Memory Chaser - Mayday Fans

Xia Jingxuan was so sad that he couldn't speak for a while, and sat down beside Ashin, with his head lowered and his hands inserted into his hair.

To be honest, he has been running rampant in a privileged environment for more than ten years, and he has never had such entanglement and annoyance in front of anyone.

Even Shen Mo and the others who grew up together.

Xia Jingxuan couldn't help blaming himself mentally, why did he lose his composure so easily in front of Ashin?

His brain has always turned quickly, no matter who he is facing, he can think of a solution in a moment. According to the usual, he should be able to make up all kinds of reasons in an instant to make Ashin doubt Mu Chen's words.

But why is it not working now?

Xia Jingxuan didn't want to admit it, but he really couldn't lie to his brother.

Or maybe deep in his consciousness, he doesn't want to bear this anymore, and urgently needs to find an exit.

Ashin is the outlet.

"I'm sorry." Xia Jingxuan just apologized, "I'm sorry..."

Seeing Xia Jingxuan's reaction, Ashin understood that what Mu Chen said was probably true, and his heart felt like a knife was twisted for a while, his blood surged, and he felt that he was going to cough up blood in the next second.

He wanted to ask Xia Jingxuan, knowing that Shen Yexi would have a hard time returning to Mu's house, why did he let him, just for... just for the so-called future.

But he couldn't say it, he was not qualified to say such a thing.He could imagine how much effort the two orphans, Jing Xuan and Shen Mo, had put in to gain a firm foothold in their respective circles and live like humans.

Maybe Shen Yexi himself didn't want the two of them to give up.

Don't talk about the two of them, if it's him, can he just give up?

Xia Jingxuan's eyes were red, and he said hoarsely: "At that time, Shen Mo and I imprisoned Yexi for three full months, and he resisted and refused to eat. There is really nothing we can do about it. He is sincere to Mu Chen."

Ashin looked at him deeply, and suddenly asked: "Is it really unaffected?"

Xia Jingxuan raised his head, not knowing why.

Ashin took a deep breath and asked: "I recognize you, will it really have no effect on your work and career?"

Ashin kept staring at Xia Jingxuan's face, and seeing his expression change slightly, he felt a chill in his heart.

Sure enough, it still has an impact.

Ashin was extremely wronged and angry, but he didn't know who to turn to to vent his anger. He stood up irritably, ruthlessly grabbed his hair and paced around the room.

He wished he could go to the place where Xia Jingxuan worked, find those big figures who often showed their faces in the international news, and beg them with a cheeky face: Can he not recognize this brother?

But he was reluctant.

For a moment, Ashin felt his heart scratching hard. For the first time in his life, he had the urge to smash the whole room.

"Brother" Xia Jingxuan stood up and grabbed his hand, wondering if he was looking for an excuse to comfort him, "It's not as bad as you thought, I was just transferred from the army to an ordinary government department, and I did the same thing. I'm used to it, it doesn't make any difference, and..." Xia Jingxuan has never comforted anyone in his 30 years of life. At this time, he searched his brains to find words, "Ordinary government departments have higher positions and are safer. I am very happy, really. .”

Ashin: ...

Is he really a child?Even if the environment on the two sides of the strait is different, the airborne officer is not eye-catching anywhere, let alone abandoning the army that he has cultivated for many years. Can this future and fate not be greatly changed? ?

Ashin really felt that he was going to cry in the next second.

Xia Jingxuan panicked, he wanted to comfort his brother, but he didn't expect his brother's complexion to get worse and worse.It is not a pity for him to be transferred from the army that has worked for many years to the office building on the East Third Ring Road.

Yan Mingxu said that if Shen Mo reported Ashin to the organization three months later, Xia Jingxuan would be the youngest lieutenant colonel since the founding of the People's Republic of China.Even if they are reassigned after being promoted, the level will be higher than it is now.

Yan Mingxu felt that Shen Mo was too anxious, and deeply suspected that Shen Mo did it on purpose.

But Xia Jingxuan knew that in his heart he hoped that Ashin would recognize him back. His future and position were nothing to him. He was just afraid that his identity would hurt his brother and his friends. Shen was not afraid that he would suffer for himself. In addition, Gu Xie and Mu Chen have been working behind the scenes, so Shen Mo decided to cut through the mess and report directly to the organization department.

Xia Jingxuan laughed heartily, but he didn't expect the result to be the other way around, it was his brother who felt sorry for him.

The reunion was less than three months old, obviously he was the one who caused so much trouble for Ashin, but in the end it was his brother who felt guilty.

