Goddess conspiring against me

The heart in my chest tightened suddenly, and began beating violently behind my ears.Sure enough, they knew.

I deliberately tensed my expression, not to show any emotions and flaws.I raised my eyes, looked at my mother with a little surprise, and opened my mouth to ask. "Who did you hear that from?"

My mother's tentative expression suddenly became a little uncertain. "Your Aunt Luo Lan said it."

"Really??" I was a little surprised that Aunt Luo Lan would directly come out to Si Jingnian.

My dad interrupted my thoughts. "Don't listen to your mother's nonsense. Aunt Luo Lan didn't say anything. We guessed it. She has often come to our house in the past few months and asked me to chat with your mother. First she asked us how we view homosexuality, and then asked us if we What would you think if there were gays around, and what would you think if your child was gay.”

"Think about it, if she didn't find out that Jing Nian is gay, how could she come to us and talk about this. She probably can't accept it, just like we are looking for a sense of identity."

I probably understand why my parents think Si Jingnian is gay. "Then how did you answer her?"

It’s fine if there’s a misunderstanding or something, I’m actually more concerned about this answer.

"How can we answer? Since Jingnian's mother is so worried, we can only say that this is normal. Many young people are like this now. Your father even tried his best to check the news and found two old ladies in their 70s. Let Aunt Luo Lan read the news about being together for a lifetime..."

What they were implying was... that they couldn't accept it?But in order to comfort Aunt Luo Lan, did you deliberately find something positive?

"Then what do you actually think about this matter?" I asked unwillingly.

My mother suddenly looked at me with some vigilance, as if she had discovered something. "Why do you ask that. Let me tell you, you can't do this for me!"

A sense of powerlessness filled me, and sure enough, as I thought, my parents could not accept that their daughter was gay. "Why can't girls like girls?"

"That's abnormal! It's all men and women together, how can there be two women together. It's unreasonable."

"Mom, haven't you heard that existence is reasonable? This matter is like who you like is beyond your control. For example, you fell in love with my dad back then. Didn't you also think of it? And my grandma didn't agree with it." Don't you think that my father is too poor and has no ability? But don't you two have a very happy life now?"

"That's different." My mother interrupted me bluntly, and my father looked at me with a little understanding.

I was in a panic, but I still wanted to win more respect and understanding for Si Jingnian and me, our group. "Why is it different?"

My mother got angry when she heard my reply. "It's just different. An Xiaoyu, what's the matter with you, why are you clinging to this topic!"

"You're not gay too!!"

"I am." I gave up persuading and struggling, and looked at my father's disappointed face and my mother's shocked expression.

"How could you be??! Didn't you have two boyfriends? Didn't you both get engaged to Zhengyu??!"

Compared with my mother's thunder and rage, I calmed down after confessing, and now I feel calm when I hear Qi Zhengyu's name.

"Mom, Qi Zhengyu and I were not in love. We just thought he was quite suitable. His family appearance and personality were considered suitable, but he cheated. It also made me know that I misjudged the person."

"But I know now that I like girls, no, it should be said: because I found out that I like her, and she's a girl."

"How can that be, how can you like women..." My mother collapsed and lay down on the back of the sofa. "Can't……"

My dad motioned for me to get up and took me to the study.He opened the window in the room, leaned against the window and lit a cigarette.He took a sharp sip, and then opened his mouth. At this time, he seemed to be ten years older than before. "You like Jingnian, right?"

"En." I admitted it, a stone was put down in my heart, and I gradually calmed down.

"No wonder... no wonder your aunt wanted to say such a thing. We thought she was here to seek enlightenment. It turned out that she came to enlighten us."

"Are you together?"

"Together."

"Are you serious?"

"We're both serious, she's proposed to me and I've said yes."

"Same-sex marriage is not allowed in China."

"I know, we plan to go abroad to get married."

"You were also engaged to Zhengyu before, are you sure you won't regret your engagement this time?"

"Dad... the situation is different this time. I love Jingnian very much. Now I dream that I am married to Jingnian every day. I am very happy in my dreams. Every day I wake up and find that I am with her. It feels like a dream to me." Same……"

"Dad just wants to ask you a question. Even if you know that the society doesn't approve of you, your parents don't support you, and others will gossip, will you still be so happy?"

"Dad..." My tears fell down. I have thought about what my dad said, but his words contained some compromises.

I stared into Dad's eyes and replied to him seriously. "Dad, I am very happy. I don't care what the society and others think, I only care about your parents supporting us. In this environment, it is not easy for us to love and know each other. I hope that my parents can give us strength Let's stick with it."

"Jingnian is such a good person, you all know how your daughter He De can be with her. She has taken care of me, supported me, accompanied me when I was sad, and climbed up when I was in pain. Accompanying me to progress... I am really lucky to be with her..."

"dad……"

The cigarette my dad was holding was nearly exhausted, and long lines of ash fell on his favorite Persian rug, and he didn't even notice it at this time.He sighed, then said helplessly. "Hey, since she makes my daughter so happy, why should I stop it?"

"Dad!!!" I stepped forward and hugged Dad, wiped my tears on his shoulders, and said gratefully. "Dad! You're so kind!"

My dad pushed me away, with unconcealable dislike in his handsome folds, he picked up the handkerchief on the table and wiped his shoulders. "You think I don't know that you wiped all the snot on my shoulder??"

"Hee hee hee hee." I looked at him with a smirk, feeling very at ease in my heart, half of my most feared problem had been solved.

"Hey, it's a great blessing for you that Jingnian is willing to be with you. If I were her father, I wouldn't even look down on you as a daughter-in-law." My father looked at me who was naive and said helplessly.

"Who said, Jingnian's father really likes me! Jingnian is lucky to be with me, well, she has liked me for 13 years!!" I refuted my father with some pride.

"Really?" My dad asked, I was about to tell him our story shyly, but my dad picked up the conversation. "I didn't expect such an excellent girl like Jingnian to be blind..."

I! ! ! ! ! !

I'm puffed up again, am I really biological? ?

……

After my dad and I finished joking, I worried about my mom. "What should I do with my mother, Dad, you have to help me! My happiness for the rest of my life is in your hands."

"The mountain people have their own tricks." My dad pretended to be an expert in the world and began to comb his long beard that didn't exist.

After this heavy responsibility was handed over to my dad, I relaxed a lot. After all, he and my mom have been together for more than 30 years, so there is always a way to deal with my mom.

After I took a shower, I called Si Jingnian and described the incident.I talked about it from the beginning to the end, and didn't say the nasty words I said to my father.

I happily told her that my dad would support both of us, and she was thrilled with this development.

Si Jingnian didn't expect me to come out the first night I came back, she said. "I wish I could stand by your side just now and face it with you."

"I'm sorry, Yu, let you face this matter yourself."

I said it's okay. If you're here, it's not easy to talk about this kind of thing.

Si Jingnian said that he would come to pay New Year's greetings on the third day of the Lunar New Year, and I said, let's talk about it, I have to see my mother's situation.

She said yes.