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Fang Yu looked at Tan Xiao at a loss, not knowing why he suddenly became so indifferent, a surge of panic in his heart instantly overwhelmed him, did he say something wrong?

Did you interrupt him to make him unhappy?

Or did he discover his little thoughts?

Does he feel sick?

But he didn't think about it. It was the first time he liked someone and wanted to meet him. Tan Xiao liked women, and he could accept it. He just wanted to see Tan Xiao, and he didn't dare to think about anything more.

Isn't that okay too?Would that make him hate it too?

How to do?

Fang Yu couldn't taste the food in his mouth, but felt it was extremely bitter, and his vision was blurred, everything in front of him seemed to be covered in a thin layer of mist.

Fang Yu hurriedly lowered his head and took two mouthfuls of rice. He blinked vigorously to force back the moisture in his eyes. He couldn't cry. Tan Xiao certainly didn't like a big man crying, it was embarrassing.

The meal was very quiet. Tan Xiao didn't speak any more, and Fang Yu didn't dare to make a sound. The two sat opposite each other and finished the meal in silence without even making eye contact.

After the meal, Tan Xiao silently packed up the dishes and washed them in the sink. Fang Yu went back to the bedroom and brought his schoolbag, including the phone charger and everything else. He felt ashamed to stay any longer.

If you have a crush on someone, and you're still a man like yourself, and you've been noticed and disliked by others, what face do you have to stay?

Tan Xiao didn't rush into the house after washing the dishes, but went to the balcony to smoke a cigarette. While lighting the cigarette, he casually glanced at the drying rack, and suddenly found that the down jacket that Fang Yu washed last night was gone. .

Tan Xiao paused the hand holding the cigarette, and saw the big schoolbag that the boy was carrying when he pushed open the door with red eyes and looked at him, then pulled out an ugly smile, and said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you For these two days of hospitality, I have to leave."

Tan Xiao put out the cigarette and leaned against the door frame of the balcony. The sun's glaring light came in from behind him, so he couldn't see his expression clearly, only heard his low voice: "Where are you going?"

Fang Yu sniffed his nose, "Go home."

"Oh." Tan Xiao responded, and took two steps forward, "I'll take you to the station."

Fang Yu tugged at the strap of his schoolbag, rubbed his fingers together, and followed Tan Xiao downstairs with his head down.

One, two, three... Fang Yu counted the steps in his heart, his head was empty, and he felt that he was really terrible.

Sure enough, it was still hated!

His head suddenly hit a hard "wall". Fang Yu raised his head and rubbed his nose, looking at the person who suddenly stopped in confusion, "What's wrong?"

Tan Xiao didn't answer. He stood quietly for a while, then turned around suddenly and put his hand on Fang Yu's head, shaking his eyes with emotions that Fang Yu couldn't see clearly.

The man stretched out his hand to hold the young man in his arms, and approached Fang Yu's ear, and deliberately lowered his voice in his ear, "I'm sorry."

Fang Yu's hands were placed stiffly by his side, and he wanted to reach out to hug him back, but he was afraid of being hated, so he didn't dare to move for a while.

The man sighed softly in his ear, patted his back and let go of him, staring at Fang Yu's eyes with Fang Yu's familiar gentle look, he said seriously, "I'm sorry, it's my emotion." Not too good, did it scare you?"

Before Fang Yu could react, he looked at him blankly.

Tan Xiao rubbed his hair, "Are you angry?"

Fang Yu was still dumbfounded.

"It was my fault just now. I shouldn't have vented my emotions on you. Are you angry?" Tan Xiao's voice carried a hint of caution.

Fang Yu's nose was sore for some reason, in order to hide his inexplicable grievance, he had no choice but to smile casually, "No."

Tan Xiao looked at him with scrutiny and looked at Fang Yu so guilty that he bowed his head. Tan Xiao said "hmm" and took the schoolbag behind Fang Yu, "Didn't you say you wanted to go to a nearby farmhouse? Tomorrow I will take you?"

Fang Yu felt his shoulders lighten. Seeing Tan Xiao take his schoolbag naturally, he pursed his lips and replied in a low voice, "Okay."

In the end, Fang Yu didn't know why Tan Xiao was angry, but he probably felt that Tan Xiao was not so indifferent because he hated him.

Tan Xiao took Fang Yu back to the room, took out all the things Fang Yu had packed and placed them on the bedside, and took out the clothes that were not yet dry, shook them out and put them on hangers.

