Don't run after school

Cheng Jin almost forgot that Zhou Boshan's temper was quite fiery.

A single disagreement can knock a person to the ground.

He beat He Yi so hard that he couldn't stand up, and his fists still didn't stop, each time he was getting harder.

It was as if he stood up for Cheng Jin and beat up those bad kids who bullied him when he was a child, the little flames in his eyes burst out, igniting all his reason.

He Yi always refused to fight back, as if he had just been sentenced to death, his eyes were unfocused looking at the air, nosebleeds dripped down his chin, blood blurred his face, he looked very scary.

Cheng Jin saw that something would happen if he kept fighting like this, so he pulled He Yi over, grabbed his collar fiercely, and dragged him out the door.

"roll."

Then Cheng Jin opened the door swiftly and threw him out like trash.

Zhou Baoshan stood where he was, his hands were stained with blood, and his chest was heaving violently.

After a few seconds, he calmed down, picked up a paper towel and wiped off the blood, Cheng Jin walked up to him, and took off the sofa cover and pillowcase.

"I'll go wash it." Cheng Jin said.

Even though I threw these things into the washing machine and stirred them several times, those images still surged and replayed in my mind constantly, which could not be erased no matter how hard I washed them.

When he thought that kissing would make them pregnant, and holding hands would cause an uproar, he saw He Yi rolling on the bed with a man, doing the most primitive movements, which was undoubtedly a surprise to him when he was young. Like a devastating shock.

Although he later came to understand enough about sex that he no longer considered it abnormal, he still found it disgusting just thinking about it.

That kind of strange physical disgust and rejection of his own body came overwhelmingly, making Cheng Jin feel extremely uncomfortable.

This is also the main reason why he and Zhou Baoshan have been in love for so long, but they haven't made it to the last step.

In the final analysis, it is still a psychological barrier.

For sex, his initial feelings were all words like insult, unbearable, and violence.

No one had ever made him feel that sex was good.

Although sometimes, he will have a very strong desire, but more often it is after the desire is over, it is an emptiness in his heart that cannot be filled no matter what.

This emptiness frightened him.

Could it be that after doing it, there will also be a gap between Zhou Baoshan and the originally beautiful Zhou Baoshan, which will increase the rift and feel that there is a relationship.

Therefore, every time he is about to reach the last step, he will stop in time.

It could be seen that Zhou Boshan was a little depressed at the time, but he still respected his opinion.

Cheng Jin was very afraid that he would have to be like this in the future. Not only would he be miserable, but Zhou Boshan seemed to be miserable too.

After washing the sofa covers, Cheng Jin and Zhou Baoshan went out to have a meal together.

Zhou Baoshan, who usually seems to have no enthusiasm for life, unexpectedly showed interest in the environment around his home.

He kept asking Cheng Jin questions along the way.

"How far is your home from your old high school?"

"Do you walk or bike to school?"

"Oh, take the bus. What do you usually eat in the morning?"

"Don't eat? Is there no breakfast shop near your place?"

"Do you read in class every morning? What kind of books? How many classes a day?"

Cheng Jin glanced at him a little unbearably, "Why don't you ask me if I breathe every day?"

"I'm a little curious." Zhou Baoshan said, "I can probably imagine how lonely you are without me."

Cheng Jin nodded, "Yes, I almost don't even have a friend I can talk to."

While eating, Cheng Dingfang called. When Cheng Jin answered, he found that the voice was not right.

The man said: "Excuse me, is this Cheng Jin? I'm Mr. Cheng's assistant. He asked me to tell you that he might not be able to go home these days because of his busy schedule. He told you to have fun with your friends, and he will transfer money to you. "

"What is the old man busy with?" Cheng Jin asked casually.

"Lawsuit." The assistant said straightforwardly, "The matter of divorcing the previous couple has not been settled yet."

"The marriage is still divorced?" Cheng Jin put down his chopsticks, as long as he thought of Ji Hui's weasel face, he would be so angry that he couldn't eat.

"How can it be so easy." The assistant said, "Ji Hui and her natal brother-in-law want Mr. Cheng to leave the house."

"Get out of the house?" Cheng Jin was a little curious, but the assistant hesitated and refused to say clearly.

"This... I've said too much, Mr. Cheng should..."

"It's okay, I'm his biological son, you'll know these things sooner or later, just tell me." Cheng Jin said.

"It's like this. Ji Hui and her younger brother found a team of lawyers. It is said that they are the three best lawyers in divorce cases in China. They seem to have... Mr. Cheng..."

"Please explain clearly." Cheng Jin frowned, feeling a little bad.

"There is evidence of Mr. Cheng's cheating... and the evidence of domestic violence," the assistant said.

In fact, Cheng Jin also knew about the domestic violence, probably when he was in junior high school, Cheng Dingfang beat Ji Hui, and the two were about to divorce.

But for some reason, they reconciled again. Later, Ji Hui always brought up this incident every now and then, which was pitiful.

"Is it possible for her to win that lawsuit?" Cheng Jin asked.

"I don't know, but if he really wins, even if Mr. Cheng doesn't go out of the house, he will have to pay half of his fortune."

In fact, Cheng Jin's family has been going downhill. The resources and contacts accumulated by the old man before are good, and it is just in time to catch up with the good times, so the business is doing well.In the past few years, the policy has been changed, and the real estate market has been in a downturn. Although it is not that there is no food, it is not as good as before.

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Jin was not very happy. In the next half day, he and Zhou Baoshan went to Cheng Ran's school for a tour.

Cheng Ran's school is a normal school, with many girls and a male to female ratio of about 2:8.

Because it was the weekend, they saw many young ladies carrying thermos bottles to fetch water from the water room along the way.

