【旼狼】Gravity

2018.02.16

I knew it would be like this.

If it is Hwang Min Hyun, there should be nothing difficult for him.No matter what kind of difficulties he will face, he will hold his brother's hand and return to his original position, and continue to enjoy that peace.

Because this is my brother's wish.

So I went to their residence and waited quietly.

I know that Hwang Min Hyun will return safely with his brother.

Sure enough, they appeared in front of me with happy smiles.

Pei Danyun slapped Huang Minxuan hard on the face, the loud sound pierced the tranquility of the night sky, it was more cruel than a whip.

"madman."

Madman, monster, murderer, you bastard who polluted Bae Jin Young.

Turning his gaze to Pei Zhenying, he looked at him with terrifying eyes as if he had escaped death after witnessing a demon in hell.Why are you looking at me like this?Am I doing something wrong?Am I the weird one?Is it a monster in their eyes?So wronged.Pei Danyun began to complain about Pei Zhenying who looked at him with that kind of eyes.She looked at her brother who was thinking about it day and night, tremblingly grabbed his hand, and said in a cold tone.

"Brother, are you crazy?"

no answer.

"why are you doing this."

Still no answer.

"Brother, what happened to you!!!!"

Answer me, don't look at me with those eyes full of fear.Justify yourself, even if you cry.

Bae Jinyoung's surprised face quickly turned expressionless, but it was obvious that both he and Hwang Minhyun were afraid and did not dare to look at Bae Danyun.

"Answer me, why are you doing this! What's the problem!"

In this quiet alley in the early morning, with only a faint light from a street lamp, Pei Danyun's shouts resounded throughout the night.It was as if the moon was struggling to shine through the cover of the clouds, emitting great anger in that hazy softness.

"What did we do wrong!! Why are you so cruel to us, have we committed an unforgivable sin against our brother?"

"..."

"You can have everything you want all the time, and you grew up enjoying the love of the whole family. All the elders only like you!"

You have all the birthday party I couldn't have, the graduation blessings I didn't receive, and the compliments I couldn't ask for.Even if I study better than you, pay more than you, and win more awards than you, those praises and longings, love and expectations all belong to you.

"You even took away the love that belongs to me, what is there to be dissatisfied with! Answer me, why did you do this!"

What went wrong? In Pei Jinying's life, which I envy, what are the deficiencies?

Before he knew it, Pei Danyun's face was covered with tears.She vented her anger to Pei Zhenying, crying out her grievance and hatred.Hwang Min Hyun seemed unable to breathe, he tried his best to turn his eyes to the distance, and silently endured all the blame.Pei Zhenying looked at Pei Danyun quietly, and slowly approached her.Pei Danyun started to retreat instinctively, she couldn't calm down, the two people in front of her made her lose her mind.Pei Zhenying grabbed Pei Danyun's hand, which trembled coldly, full of tension.

"Arrival."

"..."

"Let's talk alone."

After finishing speaking, Pei Zhenying turned her head and gestured to Huang Minxuan who was in a daze, and then led Bae Danyun away.They walked towards a place that Huang Minxuan could neither hear nor see, and Bae Danyun was in pain for as long as they walked.When passing a dark alley corner, Pei Danyun shook off Pei Zhenying's hand and shed tears of grievance.Pei Zhenying turned around, but still didn't meet her eyes.

"Do you know the state of your mother now?"

"..."

"After she heard the news that you were dead from a strange sorceress, she became insane. She called your name every night, cried until the early morning, and begged us to save you. It has been in this state for a year, Do you know this?"

Pei Danyun was very sad, grandma always stared at him with sad eyes, and mother was always crying.Even if I am about to take the college entrance examination, no one cares.No one prepared even the most basic college entrance examination bento.

"Everyone thinks you are dead, but they want to numb themselves that you are still alive. The whole family loses their minds every day, like a group of lunatics. Do you know this! Do you know!"

Please say something, don't just avoid my eyes, don't be afraid of me, even if it's a lie.

Pei Zhenying felt that she could hardly breathe, or she felt sorry for even breathing.

"And me, do you know how much I worry about you?"

"..."

