【Yi Tian and Ren Minruo】Floating Life

Life is like a journey against the road, and anyone is also a pedestrian.

[Master, where did your painting come from]

[This painting was entrusted to the poor nun by an old friend many years ago. She said that the original owner painted it according to her sweetheart.]

[The person in this painting...]

Zhao Min recalled every sentence carefully, and suddenly felt tears streaming from his eyes along with his heart. He raised his hand to wipe away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, held a sword in one hand and a scroll in the other, and walked out of the inn.

Walking to the edge of a lake, fixed his eyes like a light swallow skimming the water surface, unconsciously, the figure of that person emerged, vaguely visible as if it was a good dream.

〔Sister Zhou is beautiful, do you like me?〕

[You and I are both women, how do you like it]

The figure in the water disappeared suddenly, Zhao Min glanced to the side, and saw a child picking up a stone on the ground and throwing it far away, but he was not annoyed, stared blankly for a long time, and then turned his head to look at the water.

At that moment, as if time was frozen, she clearly felt a tremor in her heart, and even the three characters lingering on her lips and teeth were delayed, until the child threw stones one after another, and the splashing water escaped the lake. , and the figure reflected obliquely on it did not dissipate.

"Sister Zhou, is that you?" The words choked up in her throat for a long time finally came together.

Zhao Min suppressed the sobs on his lips, but tears filled his eyes. Looking back, he saw a woman in a white shirt, elegant and elegant, with a very beautiful complexion, and her skirt was flapping in the wind.

The two people's eyes met, and a glance of thousands of years was like the tides of the four seas, and glaciers could turn into spring water in an instant.

……

"I've said that I'm not the person you're looking for, why are you still following me?" Zhao Min was slightly taken aback, she never thought that this person who was as startling as a bird would actually press the edge of a sword against her neck at this moment .

"You said you're not her, why do you look exactly like her, also called Zhou Zhiruo, even your frown, smile, and every move are so similar." Who can tell clearly about fate, Zhao Min said sincerely, even the words and the tone of voice are so similar. She was extremely serious, but Zhou Zhiruo still kept a straight face, unmoved by it at all.

Jian retracted his bag, turned around indifferently, and said, "I'm really not her, the girl should look for her elsewhere."

Seeing her resolutely turn around, Zhao Min's lips twitched, and before he could speak, a very familiar word suddenly came to his ears: "Don't follow."

[I don't want to see you again, don't come with me]

The night before Granny Jinhua took Zhou Zhiruo away, Ding Minjun forced the palace. In order to save Zhao Min, he exchanged his own life with the iron ring of the sect leader. Looking back now, I realize that the sadness deeply engraved in the depths of my soul has never been forgotten.

"Look... Even the tone of saying this is exactly the same as hers." For a moment, even the tears followed the conditioned reflex, Zhao Min wiped them away silently, no matter how sarcastic Zhou Zhiruo said, followed closely behind.

After walking for about a few days, Zhou Zhiruo couldn't bear it any longer, looked at Zhao Min who was laughing at her, and said seriously: "Miss Zhao, I have a mission, I didn't come down the mountain to play, if you don't have anything important Can you leave first?"

As soon as he heard this, Zhao Min's heart moved, but on his face he put on an aggrieved look, pursed his mouth and complained: "Miss Zhou, you dislike me for being in the way, I can't help you, and it's holding you back. "During the speech, his face became more and more self-blaming, and finally he lay down on the table, shaking his shoulders.

Zhou Zhiruo was taken aback for a moment, thinking that she had hurt her accidentally by speaking too much, and felt guilty, her voice suddenly softened, and she said modestly: "Miss Zhao, I didn't mean that, it was just given to me by my teacher." The mission is a bit dangerous, this matter has nothing to do with you, I didn't want you to be in danger, so I said that."

Although Zhou Zhiruo's personality was cold and cold, she was a woman after all, so there was still some softness in her heart, for example, Zhao Min was sobbing right now: "If you don't dislike me, then take me with you."

Zhao Min was snickering in her heart, and of course the answer she was waiting for did not disappoint her. Zhou Zhiruo wanted to refuse, but she couldn't resist Zhao Min's insistence, and felt that she was both a woman, so she gave a general nod.

Afterwards, she almost lived next to each other all the way, but this week Zhiruo seldom showed her face and smiled, and occasionally she was very calm, and she returned to her seriousness in a flash.I don't know why, every time she sees her like this, Zhao Min's heart will be filled with love and affection. Maybe Zhou Zhiruo always hides her true self, which makes people feel that she is not happy.

"Miss Zhou." Zhou Zhiruo followed the voice and looked over, and suddenly felt that the person next to her was smiling brightly, but in an instant it turned into various ugly and distorted grimaces. She looked carefully, and heard her Mongolian accent drifting across her mouth , Speaking of various dialects, just to poke one of his acupuncture points, so that he can feel her intentions, and then bent the corners of his lips.This joke didn't last long, but it will forever remain in Zhou Zhiruo's heart from now on.As for Zhao Min, seeing that she was no longer so indifferent to him, she finally held back a long smile as she wished, and muttered in a low voice [Zhou Zhiruo, you really haven't changed all this time, why don't you understand the style at all, you can't see it at all] understand my mind].

