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"What a fucking bad luck! Let me dig a hole and bury this guy!"

"Hey! Don't talk about it, hurry up and dig! This kid Zhao Yi is really pitiful."

"Who can blame this? It's not because of his own bad luck, falling into the clutches of our young master."

There was a voice of anger and complaint, "Well..." I felt a sudden pain in my heart.

"Did you...see...? It moved, he just...moved!"

"What bastard did you say, where did he move!"

Pain, pain, unprecedented pain: "My 500 million!"I violently pushed away the bamboo mat covering my body, struggled to sit up, and gasped for breath.There was a moment of dead silence, and a long howl pierced the sky, "Cheat! Corpse! Ah!" The rough man and the thick-browed man in front of them seemed to have seen a ghost, and they all threw their hoes and rushed to escape first.Looking at the two smaller and smaller figures, I sneered: "Crazy, your uncle is the one who cheated!"

Looking at the big pit in front of him and the straw mat wrapped around him, this is the rhythm of burying corpses!I stood up hastily, my whole body was sore from this movement, and my head was very dizzy, as if I had a hangover.

Think of me as Shu Tong, a good young man who stands up to the sky, a pure man.With strong arms, attractive abdominal muscles, and wheat complexion, now the fair and smooth skin, and the fingers with clear joints, all thoughts are condensed in one place, "Damn! This is not my body!"

I wiped my eyes again and again, looked and looked at my body, slapped and slapped my face, and the pain continued.After struggling for a while, I finally resigned to my fate.It's really unlucky for me, I won two money with great difficulty, and before I enjoyed it, I was crushed into meat sauce by that damn truck driver.

While lamenting my fate, I never forget to thank God for giving me this healthy body, without any missing arms or legs.Looking at the deep pit on the ground, I was afraid for a while, but fortunately I woke up early, if not, I would have to die again.

Calling every day should not work, calling the earth and the earth not working, is talking about the present.Looking around, although there are birds shitting, it is still a wilderness.I didn't know the way, so I had to walk randomly by feeling.Before I knew it, I came to a small river.It is good to have a river, and if you walk along the river, there will be people living there.

Looking at the river water, this face is not bad, especially the eyes, which are very lively.It is a bit more heroic than my original face, and I am very satisfied, very satisfied.

All the way down the river, the road was blocked, and I walked on a loess road.Fang walked a few steps, and there was a sound of horseshoes behind him.Two black horses galloped towards this direction, one in front and the other behind. The man in front was dressed in white, and the man behind was dressed in black clothes like me.

I think I have read countless people, and I have seen big breasts and long legs before. Seeing these two people today makes my eyes shine.These two are handsome, quite handsome, especially the man in white in front, the eyes under the sword eyebrows are very energetic, like stars, but also like jade jade in a sinking pool.The man in black behind him had a slightly darker complexion, a stern look on his face, and a long sword in his left hand holding the rein.

The two of them were in a hurry, the fast horse flashed past, and the sky was full of yellow dust. I hurriedly raised my sleeve to cover my mouth and nose, "Hey! Can you talk about public morality!"

"Riding a horse is amazing! I have ridden a horse too!" The yellow dust in front of my eyes gradually dispersed, and I cursed a few words before I felt much happier.It should be spring now, and the wild flowers around are in full bloom. They say that the wild flowers on the side of the road should not be picked.

After staying in the reinforced concrete city for a long time, the scene of lush flowers and grass in front of me is very suitable for me, wonderful.The sun slanted to the west, reflecting half of the sky red, and the sunset glow was also very beautiful.

Turning a corner, an old woman came in front, she was carrying a small bamboo basket, her face looked anxious.I hid a handful of flowers in my hand behind the road, and hurriedly ran over, "Old man, is there a town ahead?"

The old woman took a look at me, nodded and said, "You will go to Xinzhang City after walking a little further."

