Memory Chaser - Mayday Fans

"Ah..." Ashin was a little embarrassed, "What do you want to drink? There are drinks and water in the room."

Shen Mo was also inexplicably nervous: "Then... is there any wine?"

Ashin was taken aback, and apologized, "No, wait a minute, there might be some in other people's rooms, I'll borrow a cup."

As he was about to go out, Shen Mo took his hand and said, "No need."

"Oh"

"Sit down, I can drink anything I want."

"I'd better call someone to deliver it." Ashin suggested again, "Soon." After speaking, he had to stand up and call the front desk.

This time Shen Mo stood up and held him down.

"Brother Ashin" Shen Mo lowered his head and looked at him, "You don't have to accommodate me like this, you didn't do anything wrong to me."

Ashin, who was seen through his mind, was a little frustrated. He knew that he had overreacted a bit, but he really wanted to meet any request of Shen Mo, even if it was just a small thing.

Now Shen Mo said that he was not sorry for him.Ashin felt even worse, how could I not be sorry to you, Yexi is dead.

Shen Mo knew that Ashin was suffering, and he didn't know how to comfort him for a while. These things have been entangled for too many years. Whose fault is it?Who is sorry for whom?What's the point of arguing about this.

Shen Mo sighed deeply, there was no wine, so he could only take a sip of Coke, and sat opposite Ashin. "Brother Ah Xin," Shen Mo said softly, "I don't know what Gu Xie told you, but Ye Xi's death has nothing to do with you."

Ashin looked up at him, with a dark light in his eyes.

Shen Mo smiled wryly: "He fell in love with someone who wouldn't like him, entangled him for many years, and finally left disheartened and fell ill. It was already late when he found out. It was indeed to find you at the beginning, Ye Xi only It happened to be adopted by that family. Gu Xie also angered you for this reason, but it's not your fault."

Ashin asked hoarsely, "What about you and Jingxuan?"

"After we saw you on TV, we decided not to disturb your life, and each went to do what we wanted to do." Speaking of the dusty past, the corners of Shen Mo's eyes also turned slightly red, "Brother Qi Lun put us all together." Send it to school, Qi Lun died in a car accident when we were in junior high school, Jing Xuan and I were in school all the time, and Ye Xi lived with Gu Xie."

Shen Mo took a sip of water, and continued: "I joined the public service team after graduation. Jing Xuan has been stationed abroad, and was transferred back a while ago. You know what happened afterwards."

Shen Mo explained the past of the past 20 years in a few words, without mentioning the hardships involved.But Ashin can guess, how can things be so simple, how can survival be so easy.

He stood up and went to the desk, rummaged through his bag, found out the old photo and handed it to Shen Mo.Shen Mo took it and looked at the photo, his hands trembling slightly, he smiled but his eyes were sad: "Did Gu Xie give this to you? I didn't expect him to keep it."

Shen Mo pointed to the person in the photo and introduced to Ashin: "This person, you haven't changed much, the one next to you..." Shen Mo pointed to the boy standing on the right side of Ashin in the photo who is only a little shorter than him." This is me. Brother Qilun said that I was growing fast at that time. I was 3 years younger than you but almost as tall as you. At that time, he thought that I would grow to 2 meters. Maybe I could enter the national basketball team in the future. Who knows It didn't take long to stop, Qilunge was disappointed for a long time."

Shen Mo pointed to the little boy next to Ashin who was much younger than him: "This is Jingxuan, you two were not alike at all when you were young, but when you grow up, you look like they were carved out of the same mold, Jingxuan went to join the army It caused a sensation at that time." After Shen Mo finished speaking, he raised his head and stared at Ashin intently.

Ashin was in the emotional place, and Shen Mo's inexplicable behavior made him stunned, "What's wrong?" Ashin touched his face, "Is there something on my face?"

"It doesn't look like it now," Shen Mo concluded regretfully.

"Ok?"

"During your DNA concert many years ago, you were exactly the same as Jing Xuan at that time. He couldn't go out at that time. He would be recognized as you when he went out. Now... probably not."

Shen Mo is beating around the bush and saying that he is fat... Ashin doesn't know whether to laugh or be sad, the expressions on his face are wonderful.

Shen Mo smiled, the goal of easing the atmosphere was achieved, and Ashin's expression became much more relaxed.Shen Mo pointed to the remaining boy next to him, and his expression became sad again: "This is Yexi. Speaking of which, we haven't had a photo together since we grew up. This is the only photo. I was busy with my work at that time, Knowing that he fell into a hopeless relationship, but I didn't have the energy to pull him out, I picked him up and took my surname, but I didn't take good care of him."

Ashin held his shoulder to comfort him silently, his heart was almost overwhelmed by guilt.It wasn't Shen Mo's fault, it was himself. He was originally the eldest brother among them, so he should have taken good care of each of them.

"Oh, by the way." As if thinking of something, Shen Mo took out the wallet in his pocket, took out a photo from the interlayer, and handed it to Ashin with a smile: "You still took the photo."