"I also thought you were dead, and you were brutally killed after being taken away by that lunatic! Because I think so, I feel comfortable."

It would be nice if you really didn't tell me the truth.

"You know that hopeless feeling?"

"..."

"When I knew you were kissing him, how should I react when I knew you two ran away in such a disgusting way? You tell me, what should I do!"

"..."

"Why? Answer me!"

"..."

"What the hell did I do wrong!"

I was hated by everyone from the moment I was born, what the hell did I do wrong.This person in front of me clearly robbed me of all my happiness, yet he despicably chose to escape.

"Arrival."

Pei Zhenying still didn't look into Pei Danyun's eyes, unlike Pei Danyun who was short of breath due to the tears of grievance, he was as calm and annoying as ever.

"Just let me go, okay?"

"what?"

"I'm really tired."

"Brother, what are you talking about..."

He said he was tired.That calm face is unbelievable.Pei Zhenying looked at Pei Danyun slowly. Generally speaking, one can know the other person's feelings by looking into the other person's eyes.But Pei Danyun couldn't see through, was it because the surroundings were too dark?Or in this situation, Pei Zhenying really doesn't care about anything?Has he really lost his mind?

"Arrival, I don't want to continue."

"..."

"Do you remember? When you were in kindergarten, there was a little boy who made you a flower ring. I can't remember his name now."

Pei Zhenying suddenly mentioned what happened in the kindergarten 15 years ago, and an expression began to appear on his face.Pei Danyun didn't have the strength to answer him, but just listened quietly.

"That was the first time I liked someone since I was born. At that time, I didn't think it was a mistake, so I told my parents and teachers. I said, I like that child."

Pei Danyun seemed to have an impression of the little boy with the dark face, the little boy who said he liked him and gave him a flower ring.Although I can't remember the name clearly, but the memory is very vivid.Bae Jin Young continued, his eyes looking sad and empty.

"But the next day, without even knowing the reason, I was suddenly locked up in a nursing home in the countryside. I still remember how horrible it was there. I was locked in a room without sunlight, surrounded by Strangers, what they do every day is to read those Bible books they don’t understand.”

"..."

"I don't know what I did wrong. Every day I get dragged away by a horrible priest who calls me a devil and criticizes me. If I can't answer what I did wrong, I will go hungry that day. If If you don’t answer, you will be slapped. I still remember the feeling of being slapped for the first time. The cold hands were extremely hot when they touched my face. Then I said, sorry, I am a devil and a bad boy. Do you know, I was only five years old at the time, and it felt really painful. Later, I realized that if I said I liked boys, I would be beaten and scolded."

The more Pei Zhenying spoke, the more excited she became, her voice began to tremble, and he seemed to think of that fearful, lonely and terrible day again, and shed tears.Pei Danyun didn't cry anymore, she breathed calmly and looked at Pei Zhenying.

"After five months like this, the horrible pastor asked me again, what did you do wrong. Then I knelt in front of him and cried, I was wrong, now I don't like boys, I am so scared .Then I never saw the little boy again, and he seemed to disappear from this world."

"..."

"Denyun, I really hate living as Bae Jinyoung. If I live my life as I am, the elders will be disappointed. But pretending to be a model student and a kind person is really hard work."

The effort I put in to pretend to be kind makes me sick, and the words Pei Zhenying make me hate it even more.

I don't like that arrogant successor Pei Zhenying.

"The introduction of 'the eldest grandson of D Pharmaceutical was kidnapped' on the news also disgusted me, and I never want to live like this again. I am tired. I don't want to be the future President Bae. I want to live and live out myself look like them, not live like them."

In the past 20 years, every minute and every second has been suffering.

Bae Jin Young's tears flowed uncontrollably, he never said these words to anyone, not even Hwang Min Hyun.He just said he hates it and doesn't like it.He doesn't want to be seen as a painful child by Hwang Min Hyun, let alone have his sympathy.

Of course, Hwang Min Hyun would never ask, this is the way he loves Bae Jin Young.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you."

"elder brother."

"But, I'm really tired, and I won't look at anyone right now."

"..."

"I just want to take off the shell of 'successor', throw away those heavy sense of responsibility, and live a happy life with the one I love..."

"..."