"Xinzhang City." Very good, very good, I don't need to sleep in the wilderness tonight.I thanked her and threw a few flowers into her bamboo basket.Looking back inadvertently, the woman seemed to be flustered in the wind with a red face.

"This word is not bad." At this moment, it was dark, and the lanterns reflected the big characters on the city wall, which were particularly beautiful.I combed my messy hair a little bit. After all, I was going to the city, so I still had to pay attention to my image.What if someone takes a fancy to me?Who can say what fate is.

The city is dimly lit, the cobbled roads are clean and spacious, and the surrounding shops are brightly lit. In front of the Qin Lou Chu Pavilion, there are all beauties dressed in fancy clothes. The beauties sometimes wave their scarves to greet customers, and sometimes wink, making my heart itch.

Apart from this gentle village, the wine shop next to it was also full of people, and the aroma of the wine flew out of the doors and windows along with the sound of punching fists and shouting, hanging on the sills.I squeezed in and took a look, but there was no money in my pocket, so I had to look around desperately and leave.

Steamed cakes that are as white as snow, pancakes sprinkled with chopped green onions, and pancakes that are spread golden on both sides... This road is crowded with food stalls, and there are diners everywhere.

I hurriedly wiped off my saliva, and I could see that it was really painful if I couldn't eat.I didn't eat anything along the way today, and the water I poured earlier turned into urine, and all of it was used to water the flowers and plants on the road.

In ancient times, there was hope for plum blossoms to quench thirst, but now there is smelling flowers to satisfy hunger.The more I smell this flower, the more fleshy it smells.Enduring hunger and wandering aimlessly for a while, amidst the noisy voices, it seemed that he heard something that could save his life.

"God pays off me! Where there is a casino, there is money!" Following the shouts, he came to the door of the 'Changsheng Casino'.This casino is so majestic, and the word "Eternal Victory" on the door plaque is very domineering.I hurriedly got into the casino, the lobby was full of gamblers holding gold and silver treasures, there were more than 20 tables in the hall, and each table was surrounded by people, some of them couldn't close their mouths with laughter Mouth, and some are in a trance with a sad face.

On the north side, the vermilion steps lead from the second floor to the third floor. There is little movement on the second and third floors, and there are some shouts that are often heard in gambling houses from time to time.Once you enter the casino, it's as deep as the sea, and from then on instant noodles are a luxury.It's not that I don't understand this truth, but I really can't control those hands and feet. Whenever I see a casino, I dive into it, and when I see a bet, I press up. I want to control but I can't control it!

Walking around in the hall, I was addicted to my eyes.When I am hungry on weekdays, I feel nothing when I think about the cards. Today, I have been in this casino for a long time, and my stomach is still growling.I found some food in the hall, but I still couldn't satisfy my hunger after two bites.Really helpless, I had no choice but to move a chair, hide in a corner, wrap my clothes tightly, and sleep for a while, "A sleep will relieve a thousand worries."

I'm used to this kind of days when I can't find a place to drink water without eating a meal.I have also imagined countless times that if I can't sleep, then there will be no worries.But every time when I want to die, I will think of the Chinese textbook I picked up on the road. There is a saying in the text: God will send a great mission to the people, and they must first work hard on their minds, muscles and bones, and starve their bodies. Gain more than you can.

Thinking of this, I will put down the sleeping pills in my hand again.It wasn't until the rats ate those sleeping pills that I didn't take them several times that I completely gave up the idea of ​​suicide.As a human being, living is right.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this sentence, hard work, hard work, hungry body and skin, gain what you can't.From knowing nothing, I have become an expert in "stealing, abducting and gambling". Chinese textbooks do not deceive me!

I often comfort myself like this, which can be regarded as comforting my heart that has nowhere to rest.I often hear other parents say that you can't let your children lose at the starting line, at least they still have a starting line, but I fell into the pit when I was born, and it's the kind of pit that I can never get up from.The gangsters on the road often call me useless, so what.Worried, I live forever.

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