Social phobia

Holding the letter in his hand, Gu Ai walked step by step towards Chu Ze who was sleeping in the last row. He was very nervous and wanted to make a fist with his hand, but he was afraid of crumpling the letter.It was a pink envelope with "Chu Ze" written in large artistic characters on it. It was not signed, and it was stuffed into him by the girl who was in the class next to the door just now.I heard about that girl, Gu Ai, who is the classmate of the class next door. She is pretty and has a good personality. All the people chasing her can play a football league.

"Hey, are you from class three? I seem to have seen you before, can you give this letter to Chu Ze for me? Thank you!"

Before Gu Ai could react, the girl ran away. Gu Ai felt that the letter in his hand was very hot. He wanted to return it, but he didn't dare to go to a strange class alone to find someone, but he went to Chu Ze...

Gu Ai shook his head, feeling that he was going to explode in panic.

Gu Ai is a sophomore in high school this year. After being divided into arts and sciences, he has been in this class for two months, but except for talking with the monitor on the first day of school, he has never communicated with others. The monitor was saying, he just listened, he was like an invisible person in the class, if it wasn't for his name on the report card during the monthly exam, even the head teacher would have almost forgotten about this insignificant boy.

But if Gu Ai was ignored because of his low presence, then Chu Ze made people afraid to approach him because of his high presence.Chu Ze is more than 1.9 meters tall and has a strong back. He is the main force of the track and field team. He has thick eyebrows and big eyes, and is very heroic. It stands to reason that this kind of good-looking, tall, and good-looking boy should be like a star in high school. , but Chu Ze's temper is really unflattering.Usually, he has a gloomy face, expressionless, and doesn't respond to anyone who speaks. When he is annoyed, he will stare at you, as if to say "do you want to be beaten?", let alone a gentleman's demeanor.

It was said that when he was in junior high school, he beat the dean to the hospital, and in the first year of high school, someone actually saw him beat up a few provocative senior seniors so that they couldn't get up, and he was punished for it.Therefore, even if there is a little girl who is in love for the first time and has a secret heart, she is determined not to provoke him.

After school yesterday, Gu Ai was walking alone on the road, passing a dark alley, and saw Chu Ze beating several people up straight "Ouch". Not knowing whose blood it was, Gu Ai's heart sank at the time, and he ran away, and he still had lingering fears when he got home.

Gu Ai ran into Chu Ze again today when he was in school, and there was no injury on his face, it seems that his face was indeed someone else's blood yesterday.Gu Ai was even more frightened. He was used to curling himself up into a ball, but now he shrank even smaller. He was obviously about 1.6 meters tall, so he curled himself up to [-] meters.

Now Gu Ai had to send a letter to Chu Ze again, thinking about how to speak, whether he would beat himself up, whether he would feel better when he saw that the letter was written by the class flower next door, but he never thought that he would not Dare to speak.

When he finally walked to Chu Ze's seat, Chu Ze was still sleeping on the table. Gu Ai was thinking about whether to put the letter directly on his table, but Chu Ze's huge body almost occupied the entire table, and he didn't put it at all. letter place.

Gu Ai was still frowning and thinking, but Chu Ze suddenly stood up. Chu Ze, who was more than 1.9 meters tall, and Gu Ai, who had shrunk himself to 1.6 meters, just looked at each other.

"roll!"

Chu Ze growled impatiently, feeling that the little dwarf in front of him was really in the way, and he really didn't know who else in this school was so stupid to join him.

"I...you...believe...your...next door..."

Trembling, Gu Ai handed the letter in front of Chu Ze, trying hard to express his meaning clearly, but it didn't seem to achieve the effect, he lowered his head and dared not look at Chu Ze.Chu Ze waved his hand away irritably, wondering if this kid is stupid.

"Get out of the way! Get out of the way!"

After finishing speaking, he planned to leave, but Gu Ai was still holding the letter, trying to speak clearly, but the more anxious he was, the more he couldn't speak clearly, which made Chu Ze even more irritable.

"Crap! I'm fucking telling you to get lost, you can't understand human language!"

In an instant, the classroom became quiet, and Chu Ze clearly felt the gazes from all directions. Just now, when a few people walked over from Gu Ai, they had been looking at this side covertly, but now they looked over blatantly. It made Chu Ze feel extremely tired.

Gu Ai also felt this kind of sight. It was the first time in so many years that he put himself in such a situation, which made him feel uncomfortable and wanted to disappear immediately. This feeling of being watched by everyone made him feel Nausea.

Chu Ze felt a little strange seeing that Gu Ai hadn't moved. Whether ordinary people are cursing or trembling, standing here is a bit too self-defeating. Chu Ze knows that he is not a good person, and he doesn't plan to improve it. For his own image, he has always done whatever he wants and doesn't care about other people's opinions, but this person is too unconventional.

Chu Ze looked down at Gu Ai, his body trembling slightly, as if crying, and then he saw a drop of water falling on the ground.

