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Squeezing it to feel the thickness of the red envelope, Bai Fei approached Fang Yu with a smirk and asked knowingly, "Who gave this? It's so thick!"

Fang Yu snatched the red envelope back and looked at him with raised eyebrows, "Don't you know who gave it to you?"

Fang Yu was also puzzled. This Bai Fei has been liked by all kinds of aunts and aunts since he was a child. Unlike him, who relies on his appearance to be popular, Bai Fei has won the hearts of all aunts and aunts by relying on his emotional intelligence. happy.

Who told Bai Fei to have good grades in school, good looks, polite people, and a three-pointed smile when meeting each other, quite like his father in the business world.

But Fang Yu is different from others. What kind of bastard is this Bai Fei? He thinks that although he can't see through it, he can see through it better than those middle-aged aunts who were deceived by Bai Fei's appearance. big liar!

On the surface, he looks like a gentleman of a noble family, but in fact, he is an extremely unreliable middle school boy, with a wild mind, and he has a fit from time to time, especially when facing Fang Yu, he often says some inappropriate words.

Fang Yu really wanted to yell and let his mother come in to see Bai Fei's obscene appearance of eavesdropping gossip.

Maybe because he realized that his expression was too excited, Bai Fei cleared his throat and straightened his expression, "Why did he give you so much money? Are you committed? Didn't I hear that Tan Xiao is also like that?"

His series of questioning almost confused Fang Yu, and answered the first question he could still remember, "This is my lucky money."

"So much lucky money!" Bai Fei was shocked, thinking that his family's conditions are so good, several hotel chains in City B are owned by them, and he can be regarded as a second generation of rich people, but the lucky money is so pitifully small that he is exhausted every year It's only 200 yuan, and his parents give [-] yuan each, just say what they mean, and the New Year's money is just for auspiciousness, it doesn't matter how much it is.

Bai Fei almost wanted to roll his eyes, he is a rich man after all, and his usual living expenses are at least tens of thousands, but this New Year's money is the only pain in his heart, every year when he gets together with his friends, he wants to cry.

Especially Fang Yu, because he is good-looking, any adult can't help but give him a piece of New Year's money when they see him, and even his own mother gives Fang Yu more New Year's money every year than his own son, so Bai Fei When I was a child, I used to get angry with his mother because of this.

In the past few years, Fang Yu has also grown up. The rule here is that no one will give New Year's money after entering junior high school. Maybe parents will give some if they are happy.

Two years before Bai Fei had time to groan, Fang Yu came back with such a large amount of New Year's money, how could he not be envious?

Hearing Bai Fei's sour words, Fang Yu couldn't help giving him another fatal blow. He took out a good-looking ring from his pocket, shook it at Bai Fei, and said triumphantly, "This is also a New Year's gift. Said it was for safety."

Bai Fei was really surprised. He frowned and stared at the ring, then raised his head and said seriously to Fang Yu, "Xiaoyu, tell me the truth, does he like you?"

Fang Yu hurriedly turned his head and glanced at the closed door, making sure that his mother wouldn't suddenly push the door open, then turned his head to avoid Bai Fei's stern gaze guiltily, and said, "I don't know either."

Bai Fei became more serious, and looked at the ring again, "This ring needs to be at least five digits, and he gave it to you when he said he would give it to you. Isn't that interesting to you?"

Fang Yu was startled, the jade ring in his hand was hot, he carefully held it and asked Bai Fei, "So expensive?"

"My second uncle has one that is very similar to this one, but the quality is not as good as the one in your hand. It cost more than 3 yuan when I bought it." Bai Fei said.

Fang Yu hesitated, "Then what should I do? Give it back to him?"

Bai Fei shook his head, "He gave it to you, why do you give it back?"

Fang Yu still looked at him with a sad face, so Bai Fei could only pat him on the shoulder and comforted him, "Just treat it as a token of love from him."