"Even if others don't bless us, even if we have to live at the bottom of the society all our lives, it doesn't matter. I'm sorry, this is the happiness I'm pursuing."

Pei Danyun didn't say anything, it was the first time she saw Pei Zhenying crying like this.Even when he was suffering from severe depression at the age of 16 or 7, he just avoided her and never talked about the grievances and pressure he was under.He would also put on a forced smile and wish her well at graduation.He never showed his vulnerability easily.

"Even if the future will be very hard, if you have to keep moving, it doesn't matter even if the person staying by my side is a vicious murderer, as long as he treats me as the real Bae Jin Young."

"..."

"As long as I can live like myself."

Why is this so difficult for us.

"I'm sorry, I really don't want to go back, I know I'm selfish."

"..."

"I don't want to be a great man, I don't want to be submissive, and I don't want to continue to work hard."

"My brother will regret it one day."

Will you really be happy in this uneasy future you chose?But Pei Danyun knew that Pei Zhenying was very firm, and he was stronger than he imagined.Then she realized that for so long, she had never seen Pei Zhenying's original appearance.

"I have been regretting all my life, and I have lived in this way for the past 20 years."

"..."

"Even if there will be different regrets in the future, it's no big deal."

Although Pei Zhenying didn't think she would regret it, even if she did, the feeling would definitely not be painful.He hugged Pei Danyun and said softly.

"Response, the president of D Pharmaceutical, you do it."

"……elder brother"

"Aren't you working hard because of this desire? I hope that one day, someone will see you."

For them, maybe you are more suitable than me.

"Renyun, from now on, I am a non-existent person, so your name has no meaning."

If you can remove me from your life, then both of us can relax.

Hearing these words, Pei Danyun cried again, as if the tense string finally had a chance to breathe, the tears could no longer be stopped, and Pei Zhenying was the same.

"Tell my mother for me that I am doing well, don't worry. You tell her that you have seen me live happily, and help me comfort her. If it doesn't work, I will call her. But, yes Others must keep it a secret, as if I have left this world."

"elder brother."

"Arrival, please, this is my only wish."

It was also the first time Pei Zhenying saw Pei Danyun cry like this. In order not to cause harm to each other, the two brothers and sisters have been working hard for each other in the past 20 years, and never once showed their true appearance in front of each other.

Pei Danyun picked up the phone with a solemn expression, and the group leader Yin who was far away was also trying to contact her.

"Group Leader Yin, I'm Pei Danyun, and I'm in Karurino Village."

Then he hesitated for a moment, trying to hold back the tears that he wanted to shed.

"There is nothing here."

"..."

"It was a waste of time, I'm sorry."

She lied.

"elder brother."

Seeing Pei Danyun who hung up the phone, Pei Zhenying eased her expression.Pei Danyun's voice of calling her brother was weak, and she grabbed Pei Zhenying's wrist.Thinner than before.She suddenly wanted to hug this brother, whose thin body was messed up.

"do not get sick."

"You too."

Then Pei Deng turned around and didn't speak again.She couldn't change anything, and she didn't have the heart to change anything.

"elder brother."

At this moment, the only thing I really want to say is this.

"I love you."

Pei Zhenying cried again, and the sincerity weighed heavily on his heart.

Pei Danyun just left without looking back, leaving only a lonely figure behind.Amidst the intermittent sobbing behind her, she heard a soft, sorry.

So she quickened her pace.

Bae Jinyoung wants to abandon her identity, and Bae Danyun wants to avoid her name.So the two faced each other like this, and quietly completed a deal.

Until Pei Danyun disappeared, Pei Zhenying stood in the distance, watching her gradually blurred back.

I'm sorry, Renyun, maybe there is also a heavy fate between the two of us.

Hwang Min Hyun leaned against the street lamp, the flickering light made his face disappear and reappear repeatedly.Bae Jin Young reappeared in the alley with a torn look. When Hwang Min Hyun approached him, he realized that his eyes were red, as if he had been crying.Trying to force a smile, Hwang Min Hyun said.

"Jinying, where's the arrival?"

"elder brother."

