carp deep

The unexpected reunion not only caused Wang Shenran to fall into memories and couldn't extricate himself, but also Cheng Liyu's mood was very complicated.

He was sitting in the taxi, holding Wang Shenran's coat more and more forcefully, his fingertips turned white, as cold as ice.

Wang Shenran is a very nice person, treats him well and loves others.Cheng Liyu often wonders, is Brother Whale happy now?Who are you with?Will you treat that person as well as you treat him?

For countless sleepless nights, he had been praying, hoping that Wang Shenran would be happy. It sounds hypocritical, but that's what he thought, and he might just pass his life like this.But he hopes that Wang Shenran can have the best love in the world.

Cheng Liyu hugged his coat, buried his head in it, and smelled it carefully.

His Brother Whale is getting more and more stinky, and he even wears perfume, which smells like sandalwood, so he wants to get inside and smell it.

When he returned to the one-bedroom apartment he rented, he turned on the light, and a big fat orange cat flew over.

"Whale, are you hungry?" Cheng Liyu changed into his slippers, walked slowly to the kitchen and grabbed a large amount of cat food and put it in his bowl.

The whale began to eat big mouthfuls, and came back to rub Cheng Liyu's leg when it was full.

Cheng Liyu picked it up, pointed to the tip of its nose and said, "How many times have I told you, don't rub my leg, I don't feel it, useless."

The whale screamed "Meow Meow Meow" and put its head into his arms, looking for a comfortable position to act coquettishly.

Cheng Liyu turned off the light, hugged him and lay on the sofa, staring at the moonlight in a daze.

The phone vibrated, pulling him back to reality. He picked up the phone and saw that it was a WeChat message from "Wang Shenran", with a small cartoon emoji of a whale behind the name.

Cheng Liyu put the cat on the ground and shook his hand vigorously to make it less trembling before he opened it to see what he sent.

[I'll find you tomorrow morning and have lunch together. 】

Cheng Liyu bit the piece of flesh inside his lower lip and struggled for a long time before replying to him.

[I put the clothes in the tea shop, you can go and get them, I have to go to work and have no time to come out. 】

[I'll go to your company to find you, give me the address. 】

【forget it. 】

Cheng Liyu hadn't cried for a long time, and as soon as he said "forget it", tears dripped directly on the screen.

Forget it?Forget about eating, or between them?

Cheng Liyu didn't have the courage to face Wang Shenran, not just him, but he dared not face anyone. He sealed himself in a small space for more than two years before stepping out of that circle, and he wanted to go back to that small space again. In the circle.

【You owe me a reason, shouldn't you explain it to me? 】

【It's in the past. 】

[I can't make it through, if you want to break up, just tell me clearly in person, you want to end our relationship with a five-character text message?This is impossible.Cheng Liyu, we are not finished. 】

Cheng Liyu turned off his mobile phone and didn't want to chat any more.

The whale had returned to its den and fell asleep.Cheng Liyu knocked on his head vigorously, trying to shake Wang Shenran out of his mind, but when it hit eleven o'clock, Wang Shenran was still there.

Cheng Liyu gave up.Thinking that as long as he was hanging out for a few days, Wang Shenran gave up.

He had to go to work the next day, and it was the last working day before the National Day.He detoured to the tea shop early, put Wang Shenran's coat there and went to the company.

Unexpectedly, after getting off work at night, I saw Wang Shenran leaning against the revolving door of the building, smoking a cigarette while looking at him with squinted eyes, and there was actually a little complacency in those eyes.

Cheng Liyu was taken aback. There were many colleagues coming and going in the company. He didn't want to attract attention, so he slowed down and walked over.

"How did you find this?"

Wang Shenran pinched the cigarette, put it in the trash can next to it, and said proudly, "That little girl in your store is very interesting and knows a lot."

traitor.

Cheng Liyu raised his eyes and looked at him. After three years of absence, Wang Shenran's face has matured a lot, and he is still so cool. He attracts people's attention wherever he goes. How can such a cool person have no one to accompany him?

"If you have anything to say, go out and say it." Cheng Liyu sorted out his thoughts, and took the lead out of the gate.

Wang Shenran frowned and looked at his back. All the way he went out, from his colleagues to the security guards, he passed by with his head down as if he didn't see him, and his sense of presence was extremely low.

In the past, wherever he went, he could greet everyone warmly. He even knew how many grandchildren the guard at the school gate had.

When have you ever bowed your head and kept silent like now?

Wang Shenran's heart throbbed again, and he chased after him with big strides, and directly pulled him into the Audi car on the side of the road.Cheng Liyu was almost thrown by him.

Wang Shenran quickly supported his arm, and when he stood still, he said in an unhappy tone, "Why are you so weak now? You can fall while walking?"

Cheng Liyu opened the car door expressionlessly and got in, "It's good to be able to walk."

Wang Shenran got into the driver's seat and turned his head to look at him, "Why is your voice so hoarse?"

"Smoking." Cheng Liyu said angrily, "Let's go?"

Wang Shenran suppressed the anger in his stomach, took several deep breaths, and then said as tenderly as possible, "What do you want to eat?"

"casual."

"Then hot pot, your favorite." Wang Shenran couldn't wait for his answer, so he started the car and drove to the hot pot restaurant.

Wang Shenran sighed, many relatives and friends came to the house today, and the night was lively, but Wang Shenran was eagerly waiting to come to him to see the bad face, I don't know what the so-called!

