Deep green plum routine

Xiao Zhenhui stayed in the hospital for two days before she was discharged. There was nothing wrong with her body, but the low fever persisted. The doctor said that she was overworked.

——360 days a year, she has been working 340 days, and she has been doing this every year for so many years, and she is indeed overworked.

When Zhang Suqin was discharged from the hospital, she still said that she should take a good rest after being tired for so many years.

However, Xiao Zhenhui did not rest well, and went to work the next day after being discharged from the hospital.It's not that she doesn't want to rest, it's just that life doesn't allow her to rest.

During the two days when Xiao Zhenhui was hospitalized, Gu Mian was exceptionally obedient, not only taking care of the family affairs properly, but also doing very well in school.

Xiao Zhenhui's illness made her suddenly realize that her mother is not omnipotent.She is just a mortal, and there are times when she is weak and sad.

But because she took on the responsibility of being a mother, she no longer dared to show any vulnerability.Because she is a mother, she wants to support her daughter.

Because of Gu Mian's sudden obedience, Xiao Zhenhui joked that her illness was worth it.Staying in the hospital for two days in exchange for an obedient daughter made a fortune.

Gu Mian looked at the fine lines in the corners of Xiao Zhenhui's eyes, smiled and did not speak.She stood up and began to clean up the dishes on the table.

Xiao Zhenhui also stood up and helped Gu Mian clean up: "Mom will wash with you."

While washing the dishes, Xiao Zhenhui seemed to inadvertently ask: "Is there something on our mind? Why does Mianmian seem to be preoccupied?"

"Is there?" Gu Mian thought for a while and said, "I don't have anything on my mind."

"Oh...that's why I misunderstood." Xiao Zhenhui shook off the water on her hand, and put the bowl into the cupboard, "But if you have any concerns in the future, you can tell me, my mother is from the past, and she is more experienced .”

Gu Mian nodded obediently: "Yes, I know."

After finishing everything, Gu Mian returned to the room and sighed heavily.

In fact, Xiao Zhenhui guessed right, she did have something on her mind.But it's not really a worry, it's more precisely a small annoyance.

Gu Mian's troubles came from Mu Jin. Since Xiao Zhenhui slept with Mu Jin the night she was hospitalized, Gu Mian found that her psychology towards Mu Jin was a little different from before.

In the past, she was kind to Mu Jin because she regarded Mu Jin as a good friend. As a friend, she did not expect anything in return.There is only one thing she thinks and hopes for in her heart, that is, that Mu Jin can live happily.

But now, she still regards Mu Jin as a friend, still wants to treat Mu Jin well, and still hopes that Mu Jin can live happily.But in this kind of kindness, there is a little more selfish desire - she hopes that Mu Jin can see her kindness, and because of her kindness, she can be put on top of her heart.

Of course, if it was just this change, Gu Mian would not be too troubled.What really disturbs her is that her possessiveness towards Mu Jin is increasing day by day.She wants to see Mu Jin all the time, and she also hopes that Mu Jin can see her all the time.

If Mu Jin talks to others and ignores her, she will be unhappy. If Mu Jin smiles at others and doesn’t smile at her, she will be unhappy. If Mu Jin gives a lecture to Tao Jin, if two people get close, she will be unhappy. She was even more displeased with Jin and Tao Jin's jokes.

Not happy, not happy, not happy, she is unhappy every day, but she will be happy at any time because of Mu Jin's words or a smile.

The ups and downs of her mood are all because of Mu Jin, she is happy when Mu Jin sees her, and she is lost when Mu Jin doesn't see her.She is like a child who craves attention and struggles to get it.

But Mu Jin is not an adult, nor is she a child.

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"...Draw an auxiliary line here, and then use the principle of similar triangles to prove it, understand?"

Gu Mian looked at Mu Jin's lips opening and closing, and her thoughts drifted away.

Mu Jin waved her hand in front of her: "Mianmian?"

"Ah?" Gu Mian snapped back to her senses, "What?"

Mu Jin's expression was a little displeased: "Do you understand me? What are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything, I understand this question." Gu Mian flicked along the place where Mu Jin just drew the line, "Make an auxiliary line here, right?"

"Yes." Mu Jin pushed the exercise book to Gu Mian's side and asked her, "What's wrong with you recently? Why are you always distracted?"

Gu Mian pretended to be stupid: "Is there?"

Mu Jin didn't give her a chance to play dumb: "Yes."

Gu Mian laughed: "Maybe it's because the final exam is coming soon, so I'm a little nervous."

Mu Jin pursed her lips: "What's there to be nervous about, it's not the high school entrance examination."

