The secret hidden in the diary

The one-day "date" with Gu Shiqing ended after having a hot pot dinner together after coming out of the park, and Gu Shiqing sent him downstairs to the dormitory.

When Su Muyang returned to the dormitory, his roommate hadn't come back yet. He spent most of his day sitting, and he didn't want to sit anymore. He changed his clothes and lay down on the bed.

He opened WeChat with his mobile phone, looked at Gu Shiqing's profile picture, and silently clicked in to browse his circle of friends. Gu Shiqing's circle of friends had very little content, and it could even be said to be very boring. When he quickly scrolled to the bottom, Su Muyang's heart beat faster.

The second post in Gu Shiqing's circle of friends is written with the words "bright future, wish me happiness", accompanied by a picture. On the picture is a diary, which is the one he signed for himself before the college entrance examination. Su Muyang looked at the date of publication, it should have been published on the day the signature was signed.

"You just write to me to wish me happiness." Gu Shiqing said so, and he wrote it down, and then added the words 'bright future' by himself.

Staring at that post for a long time, Su Muyang directly quit Gu Shiqing's personal circle of friends. After posting for a while, he opened his own circle of friends. His friend Gu Shiqing posted a post a minute ago: In the park

Pictured: Su Muyang is squatting on the ground with his back facing the dog food bag, and there is another bag of dog food bags and several cans of dog food in the ground next to him.

Silently withdrawing from his circle of friends, Su Muyang had a certain idea in his heart, which he never dared to think about.

But quickly denied that idea, impossible, how is it possible!

How can there be so many gays in the world?He himself was already very helpless, Gu Shiqing couldn't be.

Su Muyang cried again because of his brain hole. Gu Shiqing was able to go to the amusement park with him today, go to the movies, and even feed the stray cats and dogs. Because they have known each other for many years, they are easier to get along with than students who have only known each other for a month or two.

Besides, didn't my roommate also say that in the morning, Gu Shiqing originally wanted to play with him and his roommate, but it was just that the roommate wanted a girl and not a brother, that's why today's two people had a separate "date".

Where do so many ideas come from...

After Su Muyang found a reason to perfectly refute his previous thoughts, he felt a lot more comfortable. He is big-hearted, but he is very self-aware, which is also an important factor for his pleasing personality.

Su Muyang never thinks about the problem of "it would be great if we can be together with Gu Shiqing". He uses Gu Shiqing as a motivation to study, and just wants to like Gu Shiqing with a good self. He thinks Gu Shiqing is too perfect, so perfect If he is too bad, liking Gu Shiqing is smearing Gu Shiqing, so he does his best to make himself outstanding.

Because Su Muyang never thinks about the problem of "it would be great if he could be with Gu Shiqing", so he will never have the idea of ​​"maybe Gu Shiqing is crooked too". It is enough to admit that it is helpless to accept that he is crooked, so he never thinks about Gu Shiqing like this, and he doesn't want Gu Shiqing to have such troubles, so naturally he doesn't have such an expectation.

Maybe because I like you so much, Su Muyang doesn't want to destroy the kind of "I like you, I'm the only one who knows the whole world" and "Even if I love you so much, even if I love you badly, I'm still just a special one of you." Strangers' special relationship.

Su Muyang is careless, but he is very timid. He is afraid that if someone finds out, he will not even have the right to have a crush on him. He dare not take risks, so he has been in the same school for many years, next door for many years, and has also been a celebrity in the school for many years. Gu Shiqing only spoke a few times under Su Muyang's inadvertent but deliberate avoidance.

……

Su Muyang lay on the bed and thought a lot, and when he was about to fall asleep, his roommate came back.

"Hey, you're back."

The roommate turned on the light and was surprised to see Su Muyang lying on the bed.

"It's been more than an hour since I came back." Su Muyang agreed weakly.

"Seeing our circle of friends with long hair, he actually went to feed the cat with you. I didn't expect such a cold person to be so caring," the roommate said while turning on the computer.

