Social phobia

In the twelfth lunar month of winter, Chu Ze was sweating all over after bringing Gu Ai home.Gu Ai, who was drunk, was so clingy that he kept hugging Chu Ze's neck, and he would not let go no matter how he pulled it. It was strange that Gu Ai didn't yell or vomit, but just kept laughing at Chu Ze, Laughing very happily, but also a little silly.

Chu Ze threw Gu Ai on the sofa, and wanted to pour him a glass of honey water to soothe the wine, but Gu Ai didn't let go, and grabbed Chu Ze's arm to prevent him from leaving. No matter how much Ren Chuze coaxed him, it didn't work.

"Chu Ze, Chu Ze..."

Gu Ai kept calling Chu Ze like a raving, his eyes were a little blurred, his cheeks were reddish, Chu Ze closed his eyes and took a deep breath for a long time before suppressing the impulse in his heart.

"I'm not leaving, I'm just going to pour you a glass of water, be good, I'll be right back."

Chu Ze felt that he had exhausted all the tenderness in his life, and made himself sick enough.

Gu Ai let go of his hand obediently, but when Chu Ze came back, he was not allowed to touch him at all. He huddled in a corner of the sofa, hugging his knees, shivering a little, buried his face in his arms, and Sobbing.

"Gu Ai, don't cry, I'm Chu Ze."

Chu Ze persuaded him for a long time, until Gu Ai heard the word "Chu Ze", he raised his head in a daze, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eye sockets were still red. Hiding in his arms, rubbing back and forth, whispering Chu Ze's name.

Chu Ze couldn't help laughing, hugged the person in his arms tightly, and couldn't help teasing him.

"Why are you looking for Chu Ze?"

"Hello Chu Ze, Chu Ze."

"Where is Chu Ze good?"

"Chu Ze is good!"

Chu Ze was struck in the heart by Gu Ai, like a child, liking someone for no reason.

"Chu Ze, Chu Ze won't bully me, he helps me fight bad guys, buys me food, takes me out to play, lets me live with him, cooks for me, all kinds of things, he, he still hugs me .”

Gu Ai had never said so many words at once, he counted everything he did one by one, obviously each one was so insignificant, but it was so precious when it came out of Gu Ai's mouth, Chu Ze was so excited that he didn't know what to do. It was like the sun shining on the North Pole, and it was like rain kissing the flowers.

Chu Ze buried his head in Gu Ai's neck, took several deep breaths, his whole mind was filled with the smell of Gu Ai, he hugged him hard, trying to rub him into his body, but his thoughts But suddenly it jumped to the day when he happened to meet Gu Ai and was bullied. Gu Ai was also like this, not allowing anyone to approach, just bearing everything silently by himself, and being so helpless in his arms.

He should feel the world.

This is the second time Chu Ze has such a deep awareness after knowing what Gu Ai has experienced. He thought that everything would get better slowly, but he could give him a harbor, but he couldn't overcome obstacles for him.

A deep sense of frustration hit Chu Ze's heart. Chu Ze once again felt how useless he was for many years. This feeling seemed to explode in his mind, which made Chu Ze violent and wanted to have a good time fight.

Chu Ze looked at Gu Ai who had fallen asleep in his arms, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, but there was a smile on his lips.

Chu Ze sighed, carefully put Gu Ai on the bed, and helped him tuck the quilt.

The faint moonlight came in through the window and sprinkled on Gu Ai's sleeping face. He looked like a simple child.Chu Ze sat by the bed and looked at Gu Ai quietly, maybe an hour had passed, maybe only 1 minute had passed.

Chu Ze stood up, and gently placed a kiss on Gu Ai's forehead, just like the goodnight kiss he had been longing for since he was a child and had been staged countless times in his mind, gentle and solemn.

"Good night, Guai."

The author has something to say: I suddenly had an idea, if the story happened after they were together

Small theater 1. Gu Ai delivers a letter for Banhua

"Letter to you."

"Yo! Love letter! Hehehe!"

"Humph!"

"What? Are you jealous?"

"No!"

"Don't worry, I love you the most! Chirp~"

"(///▽///)"

Double update~