if i walk towards you will you run away

The two bounced away quickly as if they had been caught.

When Zou Zhiyuan came in, he saw his two roommates standing in front of their respective desks, looking at him warily.

"What are you doing? Why are you so nervous. Could it be that you..."

Ouyang Xu swallowed, was he about to come out just after confirming his sexual orientation? It was too sudden.

Zou Zhiyuan's eyes stayed on Ouyang Xu's laptop, "Are you guys watching movies? You don't show them to me, it's not enough brothers."

Ouyang Xu heaved a sigh of relief, "Your head is full of yellow waste. Why are you back? Didn't you move back home?"

"There will be a job fair at the school tomorrow, I'll come back and have a look."

Leng Yan climbed onto the bed, and Ouyang Xu also climbed up, still thinking about the kiss just now, feeling numb all over.He couldn't help but imagine an uncontrollable scene, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

Ouyang Xu poked his head over and saw that Leng Yan had fallen asleep.

When Ouyang Xu woke up the next day, he was the only one left in the dormitory as expected.At night, he finally squatted down to Leng Yan, but he seemed as if nothing had happened.

Ouyang Xu is a person who can't hold his breath, "Leng Yan, last night..."

Leng Yan interrupted, "I won't take it to heart."

"Hey, what are you talking about!" Ouyang Xu said, "Shouldn't you be responsible for me!"

Leng Yan laughed angrily, "I'm the victim, right?"

"I don't believe you're not secretly happy in your heart." Ouyang Xu said firmly, "Because you like me."

Leng Yan looked at him in shock, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"You like me. Otherwise, why didn't you push me away yesterday?"

Leng Yan lowered his eyes, "Stop being sentimental.

Ouyang Xu stretched out his hand to lift the curtain, and the tennis racket was still quietly hidden in the corner. "Isn't this for me? Why not for me?"

Leng Yan panicked for a moment, "Who said it was for you, I want to use it myself."

"So you can tell lies too," Ouyang Xu smiled, "You don't know how to play tennis."

Leng Yan was rarely angry, "Can't I learn it? What does it have to do with you?"

"Okay, of course, I'll teach you."

Leng Yan stretched out his hand to push Ouyang Xu, "I'm going to bed, get out of the way."

Ouyang Xu moved away obediently, still chattering, "Leng Leng likes me, but he still refuses to admit it. His ears are red."

Leng Yan quickly washed up and climbed onto the bed, buried his head in the quilt, and kept silent no matter what Ouyang Xu said.

When Leng Yan opened his eyes the next day, Ouyang Xu had already sat up and was getting dressed for the first time.

Seeing that Leng Yan woke up, Ouyang Xu smiled brightly, "Where are you going today, I'll go with you."

Leng Yan ignored him.

Ouyang Xu didn't take it seriously, and followed Leng Yan when he went out.

"What are you doing with me?"

Ouyang Xu pretended to be innocent, "The school is so big, can I not even walk?"

Ouyang Xu followed Leng Yan from a distance, all the way to the library.He thought, what a nerd, can studying be as fun as having a date with me?

Sitting opposite Leng Yan, Ouyang Xu winked at him.Leng Yan turned a blind eye.

Leng Yan did English questions all morning, and Ouyang Xu just sat there all morning, playing with his mobile phone, looking at the people opposite him, and occasionally lying on the table to sleep for a while.

When he woke up, Leng Yan was gone, but the books on the table were still there.Ouyang Xu glanced at the time and thought, really indifferent, he doesn't call me for dinner.

When Ouyang Xu came back from dinner, Leng Yan was already reading in his seat.Ouyang Xu put a can of yogurt in front of him, and said in a low voice, "Aren't you going to take a break?"

Leng Yan pushed the yogurt over, "I don't want it."

Ouyang Xu smiled, "Then I'll drink two cans."

For Ouyang Xu, it was another long afternoon.

At five o'clock, the phone vibrated.

