mortals suffer gl

At the beginning, it was a low and soft laugh, and the laughter became more and more sad at the end, and the cold wind that penetrated into the bone marrow pierced the dark night.

Pei Qing had never seen Ji Ruhan like this before, his whole body was full of sharpness, disappointment, hatred, and some unwillingness to be smoothed out.

Laughing until she tried her best, her whole body was stretched out on the wicker chair weakly, the tightness in her chest and the dull pain in her nerves were all left behind by Ji Ruhan, all she knew was that she wanted to laugh now, crazy, deliberately, with with hatred.

She doesn't hate Pei Qing for making such a decision, and she doesn't hate Xiao Ji for showing off his power like revenge, but she hates herself, hates herself for being useless, she has no choice but to sit in the small building like a doll and wait. Her "master" came to take her home.

The two just sat and stood looking at each other, deeply engraving each other in their eyes and hearts through the thick night.

It was Pei Qing who spoke first: "Xiaohan, let's go in first, let's go in first and talk."

Ji Ruhan still had a smile on his lips: "Pei Qing."

This sound smashed into Pei Qing's heart lake, creating layers of waves and a huge pit, and finally sank into the deepest part of her heart. She pressed her lips tightly, waiting for Ji Ruhan's next sentence talk.

"Pei Qing." Another voice.

"Pei Qing."

"Pei..."

......

Every time I uttered these two words, it was like letting out a remaining breath, one after another, one breath after another, until finally, the breath was hollowed out, and Ji Ruhan stopped.

Pei Qing has never been so nervous like today. She feels that she is foolproof. She thinks of many situations she will face, and she also thinks of many sets of excuses, but she finds that it is useless at all. I didn't even have the courage to mouth, so I could only bite my lower lip fiercely until my lip was painful, hot, itchy, and numb.

My whole body is already like a popsicle, but my head is hot, so hot that I can't think, and I can't judge.

"Shall we go back?" Pleading words slipped from her red and swollen lips, and there was a water mark under Pei Qing's eyelids.

Ji Ruhan was still smiling, she shook her head slightly: "I can't go back."

Whether she understands or not, it has no effect on Pei Qing now. She just wants to take Ji Ruhan back and lock her up in the safe haven she gave her. She can only see her, touch her, and kiss her forever. She, no one else.

Pei Qing's slightly tough movements made the already thin Ji Ruhan unsteady, staggered, and almost fell down.

"Let's go back. The house is here. It's just a few steps away. If you can't find it, I can lead you back, and you can just follow me." Pei Qing felt that the current self must be speaking incoherently. Unable to explain what she was doing with such a mess, she closed her mouth when she thought of this, and silently dragged the people behind her towards the villa.

Ji Ruhan just followed behind so quietly. Although it was inconvenient for her numb legs to walk, she still followed up bravely. She looked at Pei Qing's back in a daze, and gradually overlapped with the silhouette in her dream.

Once back indoors, Pei Qing didn't delay, just dragged Pei Qing to the bedroom on the second floor.

She bumped into many things along the way, but Pei Qing didn't have time to pay attention, she just felt a fire in her chest, which made her throat tight and her mind dizzy.

Opening the closed bedroom door, Pei Qing dragged Ji Ruhan in, and then immediately locked the door against the door. The normally calm brows and eyes were now red with anger, and the emotions in the eyes were not hidden. It was so eager to convey to the person standing opposite.

Ji Ruhan was still standing quietly, with his left hand resting on his right arm, his eyebrows lowered so pleasantly, as if the woman in front of her who was laughing madly was not her.

Seeing Ji Ruhan's appearance, Pei Qing felt that the anger in his chest was a little more intense, one leaned against Ji Ruhan, wrapped one hand around the slender waist, and pressed the other's back of the neck to his mouth.

This is a kiss without emotion at all, or it can be said to be biting. The reddish lips were bitten red and swollen, leaving a silver thread on the lips that could not be closed. Ji Ruhan resisted at first, but in the end Simply close your eyes and let Pei Qing bite.

While venting her anger, Pei Qing pushed Ji Ruhan towards the bed until she was pushed down on the soft bed, and leaned over to press her down.

Taking advantage of the gap of breathing, Ji Ruhan spit out a few small words: "No...please...you..."

Pei Qing was originally dissipated by this kiss for most of her anger, but because of Ji Ruhan's words, she was hooked.

She raised her upper body suddenly, the anger in her eyes seemed to burn the people under her, and after a while, she squeezed out a few words: "I don't want to?"

Ji Ruhan, who was dazed by the kiss, nodded subconsciously, but then shook his head violently, but this was enough for her.

"What qualifications do you have to say no? Do you really think you are special? You are just a pastime in my boring life, not the only one. Why do you reject me?" Every word fell into Ji Ruhan's ears, scratching Rubbing her eardrums, poking into her nerves, and turning the world upside down in her mind.

Pei Qing regretted it after she finished speaking, but her self-esteem did not allow her to take it back. Now she really wanted to stimulate Ji Ruhan severely, regardless of it.

Ji Ruhan felt that her breathing was being clenched. This tight feeling made the corners of her eyes watery, but it didn't turn into substance.

"Is what you said true?" Ji Ruhan's voice should have been soft, as if a feather was scratching the tip of his heart, but now it was extremely hoarse.

"What do you think? It's true." Pei Qing looked at Ji Ruhan from the top down, watching her face turn white and condense inch by inch following her words.

To be honest, Ji Ruhan felt that she should be unable to restrain herself from crying at this time, but she found that she couldn't shed a single tear except for the slight moisture in the corners of her eyes.

Pei Qing, who didn't get an answer, pressed on Ji Ruhan's body, her hands wandering around aggressively.

When Pei Qing's hands climbed onto Ji Ruhan's body again after such a long time, her first reaction was not excitement, not nostalgia, but pain. This realization made her feel panicked.

The person beneath him was like a fish out of the water, dry and stiff.

Pei Qing worked hard for a long time, but she couldn't get any response. This situation made her suddenly turn over and sit up. Her messy long wavy hair was draped over her shoulders, covering up her somewhat bewildered expression.

The whole room is only panting, one heavy and one light, intertwined and echoed.

After a long time, Pei Qing straightened the long hair on her shoulders, and said without turning her head: "Ji Ruhan, is it because I have done so much, but you only see that I am getting married?"

There was no response, Pei Qing stood up annoyed: "It's up to you."

Pei Qing threw down a blunt sentence and hurried out as she came in before.

The two sentences echoed in Ji Ruhan's mind one after the other, one helpless and the other annoyed. She no longer had the strength to think deeply about what Pei Qing meant. Now she seemed to have returned to the countless lonely nights before.

The two lines of tears just came long overdue now, and they slid down the cheeks to the hair one by one. They were obviously cold, but Ji Ruhan felt very hot, so hot that her eyelids seemed to be burned.

"It deserves it." It's really stupid to expect something that doesn't belong to you, and to think that you are special.

The sound of the engine of the car came from downstairs, from near to far, until it could no longer be heard.

Too stupid to lose her, Ji Ruhan, are you satisfied?