Improvisation

"Obviously I don't feel at ease at all, and I'm still talking so hard." Shen Jiayou looked at him meaningfully from the rearview mirror, and analyzed logically: "Look at how old Jian Ran is, it's not easy to start over, but you, who spend a lifetime in trouble, But I will never meet someone who likes you so much again."

He is persuasive: "There will always be times when two people quarrel. You are so much older than him and have a lot of dark history. You should apologize."

Shen Jiayou has lived a good life since he was a child. It is no exaggeration to say that he is a little prince who grew up in a castle. He looks cold, but he is actually very soft-hearted.

Yu Shiyao raised his eyelids to look over and said, "You are quite a mother."

Shen Jiayou changed his face: "I'm talking to you seriously. Do you have to wait until the old house is on fire before you bow your head?"

Yu Shiyao looked out the window and didn't speak to him.

When the car drove back to the place before, Ji Ze also saw the text message Shen Jiayou sent him, knowing that the matter was done, temporarily put away his strong sense of territory, thanked Yu Shiyao, and then dragged Shen Jiayou to ask for his reward.

Yu Shiyao occupied a booth by himself, his whole body sunk in the shadows, his side face was well defined, one hand stretched out of the shadows to hold a whiskey glass, his forearm was slender and beautiful.

When he appeared here today, he was only seen playing outside with people. Now that the matter is over, he can leave at any time. After drinking the wine in the glass, he was about to get up and leave, and someone sat next to him.

A very young boy, he has been looking at the dangerous and charming Yu Shiyao, waiting for him to leave, then he gritted his teeth and came to Yu Shiyao for a contact information.

"Hi, my name is Xia, is it convenient for me to meet you?"

Yu Shiyao has always been indifferent to this kind of small encounter, not to mention that the other person is quite what he likes, with a beautiful appearance, sharp eyes and pride - he is in Ji Ze's circle, and his family is not bad.

Shen Jiayou and the others came back to see this scene, the light was not good, and they could only see the two talking as if they were very close together.

With an expression of "I knew it", Ji Ze fanned the flames next to Shen Jiayou and asked him to take a picture of it for Jian Ran to see, making people clean and give up.

Then, knowing from Shen Jiayou that the two had separated, alarm bells went off in my heart, and Shen Jiayou was not allowed to send someone off, and he was told to keep a distance from them.

Yu Shiyao is now Shen's boss and Shen Jiayou's partner. Ji Ze's words sound naive. If he ignores Yu Shiyao, does he want the company to close down?

"I can't wait..."

After Ji Ze said a word, his waist was twisted.

When Shen Jiayou walked over, Yu Shiyao was about to go out, Xia Ya also waved goodbye to him with a smile on his face, his ears were so red.

Shen Jiayou raised his forehead, knowing that he should not meddle in Yu Shiyao's private affairs, after sending Yu Shiyao out, he still couldn't help but said: "If the person who talked to Xia just now was Ji Ze, I will definitely beat him to death when I go back, and you will bully Jian Ran." It's easy to talk, and you'll know when someone can't coax you back."

Yu Shiyao: "I didn't do anything."

The driver drove over, and the headlights illuminated Yu Shiyao's half-smiling face, and Shen Jiayou frowned: "Ji Pei's birthday is next week, do you want to come and see?"

Yu Shiyao: "About Ji's family, what did I do in the past?"

"You're my big brother, it's not good to go there." Shen Jiayou paused for a while, "Ji Pei will definitely call Jian Ran. You've been in Macau for half a month, right? Don't you want to meet people?"

What are you going to see?See Ji Ze's white eyes, or the boy's friendship?

Left and right are bad.

Yu Shiyao: "I will ask someone to bring a gift over."

After getting in the car, Yu Shiyao frowned and closed his eyes. As the New Year approached, he would be so busy that he would not touch the ground because he had to settle accounts everywhere. During this period of time, he just took care of all the things he squeezed a while ago.

The driver drove the car back to Yujiangchunyuan.

It had been empty for more than half a month, but someone came to clean it on time. It was quiet and deserted, and there were still untouched gift boxes on the coffee table.

They were all bought for Jian Ran, including clothes and shoes, and a set of May [-]rd and "Century Gold List" questions.

When he was busy, he didn't think there was anything wrong, and now Shen Jiayou mentioned it all night. When Shaar and him wanted to exchange contact information just now, he also hesitated, and in the end he just said a few words to someone.

Looking at these things again, the tiredness before turned into some unpleasant emotion, Yu Shiyao took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and began to look through these sets of questions he bought based on recommendations and sales.

Brand new and white, many of them contained formulas and symbols that were already unfamiliar to him.

It's like Jian Ran.

Before, he thought that Jian Ran was a caring and sweet little girl, but after thinking about what he said that day, Yu Shiyao only realized other meanings now.

school.

"You have to go!" Ji Pei has said this to Jian Ran for the hundredth time, and now he is also guarding Jian Ran's thoughts during the big class break.

