The secret hidden in the diary

That diary belonged to Su Muyang, and all the records in the past few years were all about Gu Shiqing.

Su Muyang took a sneak peek. Gu Shiqing was seriously folding clothes. He pushed the diary in. In fact, he could clearly remember the general contents without opening it, but he still pretended to be nonchalant and opened the diary out of curiosity.

20XX.09.01 (supplement):

The weather is fine today, you are shining while speaking on the stage, and my heart is beating faster off the stage.

20XX.10.08:

The weather is fine, I'm back from vacation, I really want to see you, I become very strange.

20XX.10.28:

It's raining today, I met in the corridor, I'm a little nervous, my heart beats fast, but I dare not look at you, I found that our umbrellas are the same, they are all black.

20XX.11.02:

It was still raining today, I fell while playing, and my knee was broken. When I passed by your class, I saw you lying on the table and couldn't see you.

20XX.12.24:

Today is Christmas Eve, it's so cold, everyone is giving away apples, I have received a lot, and I have given out a lot, but in fact, the most I want to give is you.

20XX.12.25:

Today is Christmas and it is still very cold. I hope Santa Claus will fulfill your wish and give you the gift you want most.Merry Christmas!

20XX.01.01:

Happy New Year's Day, Happy New Year!

This is a very thick diary. Su Muyang's six years of time and six years of secret love are all recorded in it.

Not every day, he only remembers what he is particularly happy or sad, not one article a day, but today, and if he wants to memorize tomorrow, he will continue to write every other line.So the whole diary is densely packed, orderly in chaos, and you can't tell it's a diary if you don't read it carefully.

Su Muyang grabbed it and rolled over to the back.

20XX.05.28:

"I am an ordinary person. I see mountains as mountains, seas as seas, and flowers as flowers. Only when I see you, my heart begins to surge, the mountains and rivers start to shake, and the sky full of stars begins to twinkle. I don't need your order. and everything in the world will run towards you.” (excerpt)

This is the last diary entry about you.

The weather is sunny today, the temperature is suitable, and the mood is not good.

People always think that their love is too great, and they can die and cannot let go, but as long as they reach a critical point, they will naturally become sober.

Therefore, there is nothing that cannot be let go, only willingness or not.

After a long time, you will find that if life only has dreams, it is like a salted fish, and there are too few things that can support it.

I didn't expect any, so I shouldn't have lost it.

Many encounters were deliberately and deliberately arranged, but I always pretended to be nonchalant.

It is said that you can't meet someone who is too amazing when you are young, otherwise you won't be able to hold the second person in your heart in this life.

I am one of the most self-inflicted people.

The college entrance examination is one week away. As of today, it has been almost six years. I have written about you. I am sorry that I recorded it in this way without your knowledge, and let you remember me in this way.

I just want to end this kind of too persistent emotion, and I don't want to be annoyed in the future. In fact, it's just because I want to get more.

Gu Shiqing, I hope you go well in the college entrance examination, enter the most ideal university, find the most satisfying job, and live the happiest life.

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Su Muyang never thought that one day he would confess to Gu Shiqing. He saw the distance between himself and Gu Shiqing after the results of the last mock exam for the college entrance examination came out. After the college entrance examination, this secret love can also end.

He didn't think about confessing, but he put the diary in Gu Shiqing's desk. He was very firm when he put it in. He didn't want to keep the memory that had been with him for six years. He decided to let it go, but he couldn't bear it. Throw it away, the idea of ​​giving the diary to Gu Shiqing came out of nowhere, and it never went away, so I did it.

Su Muyang was not sure if Gu Shiqing received the diary, whether he would see it and throw it away. He was thinking about it when he took the graduation photo that day, and finally when the photo was finished, Su Muyang ran away while everyone was still taking pictures of each other. Go to the school building and plan to get the diary back.

Su Muyang regretted it, and doing so might cause trouble to Gu Shiqing.

It was an accident to meet Gu Shiqing at the door. Seeing that Gu Shiqing was holding his diary in his hand, he pretended to have something to go back to class, but his heart was pounding like thunder in his chest.He suddenly remembered that the confiscated basketball teacher was on the desk, he picked up the ball and took the first step.

After getting Gu Shiqing's signature, he signed Gu Shiqing's name in his notebook and wrote a blessing.

It seems that from then on, he really got involved with Gu Shiqing.

Su Muyang looked at the last diary he wrote about Gu Shiqing, he thought of how determined he was the night he wrote it, and it was only a few months, and now he is sitting in Gu Shiqing's dormitory, flipping through this diary, I still like Gu Shiqing.

How firm it was before, how uncomfortable it is now.

Even though the relationship with Gu Shiqing has changed, it has actually remained at the original point.Greed teaches us that we will never be satisfied, but two parallel lines that are infinitely close and will never meet will only hurt in the end.