Xia Jingxuan's heart was sore and painful, and he couldn't bear it for a while, so he slumped on the sofa, covering his eyes with his hands, he didn't want his brother to see him cry.

The two were silent for a long time, and finally Ashin squatted in front of Xia Jingxuan and took his hand covering his eyes.

Maybe it's the characteristics of a soldier, Xia Jingxuan didn't shed tears even when she cried, but her eyes were as red as rabbits.

Ashin struggled and said, "Let's go to your boss, okay? I'll explain to him. I'm just an ordinary person and I can't be a spy. I will never inquire about anything about your work. Let him..." Ashin Choked up, he clearly knew that this was impossible, but he still held a sliver of hope in his heart, "help you return to the army, okay?"

This request was really stupid, Xia Jingxuan laughed out loud.

In fact, he was able to be transferred because his superiors took his credit into consideration. According to normal regulations, let alone transfer, both he and Shen Mo should leave directly.

After all, the times have changed, and the iron rules of the past may not necessarily be fully implemented. The final result is that Shen Mo is fine. Although he has been transferred, he has Yan Mingxu who is ready to help clean up the mess anytime and anywhere. Work, wipe your ass and organize it for you.

He also earned it.

But he couldn't explain the details to his brother too clearly, Xia Jingxuan bent down slightly, put his hands on his brother's shoulders, and squeezed hard.

Ashin raised his head, Xia Jingxuan's eyes were glistening, showing that the lines of his eyes were extremely soft, and the eyelids seemed to be drawn with the finest fine brushwork, and there was a kind of touching tenderness under the light.

Ashin was in a daze for a moment.

Xia Jingxuan lowered her head and pressed her forehead against Ashin's, "Brother, do you know?"

Xia Jingxuan's voice was choked with unconcealable sobs, as if years of thoughts and grievances finally had an outlet, "You recognize me, I'm really happy, happier than anything else."

With a sore nose, Ashin just shed tears and reached out to hug his younger brother.

Xia Jingxuan put his head on his brother's shoulder, he had never been hugged so tenderly before.

It's as if the whole life has been propped up.

Obviously she couldn't shed tears, but she felt that she was even more exhausted than crying a lot.

"I'm so happy, I'm so happy." Xia Jingxuan's whole body focused on his brother, his mind turned into a puddle of paste, he didn't want anything, he didn't want to think about anything, he just repeated the same sentence in a low voice.

Ashin supported his brother firmly, like hugging a scarred lion, his heart ached beyond measure.

I don't know how long it took, Ashin felt that Jing Xuan's body gradually softened in his arms, and Jing Xuan's even and steady breath sprayed warmly on his neck, Ashin slowly put the sleeping person in his arms, Lie down on the bed.

Xia Jingxuan rubbed the pillow restlessly in his sleep, Ashin helped him adjust his posture so that he could sleep more comfortably, and then covered him with a quilt.The fatigue on Jing Xuan's face was heavy, he was full of anger just now, and only now did he see the dark circles under his brother's eyes and the somewhat sunken cheeks.

Ashin sighed deeply, absolutely not letting Jing Xuan fly back and forth like this again.

In order to make Jing Xuan sleep more comfortably, Ashin reached out to help him take off Jing Xuan's stiff suit jacket.

Just when he tore off the second shirt button, Ashin froze.Xia Jingxuan's chest was covered with dense scars, either deep or shallow, cuts, whips, and wounds from unknown sources, which twisted ugly on Xia's beautifully lined chest muscles, which was shocking.

Ashin suddenly remembered what Shen Mo said about Jing Xuan being kidnapped in the Middle East for half a year.

His whole body trembled unconsciously, his brother's shirt buttons seemed to be worth a thousand dollars in his hands, and he suddenly couldn't hold them.

After a long time, he finally calmed himself down, slowly and carefully buttoned up the buttons one by one, and put the coat on Xia Jingxuan again.He was lying next to his brother with his shoes on, as if the two of them had fallen asleep together, and he didn't see anything.

Xia Jingxuan woke up suddenly in the middle of his sleep, the light in the hotel room made his eyes hurt.

Seeing Ashin sleeping next to him, Xia Jingxuan almost subconsciously looked at his clothes. Although this behavior was quite weird, Xia Jingxuan breathed a sigh of relief seeing that his clothes were in good condition and had not been changed.

His brother was also wearing the clothes he wore before going to bed last night, and he didn't even take off his shoes. It seemed that they were too tired last night, and the two of them fell asleep without knowing it.

After Xia Jingxuan hastily washed, he was ready to go to the airport. After he finished speaking, he felt a lot more relaxed.

Xia Jingxuan helped Ashin take off his shoes, put on the quilt and left.