Jian Ran didn't understand why he was so persistent, and said, "I will prepare presents, but I don't want to go."

Ji Pei: "It's my birthday, why don't you come?"

Jian Ran guessed that Ji's family would hold Ji Pei's birthday, and there would be many people there. He didn't want to meet anyone related to Yu Shiyao, so he said, "Then I'll treat you to dinner at noon, and I won't go at night."

Ji Pei stared at him, and Chen Bei came over and glared at him: "Why are you so fierce, Jian Ran. Jian Ran, you sleep in your sleep, ignore him."

Jian Ran's eyes changed between the two, and finally she lay down on the table.

Ji Pei stood up deflatedly and went outside, and came back after class. Seeing that Jian Ran had sat up, he continued the conversation with him.

Jian Ran's hypoglycemia has been a bit serious recently. She just woke up, her face and lips were pale, and her ears were ringing. It took a while for her eyes to see clearly, and she said, "Why do you have to let me go?"

Ji Pei's character will never lack friends, and it won't matter if he loses Jian Ran.

Ji Pei knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he could only whisper, "If you don't go, Chen Bei won't go either."

Jian Ran heard clearly, and turned to look at him with her dark eyes.

Ji Pei coughed, his handsome eyes widened, and he said, "Don't look at me like that."

Jane also coughed.

"I'm serious, but she doesn't seem to like me very much. If you don't go, she will definitely not go back."

Jane turned her head and said "oh".

Ji Pei thinks that Jian Ran is so smart, so he must have already guessed it. When Jian Ran was studying alone in the evening, she ran to the multimedia classroom and confessed that she liked Chen Bei.

When Jian Ran was not at school, Ji Pei quietly sent Chen Bei home, but Chen Bei always found him annoying, and Ji Pei had to use looking for Jian Ran as an excuse every time.

Jian Ran is neither surprised nor surprised, just curious, Ji Pei's quiet liking.

He knows how big Chen Bei's heart is. If Ji Pei doesn't tell, Chen Bei will never know for the rest of his life.

"Oh, what should I do then?" Ji Pei went crazy, and subconsciously sold himself in front of this "brother-to-be", "I can't bother her at this time, or wait until after the college entrance examination."

After Jian Ran agreed to go to his birthday party, Ji Pei didn't leave either, his ass seemed to be stuck to the stool next to him, and suddenly asked about him and Yu Shiyao.

More than 20 days had passed, and now when someone mentioned Yu Shiyao's name, Jian Ran's chest still trembled, and the hand holding the pen froze.

In Ji Pei's heart, he has already classified Jian Ran as a brother, and now that he speaks, he doesn't want Jian Ran to hold back like this, thinking of ways to enlighten him: "You don't want to say why, you have to tell us your plan, Do you know that you are very scary recently."

Jane doesn't know.

He always thought that he didn't show any emotion.

When Ji Pei asked, he didn't show any expression, and said, "I'm really fine, and I'm not that uncomfortable. I have my own plan."

Ji Pei's eyebrows twitched: "You haven't given up yet, have you?"

Jane didn't speak.

From the very beginning, he knew what Yu Shiyao liked, and he was just right to be obedient and pitiful, and when Yu Shiyao couldn't bear him, he began to want more.

In his opinion, Yu Shiyao was a stingy coward, and he had to be careful so that he could give out what he wanted.

Jane said: "I like him very much, I like him very much, and I know that he is not a person who is easy to change, so I am trying to make him only have me alone."

Just don't know what to do.

Ji Pei suddenly realized that he might have to re-examine the relationship between Jian Ran and Yu Shiyao.

Jian Ran is like an unqualified hunter who puts the most desirable bait in the trap, and then uses the most stupid method to wait for the prey to jump in by itself.

On Thursday, Ji's family asked the school to ask Ji Pei's classmates for leave, and they took them to the hotel after school in the afternoon.

The birthday party was not very high-profile. There were two venues on the left and one on the right. On one side were Ji Pei’s friends and on the other side were Ji’s relatives and friends. In the middle, Ji Pei’s favorite band was invited to perform. The tables also catered for everyone’s taste. Chinese and Western food , there are delicate little cakes everywhere, and candles covered in glass shades.

Jian Ran is not even interested in food.

After breaking up with Yu Shiyao, he couldn't eat, as if he was blocked by something, he didn't feel uncomfortable, and he didn't feel hungry.

Now listening to Ji Pei's parents' message to Ji Pei, Ji Pei's, his parents want him to grow vigorously, and Chicheng will always be alive today.

He suddenly thought of Jian Yushu, and he will die in a few months. He wants to grow up soon and be able to take on what he has to do, but at that time, will he still be the proud son of his parents?

Jian Ran's fingers moved stiffly, obviously no one noticed, but he still didn't dare to put them on his stomach, hanging on both sides in a stiff posture, with a blank expression on his face.