After walking for a few more days, the two came to a glacier. Zhao Min folded his arms and shook his body, and then Jijiling sneezed several times. Seeing this, Zhou Zhiruo's face gradually became worried. On Min's shoulders, how do you know that someone will make an inch in the next moment.

Zhao Min suddenly wrapped her hands around her waist, gradually warming up her cold body, Zhou Zhiruo blushed, a little annoyed, and asked, "Miss Zhao, what are you doing?"

Zhao Min's eyes were filled with inexhaustible nostalgia, as if he was holding some extremely rare treasure, the more he hugged him tighter, he answered with a smile: "Miss Zhou, you don't understand this, of course it is to keep each other warm."

"We are both women, what is there to keep warm?" She shouted with a serious expression on her mouth, but she didn't take any practical actions to reject Zhao Min, until she said in a muffled voice, "It's okay."

Zhao Min didn't say anything, but kept repeating a few words in her heart: "No, no..." She was smiling brightly on her lips, but why did the syllables overflowing from her heart make people tremble.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhou Zhiruo and Zhao Min picked a few snow lotuses from the cliff of the snow mountain, and then they left two rows of footprints in the snow side by side, and slowly returned to the inn.

In the early morning of the next day, Zhou Zhiruo packed her luggage and was about to go back to the mountain, but found that the snow lotus flowers were inexplicably missing. She was tossing and thinking, and a thought flashed through her mind, and she quickly ran to Zhao Min's room. Sheath, said angrily: "Zhao Min, thanks to me treating you as a friend, you actually ruined the snow lotus I picked so hard."

He kicked aggressively, the latch broke, and the door opened, only to see Zhao Min with a calm face, and the snow lotus in his hand fell to the ground one by one.It wasn't until the angry scolding in her ear gradually subsided that she dared to look up at Zhou Zhiruo. For a moment, her eyes turned red, and she smiled back and asked, "You don't want to know why I ruined your snow lotus."

Zhou Zhiruo saw her faint tears, a flash of surprise flashed in her eyes, and she was no longer annoyed, but she still had a sullen expression on her face, and said sternly, "What reason can you have, it's just that you want to play tricks on me."

Zhao Min looked at Zhou Zhiruo's eyes with a little more affection, as if hoping to have the power to freeze time, to engrave and brand the person in front of him, and then keep it in his heart forever.

After a while, Tan said lightly and slowly, "How can I play tricks on you, I just hope you can stay for a few more days, as for the snow lotus, I will help you pick it again."

"You...why do you want me to stay?" Zhou Zhiruo's heart moved inexplicably, and even the tone of her speech lost her usual poise, trembling and overflowing these words for a moment.

Hearing this, Zhao Min stood up more cautiously, and walked over step by step. Zhou Zhiruo was afraid that the sword in her hand would hurt her, so she put her hands on her back, and then took a few steps back. When there was a bang, she stood by the door, her heart pounding Tightly, he asked again: "Miss Zhao, why on earth did you do this?"

Even though her sweetheart was close at hand, Zhao Min felt a sense of desolation welling up in her heart. Tears welled up in her eyes. She tried her best not to let a single tear fall, and said seriously, "Zhiruo, if I Said that I had an unreasonable desire for you, and did so only when I was reluctant to let you go, what should you do?"

"I..." Zhou Zhiruo was taken aback for a moment, and just as a syllable overflowed from her lips, a touch of water fell on her cheeks, and a slight coolness fell down. This was the first time she felt her heart was burning hot.

Zhao Min was even more incomprehensible, he did something extremely daring just now, and now he suddenly became uneasy, and merged the twists and turns in his heart into a heavy sentence: "Zhiruo, can you stay a few more days? Don't go so fast." But what she actually wanted to say was [Can you not go and stay by my side forever].

Zhou Zhiruo didn't feel angry when she heard the words, she faded from the redness just now, looked at Zhao Min who was lowering her head calmly, and said, "Do you know what you just said?"

"I know." Zhao Min's voice trembled, and the end of the sound was twisted.

Zhou Zhiruo frowned slightly, calmly pondered for a while, and said, "You know that I and you are both women."

Zhao Min didn't speak any more, but nodded indifferently, with no expression on her face, Zhou Zhiruo sighed deeply in her heart, and continued to open up the conversation: "Then do you know how to write the four characters deviant and rebellious?"

Zhao Min cautiously stretched out her hand, and when she caught a touch of tenderness, a trace of hesitation flashed in her eyes, then she suddenly opened Zhou Zhiruo's hand, and outlined her intention clearly with one stroke at a time.

After falling, she wanted to let go of Zhou Zhiruo's hand, but she was held instead, and the cold voice of breaking ice and snow came from her ear: "Actually, you don't need to destroy my snow lotus."