Fang Yu was even more worried. He couldn't tell if he was being crooked. Here he pretended to be affectionate and thought that he had given him a token of love. This...wasn't it too shameless?

Bai Fei bent down and pulled out a black rope from Fang Yu's bedside table, and put the ring on for Fang Yu to wear around his neck, "Don't think about it too much, Tan Xiao's business is so big, it's worth a thousand dollars. It's nothing to him, maybe he likes to give people such gifts."

Fang Yu was not comforted, and he focused on the focus very well, "Is he doing a big business?"

Bai Fei didn't care that Fang Yu had lost his focus, and answered him, "Well, don't look at the small factory in his house. It's not the main factory. I don't know where the biggest factory is. This small factory is his home factory. Just kidding."

Fang Yu suddenly thought, what did Tan Xiao tell him before?

No serious job, not much money, no one wants to talk to him?

Nonsence!an old man!

Fang Yu had a feeling of being cheated. Fortunately, he was really sad once when he heard Tan Xiao say that he didn't like a woman. He didn't expect this old man to lie to him.

This feeling of being cheated didn't disappear until Ms. Cai Wen called them out for dinner. Fang Yu sat at the dining table with an uneasy expression and asked his mother, "Where's my dad? He's not coming back?"

Cai Wen came out of the kitchen with a plate and said, "The local students organized a dinner and invited their teachers to thank them for their four years of cultivation."

Fang Yu nodded, took the chopsticks from Bai Fei, Cai Wen came over and sat down to put down the plate, and tapped the back of his hand with the back of the chopsticks.

Fang Yu rubbed the back of his hand, sighed, stood up, walked around behind Bai Fei, pressed down on Bai Fei's shoulder, Bai Fei sat down on the chair unprepared, and looked at him in amazement.

Fang Yu clapped his hands and sat back, and said to his mother, "Okay, the guests are seated, can I have dinner?"

Ms. Cai Wen glared at him, then greeted Bai Fei with a smile.

Bai Fei replied with a helpless smile, "Auntie, you don't have to be so polite."

Fang Yu rolled his eyes to the sky, he fell out of favor too quickly.

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when Bai Fei was sent away. Fang Yu stretched and yawned, and knocked on the door of his parents' room.

Cai Wen was cleaning inside, and she didn't turn her head to answer.

Fang Yu pushed open the door and leaned against the door frame to watch his mother bend over and remove the sheets and put them in the laundry basket. After watching for a while, he cleared his throat and said, "Mom, I have something to tell you. "

Cai Wen paused, and heard Fang Yu's seriousness. Knowing that Fang Yu must have something important to discuss with her, she put down the things in her hand, turned around and sat on the bed and looked at Fang Yu, "Speak up!"

Fang Yu suddenly didn't know how to speak. His father was not at home. Now was obviously not a good time to talk about it. But he just had a sudden thought and wanted to tell his mother about his sexual orientation. Now Even if he said that nothing happened, his mother would definitely not believe it.

Fang Yu hesitated for a moment, then walked in, stopped in front of his mother, then slowly squatted down, looking up into his mother's eyes.

Cai Wen knows the virtues of her son, she is happy and carefree all day long, but she doesn't care about everything. In fact, she has a special idea in her heart, and she will think twice before doing things she wants to do. Since she was a child, she has rarely treated him. Don't worry, it was the second time in her memory that Fang Yu spoke to her with such a serious expression.

Fang Yu pondered for a while, then lowered his voice, "Mom, there is something I've been keeping from you all, about, about my sexual orientation..."

Fang Yu couldn't continue before he finished speaking, because Cai Wen's reaction was beyond his expectation. Cai Wen was always rational and gentle, and there were very few moments of excitement like this. Sitting up on the bed, his beautiful eyes were wide open, and he looked at Fang Yu in disbelief. He didn't know whether it was because of excitement or anger that there were faint veins on his forehead.

Fang Yu stood up at a loss and took a step back. He reached for Cai Wen's hand and said in a low voice, "Mom?"