"Cold? Do you all think so?" Su Muyang associated today's Gu Shiqing with these three words, is it cold?Not ice!

"Don't you think so?" the roommate asked back.

Su Muyang put aside today, recalled Gu Shiqing in high school and even junior high school, combined with the private comments of former classmates, it seemed that he was not very enthusiastic about people, did not participate in activities, and seemed to have no good classmates and friends, which was quite cold.

"His grades are not good. He used to participate in various competitions, and he didn't have time to deal with and manage interpersonal relationships," Su Muyang defended him.

"What about now?" the roommate asked again.

"He's pretty good now, and he took the initiative to play with us, didn't he?"

"I think I have realized it, and I know that interpersonal relationships in college are the most important, so ah~"

Roommate, the ending of "ah" is very long, and the tone is very exaggerated, which means "you can understand without telling me".

"So as soon as he entered the school, he killed the senior brothers and sisters including the sophomores and juniors without any interpersonal relationship, and was directly elected as the president."

After saying this, the roommate obediently shut up.

Su Muyang usually looks good and has a good temper, and gets along well with everyone, but what his roommate said made him very upset, so he didn't think much about it.

There was silence in the dormitory for a long time, Su Muyang didn't want to talk, he felt that he didn't misunderstand what his roommate said, and he didn't make a mistake, so he didn't need to apologize.

In the end, it was the roommate who broke the deadlock, "Do you know the beauty of the school, Gu Shiqing broke the record of our school's admission score. Although his college is considered the best in China, his grades are really amazing... Two words, awesome"

After giving the steps, Su Muyang opened his mouth and praised: "He is the number one student in science in our province, and he also has the highest score over the years. Before the college entrance examination, he rejected many recommendation qualifications at home and abroad. I didn't expect him to choose this school. That's why I was in that state when I saw him yesterday."

"Damn it, did you know that on the day he ran for the chairman of the student union, he had a set of rhetoric and theories, and his aura bluffed everyone."

Because he decided to let go of that long-standing crush, after school started, Su Muyang's dormitory, classroom, cafeteria, and sports field were all on the same line, and he didn't hear anything else, so his roommate mentioned Gu Shiqing to him before. He didn't notice it, he never thought about it. Gu Shiqing would choose this school.

"I'm sorry, Xiaohua, I said that about him just now, because he is too good, and he is really cold and doesn't like to talk to people. That's all... Oh, anyway, I saw his attitude towards you yesterday You know, he is just not familiar with everyone, there is no need to be smiling with everyone, right, don't worry, I will never say that kind of thing in the future." The roommate is very sincere.

"I'm with him..." I'm not that good with him either.Su Muyang didn't finish this sentence.

"Huh? What happened to you and him?"

"I went to the same school as him for six years," and I also had a crush on him for six years.

"No wonder, let me go, your self-confidence has not been shattered under the pressure of this super-student aura, and you can still get into our college with such a high score. You are also a legend."

"Hey, thank you, thank you." Su Muyang accepted the adoring gaze cast by his roommate without blushing.

After being reminded by his roommate, Su Muyang realized a problem. In the past, Gu Shiqing had no friends because he was too good and had a cold personality. If he didn’t take the initiative, no one would take the initiative to approach him. Where are your friends?

As soon as he figured it out, Su Muyang immediately took out his mobile phone and typed: Remember to change out the clothes, pants and shoes you wore to play today, and wash them, those kittens and puppies have a lot of bacteria on them.

Sender, recipient: WeChat friend Gu Shiqing.

So, if you want to make friends, you have to take the initiative, and Su Muyang understands it deeply.

--OK

Gu Shiqing actually replied in seconds.

--What are you doing?

Bursts.

Su Muyang: I was chatting with my roommate.

Su Muyang: What about you?What are you doing?

——Reading the diary.

Su Muyang's heart beat faster, and he sent a 'great' expression in the past,

Su Muyang felt guilty: Do you still have the habit of writing a diary?

Gu Shiqing didn't have his question, but asked him a question.

— Do you have the habit of keeping a diary?