It was a wechat message, [Do you want to have dinner together? 】

Made by Leng Yan.Ouyang Xu raised his head in surprise, raised the corners of his mouth uncontrollably, then lowered his head and sent, 【I'll think about it. 】

Leng Yan: [Forget it. 】

【do not!I'm just kidding, how come you have no sense of humor! 】

Leng Yan put the phone in his pocket, stood up and left.Ouyang Xu hurriedly followed, sighed in his heart, alas, I just like his energy, am I cheap?

After dinner, Ouyang Xu asked, "You don't want to go back to study, do you?"

Leng Yan: "Yes."

Ouyang Xu struggled mentally for a while, "Then I will go too."

Leng Yan suddenly said, "Let's go for a walk together."

"Okay." Ouyang Xu couldn't restrain the corners of his mouth from rising again.

The two walked side by side on the campus, and the setting sun shone gently on them. For the first time, Ouyang Xu felt that the dirty river in the school was quite cute.

Ouyang Xu couldn't hide his joy, "Do you have something to tell me?"

"Yeah." Walking to a place where no one was around, Leng Yan stopped, "It's impossible for us, don't do this again."

Ouyang Xu's smile slowly disappeared, "Why?"

Leng Yan looked into Ouyang Xu's eyes calmly, "I don't like men."

"You don't even change your face when you lie now." Ouyang Xu smiled, "If it's for this reason, I don't accept it."

Leng Yan didn't argue with him, "Didn't you always like girls before? What do you like about me?"

Ouyang Xu was stunned for a moment, "Like is just liking. If you can give a reason, what is it called liking. I want to see you, hug you, and kiss you. Isn't that considered liking?"

Ouyang Xu saw that Leng Yan's ears were red again.

Leng Yan looked away from him, "I can't control what you think, but don't disturb my study."

Ouyang Xu grabbed Leng Yan's wrist to prevent him from leaving, "I want to hear you tell the truth, do you really have no feelings for me at all?"

Leng Yan pushed Ouyang Xu's hand away, "No."

Ouyang Xu watched Leng Yan's back go away, and thought a little distressed, how could this person be like this, he dare not take what he desires when he offered it to him.But it's okay, if you don't dare to come over, I'll just walk over.

But Leng Yan spends all day in the classroom drawing pictures and making models, and Ouyang Xu's tricks of booing and inquiring are useless.

It's recruiting season.Ouyang Xu found Leng Yan in the classroom, "There is a job fair today, do you want to go together?"

Leng Yan couldn't say it.

Ouyang Xu asked, "Why don't you go? Are you not looking for a job?"

Leng Yan didn't speak.

Ouyang Xu: "Do you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

Leng Yan was silent for a moment, then said, "I'm going abroad. I've already got an offer."

Ouyang Xu was stunned, "You want to go abroad? Where are you going?"

"U.K."

Ouyang Xu's face became serious.

Already in the second semester of his senior year, it's not that Ouyang Xu hasn't thought about the future.He has been used to going smoothly since he was a child, and has never been beaten by society. He is blindly optimistic about the future and feels that there is nothing to worry about.Although the grades are not good, it is definitely no problem to find a job in a design institute.

But that was when I didn't like Leng Yan.Now he wants to be with Leng Yan, but Leng Yan doesn't have him in his future.

Ouyang Xu was silent for a long time, then suddenly smiled, "Then I will go abroad too, I will go wherever you go."

Leng Yan frowned, "Can you stop being so childish."

Ouyang Xu: "I'm serious. I've never been more serious than now."

There are other people in the classroom, Ouyang Xu leaned close to Leng Yan's ear and said softly, "I really want to be with you, and I know you want to too, although you always deny it."

Leng Yan lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, "It's up to you."

Ouyang Xu has already discovered that when Leng Yan doesn't look at him, he just has emotions to hide.He said that he wanted to go abroad together, Leng Yan should be... secretly happy.

Taking advantage of no one's attention in the classroom, Ouyang Xu quickly shook Leng Yan's hand.