Social phobia

Chu Ze was unwilling to see Chu Tian and An Meng, and was coaxed repeatedly by Gu Ai and Chu Yu.

"Brother, just go!"

"Talk about it in case there is a turning point!"

"Mom and Dad really want to have a serious talk with you this time."

"elder brother!"

……

"Don't go."

Chu Ze was completely unmoved. He didn't believe that his parents who had left him alone in the country were willing to understand that he had found a man to live in. Moreover, their attitude was still unwilling to contact Gu Ai last time. Hong went to talk to them, and Chu Ze didn't believe that they would change.

"Go ahead."

Guila Lachuze's sleeves, wrapped around his arms.

"Ok."

Chu Yu: "..."

Chu Ze finally agreed to talk to his parents calmly.Before going out, Chu Ze hugged Gu Ai, as if he was very reluctant to go out, but Gu Ai saw through Chu Ze's mind, patted his back, and told him not to be afraid.

Chu Ze smiled, pinched Gu Ai's face and said, "When is it your turn to coax me?"

Gu Ai was ridiculed for his good intentions, and blushed a little angrily. After being kissed by Chu Ze on the cheek, he lost his temper. Standing behind, Chu Yu covered his eyes with his hands and showed a gap, smiling "hehe".

Chu Ze gathered his mood and went out to the appointed place. He didn't expect that his parents really wanted to talk to him.

At first Chu Ze was still on guard, as if Chu Tian and An Meng would say something bad in the next second, but they didn't. They smiled and listened to Chu Ze, guiding him to tell them his thoughts.

Chu Ze's resentment towards Chu Tian and An Meng cannot be resolved overnight, but Chu Ze has to admit that he has expectations in his heart, and he hopes to get the care and understanding of his parents. It was just a naive way to get the attention of his parents. After so many years, even the resentment in his heart could not break the shackles given to him by blood.

They chatted very late, and the sky had already turned dark. Chu Tian wanted to stay with Chu Ze for dinner, but Chu Ze refused.

"Next time."

Chu Ze said.

An Meng covered his mouth and was about to cry.

"Remember to bring Gu Ai."

Chu Tian patted his wife on the back to show his comfort, and resisted the excitement in his heart to say goodbye to Chu Ze.

Chu Ze was a little excited when he went back, as if he had solved a major event in his life.Chu Ze has always said that he doesn't care about other people's opinions, but when Chu Tian and An Meng are willing to accept Gu Ai, he is happy from the bottom of his heart.

Chutian was going home to have dinner with Gu Ai, so he bought some cooked food that Gu Ai liked on the way.

Gu Ai was also anxious at home, he was afraid that this conversation would end badly again, and he was also worried that Chu Ze would be in a bad mood because of this.

The sound of the door lock pulled Gu Ai out of his contemplation. The person who opened the door seemed to be a little clumsy, and he didn't open the door lock for a long time.

Gu Ai ran over and blocked the door. Chu Ze was clumsily fiddling with the door lock with both hands full of things. When he saw Gu Ai, he immediately hugged him.

"What are you doing?"

Gu Ai was a little embarrassed. Although they had been together for many years, it was the first time that Chu Ze was so enthusiastic when he came back.

"miss you."

Gu Ai smiled and said, "It's obvious that we only separated for a few hours."

"I just missed you."

Chu Ze hugged Gu Ai and did not let go. Gu Ai also understood that the conversation between Chu Ze and his parents should be very smooth. Although he didn't know what they talked about, he was also happy to see Chu Ze so happy.

"went well?"

"Well, I'll take you home for dinner next time."

Chu Ze used the word "family" for the first time, indicating that he was also gradually accepting Chu Tian and An Meng.

"Yeah." Gu Ai wanted to cry, but he held back, "Let's eat, the food is not cold yet."

Chu Ze came back late, and Gu Ai had prepared the meals and waited for him.

"Okay, I also bought you the beef you like."

Chu Ze went to the kitchen to put the cooked food he bought on a plate, and brought it to the dining table, when he saw Chu Yu who was waiting to be fed with chopsticks.

"Why don't you go home?"

"Sister-in-law said I can eat here."

"No, go back. What's the matter with you always staying at the home of two big men."

"I do not!"

Chu Yu refused, and gave herself a big bowl of rice.

Gu Ai watched the two brothers and sisters bickering with a smile, and felt that the house was a little lively, and Chu Ze seemed closer than before.

"What are you looking at?"

Chu Ze came over and took Gu Ai's hand.

Gu Ai shook his head, and sat at the dining table with Chu Ze.

"It's too late today, let Xiaoyu stay after dinner."

"No, I'll take her back."

"My sister-in-law said that I can live here!"

"I said no, no!"

"mean!"

……

The author has something to say: I am really sorry that it took so long to finish writing the ending.

The reason why such a plot that does not seem to be the ending is chosen as the ending is to let Chu Ze and Gu Ai live in such a stable way.

Because it took a long time to write this article intermittently, many things may be a bit incoherent, so let’s summarize it at the end.

When I first wrote this article, I didn’t think about the ending. It’s just a meeting between people who choose to be alone and those who are forced to be alone. Both of them have doubts and fears about this world. It’s not so great to talk about redeeming each other, but The two people are also slowly changing in contact with each other, constantly opening their hearts to accept this diverse world.There is no one stronger than the other between two people. They are both vulnerable when facing their past, but it does take courage to come out of the past.

Regarding the description of my parents, I’m really sorry that I couldn’t write what I wanted. There is no doubt that parents are at fault. They have also grown up since they were young. The final forgiveness does not mean that they have treated Chu Ze Or Gu Ai's damage can be wiped out, but Chu Ze and Gu Ai want to move forward more. If they don't leave behind the past that burdened them, they may not be able to embrace the future.Sometimes children's tolerance to their parents may be much higher than that of parents to their own children.

Finally, I would like to thank every little cutie who has read, thank you.