On the stage, while disliking his parents for their hypocrisy, Ji Pei secretly rubbed his eyes, and then he caught sight of Yu Shiyao who was also standing in the crowd, and his eyes were fixed.

As soon as the session where he was not needed was over, Ji Pei looked for Jian Ran everywhere.

He swore that he had no intention of matching the two, and he didn't know that Yu Shiyao was invited at home.

"Why don't you go back now? I'll let the driver take you off." Ji Pei searched for Chen Bei, and she went with a few girls to see the big cake that was about to be cut later.

Jane said, "I saw him."

When Yu Shiyao came, he saw that there were other people beside him.

Jian Ran said, "Let's go after you cut the cake."

"Do you want to go inside the room? I'll send someone to bring things in. Your face is so pale."

"Low blood sugar." Jian Ran hasn't eaten much recently, low blood sugar is normal, "Don't worry about me, I'll go find something to eat."

After Ji Pei walked away, Jian Ran was wandering by the dining car, looking for something appetizing, his senses were already dulled, he knew it wouldn't work, but he had no choice, like liking Yu Shiyao, he could only be numb Accept it, accept the protest from the body, and the dull pain in the depths.

"Would you like this?" One hand passed a cupcake with nice ice cream squeezed on it.

Yu Shiyao didn't know when he stood in front of him. Seeing that Jian Ran didn't move, he grabbed Jian Ran's hand and put the cupcake in his hand, holding the back of his hand without taking it away.

"Jian Ran?"

Jane: "Thank you."

He picked up the ice cream cake and ate it. The light from the chandelier fell on the black hair on the back of his neck, sporadically revealing the fine white skin underneath, and the clear keel along the collar.

Jian Ran's hair grew a little longer, and she also lost a lot of weight. When she watched him applauding without moving, Yu Shiyao realized that the hand he grabbed just now, the wrist protruding from the sleeve, seemed to be only a bone.

"what happened to you?"

Jian Ran didn't want Yu Shiyao to see him like this, as if he was pretending to be pitiful again. When he asked this, her back became stiff and she said: "It's okay, it's just that I can't eat, and it's getting better."

Yu Shiyao waited for him to finish eating a cake and said, "Come here, I have something to tell you."

The two went to the terrace where there was a bit of cold night wind blowing outside, Jian Ran stood not too far away with her head bowed, as if waiting for her parents to lecture her.

Seeing Jian Ran like this, Yu Shiyao suddenly felt that he could not give what Jian Ran wanted now.

Just like a child asking for candy, why did he raise his hand high and make people cry?And the child will not always like to eat one kind of candy.

Lifting his Jian Ran's chin, his brows were all wrinkled together: "Why are you so thin?"

"Can't eat." Jian Ran told the truth, "I'm much better already, and I'll get better soon, so you don't have to worry or pity me."

"I didn't pity you." Yu Shiyao seemed to have no choice but to hug his hard shoulder blades.

Jian Ran didn't know what this hug meant, and she didn't know if he was going to sink in a muddle like before.

Later, Yu Shiyao took him in, brought him all kinds of food, watched him finish eating, and wiped his palms with a tissue, like taking care of a child who knows nothing.

Chen Bei and the others probably saw it. He deceived himself before, thinking that he had deceived everyone, and now no one has the heart to pull him out of this dreamlike scene.

He got in Yu Shiyao's car and returned to Yujiangchunyuan. In the bathroom, he looked at his naked body, sunken ribs, flat belly, limbs like joints, without aesthetic feeling.

He put his clothes on again, went out and looked at Yu Shiyao who was sitting by the bed waiting for him, and knelt down to untie his pants.

Being held back by Yu Shiyao, Jian Ran said: "I don't want to have sex/love, I'll help you."

"Of course I didn't bring you back to do this kind of thing."

Jian Ran looked at him as if she didn't understand, Yu Shiyao touched the corner of his eyes with his thumb, half helpless and half distressed: "We'll talk about it when you get better."

Jian Ran was suddenly very powerless: "I'm really fine. It's not because of you. I just don't want to eat. I'm much better now. Don't pity me."

"I don't pity you, I love you." Yu Shiyao picked him up, "I haven't been here for a while, so I haven't come to you. Let's talk now. I want to try what you said before. Would you like to? "

"According to your idea, we are together, whether it is now or in the future, I will listen to you, I will not do what you don't like, and give you what you want, okay?"

Yu Shiyao was coaxing him again, Jian Ran couldn't tell if he did it because of pity and sympathy, or because of guilt and apology.

He clearly knew that Jian Ran couldn't refuse anything, but he still offered a huge temptation, making him rush over again without hesitation.

"Aren't you really pitying me?"

"No, you are so powerful that I can't do anything. If it wasn't for seeing you tonight, I wouldn't go there either."

"You can't lie to me again."

"will not."

Jian Ran didn't want to ask anything anymore, and she didn't want his promise anymore. She pressed against Yu Shiyao's neck tightly, the cold tide retreated from her body, alternating with the scalding body temperature, tingling and alive.