Bae Jinyoung interrupted Hwang Minhyun and motioned him not to ask any more questions.He stretched out his hand and pressed it against the cold left side of Hwang Min Hyun's face.Bae Jin Young's palm was so warm that Hwang Min Hyun melted.

"Is it okay?"

"..."

"It hurts a lot. Dayun's hands are very strong. I know that. I used to be beaten a lot when I was a tutor."

"..."

"Brother, understand, she is also in a hurry."

What exactly did Pei Zhenying tell Pei Danyun, and how did this battle end.Huang Minxuan wanted to ask, but held back.Bae Jin Young held Hwang Min Hyun's hand, looked at his trembling eyes, and said with a smile.

"We go home."

Hwang Min Hyun took Pei Jin Young's hand instead, and the two walked towards home.The street was quieter than before. When he looked back, there was nothing but street lights, as if nothing happened just now.Thinking of the scene where he and Bae Danyun looked at each other just now, those eyes were full of reproach, making Hwang Min Hyun unable to look directly, as if he had committed a serious crime.

Just like that, they returned to calm, and now there will be no more typhoons.

Back home, the warm feeling remains the same.The clothes hanging on the line have been dried, and the air smells like cat food.Huang Minxuan lit a joss stick, and after a while, the fragrance filled the whole room.

As if nothing had happened, Hwang Min Hyun sat cross-legged on the sofa in comfortable clothes, and Bae Jin Young slipped into his arms.The two cuddled silently for a long time, as if after experiencing ups and downs and returning to calm, they would lose the meaning of words.After looking at each other for a while, I was speechless. I thought this trip would be a cruel trip.

Seemingly feeling that the scene in front of him was a bit funny, Hwang Min Hyun broke the silence first.

"Jinying."

"Ok?"

"What would you like to eat tomorrow morning?"

First of all, let's go back to our daily life first.

I no longer have the energy to think about anything, and today I have reached my limit.

Knowing Huang Minxuan's thoughts, Bae Jinyoung leaned against him and smiled slightly, seriously worrying about what to eat tomorrow morning.

"Just like usual, miso soup and egg rolls."

"it is good."

Seeing Bae Jin Young in his arms like a child, Hwang Min Hyun kissed him on the mouth.As if waiting for this gentle kiss, Pei Zhenying responded affectionately and hugged his neck.

So happy, Pei Zhenying never thought that she would live with one person for the rest of her life.But at this moment, he really wants to be with Hwang Min Hyun forever.

"elder brother."

"Ah."

"How do we live in the future?"

"Live happily."

Do your best to make you happy.This tiring day finally came to an end, Hwang Min Hyun had a good expression, he said to be happy, Bae Jin Young smiled happily.

"What shall we do then?"

"Kiss every morning when you open your eyes, say I love you, and then you don't have to do anything after you get up, everything is left to me. We spend spring, summer, autumn and winter together, even if we are old and ugly, we must say kind words Lying and praising each other."

"Brother will be handsome when he gets old."

"You too."

It's heart-wrenching to think about spending a lifetime with this person.Bae Jinyoung met Huang Minxuan's eyes, took advantage of his unpreparedness and pecked lightly on his chin, Huang Minxuan smiled and rolled his eyes.

"Also, the frequency of doing that thing at night will be reduced now, and I'm not in a hurry to be loved by my brother now."

"Understood, sorry."

"I'm sorry, this sentence is now forbidden, and it will not be said in the future."

"Understood, I won't say it in the future. When I want to say it, I will use 'I love you' instead."

"Our brother is so good."

"You have to listen to me carefully, and don't be stubborn when nothing happens."

"Of course, what my brother says now is the law and the truth. From now on, I only believe in Huang Minxuan's religion."

The warm air began to brighten, giving the whole room a new look.In the past, it took a lot of hard work to have this brightness, but now it is no longer necessary. Every moment of expressing love can ignite the air.

"Brother, I have a question, I really want to ask you again."

"Ok?"

"Why does brother like me?"

That year, when Hwang Min Hyun confessed for the first time, Bae Jin Young asked him this question, but the answer didn't seem to be very sufficient.

There must be a reason or something.

When Huang Minxuan was thinking about how to answer, his eyes would always be attracted by Pei Jinying's crystal clear eyes.Then he said the same answer as before.

