting, he would have lived happily these years.

Ouyang Xu clicked on an audio file on his phone, it was "Try" sung by Leng Yan, the recording he copied from the Ministry of Literature and Art back then.

Clicking play, the melody he had heard countless times sounded in the room.

"If I walked towards you, would you run away?

if i stop will you come close

if i say you are my destiny

would you believe it

......"