The temperature in the bedroom was very high. Fang Yu took off his coat. Only then did he realize that he was still wearing Tan Xiao's old clothes. His two down jackets were still wet, and they were stuffed into his schoolbag. It also stinks.

Tan Xiao habitually took a cigarette, and when he was holding it in his mouth, he glanced at Fang Yu from the corner of his eye, and put it back after hesitating for a while.

"It doesn't matter to me, you can smoke if you want." Fang Yu said.

Tan Xiao shook his head and sat by the bed, "Let's chat?"

Fang Yu sat next to him and tilted his head to look at him, "What are you talking about?"

"I haven't asked you yet, how old are you?" Tan Xiao asked.

"Seventeen. You'll be an adult after the first year." Fang Yu replied.

"Seventeen," Tan Xiao repeated, and was silent for a while, "How tall is it?"

"High school senior."

Tan Xiao smiled, "The college entrance examination is about to take place. Which school do you plan to take?"

Fang Yu sized Tan Xiao up, staring at him closely, not letting go of the slightest expression on his face, and pretending to be relaxed, he answered, "Big A."

Tan Xiao was startled, and encouraged him with a smile: "University A is also good, do you want to study any major?"

"No." Fang Yu shook his head, paused, and said, "I just want to get closer to him, I haven't considered majors so much."

Fang Yu figured it out. Tan Xiao probably didn't understand the meaning of what he said just now. Tan Xiao was kept in the dark about his liking for him.

Then, can I mention it at the right time, so that he can be mentally prepared?

Tan Xiao's smile froze for a moment, "The girl you like is in University A?"

"No, her home is near University A." Fang Yu explained.

"Oh." Tan Xiao smoked another cigarette, holding it in his mouth without lighting it up, "How old is the little girl?"

Intentionally explaining that she's not a girl, but afraid of scaring Tan Xiao, Fang Yu pursed his lips, a little sullenly: "A few years older than me."

"Older than you?" Tan Xiao asked in surprise.

Fang Yu raised his eyelids and looked at him, weakly, "How?"

Tan Xiao hesitated for a moment, then asked in a low voice, "How old are you?"

Fang Yu looked at him and said hesitantly, "Seventeen years old."

Tan Xiao: "..."

"You," Tan Xiao frowned, not knowing what to say or not to say.

Given their relationship, he shouldn't have said that. It's just that Fang Yu is different from others. Fang Yu is a junior he likes very much. He can't just let him go the wrong way.

"Auntie, are you married?" Tan Xiao asked hesitantly.

Fang Yu's eyes widened, and he looked at him in disbelief.

Tan Xiao suddenly felt a sense of guilt welling up, and felt agitated looking at Fang Yu's big black and white eyes.

"I shouldn't have said that, and you know it yourself, between you, at this age..." Tan Xiao struggled to squeeze out a few dry words, secretly regretting that he hadn't studied for a few more years. A little ink is not enough to say a word of comfort now.

Fang Yu looked at Tan Xiao's troubled look, and laughed out loud. With a smile in his eyes, he deliberately said, "Ten years old is nothing. I like him very much. As long as he promises me, I will definitely treat him well for the rest of my life." .”

Tan Xiao was almost pissed off by this child. Looking at this well-behaved child, why is it so awkward when it comes to relationship issues?

Is it the rebellious period?

Or is it a child of this age, once he likes someone, he will go forward like this, ignorant and fearless?

Tan Xiao wanted to think about what he was like when he was his age, but he found out sadly that he had already been in the army for two years at his age, where did the old men around him come from? Crush object!

Worry to death!

"You..." Tan Xiao hesitated to speak, not knowing what to say from his standpoint.

Fang Yu couldn't help laughing out loud, "What are you thinking?"

Although teasing Tan Xiao was fun, Fang Yu didn't dare to tease him anymore. After all, it wouldn't be fun if Tan Xiao really misunderstood him.

"He's not married, and he doesn't have a girlfriend," Fang Yu said.

Tan Xiao didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but was still a little worried, "You are...too young at this age, let's let go of emotional matters first, at least after the college entrance examination is over."

After a pause, he added another sentence: "Is it okay?"

Fang Yu held back his laughter and was about to go wrong, he cleared his throat, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

Tan Xiao frowned again, can you listen to me about feelings?If you really listen to me, break off with that woman immediately, and stop dealing with her for the rest of your life.

It's just that the words turned around on his lips but he couldn't say it.

Fang Yu propped his chin to look at him with great interest, and suddenly realized that Tan Xiao still had such a side!