Ashin took it. In the photo, a young man was holding a child, and the child was holding a bunch of candied haws.The man was probably in his early twenties, with a gentle smile and a pretty face.

"This is Qi Lun," Shen Mo explained, "I remember that day he borrowed a camera from nowhere and said he wanted to take pictures for us. I took pictures of the four of us, and then I will teach you to take pictures of the two of them. Like Jing Xuan, I have a very good memory since I was a child, and Qi Lun himself has forgotten the details of that day, but the two of us always remember it. "

Ashin looked at the photo without blinking his eyes, as if he was desperately remembering, but his mind was still blank.

Shen Mo couldn't bear it, took the photo from his hand, and persuaded: "It's okay, just forget it if you don't remember it, don't force yourself too much."

With his hands empty, Ashin felt lost, sat for a while and asked, "Qi Lun...can you tell me something about him?"

"Qi Lun is a teacher from Beijing who came to support education, and he adopted us." Shen Mo stroked the man in the photo, lost in memory, "Obviously I am a poor man, but I still adopt so many children, I don't know what to think , A shirt that has been worn for five or six years is reluctant to buy a new one. Finally, we grew up and were able to support ourselves, but he left."

Ashin patted Shen Mo on the shoulder, and Shen Mo raised his head to meet the worried eyes of the other party, and smiled embarrassedly.Being worried by others is really a novel experience for Shen Mo.

"I'm fine, it's all in the past." He sat down with Ashin, and said with a smile, "Let me tell you about Jingxuan, your brother. Oh, I have his current photo."

Shen Mo turned on the phone and called up a group photo.At first glance, it was taken recently. In the photo, Xia Jingxuan was sitting, only showing his side face. The sun was hitting him, and his whole body was warm.

Shen Modao: "Jingxuan also has a nickname called Leng Mian Wu Chang, haha, comrades of the older generation especially like to give people this kind of nickname of the middle and second level."

Looking at Jing Xuan's photo, Ashin suddenly felt a very special emotion in his heart, he couldn't tell what it was?Guilt, pride, and self-blame all mixed together.It made him sore in his heart, he asked Shen Mo in a low voice: "How has he been all these years?"

Shen Mo has been observing Ashin's emotions, and replied: "To be honest, he is very successful in the eyes of outsiders. He has reached this position at a young age, which can be called young and promising. But only I know that in his heart, he is actually very successful. ...It was different from normal people a long time ago."

Ashin became nervous: "He has a mental illness?!"

Shen Mo struggled, trying to find a suitable explanation for Ashin to understand: "I don't know if it is a mental illness, after all, in our line of work, psychological assessment and psychological counseling are required every month. He has always been Qualified. Maybe it's just me, he's not the same as before. Since he came back from Kuwait."

Ashin suddenly had a bad premonition: "What happened in Kuwait?"

Shen Mo looked at him, his eyes flickering: "When he was in Kuwait, he was kidnapped by terrorists and imprisoned for half a year."

Ashin's eyes widened.

Shen Mo shook his head: "This matter is confidential, because it does not belong to my scope of functions, and I don't know the specific situation. Brother Ashin, this is why I must find you back."

"You mean?"

Shen Mo's tone was full of pleading: "Jing Xuan actually doesn't want to disturb your life, especially since we are still public officials. The current situation on both sides of the strait is so bad. Getting to know each other will only make you and your friends different. But for the sake of Jingxuan, I still insist on coming to see you. I have known Jingxuan for so many years. No one in this world knows him better than me. I hope you can trust my intuition. I don’t know what method he used to pass the psychological test, but His condition is indeed very bad, and our working environment is so stressful, I don't know when he will..."

"Don't worry." Ashin put his hand on Shen Mo's shoulder, his eyes were very frank: "I will take good care of him."

Shen Mo was very grateful: "Thank you very much."

Unexpectedly, Ashin's next sentence surprised Shen Mo even more. "I'll take care of you too, Xiao Mo."

Shen Mo was stunned, looking at Ashin with an inexplicable emotion in his eyes.Ashin suspected that he was wrong for a moment, because Shen Mo's expression returned to normal in the blink of an eye.

Shen Mo smiled softly and said softly, "Thank you."

It was already 2 o'clock in the morning when Shen Mo walked out of the hotel.After all, Ashin had just finished a three-and-a-half-hour concert, and by the end of the chat, he was already drowsy.

When Shen Mo said goodbye and was about to go out, Ashin stopped him and said that it was too late to go back and it was not safe, and wanted to open an extra room for Shen Mo to rest.

Shen Mo smiled and said that it was against the rules for me to stay overnight in such a star-rated hotel. Ashin believed it, and was so frightened that he quickly let Shen Mo go.Shen Mo got into the red flag car parked at the entrance of the hotel, and slumped on the seat exhaustedly.

He turned on the phone and called up the private phone number, private email, and private address that Ashin had just entered into his phone.

Shen Mo suddenly laughed, not happy, nor crying with joy.It was a very strange kind of laughter, like it came straight from the throat.

Xu Ruoqiao, who was driving in the front seat, trembled slightly on his shoulders. This was the first time he heard Shen Mo make such a sound.