"It's not that it's force majeure."

"So, what does force majeure mean?"

"During the most dangerous period of my life, when I was on the edge of a cliff, there was a huge force that pulled me to the bottom. It was like gravity, falling deeply in love."

"gravity?"

"It was so sudden and there was no reason."

"..."

"Because of you."

Because it is you, so will fall in love.There really isn't any reason.

You, like a fool on the day of the shower, gave me a slight nudge in my dangerous life.

So I jumped on love by gravity.

Although Bae Jin Young couldn't understand it, she was excited because of the reason of 'unconditional love'.His face was gradually surrounded by sleepiness, and he returned with a soft voice.

"elder brother."

"Are you going to say you love me?"

"Well, I love you."

"Me too."

Another kiss.Kiss without a bit of sadness, without a bit of fear and pain.

"thank you for loving me."

"Thank you, too, for appearing in my life."

How lucky it is to meet someone who loves even your flaws.

This kind of crazy love, even if thousands of people criticize it, is obligatory.

"Brother, let's not go on a two-day, one-night trip in the future."

"Well, I won't go, I'm very tired."

"Ah."

"We won't go anywhere in the future, just stay here."

In this way, the two stayed until the end.

Afterwards, Hwang Min Hyun took a basin full of hot water and gave Bae Jin Young a foot massage after running all day.Bae Jinyoung was making promises with Hwang Minhyun until he fell asleep.When spring comes, we will go to see the cherry blossoms together, and in summer, we will go to see the refreshing sea.Be prepared to leave Japan after summer and go somewhere warm in winter.While Bae Jin Young was talking, Hwang Min Hyun responded with a smile.

In the end, Bae Jinyoung fell into a deep sleep amid Hwang Minhyun's warm body temperature, soft kisses and countless "I love you".The last pair of black eyes I saw were full of love and happiness than ever before.

In the early morning, Pei Zhenying had a dream.

In the dream, he watched the cherry blossoms again with the man in black.

#4 months later, a certain spring day.11 am, Incheon Airport Immigration.

Because of the news of Pei Zhenying's return to China, Incheon Airport was surrounded by reporters and crowds.This momentum seems to be that the noble son who is on a business trip is returning to his hometown. Who can believe that this is a person who was kidnapped a year ago and escaped back to his country.The police told the public 4 months ago that the overseas dispatch team still missed Hwang Minhyun after a thrilling pursuit, but 4 months later, Bae Jinyoung, the victim who was kidnapped by him, called the Japanese police station.

"I'm Pei Zhenying. I'm going back to my country. I'm on the plane at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning."

Only these three sentences were spoken on the phone, but the police and the media have already turned the world upside down.

There are no additional explanations and no emotions.Pei Zhenying only said, I'm going back to China.As the eldest grandson of D Pharmaceutical, the third chaebol, the future successor, and the protagonist of the kidnapping case that caused a sensation in the Republic of Korea, everyone came here waiting for him to appear at the gate.Then, at the same time as Pei Zhenying appeared, the flash also exploded.

"Isn't Pei Zhenying kidnapped?"

"Is this really Pei Zhenying?"

The way Bae Jin Young opened the door and walked out made the people waiting for him panic.He has a neat hairstyle, an expensive designer suit and leather shoes, a conspicuous GUCCI handbag in his hand, a pair of sunglasses on his face that makes his expression invisible, and he holds a kitten in his arms. That's it. He walked out with a confident step.That kind of leisurely, dignified appearance, as if a top popular singer returning from overseas, holding an airport meeting with fans and media reporters who pick him up at the airport.Because of the sunglasses, no one saw his expression.

Afterwards, various voices flocked to him together.

Bae Jin Young!May I ask what Hwang Minhyun has done to you in the past year!

Please tell me how you feel now! !

How did you escape from Hwang Minhyun? ? ? ?

Bae Jin Young, is the rumor that Hwang Min Hyun is gay true? ?May I ask what happened to you?

May I ask how you were not killed! ! !

Please tell us the details of the escape from Hwang Minhyun! ! !

If you were abused by him, please give us the details too! ! !