Su Muyang didn't want to lie, so he said it over and over again: I had this habit when I was young.

Gu Shiqing looked at the diary on the table, and what was open was the last page that Su Muyang signed for him before the college entrance examination.

'Gu Shiqing, I wish you happiness and a bright future——Su Muyang 20XX.05.28' these two lines were right in front of my eyes.

Gu Shiqing looked at Su Muyang's answer on the phone screen, and typed with a smile: How young was it when you were a child?

It took most of the day for Su Muyang to return.

——Sorry, something happened just now, now my roommate is asking me to cheat, you know how to play games, let's play together?

Obviously changing the subject, Gu Shiqing looked at the phone and smiled happily.

Gu Shiqing: I'm not very good at playing, you can teach me later.

—Okay, then I'll find you after a while.

He promised to teach Gu Shiqing how to play basketball before, but the next day was Sunday, adhering to the traditional virtue of helping others, Su Muyang sent Gu Shiqing a WeChat message early in the morning asking him if he wanted to play basketball.

I successfully made an appointment with Gu Shiqing, and the location was set at the school's basketball court. Su Muyang had already gone to the basketball court to wait. It would be too embarrassing if he was late for both appointments.

When Su Muyang went to the basketball court, he found several acquaintances from different departments, but they often played together.

Seeing Su Muyang, everyone he knew greeted him and invited him to join him, but Su Muyang politely declined. His main purpose today was to teach Gu Shiqing how to play basketball.

Before the appointed time was up, Gu Shiqing appeared on the basketball court. As soon as Su Muyang saw him, he immediately went forward to greet him with the ball.

"Let's go over there, there are few people there." Su Muyang pointed to the distance, there was no one under the backboard.

"can."

As soon as he arrived on the field, Su Muyang explained everything from simple dribbling, dribbling, shooting movements, and position changes very carefully.

"When we start dribbling from a standing position, the ball must land first before the pivot foot leaves the ground, and the dribble is done with fingers, not palms, so we try to avoid dribbling with the palms."

"When we shoot the ball, don't use too much force to hit it. Use the flexibility of your wrist to control it."

Su Muyang stood upright, slapped the basketball with his right hand, and said to Gu Shiqing in a very professional manner.

"Take a shot first to see how it feels." He held the bouncing basketball in his hand and handed it to Gu Shiqing.

Before Gu Shiqing took the shot, he heard Su Muyang say again: "You keep shooting, and when the ball bounces, spread your fingers to control the ball."

Gu Shiqing threw the ball to the ground and patted it a few times.

"Right, that is it."

"Let's practice dribbling on the spot first, so that we can get familiar with the feeling of the ball."

Gu Shiqing answered him while taking pictures: "Okay."

Su Muyang suddenly realized that he was teaching Gu Shiqing to play basketball, but he was still starting from the most basic, such as shooting a ball. He felt that he should be inflated, and he didn't even ask Gu Shiqing if he had played basketball before, whether he knew how to play or whether he hadn't played. But it is completely different!

"Cough~ That Gu Shiqing, I didn't ask you just now, have you ever played basketball before? I..."

"No, never touched basketball."

"Oh, ok, ok." He let out a breath secretly.

A few minutes later, Su Muyang saw that he was shooting well, and he was familiar with the feel of the ball.

"Okay, now let's test dribbling and see if you can dribble without looking at the ball. When a team plays together, you need to pass the ball to your teammates and avoid the opponent's teammates. Most of the time you are running. To dribble on the move, you have to do all three at the same time, watch where the other players are, and remember that your hands are always touching the top of the ball."

Su Muyang stretched out his hand and moved his fingers, indicating that he was dribbling the ball with his fingers, which looked good.

"When dribbling, put the ball on one side to dribble, protect the ball and avoid the opponent to take the ball directly."

"Control the center of gravity, good, turn around, OK, knees, keep your body balanced, great"

Su Muyang: Can you play ball?

Gu Shiqing: Will you teach me?

Su Muyang: Yes, first this, then that, and then the sauce.