Grass!I'm crying!

Chu Ze glanced around. Although everyone seemed to be doing their own thing, there were still a few faint glances and pointing points.Chu Ze rubbed his hair irritably, and suppressed the fire.He has bullied and cried countless little girls since he was a child, but he has only beaten and cried boys, and besides, he just cursed and didn't do anything.

"Grass! What's the matter with this!"

Chu Ze took Gu Ai and went out, found a place where no one was around, threw him to the corner, and stretched out his hand.

"Why are you crying!"

Gu Ai heard Chu Ze's rough roar and thought that Chu Ze was going to hit him, so he took a step back nervously, but there was a wall behind him, so he could only raise his arms to protect his head, but he didn't expect Chu Ze to use only one Hands lifted his face up so that he met his gaze.

Gu Ai's face was pinched in pain, with a small face, tears in the eye sockets, and tears on the face, black thick-rimmed glasses took up most of the face, bangs were stuck to the sweat from nervousness face.Gu Ai is white and a little baby fat. She is so cute and pitiful now, which always makes Chu Ze feel like she is bullying a child.

Seeing that Gu Ai stared at Chu Ze with wide eyes, pursed his mouth tightly, trying not to let tears fall.Chu Ze frowned, took off Gu Ai's glasses with one hand, and at the same time wiped away the tears on Gu Ai's face with the hand that supported Gu Ai's face.

Chu Ze's hand had calluses from playing ball, and it felt strange when it rubbed against Gu Ai's smooth skin. Gu Ai was stunned by this sudden gentle movement, and stared at Chu Ze in a daze.

"Say, why are you crying? Did I bully you?"

Chu Ze's tone was much softer this time, but it still sounded fierce.Gu Ai shook his head vigorously, saying that his crying had nothing to do with Chu Ze.

"Then why are you crying?"

Gu Ai couldn't tell, because he was not used to being watched by so many people, but he was afraid that Chu Ze would feel that he blamed him, and he couldn't even speak now, so he could only shake his head vigorously, fearing that Chu Ze would still yell at him. The eyes filled with tears again, forming a vicious circle.

"Oh my god, little ancestor, why are you crying again!"

Chu Ze was really at a loss, he wiped Gu Ai's face indiscriminately, and tore away the letter that was tightly held by him.Obviously, he was holding it carefully just now, but now he has been kneaded out of shape because of the series of things just now.

Chu Ze held up the letter and shook it in front of Gu Ai's eyes.

"For me?"

Nod.

"you gave to me?"

Shake his head.

"Next, next door..."

"The girl in the next class asked you to give it to me."

Nod.

"I don't like it, don't deliver letters for others in the future, you know?"

Nod vigorously.

"Are you still crying?"

Shaking his head vigorously.

"Let's go back."

Chu Ze breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed Gu Ai's hair and told him to go back. He lit a cigarette and leaned against the wall to let the cigarette burn in his hand. Has a talent for coaxing children.

Gu Ai ran to the pool to wash his face and returned to the classroom. At this time, the preparatory bell had already rang, and the students had no energy to pay attention to him anymore. Gu Ai gradually relaxed, and even felt a little small because Chu Ze didn't hit him. Happy, feeling that this person is not as bad as the rumors say.

After the matter passed, Gu Ai regarded it as a small episode in his life, opened the exercise book and began to do the questions.

But the class looked calm, but in fact it was turbulent. In a QQ group without Gu Ai and Chu Ze, it exploded.

【The most handsome man in the world】

Gu Ai was dragged out by Chu Ze, but nothing happened!without!have! ! !

【Shameless upstairs】

Not only is there nothing wrong, but I feel happier!

【I am the academic committee】

Who is Guai?

【Soft girl with warm oil】

Can you listen to the class upstairs?Should we stop copying our notes?

ps. Didn't you notice that Gu Ai's eyes are red?Obviously cried, okay?

【Shameless upstairs】

The heart of Our Lady is overflowing again!

【Red Crispy Knuckles with Hand Sauce】

The Cultural Committee likes that hexagram, okay?Have you ever seen her befriend the Holy Mother?hehe

【The most handsome man in the world】

Don't you think my original theme is how Chu Ze changed his gender? ! ! !The last time I walked in front of him, he pushed me away!

【Soft girl with warm oil】

it must be your fault

【Red Crispy Knuckles with Hand Sauce】

Upstairs +1

【Shameless upstairs】

+1

【I am the academic committee】

+1

【The most handsome man in the world】

School committee, why don't you go study!

[Squad leader arrives]

I'm going to take a screenshot and send it to the head teacher.

【Red Crispy Knuckles with Hand Sauce】

Squad leader Yin don't want it~

【Soft girl with warm oil】

hum hum

……

Gu Ai listened to a class seriously, and his mood calmed down a lot, so he decided to be more low-key in the future.