Bae Jin Young! !Bae Jin Young! !Please take off your sunglasses! !

Bae Jin Young, where have you been imprisoned by Hwang Min Hyun? ? ?

Bae Jin Young! ! !Have you ever been raped by gay Hwang Min Hyun? ? ?

Please explain the detailed process of being kidnapped by Hwang Minhyun! ! !

Why are you kidnapped! !Is the state of drunkenness at that time a fact? ?Why not go straight home? ?

Disgusting questions came out one after another, but no matter what they said, Pei Zhenying held the cat in her arms with a calm expression, and walked out gracefully surrounded by the guards.Just like walking on the red carpet at a film festival, every time he takes a step, a bright red rose blooms under his feet.He didn't answer any questions because there wasn't anything worthwhile to ask.

However, one problem stopped him.

"Bae Jinyoung!! Where is Hwang Minhyun now?"

He was an unknown reporter, small in stature, his questions were quickly overwhelmed by the surrounding reporters, but this question deeply pricked Pei Zhenying's nerves like a thorn.He stopped, looked at the reporter, and said calmly.

"he died."

The crowd suddenly fell silent, and soon fell into even greater chaos.Pei Zhenying seemed very satisfied with the situation, he hooked the corner of his mouth, and left proudly.

Rejecting the police's offer to take him to the hospital for examination, Pei Zhenying got into the family car.Until the reporter's face completely disappeared, he always maintained a frosty expression.The car drove out from the airport and drove onto the 88th Avenue where you can see the Han River.Pei Zhenying looked at the Han River quietly, with Namsan Tower in the distance, Bukhansan Mountain, and the scenery of Seoul close up, all peaceful.The news of Pei Zhenying's return to the country was broadcast on the radio, saying that he was unable to speak due to the sequelae of the kidnapping, and seemed to have symptoms of insanity, reminding him that the Asura field just now was not a dream.

"Uncle driver, please turn off the radio."

The car became quiet, and Pei Zhenying took out a letter from his pocket.Every time I open it, my hand shakes, and then I have angina.The brain began to go blank again, and the vision began to blur.Watching quietly, heavy tears fell from Pei Zhenying's eyes again.Pat, clack, dripping onto the sleeve of his expensive suit.

Pei Zhenying asked the driver to park the car under the cherry blossom tree in front of the station.Just like a year ago, the branches are full of flowers.Leaning against the tree, there are cherry blossoms floating down by gravity, and the image of Hwang Minhyun standing under the tree waiting for him that night came to mind again.Close your eyes, you can still feel his cold lips and the throbbing of his first kiss.

The petals are beautiful, but they only burn once.Everyone in this world will be fascinated by the beauty of cherry blossoms, which are short and brilliant.They rolled and fluttered, putting on a magnificent show, and then fell to the cold floor, until they became the dregs of the city, and finally disappeared.

People can step on their dead bodies without any guilt and enjoy a kind of spiritual joy.

Sakura's life is beautiful, even if she dies tragically, it still has final value.

Just like him.

"Why did you die?"

Pei Zhenying's tears flowed down, he didn't even have the heart to trample on a falling cherry blossom.It seems to be complaining, talking, and angry.He held his letter tightly in his hand, as if he would lose him forever if he let go.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

why treat me like this.

Why did you abandon me again.

Why is she so beautiful until she dies.

If it wasn't so beautiful, maybe it wouldn't be so sad.

That look always feels like a dream.As if with one kiss, he'll wake up like a sleeping prince.

But reality is not as beautiful as fairy tales, which makes people even more painful.

Why is that gravity so irresistible,

You obviously hate it more than me.

So why.

"Brother, I miss you so much."

I still can't get used to life without you, your embrace is too familiar, your fragrance, your temperature, every cell in my body remembers it clearly.

It hurts so bad I can't breathe, so I treat everything from meeting you on a rainy day to what's happening now as a dream.

So I'm back.

In order to wake up from the dream earlier, I believe that you are just a person who appeared in the dream and never existed from the beginning.

In this cold world, in this loathsome place, live again as Bae Jin Young.

Just like what you said in your letter.

I will work hard.

But bro.

Now I still miss you, still in pain, what should I do.