Originally, I wanted to let go, but the accident happened only because of Gu Shiqing's appearance, as long as I was firm, I could suppress liking in the past, but now I can, but it just requires more effort than before.

Su Muyang secretly made up his mind, closed the diary, turned his head, and met Gu Shiqing's eyes.Gu Shiqing was looking at him, and there seemed to be some kind of emotion hidden in his eyes, which he was suppressing.

"Sorry, I accidentally flipped through your diary." Su Muyang, who was caught, said embarrassingly.

"It's okay." Gu Shiqing was still looking at him.

"Have you put it away? Does this also need to be put in the box?" He picked up the laptop on the table and gave it to Gu Shiqing, "and this" and handed the diary to Gu Shiqing.

Gu Shiqing took them one by one, and opened the diary casually: "This is not mine."

"Really? I thought it was yours, so put it back."

Su Muyang reached out to grab it, but was avoided by Gu Shiqing.

"I found this diary in my desk before the college entrance examination. Do you think it is mine?"

Su Muyang was embarrassed, "Forget it, you brought it to the university."

Gu Shiqing raised the corners of his mouth, as if recalling: "The owner of the diary said he liked me for six years, but now he seems to have given up on me."

Gu Shiqing never looked away, just stared at Su Muyang, Su Muyang was very uncomfortable being stared at by him, blinked, "If you can't hold on, you have to let go, right?"

"But since you have persisted for six years, why not persist?"

"There is no reason to hold on to something that is hopeless."

The conversation was a bit inexplicable, but Su Muyang insisted on answering.

"Isn't liking me the reason? How do you know there is no hope if you stick to it?" Gu Shiqing said seriously.

Hearing what he said, Su Muyang smiled wryly and said, "Let's put it this way, two parallel lines can never intersect. Sometimes you are not so persistent, you are good to everyone, people are selfish, and you will feel uncomfortable if you don't get a response. I dare not face the ending, and..."

"and?"

"Besides, you are so good, he might think he is not good enough for you." Su Muyang smiled.

"How do you know the ending without trying?"

"The facts are right in front of us, isn't the ending obvious?"

"Since you know the ending, do you know that I have liked you for a long time?"

"How did I know you liked me for a long time..." said.

The air was silent for a while, and everything was caught off guard.

"I used to be like you, I couldn't see the direction."

"But, you gave me hope." Gu Shiqing held up the diary and shook it.

Su Muyang was so startled that he could only widen his eyes.

"Su Muyang, looking down from the stage, you are also shining, and you also have a fatal attraction."

"I will pass by the basketball court inadvertently, not for no reason."

"I walked past your class because I took a detour."

"All the inadvertent things are not only your deliberation, I also have a share."

"But, how did you know." Su Muyang couldn't believe it while receiving the message. "How do you know this is my diary? Did you see it?" Su Muyang blushed.

Gu Shiqing smiled even more, "Because I was also secretly in love with you when you secretly liked me, and your handwriting betrayed you."

"Su Muyang, I have someone I like, and that person is you, and only you. I don't know if you still like me after giving up on me?"

Su Muyang really didn't believe that the person Gu Shiqing wanted to confess was himself, he couldn't believe that the person Gu Shiqing liked was him.Gu Shiqing liked Su Muyang when he kept himself from falling, not being greedy, and not being uncomfortable countless times.

Su Muyang didn't answer, Gu Shiqing was a little anxious, "When you want to give up on me, I hope you can give me a chance."

Su Muyang wanted to laugh out loud, what the hell is the plot of a bloody idol drama, it's so annoying, suddenly a thought came to him, he blurted out and asked: "So, you didn't come to this university because of the top-notch major, but because ..."

"It's because of you." Gu Shiqing answered.

Su Muyang was blown away by this fact, his brain exploded, his chest was dropped, and everything was in a mess.

When he was secretly in love, the other party also had a crush on him.

When he gave up, the other party gave up a better choice for him to come to the same university.

When he thought the other party had a girl he liked, he was told that he was the only one he liked.

"Why are you so willful? I, I don't even know." Su Muyang didn't know what he said, and he started to cry.

"So, are you willing to give me a chance?" Gu Shiqing asked super seriously.

"I don't want to."

The anticipation in Gu Shiqing's eyes darkened, "It's okay, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me again."

Seeing him like this, Su Muyang was overjoyed: "Who told you to watch me make a fool of yourself and laugh at me for the past two months, knowing that I like you, but you still have to pretend that you have nothing, while approaching you cautiously, On the other hand..."

Before finishing speaking, Su Muyang was hugged by Gu Shiqing.

"Gu Shiqing, I like you so much."

(End of text)

Gu Shiqing: Give me a chance

Su Muyang: ... (in a daze)

Gu Shiqing: You don't like me anymore, I will try my best to make you like me again.

Su Muyang:! ! ! QQ