Occasionally, couples walk past holding hands, holding books in their hands, and it seems that they are going to study in the library together.

Even the wind around them was brisk as they passed by.

Cheng Jin thought in his heart that they would soon enter university in the future, and they would also talk about sweet campus love at that time, so he felt that his heart was full of strength again.

Although he knew that there would still be many troubles tomorrow, as long as he thought that he could see Zhou Baoshan again tomorrow, these things were nothing to him.

"You've been drooping since you just ate, what's the matter, son?" Zhou Boshan said unhappy, "Is it because I beat up your scumbag cousin, and your heart hurts?"

"Distressed?" Cheng Jin seemed a little hard to understand his brain circuit, "Why do I feel sorry for him?"

"It's fine if you don't, then why are you unhappy?"

"Because of the matter between my father and Ji Hui, it is said that their lawsuit is very difficult." Cheng Jin replied, "Now based on the evidence that can be provided here, it is not good for my father."

His father's character is not good enough for others to take advantage of, and Cheng Jin really has nothing to express his opinion on this point.

Because even he himself didn't think Cheng Dingfang was a good thing.

"It's no use worrying about these things, you might as well think about what to have for dinner tonight." Zhou Boshan bumped him with his elbow, "Don't be unhappy, I'll treat you to milk tea later."

"I want to drink boba milk tea."

"There are many ways to be sweet, such as drinking milk tea, eating candy, eating small cakes, and kissing me." Zhou Boshan said, "You can choose one nearby."

"Mouth area." Cheng Jin pinched his neck expressionlessly and retched, "Can you stop being so mouth area."

"???" Zhou Baoshan had never seen such a straight man who couldn't understand his style, "You made me like this."

"Just kidding." Cheng Jin hugged his neck, squinted his eyes and smiled, "You are sweeter than a small cake."

"Kouqu, stop disgusting me." Zhou Boshan's heart is as small as the eye of a needle, and Cheng Jin said something to him, and he had to return it immediately, "Damn gay."

"Aren't you a dead gay too?"

"Fart your mother, I don't care, I just like you, I don't look down on anyone else." Zhou Baoshan snorted, walked to the front with his pockets on his hands.

"I will tell you that I like me one day later." Cheng Jin followed, quickly kissed his face, and then took his hand, "When you are fine, you can't exceed an hour, no, half an hour with me losing contact."

"No, I have to make an exception." Zhou Baoshan frowned.

"how?"

"I like you." Zhou Baoshan said, "I'm going to say it twice a day."

Cheng Jin couldn't help laughing, hey, this person is so likable, I can't get enough of it.

When the two arrived downstairs in Cheng Ran's dormitory, they happened to meet her roommate going downstairs to get takeaway.

Cheng Ran's roommate looked like he had stayed at home for a whole day and hadn't washed his hair. He was wearing a pair of glasses, pajamas under the down jacket, and came out straight away wearing wide-leg pants and cotton slippers. A three-piece suit is standard for female college students.

"Hey, that, Miss Sister!" Cheng Jin only remembered seeing her before, but he forgot the exact name, and after saying hello, Cheng Ran's roommate turned his head, "You are that, Cheng Ran's younger brother Right?"

"Yes, please let my sister come down."

"Your sister is not in the dormitory today, and was called to the laboratory by the instructor." The roommate said, "Maybe she won't be back until after six o'clock in the evening, so that's it."

"Oh, that's fine." Cheng Jin looked at the time, he might not be able to wait, "Let's go back first."

"Okay, long time no see, you've grown taller again."

"Hahaha, it's only three centimeters longer."

"Sure enough, it's good to be young."

Unexpectedly, there was no time to play anything, full of unhappiness, and the two of them were about to leave in a blink of an eye.

The next morning on the high-speed train, Zhou Boshan kept looking down at his phone, Cheng Jin was sleeping next to him, and he could be seen chatting with a girl when he lowered his head a little.

Cheng Jin asked, "Who is it?"

"A girl I met during the exam, she said that the results have been released, but they haven't been announced yet." Zhou Baoshan said.

"Then how did she know?"

"I don't know either." He said, "But she checked my grades for me."

"How many points?"

Zhou Baoshan was silent for a long time, with a sad expression, which made Cheng Jin's heart skip a beat, but he couldn't remember even a word of comfort.

"Did you...was bad in the exam?"

Zhou Baoshan shook her head, suddenly the cloudy weather turned sunny, she raised the corners of her lips and smiled and said, "I got a full score in the exam."

"Really?" Cheng Jin was a little uneasy by his sadness and happiness, and couldn't believe it.

"Really, I didn't even think of it myself."

"Fuck you, you're awesome."

After finishing speaking, the two stood up at the same time and hugged each other happily, forgetting that there was a car behind them.

Everyone looked up at them one after another, as if seeing two fools.

Cheng Jin's excitement was beyond words, and he lowered his head and kissed Zhou Boshan's forehead vigorously, regardless of what others might think or say.

The glass window reflected the young figures of two people.

It reminded Zhou Baoshan that on that night many years ago, the light of Orion was particularly blue. The boy ran outside in slippers and pajamas, looked up at the night sky.

Then he drew a picture called Orion and pasted it in front of the bed.

His mother tore off his paintings and threw them into the trash can, saying that there was no way out for learning to draw and he could only waste money like his father.

The boy silently stared at the star in the trash can, confronting the supergiant star 863 light-years away, separated by the light of an insurmountable sea of ​​time.

He knew that the light was supposed to be blue, but he couldn't reach it, like he knew what to do, but it was nowhere in sight.

Rigel, didn't prove himself that night, and neither did he.

But he walked along the light.

After 800 years, it will be proved that Rigel is a magnificent and wonderful blue supergiant star, and it is the largest and brightest star in the entire Orion constellation.