my buddhist boyfriend

When Mo Nan woke up the next day, his whole body was sore, and he felt really uncomfortable when he was drunk, especially because his dreams were all memories of the previous two lives. I was afraid that he would not be able to remember the same thing, so he had to dream it carefully again, which was really enough Yes, heart stabbing. .

Mo Nan lay on the bed and pressed his forehead. The light from the window had already shone in. Today, on the first day of the new year, firecrackers started to be set off outside. Mo Nan pressed his forehead and saw the string of beads on his left hand.

He remembered that this string of Buddha beads had been there since the time of derivation of practice, and it was considered a treasure. After all, it was also something in the hands of Buddha Cultivator. Mo Nan took the string from his hand, and he still had the bracelet on his hand for a long time. Faint marks left behind.

He remembered what he did last night, heh, it was enough, ridiculous, when the memory should be good, it was bad, and when it shouldn't be good, he remembered it better than anyone else.

Mo Nan felt that recovering his memory was like being seven or eighty years old, with more vicissitudes. He wondered whether he should use a crutch to meet the occasion at this moment.

Mo Nan got up, looked at the beads in his hand, and sighed in his heart, is this just like in TV dramas, the man cheats on the woman, and then the man regrets and comes back to admit his mistakes, and the two love each other again keep going.

In Mo Nan's second life, he didn't hate Dean, and he didn't want to take revenge, so he had the right to repay the kindness of his first life. After the two were settled, what hurt him was that he told others about his weakness. Even if he doesn't like or hate him, just tell him directly.

I feel like a clown trying to please others. You are so moved in your heart, but others may hate you so much, and you let others do it, as if you are afraid of getting too involved with him.

Shameless once, shameless twice, three times and four times, if you cause others to be annoyed, you should know it yourself, self-esteem, no matter what, don’t lose it, don’t let yourself look down on yourself.

Mo Nan walked out of the room. He saw that the door of the bedroom next door was open, and the quilt was folded. He went in and took a look. The clothes he had chosen for Shengsheng were still in the closet, but his clothes were gone. A monk's robe and even his cell phone were left behind.

Just as he had nothing at the beginning, he left with nothing to worry about when he went.

Mo Nan looked at the bead string in his hand. This should be the only thing he left behind. Looking at this scene, Mo Nan couldn't help but feel a sore nose. His heart felt as if he had crushed a lemon, and the acid entered his chest. upset.

He was sitting in Xiansheng's room, just sitting quietly like this, he finally understood why Shengsheng always kept some things from him, the last person he wanted to see before he died was him, Mo Nan didn't want to go to the past pursued.

He doesn't know what to do, is he angry?Not angry, happy?He couldn't be happy either, with mixed feelings and indescribable feelings.

Mo Nan suddenly thought that he only took the monk's robe, did he go back to Xiaoxitian?Did he go back and continue to be his Buddha cultivator?

Dean's kisses to him, those provocative words of love made him really feel a little surprised, the contrast with his elder brother was too great, his elder brother was Zhilan Yushu, he could only be seen from a distance, with an appearance outside the mundane, but Dean now, simply He's a love talking president, he opens his mouth to talk about love, and kisses him from time to time, even though they are alone.

Mo Nan was a little skeptical, did the derivation practice go astray, how did he become a Buddhist cultivator, and the Buddhist cultivator is so unorthodox?

Mo Nan still put the bracelet on his hand. He originally wanted to give it back to him, but he didn't know where he went, so let's wear it first. The previous life was stupid and turned his luck to him. Maybe business is booming.

In the next few days, Mo Nan started to mess around with Lin Hai and the others. Once the new year is over, there are various parties and bars. Mo Nan used to go occasionally, but now he is always on call. He doesn't want to stay in the room alone. inside.

Inside the Uniform Bar.

Mo Nan and a group of Lin Hai's friends drank in the private room. Lin Hai came back to take over the family business, and he has more friends around him. Most of them are rich second generation, and they are all about the same age.

"Brother Hai, you can't sing well, let Brother Mo come up and sing a song." Qian Peng said.

Mo Nan also thinks that Lin Hai's singing is really fatal. It's hard to describe the good-looking guy's singing.

"Mo Nan, come up, sing a song, every time I drink, I don't make a sound, I'm going to be a living fossil." Lin Hai took the microphone and said to Mo Nan who was only drinking.

"Your living fossil can still drink, is it really a rare thing?" Mo Nan put down his wine glass, got up from the sofa and walked to Lin Hai, "Make room for the master, don't affect my performance."

Lin Hai put the microphone on the stage, gave him a thumbs up, and said: "Okay, sir, today we will open our eyes. I have never heard a living fossil sing before."

Mo Nan flipped through the playlist and found "Exclusive Memory". He had heard it before, so he clicked on it.The screen behind it plays the melody of this song.

Mo Nan sat by the stage with his back to them. He was not used to people staring at him when he sang, which was why few people listened to him. Mo Nan cleared his throat and began to sing along with the melody.

Forget the first few days after separation

I like to watch the heavy rain alone

Loneliness without contact is like a chain reaction

I don't even have the energy to be happy

Tears and Rain World Elephant Field Disaster Movie

Let me be pitiful to the end

sorry no one has a time machine

It's over and there's no room for negotiation

I hope you are my exclusive memory

From the bottom of my heart, no matter how ugly others say

now i have things

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I like you are my exclusive memory

No one can take you away from my body

In my emotional blockade

It's okay to keep silent about you

Tears and Rain World Elephant Field Disaster Movie

Let me be pitiful to the end

sorry no one has a time machine

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It's okay to keep silent about you

I hope you are my exclusive memory

From the bottom of my heart, no matter how ugly others say

now i have things

it's you who gave me half of the love

I like you are my exclusive memory

..............................