Cai Wen suddenly raised her hand to avoid Fang Yu, and then slammed down in Fang Yu's direction.

"Snapped!"

Fang Yu's face turned to one side, and he didn't turn back for a long time.

Cai Wen was very excited, took two steps back, her eyes filled with tears, and asked him loudly: "What do you mean!"

Fang Yu closed his eyes, forced back the soreness in his eyes, and said softly, "Mom, I like men..."

"Crack!" There was another crisp sound.

Cai Wen beat Fang Yu like crazy, shouted hysterically, and kept saying, "You are sick! How can you like men, you are not allowed to like men!"

Fang Yu stood and let Cai Wen vent, until Cai Wen blurted out: "Are you a pervert!" He couldn't help but grabbed the fist that his mother threw down on him.

Cai Wen glared at him, her eyes were red and swollen, and she shouted hoarsely, "Are you a pervert!"

Fang Yu let go of her, and explained in a low voice, "Mom, sexual orientation is innate, not..."

Cai Wen obviously couldn't listen, she shook her head, tears dripped on Fang Yu's hands, burning her skin.

Cai Wen slid down on the bed as if tired, her voice lowered, as if she was questioning Fang Yu, but also as if she was talking to herself, "How could you do this! How did you promise your brother, how could you do this!"

Fang Yu's heart ached and he knelt down slowly. His voice was choked with sobs when he spoke again, "Mom, homosexuality is not a disease, it's just a..."

Cai Wen suddenly screamed and covered her ears. The woman who has always been gentle, intellectual and dignified is as unreasonable as a mental patient at the moment. She doesn't say anything else, but repeats over and over again: "How can you be sorry for your brother? How did you promise him! How can you be worthy of him!"

Fang Yu closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Mom, I didn't feel sorry for him, I will do what I promised him! I will treat you well, not..."

Cai Wen put down her hands covering her ears, pushed Fang Yu away who was getting closer, and shouted, "You're sorry for him! You're a pervert! Why didn't you die! Why!"

Fang Yu's back suddenly slumped. He knelt on the ground, physically and mentally exhausted. This was the second time he heard it, and the second time he heard the fucking question, "Why didn't you die!"

Yes, why wasn't he the one who died?

If the person who died was him, whether he was in his mother's heart would be more important, instead of just living as another person's substitute.

There is no doubt that Cai Wen loved him, but after the accident, this love was mixed with another kind of emotion, which was hatred.

He was still young when his brother died, and he couldn't remember what happened back then, but he should have something to do with him, otherwise his mother wouldn't have hated him for so many years.

He had never experienced maternal love since he was a child. When his father was not at home, Cai Wen would definitely find excuses to go out and avoid being alone with Fang Yu, so Fang Yu actually grew up in Bai Fei's house since he was a child.

Gradually, Fang Yu grew up, and knowing the knot in Cai Wen's heart, he gradually stopped going to Cai Wen's side, and his appearance became more and more similar to Fang Yun's, so he felt empathetic to some extent. , the relationship between the two gradually eased and was not as tense as before, but Fang Yu and Cai Wen both knew in their hearts that this was only a superficial peace.

The peace under this kind of relationship cannot withstand any storms. It looks calm and beautiful on weekdays, but once there is any accident, this calmness will be punctured, and then there will be earth-shaking turbulence.

Fang Yu stood up, walked out of the room and turned his back to Cai Wen, regardless of whether she could listen or not, he insisted on finishing his sentence, "Mom, I know your hatred, you can hate me and blame me, I will accept it. But , I think it's best for us to separate for a while, and wait for us to calm down, okay?"

Cai Wen didn't speak, and the heavy panting came to Fang Yu's ears, as if a knife was stabbing his heart out, the pain pierced his bones.

Fang Yu gently closed the door of the master bedroom. When he returned to his room, he saw the backpack that he hadn't taken out his clothes yet. He smiled self-deprecatingly, stuffed two more underwear into it, and walked out of the house with it on his back.