"Of course you are not nervous, but I am. I want to do well in the exam so that I can go to the county with you in the future."

Mu Jin's face softened slightly: "You don't have to put too much pressure on yourself, there is still one year left before the high school entrance examination."

Gu Mian nodded: "Well, I'll make preparations in advance."

The two were talking, Tao Jin came over with the exercise book: "Mu Jin, can you tell me about this question?"

Mu Jin took his exercise book and asked, "Which one?"

"Only the last one. My calculation and the answer to the second question are different, but I think my approach is okay." Tao Jin pointed to the exercise book and explained his thinking on solving the problem.

Mu Jin was obviously not sure about this question, so she studied it for a while, frowning.She tried to express her opinion, but in the end she found that it didn't work.

Tao Jin's grades were quite good. As far as the last monthly exam was concerned, he was ranked No. 2 in the class, only a few points behind Mu Jin, who was No. 1.

Usually the questions he asks Mu Jin are some difficult questions, it is better to say that two people are discussing the problem than he is asking for advice.

When Gu Mian saw Tao Jin and Mu Jin talking about each other one sentence at a time, they were all talking about points of knowledge that she didn't understand, and she felt a little sour and angry at the same time.

She was angry with herself for not being up to date, and would only ask Mu Jin some very basic questions, delaying Mu Jin's time.Unlike Tao Jin, who can ask Mu Jin some difficult questions, the two of them discuss and make progress together.

She was also angry that Tao Jin had a lot of things to do, so instead of asking the teacher, she had to ask Mu Jin about such questions.Mu Jin is already busy enough every day, why should he come to waste Mu Jin's time.

She was even a little angry with Mujin, she obviously ignored Tao Jinai's answer at the beginning, but after discussing the question a few times, she became so close to him.Is it true that, as others said, she actually has a crush on Tao Jin?

Gu Mian was inexplicably angry, Li Xin suddenly came up to him, and said mysteriously, "Isn't it feeling good in your heart?"

Gu Mian was startled, and subconsciously denied it: "Why don't you feel good?"

"Seeing the boy I like get together with other girls, I feel uncomfortable."

Gu Mian breathed a sigh of relief, and then couldn't help but rolled her eyes: "What boy do you like? Don't talk nonsense, okay?"

"What is nonsense? Isn't this an open secret? No one in our class knows that you like Tao Jin."

Gu Mian sighed helplessly: "I repeat, I don't like Tao Jin, not before, not now, and never will."

Li Xin showed an expression of "I understand you": "I know, you just don't want to destroy the relationship between Tao Jin and Mu Jin. It's interesting to say that you are a friend, and you can give up love for your friends."

Gu Mian became a little impatient: "I've already said it's over, can you stop so many dramas?!"

Li Xin was stunned by her tone, he was stunned for a while before he said, "If you don't have it, then you don't, why are you so fierce."

Gu Mian held back her angry words, went around and finally didn't say it: "You go talk to someone else, I have to do my homework."

Li Xin pursed her lips, and turned around to share new gossip with her tablemate.

Gu Mian looked at the homework book and didn't write a word for a long time.What Li Xin said still affected her, the phrase "It's not good to see the boy I like with other girls" has been lingering in her mind.

She was really upset, but it wasn't because she saw "the boy she likes getting together with other girls".The reason why she didn't like it was because she "sees the girl she likes getting together with other boys".

Yes, I like it, this is the first time Gu Mian admits his feelings for Mu Jin.

It took her more than half a month to sort out her thoughts, she had affirmed and denied countless times, and finally she had to admit that her feelings for Mu Jin were just liking.

Not like between friends, not like between relatives, but like between lovers.

Seeing her smile at herself makes me happy, but seeing her get along with others makes me jealous.Will always notice her every word and every move, will want to stay with her 24 hours a day.

All of this is not liking, so what is it?

But admitting is admitting, but Gu Mian didn't intend to accept it.

After realizing her abnormality, she once checked the question "girls like girls" online.She was horrified when she saw a series of "perverted", "disgusting" and "sick" remarks found in the search.

Although some people pointed out that this is a normal psychological phenomenon, everyone should treat it with a normal mind.But this kind of innocuous argument is far less profound than those fierce abuse.

After living for more than ten years, Gu Mian knew for the first time that she was a pervert.And her first thought after knowing that she is a "pervert" is not to make Mu Jin become a "pervert".

So she had to endure, endure not to speak, endure not to show, endure not to like.

She can be good to Mu Jin, very good, very good - as a friend.

She's just Mu Jin's friend, best best friend.