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The summer of this year was extremely hot.The ceiling fan in the classroom keeps turning, and the white test papers on the desktop are always lifted up and flying all over the classroom.When the teacher came in and out, he would review carefully. After passing the exam, he would be divided into subjects. The exam is very simple, but after the division of subjects, he should start to set his goal on the college entrance examination.

City No. [-] Middle School is the test center for the college entrance examination. After entering June, Wen Jiale and his seniors took seven consecutive days of classes, just to make room for candidates during the two days off during the college entrance examination.

The school required that all things be emptied, and during the holiday, Tianwen Jiale walked home slowly with a schoolbag on his back and a thick stack of books in his arms.Not far away, he heard someone calling him, "Lele."

Wen Jiale looked up and saw that it was Wei Xiaolin, who was driving his family's car and was wearing a mask because he was afraid of being recognized.Wen Jiale didn't recognize Wei Xiaolin at a glance, but he recognized Wei Xiaolin's car and stood where he was.

Wei Xiaolin thought he was stupid, so he yelled again: "Why are you standing there stupidly? Come and get in the car."

Wen Jiale slowly crossed the green belt and got into the car.Seeing him sitting in the back, Wei Xiaolin clicked his tongue and said, "Why are you sitting in the back? Come and sit in the front and talk to brother."

"There are too many books. I collapsed without looking at them." Wen Jiale took off his schoolbag and hugged it in his arms, slumped on the back seat of the car, and said lazily.

Wei Xiaolin shook his head, started the car, and said, "You too, take a ride home with so many things in your arms. If I don't come today, are you going to walk home?"

"It's not very far." Wen Jiale answered him listlessly after a day of class, tired and dazed.

Seeing that he was really tired, Wei Xiaolin hesitated for a moment while waiting for the red light, took out his mobile phone and started ordering takeaway.Originally, he wanted to take Wen Jiale out to eat before going back, but seeing Wen Jiale's appearance, he himself was afraid that people would recognize him when he was eating out, so he had to order takeaway.

When we got home, Wei Xiaolin helped Wen Jiale hold some books. Wen Jiale seemed to have a sudden reaction and asked Wei Xiaolin, "Brother Xiaolin, why are you back so soon?"

"I'm on vacation."

"You're lying, it's only the date, and the university holidays aren't so early!" Wen Jiale didn't believe Wei Xiaolin's words at all.

Just when the elevator arrived, Wei Xiaolin urged Wen Jiale to get out quickly, and perfunctorily said: "Why can't I go on vacation earlier, I had a job before, I took a long vacation, and I'll be back after work."

"Then you don't need the final exam?" Wen Jiale led Wei Xiaolin towards his home, holding the book in his arms, resting his chin on the book, and entered the password with difficulty.

"I've already filmed a movie, so what about the final exam? It's credit for me, and it's okay if I don't take the exam."

Wen Jiale opened his mouth enviously, swallowed two mouthfuls of air, and said depressedly: "It's great to be a big star in college, I'm going to be tortured to death by my teachers."

There was no one in Wen Jiale's house, so Wei Xiaolin got up and went to the refrigerator to get a drink as if he was at home, took a sip from the bottle cap, and asked Wen Jiale, "Do you think being a star is really good?"

How could Wen Jiale really tell the difference between good and bad? He just casually sighed. He didn't expect Wei Xiaolin to ask such a question, so he could only reply: "Look at you, if you think it's good, then it's good."

Wei Xiaolin didn't reply, and Wen Jiale didn't know what to say, so the room fell silent.Wen Jiale's dependence on Wei Xiaolin when he was a child has become very weak. When Wei Xiaolin embarked on this road, Wen Jiale always felt that he was left behind. He is indeed easy to feel dependent on others. personality, but at the same time accept reality very easily.

"Miss me? Lele." Wei Xiaolin asked him suddenly.

"Think...Think about it!" Wen Jiale quickly nodded and answered Wei Xiaolin.

Wei Xiaolin shook his head and said with a smile, "Lele, you must be very angry with me. When I went to Beijing, I didn't tell you after the college entrance examination."

Wen Jiale waved his hand and said, "It's okay, it's okay, you're busy, you have your own things to do."

Wei Xiaolin wanted to say something more, but the doorbell rang, Wen Jiale felt embarrassed, and got up from the sofa to open the door. The takeaway that Wei Xiaolin had ordered on the road had arrived.Wen Jiale didn't know, he waved his hand at the delivery man and said, "It's not my house, I didn't order takeaway."

The delivery man took out his mobile phone and began to check the order. Wei Xiaolin had no choice but to stand up and walk behind Wen Jiale, took the lunch box from the delivery man, and said, "Sorry, I ordered it, thank you."

When Wen Jiale closed the door, he felt that this posture was very ambiguous. Wei Xiaolin almost held him half in his arms. He lowered his head and could feel Wei Xiaolin's warm breath on the back of his neck. Wen Jiale turned up all over. goosebumps.

He shrank his neck and said, "Then... then let's eat."

Wei Xiaolin nodded, took two steps back, and said, "Okay."

Wen Jiale put the lunch boxes on the dining table, and the two of them sat down to eat. While eating, Wei Xiaolin asked without thinking, "Lele, are you?"

Wen Jiale was puzzled, and replied vaguely: "What is it?"

"You like boys, don't you?"

Wen Jiale's chopsticks fell on the table, and the rice grains that hadn't been delivered to his mouth hung in the corner of his mouth, and he was completely stunned.Wei Xiaolin wiped the rice particles clean with a paper towel, picked up the chopsticks and stuffed them into his hands again, saying, "Don't panic, I'll just ask you and won't tell anyone. I think you are."

Wen Jiale carefully bit the tip of the chopsticks, and asked, "Then you are?"

"I am." Wei Xiaolin admitted generously.He said: "And Lele, I think you should understand why I ask you like this."

Wen Jiale lowered his head and didn't speak, showing no precautions that brother Xiaolin would ask him this question.

Wei Xiaolin also felt that he couldn't push Wen Jiale too hard like this, Wen Jiale is only so old, a 15-year-old person, he really can't do anything if he admits it to him.Wei Xiaolin then changed the subject: "Has Lele decided where to go to university? Come to the capital, there are many schools and opportunities, and my brother can take care of you."

Wen Jiale had been ambiguous before, but when he mentioned this matter, he stiffened again and said, "I haven't thought it through yet. You don't have to take care of me. You are busy with work, and your career is important."

After that, Wen Jiale didn't talk to Wei Xiaolin much.He moved all the books back to his room, arranged them in piles and placed them on the bookcase.While doing this, his mind was empty, Wei Xiaolin changed, he was no longer the brother Xiaolin he knew back then.He has a lot of things on his mind, and he still tests himself in such a plausible way.

As for the question he asked, Wen Jiale still felt panic when thinking about it.He stepped on the stool and stuffed the books high on the bookshelf, rubbing the sweat on his hands onto his pants while stuffing them.

It's because I'm afraid of heights because I'm standing too high, not because of Brother Xiaolin's question.Wen Jiale scratched at the bookshelf and thought.However, he finally admitted weakly that he did like boys.He recalled the first time he had such a dream in his life, it was a dream of a boy with a vague face.

Wen Jiale thought that he had hidden it well, but he didn't expect Wei Xiaolin to expose it with a single word.He was lying on the desk with a sad face, his heart was beating in panic, as if it was about to jump out of his throat.