Goddess conspiring against me

It's okay when I'm lecturing, I'm still concentrating.

When students write short paragraphs.I swear I tried so hard not to look out the window, but I couldn't stop glancing at the window to the right.

He glanced hurriedly and found Si Jingnian's figure in the opposite window.

The distance between the two buildings is not close, and I can only roughly observe the situation there.Since it was Saturday, the cafe was full of people.

But in a booth by the window facing my classroom, there was only one person sitting alone on a seat for four.

From such a long distance, it is impossible to see the other person's appearance clearly, but her embodied temperament makes her stand out.

She was right.

Another reason I'm so sure is that the man kept turning his head and looking straight at my building.

There was no change on my face, but I secretly laughed in my heart and said: Idiot.

She is not afraid that her neck will not turn back.

When get out of class was over, I turned my swivel chair to the window, stared at the man in the cafe, and took out my phone to send a WeChat message.

Celebrate the New Year with peace of mind: Does your neck hurt all the time?

I watched Si Jingnian in the window lower his head and pick up his phone.

Si Jingnian: It doesn't hurt, you peeked at me.

Happy new year with peace of mind: (rolling eyes) You shouted "Stop the thief", I didn't look at you, it was my student who said that there was a strange aunt in the coffee shop opposite who kept staring at us.

Si Jingnian: Really.

Her disbelieving tone made me a little panicked, and I am the best at covering up my panic with arrogance.

Happy new year with peace of mind: Huh╭(╯^╰)╮, I didn’t look at you anyway.

Si Jingnian: Well, good.

Celebrate the new year with peace of mind: Good you big head ghost, I order you not to look at me anymore, it will affect my mood in class.

Si Jingnian: Good.

I put down my phone in frustration, why should I say such a thing.Obviously, I don't think so in my heart.

During class, when I looked towards the opposite side again, Si Jingnian really didn't look this way anymore, she kept her head down and went to work.

I was secretly angry again in my heart.

Does she really have to watch it?

What's the matter, man.

When you should be obedient, you are not obedient, but when you should not be obedient, you are very obedient.

For example, when I don't let her kiss, she is very disobedient. .

I blush at the thought of that scene.

But now she is so obedient again.

At 5:[-] in the afternoon, the leader told me that the students from the next class would not come.

Immediately, I felt a sense of liberation. I looked at Si Jingnian who was still working in the coffee shop, and an idea came to my mind.

I called my colleagues from the small classroom next door to my classroom.

I slipped away with my bag and laptop.

I have never been to this cafe and the greeter told me it was full, I told her my friend was waiting for me.

She actually showed a clear expression and led me to a row of booths on the left.

I saw Si Jingnian on the fourth deck.

She sat with her back to me.She was supposed to be alone, but there was a rather handsome man sitting across from her. He was wearing a custom-made suit and almost had a shiny price on it.

The man smiled happily at Si Jingnian, I stopped at the third booth and stopped the waiter who led me to see Si Jingnian.Thank you thank her.

I took out my phone and pretended to send a WeChat message.

Standing in this position, I can just hear the man's textured voice.

"Waiting for someone? I saw you sitting here all afternoon."

"Did someone put pigeons on you? Or is it just an excuse to drive me away?"

I couldn't help frowning when I heard this, this man is really annoying.

Do you have the nerve to use such a rotten way of striking up a conversation?

I don't know what Si Jingnian's expression is, but there is a hint of impatience in her voice. "Sir, please move out of the way. My girlfriend is coming."

"Girlfriend?" The man froze for a moment, a trace of surprise flashed across his eyes, and then he became extremely clear. "Pretending to be gay is outdated, babe."

When I heard this, I walked forward impatiently, stopped beside Si Jingnian, and tapped the marble tabletop with my knuckles. "Girls who pretend to be gay will avoid you, don't you think about why you are so hot?"

There was a slight embarrassment on the man's face when he heard my words.

Si Jingnian's voice came from my left. "You came?"

Hearing Si Jingnian's words, the man had an embarrassed expression on his face. "It turns out that you are the one she was waiting for. I'm sorry and disrespectful."

He stood up and moved out of the way.Then he took the business card out of his pocket and put it on the table.

"I'm Zhao Yu from Maohua International. If you tell me your name when you go shopping, you can get a 7% discount for both of you."

After saying this, he stepped forward with his long legs and was about to walk away, but then he seemed to remember something and turned around, winking at Si Jingnian. "Wechat and mobile phone number are the same."

This time, after talking, I really left.

I angrily sat next to Si Jingnian, I don't want to sit where that man sat.

I puffed up my cheeks and picked up the gold-plated business card, and stretched out my right palm in front of Si Jingnian.

She took my hand naturally.

I shrugged off in disgust. "Who wants to hold hands with you, give me your mobile phone."

She innocently put her hand back on the table and handed me her cell phone.

I tried to unlock my phone and was blocked by the passcode.

I angrily tried her birthday and mine, but failed.

What the hell, it's not my birthday?

Si Jingnian sighed and told me in a low voice. "It's 060905, the day we first met."

My anger subsided a little.

After I unlocked it, I clicked into her WeChat, clicked in to add friends, and started typing in Zhao Yu's phone number.

Si Jingnian reached out and grabbed the business card in my hand.

"What are you doing?"

I held her mobile phone and spoke to her seriously. "Add handsome guy's WeChat for you."

"Xiao Yu..." She tore the business card in her hand and threw it into the ashtray. "I won't add it."

"You believe me."

I held her mobile phone, but I hated myself in my heart.

This jealous look of mine is really ugly, of course I believe she won't add this person's WeChat.But I still care, Si Jingnian is too good, I feel from the bottom of my heart that I am not good enough for her.

There are so many people who like her, I panic, I don't feel safe.That's why it's so easy to get jealous.

And I'm so dishonest, why bother.

It's not like me anymore.

I raised my butt and stepped forward to hug her in front of me.I don't want to be suspicious of each other and take detours like other couples.

I want to communicate with her frankly and face the problem together.

I leaned on her shoulder and said softly. "Jingnian, you are too good. I always feel that I am not good enough for you. I..."

"No..." She was about to speak when I interrupted again.

"You listen to me first."

"You are so good, I have many competitors. And all of them are better-looking than me than I am, and better than me. I will feel insecure, and I will try to let myself relax and not think too much in the future. I will also let myself become Better. But you have to stay away from other people." I put my face on her shoulder and murmured.

"Okay."

"Okay." Her hands caressed my back.

She straightened me up, looked at me seriously and said. "No matter what other people do, you have to know that I only like you. I have liked you for 13 years. For the next 13 years of my life and the next 13 years, I will always like you."

I bit my lip, tears welled up in my eyes.

How could this person in front of him say such touching words of love.

In contrast, I feel that my concern for gains and losses is extremely low-level. Compared with her full of love, my speculation is simply insulting her.

insult her liking for me.

Si Jingnian panicked and took out his handkerchief to wipe away my tears.

I stopped where I was, but my body was as hot as if I had fallen into purgatory, and the seat under me seemed to be melted by my damp heat.

How can I fill the space between us?

How to make up for the 13 years she has liked me?

I want her so much.

I really want to kiss her whole body, kiss until her eyes are blurred, kiss until she climbs to the top, kiss until she merges with me.

I felt the desire from the bottom of my heart burn me into a woman with a head full of sex.

I want her so much but don't know how.