What is this called?

correct!

Brain Tonic Emperor!

Fang Yu burst out laughing, waved his hands in the face of Tan Xiao's suspicious gaze, and laughed, "It's nothing, I'm having a seizure."

Tan Xiao sighed and rubbed Fang Yu's head, "Didn't sleep well this morning, how about taking a nap?"

Fang Yu leaned back, lay down on the bed and said "ah", "You wake up so early every day?"

"I'm used to it." Tan Xiao said.

Fang Yu looked at him sympathetically, thinking that this is really a poor old man.

No one loves anyone, and everyone needs to warm their beds, and they have to work from dawn to dusk every day.

Why are you so pitiful!

No one can warm his lonely heart so poorly.

How to do it?It's better for him to sacrifice himself for others and take Tan Xiao over and cover him up!

See how selfless he is, how great he is!

ah!It is simply the living Lei Feng of the new era!

He was almost moved by himself.

Tan Xiao looked at him inexplicably. He didn't know what Fang Yu's eyes meant. Why did he feel terrified?

After rubbing Fang Yu's head, Tan Xiao stood up, "I'll go downstairs, you can sleep for a while."

"Hey!" Fang Yu quickly sat up and called him back, "What are you doing?"

"What are you doing downstairs?" Fang Yu asked, "Is there anything else?"

Tan Xiao looked at him, "No, I'll go downstairs to rest for a while."

"Why go downstairs?" Fang Yu dissatisfied, "Just sleep here."

"One afternoon nap, and tossing and turning." Fang Yu muttered.

Tan Xiao looked at him with a smile, "Okay, don't worry about it, just sleep here."

As he spoke, he took the quilt from the cabinet and threw it on the bed, watching Fang Yu raise his eyebrows.

Fang Yu's face turned red, he was a coward, he kept talking, he took advantage of Tan Xiao enough, he was sure that Tan Xiao would not stay, but he didn't expect Tan Xiao to play cards out of common sense , hit him off guard.

Taking a few steps towards the bed, Fang Yu's heart sank, he lay down on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm asleep."

Tan Xiao turned over to look at him, stretched out his hand and pushed Fang Yu, "Take off your shoes."

Fang Yu kicked his shoes aside, groped twice to cover himself with the quilt, and did not move.

Tan Xiao couldn't laugh or cry as he watched the quilt on his side being torn crooked by Fang Yu, so he sat up and covered him with the quilt, then carried the quilt over to him and used it himself.

Tan Xiao lay on his back with his arms pillowed and stared at the ceiling for a while, not feeling sleepy at all, so he simply turned over to look at the back of Fang Yu's head.

Fang Yu fell asleep quickly, and within a short while, he was already snoring.

It may be that it is not comfortable to sleep on my stomach, and I twisted my neck.

Tan Xiao moved slightly, but Fang Yu didn't respond, and was still soundly asleep.

"Tsk," Tan Xiao smiled, and gently moved Fang Yu's head to a different position. The snoring stopped abruptly, and his breathing was steady and calm.

It turned out that he planned to talk to him about the girl again during his nap time, but he didn't expect the child to be so shy, and he buried himself before he could say anything, and he wasn't afraid to hold back.

Does such a young child really know what he likes?

I dare to swear that I will be good to the girl for the rest of my life.

How long is a lifetime?

It's not obvious yet, what about when Fang Yu turns 30 or 40?

Fang Yu said that girl was eight or nine years older than him, and when Fang Yu turned 40, that girl would be almost 50 years old.

At that time, Fang Yu was in the prime of his life and at the right age, but what about that girl?

What would others think of Fang Yu and that girl?

Can Fang Yu still pat his chest and say, "I will treat her forever" like now?

Will he regret it?

Tan Xiao was thinking a little too much, and felt uncomfortable in his heart. He always felt bored and panicked, unable to breathe.The gaze that stared at Fang Yu also became lax, and his right hand stretched out without knowing when.By the time he realized it, his right hand had already consciously stroked Fang Yu's hair several times.

Tan Xiao was startled, and quickly withdrew his uncontrollable hand.

Laughing at himself, Tan Xiao turned his back to Fang Yu, stared at his right hand for a while, and his breathing gradually calmed down.

After Tan Xiao fell asleep, Fang Yu dared to turn over gently, stared at Tan Xiao's back, quietly moved a little in Tan Xiao's direction, stretched his arms forward a little, and touched the back of Tan Xiao's hand. Next to each other, the corners of the mouth raised slightly and fell asleep again.