Every falling cherry blossom looks like you.

I dare not step on it.

What should I do.

Pei Zhenying stood under the cherry tree for a long time.

In the blooming cherry blossoms, he started his second 19-year-old life.

--

Ruby is dead.

As Huang Min said, Ruby didn't live long either, only eight years old.It is said that there are three types of cancer cells in its body.It doesn't show any pain at ordinary times, and it doesn't even know that it is sick.It wasn't until one day when he fell to the ground suddenly bleeding that he realized that all the anti-cancer treatments that could be done to revive it were useless.For Ruby who was barely able to keep breathing, the last thing Pei Zhenying could do for it was to reduce its pain and send it away.

Ruby, get comfortable soon.

Pei Zhenying's tears were gone, she watched it close her eyes and stopped breathing.

The spacious room at home has become deserted, and Pei Zhenying has a real sense of it.The last bond with Hwang Min Hyun in this world also disappeared, as if it was really a dream.

In the 8 years, Bae Jin Young has changed a lot.

After Hwang Min Hyun died, Bae Jin Young returned home without eating or drinking for a year, staring blankly at the sky and crying silently every day.His psychiatrist said that the kidnapping had had a great impact on him, and the depression he experienced when he was a child is very likely to recur, so he needs special attention.Pei Danyun knew why Pei Zhenying fell into this deep depression, but she still couldn't do anything.A year later, Pei Zhenying gradually overcame his depression, and he returned to school in the second year.In the process, he only said one sentence.

asshole.

After that, he was a completely different person.He stopped being honest, smoked and drank heavily, and became a swinger.Wandering in various bars in Itaewon, hungry for passionate kisses and physical intercourse, entangled in love with countless men.His grades plummeted, and he was barely able to graduate due to unexcused absences.Thanks to him, Pei's father and mother cleaned up the mess every day and shed tears.

But all this is not surprising, Pei Zhenying feels happy.

Because he is, without reservation, living as he pleases.

After accidentally loving someone, I discovered my most shabby and weak appearance.

That day was an important day.In order to maintain her demeanor as much as possible, Pei Zhenying stood in front of the mirror and carefully dressed herself.Although people around him said that Pei Zhenying's appearance in the second half of his 20s was the same as that in the first half, he didn't think so.I have much tougher lines than back then, and my stature is also taller. If Hwang Min Hyun is here, I can probably compare myself with him.He always said that he has an innocent face, but is that innocence still there?Really should let him see for himself.

Sitting in front of the mirror, Pei Zhenying picked up the comb.I still remember 9 years ago in a hotel in Tokyo, he was lying on the bed watching Hwang Min Hyun combing his hair.Pei Zhen looked in the mirror and brushed her hair aside. It was Huang Minxuan's favorite hairstyle, but unfortunately it didn't suit her at all.Comb back to normal look again, apply pomade.

That day was the day when Bae Jin Young, the successor of D Pharmaceutical and the third chaebol who became the vice president of D Pharmaceutical at a young age, resigned.He has obtained U.S. status and is ready to immigrate.The person who took his place was Pei Danyun, who would be appointed on the same day.

"Why are you resigning?"

Pei Zhenying looked at the reporters in the audience with a distressed expression.Does resignation need so many people's attention?

"Nothing, I just don't want to do it."

Just tell the truth.This relaxed tone and sloppy attitude caused an uproar among the reporters.Pei Zhenying just smiled softly with a happy face.When he said he was going to resign, President Pei and President Pei were taken aback, especially after hearing the request to let Pei Dainyun take over, let alone the news that he had become a U.S. citizen and was preparing to immigrate.The elderly Grandpa Pei angrily grabbed the back of his neck and almost had high blood pressure. Father Pei just kept sighing, and Mother Pei kept crying.

"No matter how hard I try, I feel that it is not suitable for me. I have been doing this business for five years without any improvement, which has already proved my incompetence."

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"Besides, in good conscience, Pei Danyun's performance is much better than mine. Why should I be the vice president? Pei Danyun, who is not studying business management, is not required. I must be a person who studies politics to manage the company. Isn't that right? Is it strange? She is more professional and smarter than me, and will manage the company well."

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