Zhao Min was taken aback for a moment, and his hands trembled slightly.

"You just need to tell me, tell me what you want." A tear fell from the eyes, and suddenly it was like raining flowers all over the sky, the earth was instantly covered with golden light, and the grass bloomed.

A pair of soft clothes stretched out to pull Zhao Min, she leaned on Zhou Zhiruo's shoulder with tears in her eyes, wept wetly, and then hugged Zhou Zhiruo tightly, but the tighter the hug, the more sad her heart became, suddenly There is an inexplicable longing, only to jump into the gap between time and space together, and embrace each other forever.

"Zhiruo, I thought you didn't want me anymore?"

She was talking to Zhou Zhiruo, and she was also talking to herself.

[Sister Zhou, don’t you want Minmin?]

The whispers of the past suddenly came to my ears.

"Apart from Master, you treat me the best in this world. How could I not want you?" She said softly with an inaudible smile, "I promise you, I will explain everything to Master after I take Xuelian back. I'll be back."

Zhao Min was startled, as if caught in some kind of memory.

[I dare not disobey the teacher's orders, I'm sorry]

[The revenge of killing the master will never be forgotten]

[See you next time Zhao Min, you and I are enemies, enemies]

[I want you to be sad, chill, and even give up]

[From now on, you and I are sworn enemies]

Zhao Min tried her best to suppress her fluctuating emotions, so as not to let Zhou Zhiruo find out, she didn't know how long she was silent, and finally said to her: "Can you not tell your master, after you give the snow lotus to your master... let's elope."

"Go to a place where your master can't find, go to a place where there is no one else but the two of us." Zhou Zhiruo remained silent, listening to the person in her arms talking intermittently, "Live an ordinary life, plant flowers together, Cook and stay together forever."

[I don't want to be a Mongolian princess, I don't want to be rich, I just want to be a Han girl from an ordinary family, and stay with Zhou Zhiruo all the time]

This is the third thing Zhou Zhiruo owes Zhao Min.

At that time, Zhou Zhiruo brought back a few snow lotuses. On the night before she was about to leave, Zhao Min held her in her arms and had nightmares several times. In each dream, there was a pool of blood in Shaolin Temple. She was most afraid that the person in her arms would not move. , it's not that the temperature is gradually passing away, but that at a certain moment she can't get it back.

She was really scared, how she wished that the night would never light up, and the morning light would not take Zhou Zhiruo away, but the cruelest and most ruthless world is that your desire will be like a mirror, and it will be broken at the touch of a touch.

That day, she sat by the lake alone, waiting moment after moment, until her face was full of tears, she had hallucinations during the hazy period, Zhou Zhiruo still did not come.

"Did you lie to me again, did you not want me?"

As the night became colder and the cool wind blew up, Zhao Min unconsciously repeated a word on his lips, suddenly his heart was hit like a heavy hammer, and he was extremely suffocated.

I don't know how long it has passed, but I feel that the night is so cold, so quiet, and so long, like a harsh winter. When the first warm sun shines in the spring, a yellow warbler flying down from the tree sends a string of melodious songs. The crisp cry, Zhao Min knew that the gentleness in memory had finally returned slowly.

"Minmin." Zhao Min heard the words, her eyes were moist, and she couldn't stop it like a bank burst. She quickly got up and ran over. The wind was halfway through, and the person in her arms was finally not the farewell of the long time, but The temperature that is most familiar with each other.

"Sister Zhou..." Zhao Min suddenly stopped speaking, submerged in sobs, and after a while she said, "You are Zhou Zhiruo."

"Minmin, let's elope," she said.

"Okay, let's elope to a place where it's just the two of us," she replied.

The two hugged each other and wept, each other's voices were like a ray of spring breeze, lingering and drifting into each other's softest heart.

———In the future, the sky is high and the earth is far away, Minruo is one heart, go together and return together, never separate

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Supplementary postscript: Why Zhou Zhiruo still makes four explanations: ① deep love, Nirvana rebirth, transcending reincarnation, extradition to continue the front ② It was Zhao Min's dream, so it is written that she had many nightmares, and every time she dreamed It was the bloody battle in Shaolin Temple, Zhou Zhiruo was not actually there ③ It was the response to getting that painting, Zhao Min thought it would be great if everything went on like this chapter, so she thought of Zhou Zhiruo, and she dared not call out Zhou Zhiruo in the last chapter Sister ④...Maybe there are more, but I can't think of it, I don't know if the ending is be or he, it's open...

---Thanks for reading---

The inspiration for this article comes from the two entry-pit videos of station b [Sweet Dreams as Old] and [Life Is Only Seen for the First Time].

Thanks to everyone who has read all the way here. We met in Minruokeng because we like the same pair of cps, and we also met because of this article. I am very grateful to every reader who gave an interpretation to the story. Because of you, this This article was written in its entirety, and it was because of your support that I made it all the way down the road, and because of you, Min Ruo's story has been extended again.