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The dark night wraps the bustling city like a curtain, and the lights of various colors above the city replace the stars, adding an unreal feeling to the night sky.

Ji Ruhan stood quietly by the window sill, holding a freshly lit cigarette between his fingers. The fire struggled to burn in the darkness, and the smoke slowly surrounded her, as if protecting her from the erosion of the night, but at the same time seemed to want to kill her. into the abyss of loneliness.

After a long time, a gust of wind blew, and the coolness in the wind made the person who had stood for a long time tremble. Ji Ruhan found that the cigarette in her hand had burned out at some point, she pursed her lips, and put Cigarette butts were pushed into the full ashtray, and he looked up at the huge poster hanging on the opposite floor, sighed lightly, turned and went back to the room.

How did it start?she does not know...

two years, don't know her.... is it ok

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three years ago

"Oh my god!! Really? I can be Pei Qing's assistant? The kind that fits close to me?? I'm not dreaming, am I? Sister, pinch me!" Ji Ruhan's crooked eyes flickered because of surprise. A different kind of brilliance.

Seeing Ji Ruhan's smile couldn't be held back, Wen Zhu pinched her arm gently: "Have you ever seen me lie to you? Of course it's true. I mainly think that you should find a job that you like after graduation." I think you like Pei Qing very much, so I tried to recommend you, but I don't know if I will choose you, so don't get too excited."

Ji Ruhan doesn't listen to so much now, her mind is full of the fact that she is going to be Pei Qing's assistant, she feels like she is about to fly, she has liked Pei Qing for 4 years, and never thought that she would be able to do anything other than the internet. See you in person in newspapers and magazines, and maybe every day!

On the way back, Ji Ruhan held Wen Zhu's arm and asked questions here and there. Wen Zhu, who spoke so fast, didn't know which question to answer first, so he pulled Ji Ruhan to stop, and said helplessly, "Ru Han, You calm down first, calm down and I will tell you slowly, otherwise you have been so excited, I don't know what to say."

It seemed to be the case, she dragged Wen Zhu and talked for so long, but she still didn't know the specific situation.

Ji Ruhan said with a little embarrassment: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm happy to patronize myself, you say you say I listen carefully." After speaking, he blinked and waited for Wen Zhu's next words.

Wen Zhu looked at Ji Ruhan and made sure she wasn't that excited, and then said: "Ruhan, I want to tell you clearly, I can't guarantee whether it will work or not, because I am Pei Qing's personal assistant, so I recommend it You still need Pei Qing to nod in the end, and this job will definitely not be easy. Although Pei Qing is well-reviewed outside, no one knows whether Pei Qing is really that good in private, so ..." Wen Zhu glanced at Ji Ruhan secretly, and after confirming that she really listened, he continued: "So you have to be mentally prepared. If Pei Qing is not the kind of person you imagined, don't mess around. But if It doesn't matter if there are other situations that you can't adapt to, just don't do it if you don't want to do it."

"Don't worry, sister, I like Pei Qing very much, but if it's really not what I think, I won't do anything. At worst, I just like personal settings." After finishing speaking, Ji Ruhan patted his chest imposingly.

Hearing Ji Ruhan's imposing "guarantee", Wen Zhu smiled gently, and pulled Ji Ruhan to continue walking.

But what I like is Pei Qing, no matter what she is, I will like her... Ji Ruhan looked at Wen Zhu's back and added silently in his heart.

Thinking about it, Ji Ruhan didn't know when he raised the corner of his mouth.

Who is Pei Qing?

A famous film and television actor in country c. After winning the Golden Plum Award for Best Actress with the movie "Pity" 4 years ago, he slowly emerged. After moving to country a 2 years ago, he has shot many movies that have great influence in country a. Recently, With "Guan Ju", she won the Lily Award for Best Actress in the three major international film festivals.

And who is Ji Ruhan?

Pei Qing's super.level.invincible.enemy.brain.dead.fan.

On a hot summer day a long time ago, while distributing small advertisements, Ji Ruhan was thinking about the math problem in class today, and inadvertently glanced across the huge billboard opposite, and she was stunned at just one glance. Advertisement The woman on the card is lying on a large white bed with her thick long hair spread out. At first glance, it looks like a stroke of thick ink on rice paper, classic and elegant, but for some reason, she can vaguely see something in her eyes. People, she just looked at the woman in the advertisement so wrongly, and felt for the first time that her heartbeat could be so fast, so fast that she even breathed quickly.

In the lower right corner of the advertisement, her name was written: Pei Qing.

It's a nice name, she remembered it.

The subsequent development is the same as that of other fans chasing stars. Every piece of her work has to be watched, every event she initiates has to be participated in, and every post of her Weibo has to be forwarded. When her life is slow When she was slowly being filled with Pei Qing, her college best friend Ning Ying asked her a question: "Xiao Hanhan, I have seen other men chasing female celebrities to death, and I have also seen other women chasing female celebrities. Male celebrities are so heartbroken to chase after, but I have never seen a woman chase after a female celebrity like you. Do you like women?"

Ji Ruhan dismissed this question at first, what kind of question is this, she doesn't...

Well, she hesitated, why would she hesitate?she doesn't know

In terms of Ji Ruhan's life experience in the first 18 years, she has never even had a simple throbbing, let alone a liking.When other girls are blushing and handing love letters to the boys they like, she only thinks about how to live, how to get a scholarship, how to work to earn money, for a while she is completely busy and does not touch the ground. Where does the throbbing come from, where does the time throbbing come from?

Do you like the current situation?She can't be sure, because she has never liked it, she doesn't know if she really likes it?She didn't know if she liked it like this, why did Dudu like Pei Qing?

For the previous question, she tried to ask Ning Ying: "Ning Ying, you said that if a person wants to see another person every day, he knows her preferences and habits well, remembers everything she says in her heart, and only sees her in her eyes. The other party also hopes that the other party only has each other in their eyes, even though the other party does not know me, does this count as liking?"

"According to you, it's not called liking, it's called perversion." Seeing her changing face after Chenggong, Ning Ying smiled and said, "I'm lying to you, why are you asking this?"

"Nothing, just answer me."

After looking around her for a while, Ning Ying said again: "According to what you said, this shouldn't be considered liking, at most it can be considered secret love. Likes are mutual, and secret love is one-sided. You say that no one else will like you." Knowing you, how can I like it?"

It was the first time she realized what was going on with her feelings, and it was actually from Ning Ying, a silly elder sister, which made her feel a little uncomfortable.

"Then...I said, what if, what if both are women?"

"Huh? Woman, let's get it. It's not that I discriminate. It's that the atmosphere is not so open. If two people who love each other are of the same sex, tsk tsk, it's difficult." Ning Ying finished speaking with a nagging expression, as if As if it was not enough, he added a sentence: "It is very difficult, and it is difficult to go to the blue sky."

Immediately, Ning Ying seemed to think of something, grabbed her hand, and kept looking at her with squinted eyes. Seeing that her heart was trembling, she said quietly: "Do you like women?"

"No, don't talk nonsense, I don't like it, I'm fine on my own, I'm going to work, I won't tell you anymore." As if being caught by someone, she ran away in a hurry without even saying goodbye to Ning Ying up.

After that, every time she thought of Ning Ying's words in the middle of the night, she couldn't fall asleep...

She thought all of this should be a secret, a secret that never sees the light of day.

The author has something to say: emmm, looking back at Chapter 1, I still find it weird, so I changed it again~

In the next few days, I will revise some chapters, please don’t mind~