In my emotional blockade

There is no time limit for never saying anything about you

At the end of a song, everyone applauded.

"Brother Mo, I didn't expect you to sing so well. You sing very handsomely. Let alone a girl, you almost shocked us all."

"Yeah, one more song, one more song."

Mo Nan smiled and shook his head. He sat back on the sofa, picked up his cup and continued to drink while watching them continue to sing wildly.

Brother, Sheng Sheng, smelly monk, there is no time machine in this world, you can't turn back time, so you can only keep silent and block your memory.

A group of people sang until 12 midnight, and everyone went home and dispersed. Mo Nan didn't want to go home, so he planned to go to Lin Hai's house to sleep.

Both of them were drunk, Mo Nan called the valet, and the valet took them back to the villa. Lin Hai was in a mess, but Mo Nan was fine, at least a little sober, and he could barely open the door to help him in.

Throwing Lin Hai directly on the sofa, Mo Nan was about to go upstairs to the guest room to sleep. Suddenly, the phone in Lin Hai's coat pocket rang. Mo Nan took it out of his pocket and looked. It was an unfamiliar number, and there was no note. Nan pressed mute directly and threw the phone beside him.

So Mo Nan staggered to the stairs, just as he was holding on to the escalator, Lin Hai's landline phone rang again, and Mo Nan felt agitated, who the fuck is so annoying, Mo Nan walked over to pick up the phone.

"Who, don't have eyes, don't call if you don't answer, delay things, don't disturb me to sleep." After finishing speaking, Mo Nan hung up with a snap, and did not put the microphone back to its original position.

Mo Nan went up to the second floor, wandered into a room in a daze, and fell asleep.

Mo Nan slept until the middle of the night and got up to go to the toilet. He drank too much wine and turned on the water. He only heard the sound of the door downstairs. Someone was kicking the door. Mo Nan came out of the toilet and went downstairs. It was indeed the sound of the door.

Mo Nan thought, whoever is so courageous, kicked the villa area directly. After listening for a while, Mo Nan heard no movement. He walked over and saw Lin Hai still sleeping on the sofa when he passed by the sofa.

It's okay, I didn't wake up with such a loud noise, and I don't know when your house will be evacuated.

With a sound of Peng, Mo Nan looked for the sound and went away. He saw that the floor-to-ceiling window by the balcony of the living room was directly smashed by a big stone, and there were glass stubbles all over the floor. Mo Nan thought that this must be an enemy, so fierce.

Lin Hai was finally woken up by the loud noise, got up from the sofa, and looked at the living room with sleepy eyes.

He saw the glass stubble all over the floor, and Mo Nan who was standing not far away, Lin Hai said: "Oh, my brother, what are you doing, it's early in the morning, before dawn, why are you smashing my glass? The wind of this big winter is pouring in..."

"Shut up, it's not me." Mo Nan interrupted Lin Hai's thoughts.

At this time, a person came in from the window. Mo Nan looked at this person. He was about the same height as him. He was wearing a scarf and a black coat. South body.

Mo Nan noticed his gaze, and he quickly thought about it in his mind. He was sure he didn't know this person, and there was no intersection. What's going on?

Before Mo Nan recalled the flowers, this man rushed up and wanted to beat Mo Nan. Mo Nan was stunned. It is okay to have a preface when beating someone, at least he must know why.

Mo Nan kicked him directly, and the man blocked it with his arm. Mo Nan grabbed his hand and threw him on the back, throwing the man to the ground.

Mo Nan felt that this man was not worth fighting, so he fell down within two moves.

"Xiao Qing, what are you doing here? Are you crazy! You're not in the United States in the middle of the night, what are you doing here?" Lin Hai walked over from the sofa and looked at the man.

It turned out that the two knew each other, and Mo Nan always felt that the atmosphere was awkward, what a big deal, he rushed back from the United States overnight, and it wasn't that his wife had cheated on him and killed his father. Thinking of this, Mo Nan suddenly shuddered.

"Lin Hai, who is he and why is he in your house?" Xiao Qing got up from the floor and pointed to Mo Nan.

Mo Nan looked at him, his eyes were red, like an angry lunatic, looking at Lin Hai, he wondered if he hadn't passed his birth year or something.

Mo Nan's birthday is in July, and he is 25 years old this year. Mo Nan feels that he should leave here first, so as not to affect the performance of the two of them.

"Hey, what about Xiao? I'm his buddy. I borrowed it last night. I don't like Lin Hai's sloppy appearance. Rabbits don't even eat grass by the side of the nest. You talk, I'm going home."

After Mo Nan stated his position, he quickly took his things and left the villa. Mo Nan thought it was better to go home and go to sleep. It was early in the morning, and the sky was not over yet, so he was almost beaten as an adulterer. Oh, the fucking thing is how deep the love is, it almost demolished the house.

Mo Nan took a taxi back home, it was almost dawn when he got there, he got out of the taxi, paid the fare, and walked slowly towards home.

When he got home downstairs, he saw a person standing at the stairs. Mo Nan stood a little far away, but he could still recognize who it was at a glance.

The author has something to say:

I heated up yesterday's hot pot at noon, and the vegetables were burnt to the pot, and I couldn't wash them off. My God, I pretended not to see it.

Derived whether you go or not go.

It's still up to Mo Nan's cutie, whether to keep anyone or not.