The two of them didn't say a word along the way, Wang Shenran didn't understand why Cheng Liyu became like this.

Cheng Liyu didn't understand why Wang Shenran was willing to waste time on his ex-boyfriend.

When he arrived at the hot pot restaurant, Wang Shenran knew that Cheng Liyu would not say anything to him now, so he picked up a lighter topic and told him that he and Yun Zihang had started a company in Beijing.

Cheng Liyu always responded flatly.

"Fang Liang got married the day after tomorrow." Wang Shenran said.

Cheng Liyu finally looked up at him, the flash of light in his eyes hurt Wang Shenran's eyes.Hearing that Fang Liang got married, he was pleasantly surprised, but seeing him was like seeing a debt collector.

"Let's go together." Wang Shenran said.

"Forget it." Cheng Liyu lowered his head again, "Bless him for me!"

Forget it again.Wang Shenran was furious, what's wrong with this man?It doesn't matter if you don't move.

"It's not that you don't have a long mouth, so bless yourself and talk about it! I'll take you there! The classmate lived together for four years. Why can't you go when they get married?"

Cheng Liyu remained silent for a long time, and then spoke in a much colder tone, "Then you give me his phone number, and I will talk about it myself."

"No!" Wang Shenran lost his temper, "I want to call myself!"

Cheng Liyu stood up immediately, and was about to leave with a sullen face. Seeing this, Wang Shenran quickly got up and hugged him from behind, "Carp."

The two were eating in a private room, and Wang Shenran had no scruples, so he hugged him whenever he wanted. After this hug, most of the fire died down, leaving endless grievances.

"I don't want to break up, I don't want to be beaten to death."

Cheng Liyu greedily smelled Wang Shenran's scent and felt his embrace. When he remembered this smell, he could buy a bottle of the same perfume and spray it in any corner he went, imagining that he was still by his side.

But now, he can't give Wang Shenran the illusion, and he doesn't want Wang Shenran to waste the world on him,

"If you don't break up, you can live on your own. I'm leaving." Cheng Liyu went to break his arm, Wang Shenran's arm seemed to be welded with welding rods, and he couldn't move it. Only then did Cheng Liyu realize that he was so weak It's been really weak for a few years.

Cheng Liyu's face was flushed with anxiety, and his voice became even hoarse, "Let go of me! Shit is going to be strangled out by you!"

"I'm not loose! Why don't you just pull! Why did you break up? Give me a reason!" Wang Shenran hugged him even tighter, resting his head on his shoulder, the bone was so hard that it hit his chin. How thin is this? ?

"Can I be straight!" Cheng Liyu broke down, "I'm damn good and love women!"

Wang deeply didn't believe it, "What's so good about a woman?"

"..." Cheng Liyu gritted his teeth and said, "Women can have children, so can you!"

"It's you who can't give birth." Wang Shenran said, "I did pretty well! The posture, durability, and quality are all top-notch..."

Cheng Liyu was shocked by his brazenness, "My uncle Wang Shenran! What the hell are you talking about! Where's your face?"

At this moment, all the ripples of tenderness disappeared.

Wang Shenran restrained him with one hand to prevent him from running away. With the other hand, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, called up an unsuitable video and handed it to him, "You say you are straight? I will give this video to you." You are destined not to be a woman for a long time, to see how you make love under me..."

"!" Cheng Liyu almost blew himself up looking at the familiar voice in the video.

He didn't know where the strength came from, so he broke free from Wang Shenran's hand, turned around and punched him in the face.

Wang Shenran was caught off guard by this punch, and his head was missed.

"Wang Shenran, you are quite shameless now!" Cheng Liyu's chest heaved and heaved with anger, his face turned red like a pig's liver, he pointed at Wang Shenran and his hands kept trembling.

Wang Shenran was not angry when he was beaten, he stared straight at Cheng Liyu, "Why do I want face? I want face, can you not leave me? Can you not disappear? I have been fucking for three years I have seen the once-in-a-century solar eclipse, but I can't fucking see you!"

"If you can't see it, you can't see it! Who are you ruining by keeping this video?" Cheng Liyu was destined to snatch his mobile phone, but Wang Shenran didn't stop him, and let him snatch it.

"Anyway, I still have it on my computer."

"!" Cheng Liyu just got the phone in his hand, and looked at him in disbelief when he heard his words.

How could Wang Shenran become so... so... so inferior to a beast!

"What do you want?" Cheng Liyu threw the phone to him.

"I'm going back to Beijing on the [-]th. Don't avoid me during this period." Wang Shenran looked at him pleadingly, "At least put a question mark between us."

"I can hear it." Cheng Liyu said lightly.

"What did you hear?"

"Fuck your mother's question marks, get out on the eighth, I don't want to see you again!" Cheng Liyu swung his arms to open the door, "Also, delete the video for me quickly! Don't affect my marriage and childbirth!"

"What's so interesting about that child?" Wang Shenran muttered in a low voice, turned around and hurriedly chased him out with his own things, "I'll see you off, do you want to go home?"

"You don't need to send it."

In the end, Wang Shenran pulled Cheng Liyu into the car and sent him to the gate of the community.

Cheng Liyu resolutely rejected his proposal to deliver it to the door of the bedroom, patted his butt, and went home by himself.

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The person you love the most is by your side, why are you unhappy